Secrets & Prejudice = Keep it secret, you will hurt
Hidden story. chapter one POV

I live in a world that makes me cramped. Just breathing just feels wrong, and everything that exists does not even make me happy.

My life is empty, my time has stopped since my mother didn't exist. Everyone is trying hard to be a substitute, but the broken puzzle remains the same. I can say I'm tough, but the sense of loss is still there and haunts me everywhere. Losing my mother is like losing half my life. The rest drifted without direction and purpose. I just live what is. While occasionally laughing at your own life that is never right. Even the father figure also made things worse. Instead of being a medicine, he instead added wounds. Never mind, I'm even lazy to talk about it. As long as my tuition is not in arrears it is enough for now. Let him also float away, treat his wounds or just disappear from my life will make no difference anymore. He has not been present for a long time. I forgot about it too.

It seemed that only that slightly stupid smile had kept me going with a little remaining sanity. People who always choose to be kind no matter how the world treats them. He's a human whose every thought is too clear to the point that I'm lazy to read it. Looking at him, it was fun too. Seeing him live carelessly became an entertainment that made me sometimes smile secretly.

Krakkk.

His bike was broken again, as usual. But, strangely enough I felt happy being bothered by him. Every day makes my life a little bit fun. He looks stupid, even though he's actually a little smart. He knew how to ask for help without whining like most women. Strong even though they still need someone else. Well, sometimes he's like me in the shameless version.

Her behavior was always magical, to the point that I never got tired of hanging out with her for years. Being with him is so much fun. Just look at it now, he was dumbfounded for too long staring at me to the point of not consciously receiving the oil-stained dirty tissue. So anxious.

"eat it, if you eat not much. Let the bike not be damaged quickly." I said. teasing him is very fun. The expression changed quickly becoming angry with shrunken eyebrows.

“Enak. It's one of his bikes that's too fragile know. I'm not heavy!” the law does not accept. This is one of those bikes that are too old. Should have been thrown away and then cut my bike so as not to bother anymore.

“mana. Don't blame the bike obviously it's your fault” I replied casually. A little more, I'd like to tease him a little more.

I returned to pedaling the bike in front of him, while deliberately walking a bit slowly. Keep a distance to make sure you can hear the sound. It feels a bit like just looking back. But focusing his ears to make sure he follows isn't bad either.

Arriving at school, we parked the bike in the same place.I went first to class, while alana ran a little after me. Hopefully he's not as careless as he always is.

The whole class was nothing interesting. The only interesting thing is alana, even then I can not see it openly. Relax, instead of me being crazy or something, I was just wondering what kind of strange behavior he would be doing today. Usually there are always his actions that make me hold back my laughter, and I look forward to that now.

"waiting for her date, it's okay"

hey, what was that noise? it's not a strange thing that's in my brain right now...

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