The Wasted Love
GET OUT OF MR. DEDI'S HOUSE

The next day 'all the goods have been neatly packed .

I don't know why this feeling is so bad , what other problems will I face next .

I tried to stay calm, while the pain in the cheek from my father's slap last night still hurt .

Rania.help mom bring these things out .

mom came up to me and picked up some stuff to take outside .

I helped mom bring things out, but I haven't asked where we'll be after we get out of Mr. Dedi's house .

What I'm thinking now is, I should be able to explain to Mr. Dedi so that between us there is no grudge or misunderstanding after this incident .

Three hours passed all the goods have been taken out of the house, from a distance I saw Mr. Dedi I began to be nervous and very afraid .

Mr. Dedi ..I greeted him with nervousness '

but Mr. Dedi did not answer my greeting 'he just looked at me with a sour face .

Rania. Suddenly my father called me and asked me to come into the house .

I approached Dad and Mr. Dedi and tried to stay calm, hopefully nothing happened .

Rania..what really happened, why did Doni cancel your marriage .

I want you to explain to me Mr. Dedi said .

earlier I apologized for this incident, actually this is just a misunderstanding.

at first Bimo had sent a letter to me and Doni found out about it, then Doni scolded me .

because the mind was so desperate for me to find time to go out calm my mind .

at that time I was standing in front of someone's house in the rain so heavy, I myself did not know that the house was the house of his brother Bimo .

so because it was raining and it was late at night I stayed in that house to rest & yet the next day I saw Bimo was in that house .

When Doni found out I was at Bimo's house he was very angry and cancelled our marriage .

I lowered my head and did not dare to look into the eyes of Mr. Dedi who was standing right in front of me .

Rania ! you should be able to understand that all this time Doni did not like Bimo, you have made a fatal mistake .

I can't say anything more about Doni, Doni is very disappointed and I didn't expect you to be Setega Rania.

I didn't mean it like that Mr. Dedi, I just calmed my mind and didn't mean to upset Doni .

I am really sorry, if indeed I am wrong what should I do to make amends .

No need , now clean all your belongings no one stays in this house anymore and please leave this house .

mr. Dedi's words were very sharp through my eardrum, though he spoke a little palan but was very offended for me .

we really want to get out of this house without being kicked out we will step foot from this house .

mr. Dedi, thank you so much for giving us a place to stay for many years here with Mr. Dedi's family .

Whatever I owe to this family, may Allah SWT repay all the kindness Mr. Dedi .

Maybe all this time my family and I have been a lot of trouble Mr. Dedi, I apologize profusely for my actions .

I don't feel these tears drip slowly

it is sad to leave the house that has been the most comfortable residence for many years .

I know Mr. Dedi was very disappointed, but everything has happened and now I myself do not know where my direction and purpose with my son and my two parents .

shortly after that my father called my mother to stop at a house, it seemed like this was the house we were going to live in .

Without saying much father and mother entered the house while me and Arza just followed them from behind .

Well from now on we will stay in this house , from tomorrow dad will find a job to pay the rent every month .

so now we have to be able to live frugally and as it is, those are the words that come out of dad's mouth .

Dad don't worry I'll help dad, I'll also find a job to finance school Arza later .

I'll try my best whatever I can I'll try my hardest .

Rania.ibu can only pray that your decision will be the best path of your life .

Time passed ...

the sun began to set, I pondered my fate whether I could face all of this .

may I be strong and always steadfast in the face of this test .

The night is getting late ...

I will prepare for tomorrow .

It's 03:00 in the morning but I haven't fallen asleep yet, so heavy a burden I'm bearing now 'but I have to get used to living like this .

Rania...Rania..wake up...morning already....!

Looks like someone called me, my god.it turns out it's 08:00 am .

with a quick movement I came out of the room and approached the mother, Mom...has Arza left for school ?

Already..arza has gone to school , why yourself ?...

it's what time Rania ..not today you want to find a job .

she's sorry Mom I overslept, I explained to mom that all night I couldn't sleep .

Rania..from now on there is no time for laziness, arza needs you to guide her .

school fees are not trivial Rania .. pity Arza if you have to drop out later if you like this continue .

mom's right, from now on I won't be lazing around anymore .

believe me ma'am, whatever I do for arza .

oh it's Rania.sorry not that mom meddled in your affairs but.is not that Arza got the inheritance from her father's legacy .

true Ma'am, Arza should have earned his right because bang Arda only has one boy, namely arza .

but , Mita tried not to give the arza in the least and Mita wanted to control all the property of the Arda bang itself .

Nor do I expect anything , inheritance for me is not important .

the most important thing now is that I can reunite with my son and my parents .

I know son, may you sincerely live your life, mother caresses my hair with affection .

Oh it's Rania ..Have long time not heard from Mita where Mita is now ?

I don't know Mom I don't know myself and it's been a long time that Mita has never contacted me .

when Mita found out that I was going to be in a match with Doni and since then Mita was very angry with me .

mother nodded her head in understanding with my explanation .