Secrets & Prejudice = Keep it secret, you will hurt
Hidden story nineteen POV

Alana's look at me was getting weird. Sometimes he smiles, sometimes he hates me. I don't know, the mood has always changed since the beginning. So I can't read his mind right now.

"i'm full, I go to class first" Alana said as she approached. He just melengos, not responding to the greeting of shinta until shinta can only smile crisply looking at Diki who looks confused as well.

The things between us felt even more chaotic as Alana left just like that, ignoring Shinta who wanted to talk well. Though he wanted to say something important, but it seemed like Alana did not want to hear at all.

Actually I'm afraid, Alana will regret this. Shinta is about to change schools, which means they can't see each other often for a long time. Shinta will go far away to follow her father. He's pretty good at leaving me with his uncle who runs the bar. I wanted to get to Alana as she walked away, but I realized I wasn't in a position to speak well with Alana. Just looking at me he doesn't want to, how to talk. But out of curiosity, I couldn't ignore Alana completely.

"i want to check on Alana first" I told Shinta, gesturing briefly before actually leaving.

"just in case she is" said Shinta lirih, though still heard by me. I smiled, This Shinta cares a lot even if it looks not.

I ended up following him by walking slowly, very carefully making sure not to sound too loud. Then he turned towards the quiet corner of the school before leaning his back there. Why does he look sad now? did he already know the news about Shinta who was about to move? isn't the new shinta going to tell him? I'm sure he doesn't know yet.

I was still watching him from a distance away. Approaching her blatantly now would only make her hate me even more, so I could only approach her secretly.

Alana crouched down hugging her knees with her head lowered. Seeing it look sad like this, my heart also felt uncomfortable. I rarely saw him despair until he looked down so deeply.

seeing it look pitiful like this made my hand move by itself to stroke the top of his head.I'm sure this guy has been crying a lot because of me, then now he's back to losing again.

That tightness and heaviness of heart, I know what it's like. It was so heavy.

I waited a long time beside him. He was still crying like a child with a rather loud voice. So this is the feeling when the person you care about cries. It felt like there was no one else to make her sad until like this. Sometimes the reason is me too. After the sound of her stuffing subsided I immediately left, to make sure she was completely unaware that I was comforting her. From far away I still see him looking up and looking for something. He looked a little scared and it was funny.

Her tears were not dry yet, but her expression had already changed from sad to surprised and scared.

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