The Wasted Love
LOOKING FOR BIMO

I hold my tears so as not to fall in front of my son Arza, I must look ordinary in front of my son 'I am afraid to make him confused and wonder .

On the way back home I kept thinking about my problem and Mita's, whether or not I could decide for sure .

after arriving at the house I saw Bimo was waiting for me. Bimo stood right in front of me .

Rania.There's something I need to talk to you about, sorry if I interrupted your time .

Arza went into the room first he wanted ..Mom had a little business, I told Arza to go into the room so as not to hear my conversation with Bimo .

Rania.I hope you don't give up, you don't give up remember Rania Arza's future is on you .

enough Bim..., at the moment I can't find a way out of it, so I don't want to continue any of this .

well Rania looks like I have something to do, if in the next few days I can't be contacted ...

I only ask prayers from you, so that what I do will be able to run as I want...

what do you mean Bim ...!

the more the day your behavior gets weird , what's on your mind ...?

the more days I'm the more I don't understand your attitude .

but this time Bimo was like angry with me, he left without saying goodbye to me .

is there something wrong with my word ...

I'd better follow where Bimo's going so I know what he wants to do .

Rania...Where are you going ?

my steps stopped , suddenly mom called me .

I'm going to catch up with Bimo Bu...

I answered while pointing out of the house .

later on , your father today has to go to the hospital because your father's health has not been so recovered .

mom wants you to accompany dad, let Arza mom accompany him at home .

Okay Mom...,

bimo business later, pity my father...

I must accompany father to the hospital .

that day the queue at the hospital was so long that it took quite a long time, yet I had to keep patiently waiting for my father's sake .

after several hours of waiting finally finished also the examination of the father in the hospital, I drove the father home and after that say goodbye to the mother to the house Bimo .

I set foot so fast, so that along the way anyone who sees me they laugh at me .

I don't care at all what it is, I keep going and keep going faster and faster .

Soon I found a house where Bimo had been in that house ...

tock..tok...

I knocked on the door, but there was no answer it seemed like this house was empty there was no one inside .

long enough I waited in front of the house, I waited for someone to pass in this place .

a few minutes later ..there was a man passing in front of the house where Bimo lived, I approached him and asked .

excuse me...?

want name ...Bimo who lives in this house where is he , it looks like this house is empty ...?

oh sir Bimo he Bu.' his bimo sir two hours ago came out carrying a suitcase but I don't know where .

if his mother ..indeed it has not been home for a long time he said to go home ...

bimo's mother...?

I started to suspect that Bimo said it was his brother not his mother .

sorry I want more ...

whose house is this, really ? bimo house or his brother's house ...

I also know less about Mom...

all I heard from the neighbors, he said this is Mr. Bimo's house ...

it's okay , thanks for the information sorry I interrupted his time once again thank you ...

it's both Mom...

the man left me alone .

I glanced at the house that Bimo occupied, I still remember the atmosphere in this house ...

this house is very luxurious , is this really Bimo's house ...

I could not believe that Bimo could afford a house of this magnitude, or perhaps it was a rented house or perhaps his brother's ...

ouch Raniaaaa...

why do you think of this house , want this house Bimo or his brother it is none of your business.you come here looking for Bimo ..not investigate this house , you fool ...

I scolded myself who was busy figuring out the personal problems of others .

I'd better just go home 'cause it's late in the afternoon I'm afraid mom's worried .

tomorrow I will continue to find out where Bimo really is .

After arriving home ..I am still confused by the words of the man I met earlier , Bimo can have a house as big and luxurious as that and Bimo also once redeemed my father's debts in large quantities .

I wonder, get money from where Bimo can buy a house as big and luxurious ...?

what is Bimo's job now, I know Bimo is just an ordinary employee and no effort .

my headache was made for him, this is none of my business ...

but the problem is Bimo is my best friend, for what Bimo keeps this a secret ...

if it is his property I am also happy because my best friend Bimo can change his fate .

however..which became the problem , from where Bimo can get that much money .

what is the work halal or vice versa ...

in this day and age many people justify every means to get what they want .

no.no...

Bimo is not such a person, he is a good person ..I know very well his nature .

Rania...what's up...?

I see you like a confused person, what's up ...?

oh..that's okay, ma'am.., I got the wrong way to answer mom's question .

Rania.Don't you hide anything from mommy, I don't want your crazy pain to recur...

she's a pity mom, don't talk like that ...

I don't want to have a mad illness either .

I'm still sane, ma'am....?

look at this I'm good at being healthy body and soul, mother could accuse me like that .

I saw you talking alone, so mom wondered .. eat it mom asked you directly .

a lot of things are on my mind, but right now I can't tell my mom .

later if everything is clear I will tell mom .

what else is Rania...

don't make you worry, you don't want your family to be hit by big problems anymore .

no Ma'am...,

trust me everything will be fine ...

it's just a small matter so don't worry mom .

my son Rania.Mom always prayed for our family in Amen's almighty protection...

he Bu ...trust ,

I hugged my mother tightly to give her strength to remain enthusiastic in facing all things .