
Today my mood is a mess. He'll go far away to where I can't see him often anymore. It felt like losing again for the second time would be the same figure. Although I know clearly, the two are different. That face was like my escape from the real world. It's a lie to comfort myself that at least I can still see almost the same face in my life. The empty hope I held tight. Like a fool deceiving himself. Then finally the little hope was trying to leave and disappear once again.
"Ananta. what do you want to eat tonight let me make you." Alana seems to be a hassle comforting me, sorry this time I can't be okay for you.
"nothing is." I glanced at him at a glance, just now he had intended to entertain, but now instead looked panicked to himself for some reason. What else is he doing now? I should have been sad but seeing the change in her expression distracted me just like that.
Well, at least I still have alana. The person I'm sure won't leave me no matter what. Wh why? I don't know, I just thought.
I followed her point of view, starting to wonder about the cause of her behavior. Then after a friend came up to me, told me that someone was looking for me and was waiting at the door. Actually I was more interested in alana that was like hiding. It must have been him again.
“Hai what's up. The stranger asked to get acquainted as if we were close to each other, even though this was the first time I met. Who the hell.
"i'm Kenta who promised to meet in the game yesterday" he said with a smile. What the hell, is his smile kinda, shitty?
Oh, wait, I get it, it looks like Alana is playing around with my identity again jnj day. I know because he does it often, whenever anyone gets acquainted in the game he always pretends to be me. But it seems a danger also if he admits that his true identity is female. We never know who we happen to meet in such a game.
"sorry I don't play games." I'm honest.
"but maybe what you're looking for is someone I know." After explaining a few things I managed to make him leave.
Tell you what, alana managed to distract me completely.
BUKK!!
I smacked the book into his head slowly. But he's overreacting.
“sakit”
“I've already apologized yesterday” what kind of apology was said before the problem occurred? that sounds more like a warning.
"it's still your fault"
'iyaaa sorry." he said softly. I managed to make him quiet even though not really sorry.
"about my identity as a milli. please keep it a secret yes.you have nothing to lose when you get acquainted with him." the whining alana is funny, like coming out of his usual hard-ass character.
"whatever" Well, I don't mind masking alana's identity, as long as it's not outrageous.
"promise" alana began to take out her pinkie, amused at the sight of it.
"okay.but let me hit you one more time." I'm not serious, I don't even mean to be rude one bit. Panicked Alana put all the books in my reach so I wouldn't hit her again.
"hah" I muffled my own laughter. Alana's funny, and there's her behavior that makes me feel better in a weird way.
Although the unpleasant feeling returned again when the lesson began. I found someone else to take Lita's place today. It felt like he wanted to say goodbye slowly. I don't know, maybe I need to let go slowly, too.
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