Secrets & Prejudice = Keep it secret, you will hurt
eighteen. Jealous

I took many more photos after the break was over, ended by staring at the camera screen with a smile, many pictures that made me satisfied. After that I approached the person that Diki meant earlier.

I was getting a little nervous. One look I already know that he is the guidance teacher of theater activities. I showed my picture on camera. Just like me, the man smiled with satisfaction.

"You want to join a photography club? The result was very good, although it took a bit of polish" he said seen judging my photo once again.

"uh, seriously?" ask me unconsciously. I should have said more politely because what I was talking to was no longer a student like me, but a guidance counselor who from his face did look almost the same age as my friends.

"oh, sorry sir. I'm not polite." I said before getting a red card for my behavior. You see, I'm here to help, not find trouble.

"It's okay, children usually also chat with me like with their own friends" he said again. The young teacher smiled.

I know now, why Ananta could love bu lita. The young teacher in my school is beautiful and handsome. I hit my own head to brush off the naughty thoughts just now. Already, I don't want to repeat the mistakes of Ananta that time.

"and I'm serious. You should try joining a photography club" he replied. I feel a little strange actually because Diki asked for my help. Though there should be a lot of talented children in the photography club that he can ask for help. But of all the people who chose to look for me. Maybe, this is one reason, so that I can talk directly to this person.

"it's not too late to join now?" my many. Now that I am in my second year, most will have chosen the club no later than the first year of the second semester. I can say it's too late to sign up.

"the fan photography club is still a little, so you can join at any time" he said casually. So, he's either really praising me or just looking for a member of the photography club anyway. I started to suspect.

"humm..well, I'll consider. If indeed I can split my time I will register." I still try to be polite. I myself am interested actually, although it could be just to increase the number of members. I only doubt if I would be willing to sacrifice my precious time for a hobby that I often leave behind because of that boredom. But, in retrospect, there is indeed nothing that can make me more enthusiastic than playing camera, besides ananta maybe?.

I don't know. I don't know.

After my conversation with the teacher the time seemed to go faster. Suddenly today's training was closed by the coach. Diki quickly approached me after packing her costume.

"so, how?" diki asked enthusiastically.

"how what?" many wonder.

"What did adi say?" oh. So it's true that he asked for my help with this...

"Why do you want to force me to join a photography club?" I guessed his thoughts at this moment. And my guess must be right because now he looks misbehaved.

"But besides that, we really need a cameraman" he said later.

"okay I get it." I reply briefly. There is no need to argue any longer about this unimportant matter.

"i can help you clean up" I said. Diki directs to help pack the property. But when I was just helping out a little, another friend of Diki told us to rest. He said I've been working too much. He glanced at Diki with a suspicious smile. Why else with these people. I find it strange not to do anything here. But since it had been treated so I ended up just sitting on the bleachers once again.

I watched them blend into one. It doesn't look who the main cast and figures are, it all works. Except me and Diki.

“Diki. Are there any extras in real life?” I asked, that sentence just popped out.

“hmm. There aren't. Because as long as there is love in someone's heart, then everyone is the main character.” He said, implied a proud smile on his face. As if he was that lead too. But even the main character in the story ended up unhappy. Thought.

“ya. We are all the main cast” said I smiled bitterly. I may be one of the main characters whose life is not so happy.

"It's okay to just watch?" ask me. A little misbehaving because the construction teacher I spoke to now helped sort out.

"if you want to go home now it's okay. I'm thankful you helped." she replied again.

"really?" if it is removed like this I can only go home soon. Diki nodded once more. If so, then I'm home.

"then I'll go home first." I walked slowly, until I reached the door. The door was really heavy, the hinges were definitely almost broken. I came out of the room, like I just came out of the cave because the light outside the room looked even hotter.

Then I closed that door again. I don't want to let it close itself, it's scary.

After that I felt creepy like I was being stared at by someone. Is this place really haunted?

"It's over?" calling someone made me look at you in shock. I opened my eyes unsure of what I was seeing. Ananta stood beside the door, his back leaning against the large wall with his face turned straight towards me. Why is he here? my thinking. There's no shinta here. I don't think I can't help but look for shinta in every ananta existence.

"why here?" manyu timid. She was always cold-faced, but this time her face was a little more sinister than usual.

"let's go home" I gawked at hearing it. Ananta? waiting for me in front of the theater? just to take me home? it's more normal that he's looking for me out of anger or whatever. Hearing him I only nodded slightly before following him who walked first.

Indeed as much as ananta changes, to the point that he comes to me first and waits to go home together. Usually I always look for it, even though I haven't done it in months.

I dare not ask. Not daring to be flattered either even though this treatment felt as if he was replying to my feelings that I had been trying to lose for a long time.

Arriving at the bike park I was nervous, he asked me to walk first. He followed behind me, which made me feel uncomfortable because it felt like my movements were being watched.