Secrets & Prejudice = Keep it secret, you will hurt
Hidden story fourteen POV

After those tough days, I finally came back here. Other people's families feel more at home than my real home. The courtyard did not seem to change, even the flowers blooming there remained the same.

The door was open, they obviously welcomed me.

With this I feel like I'm going home.

I peeked at his slightly changed living room. The broken objects of the day had already been thrown away leaving some sides empty without decoration. Maybe they're afraid someone might come and break it again if they change. Seeing him makes me feel guilty.

After a long time of circulating my gaze, the person I missed finally appeared before my eyes. Why did you see it feel so much more fun than before? is this what they talk about appreciating after a loss? meeting me makes me very happy.

“Hai” sapaku. Awkwardly surrounds. He's a guy I've known for years but meeting again like this makes us like two strangers who don't know what to say.

I had to hold back my smile with all my might, suppressing the feeling of excitement that had once wanted to explode. In fact, when he met, the things that passed could not be forgotten just like that.he could have just been suave when he let me come to his house. Well, I had to be nice to her first to get everything back where it belongs.

“Ananta, have you arrived?” greet aunt with friendly. He emerged from the direction of the kitchen, cooking something that smelled good. With that I went back to the dining room and had dinner together.

“Ananta, it's been a long time since you stopped by” of course, I tried to know myself all this time.

“Iya aunt, there are things Ananta should do.” reply me. She was truly like a loving mother, her worried face was far more sincere than any expression I had ever seen. He always showed me the affection of adults I rarely get.

“How is your father? He also rarely told aunt.” he said of the person I least want to talk about. He's still the same, messy.

“Daddy is fine aunt. Since the day's incident, she's become more responsible.” My words were not entirely lying, at least that person was still alive and asked me the news occasionally even though it was very rare. He immediately left again after regaining consciousness, leaving behind some money and then disappearing.

“He found a pretty good job and tried to meet our debts”. Well, let him hear the truth from dad, I don't want to worry him. At least under the current circumstances I can support myself even though it is very mediocre.

“eat as much as you are, while here.” Said aunty who this time gave a side dish to the alana dish first before filling my plate. I just smiled seeing Alana staring in amazement at it. Is it not natural for a mother to love her daughter? I hope that in the future he will be more sensitive and more appreciative of his mother.

“It looks like it's going to rain, Ananta. You go home quickly rather than rain on the road. Alana, this time you do the dishes ya” order aunt after we finished eating. But I don't think I want to leave immediately. A few minutes is too short for the moment to happen.

“no aunt, let me help” said I precede alana who prepared to take dirty dishes. Though he intended to take his place, he followed me to the kitchen.

“We haven't seen each other for a long time, I'm glad you're still naive” replied I smiled at his behavior which is still the same.

“Yes, I am naive. And you're the righteous one who always makes me look the most sinful.” his reply won't lose to make me feel guilty.

“it looks like you still have to learn more, about how to curry properly. I want to see you more angry. So that I can apologize properly” Yes, clear your emotions so that I can face you properly alana. I deserve that.

“by the way, why are you taking so many extra classes lately. It must be very difficult” continued me after not hearing him answer my words.

“Let's not meet you.” Answer's short. Then I must apologize for foiling your plans by seeing you again. I smiled bitterly. It still hurts when I turn into a hateful person.

“You've found a girlfriend?” ask pleasantries. I don't know why I wanted to ask her, purposely ascertaining if my chance had really been lost.

“no.” answer. Instantly the tightness in my chest seemed to diminish.

“why? Looks like Diki likes you.” I said again, but I hope you don't reply to him, even if he's better than me.

“not” answers are very sure, when viewed from any side it looks clear Diki likes it.

“I know she likes you so much my” continued, I'm glad you didn't reciprocate her feelings. Being honest sometimes makes me a bad person who doesn't want the happiness of others.

“CUBILES NO!!” he said a little screaming. She.. angry?

The faulty faucet water flowed profusely to splash towards Alana. I immediately blocked the water before it got completely wet.

“Stupid basis. You are almost drenched.” I said annoyed, take care of yourself he can not, how can I leave it in the supervision of others? I don't want to, nor do I want to. I rubbed his wet cheek. He can't be cold like this.

“You.. must change clothes” he said immediately disappeared from before me before returning to bring a large T-shirt.

“change your shirt” I accept it obediently. I'm thrilled. Although he was still angry, at least he already cared about me again, it had already counted as progress.