Pendekar Batari Mahadewi: The Journey to Find Your Self
Episode 282 Late Realized
Batari Mahadevi hoped that Nala would come soon and save her who was at that time completely misbehaved. Pretending that nothing happened between him and Nala was really hard to do. However, he himself also has no compelling reason, why to pretend nothing happened.
Vidyana just smiled holding back laughter seeing Batari Mahadewi looking nervous. “Day, have you ever been in love?” Vidyana again asked a strange question. To answer honestly he was ashamed, to lie he could not. The only way is to answer with similar questions.
“Hmm, if sister, has sister Vidya ever been in love?” ask Batari Mahadevi.
“Never. I am still learning to be open. All this time, all I had in mind was fight and death. All my life Nala and I had no friends and were always closed to anyone. We killed all the black and white warriors we met. Never did that feeling of love appear and I don't know what love is,” replied Vidyana.
However, when people claim to have no feelings of love, they actually have a very big feeling of love. Only, he tried hard to hide it and buried the feeling deeply. But that feeling can't be buried in any way. When he feels lonely, that's when the feeling of love comes back in the form of sadness. Then he moves in search of an outlet, seeking a fight, seeking death, for his love has been broken ever since he lost the affection of his mother, the only person who treated him like a human being. Love turns into hate, and it will return to love when it can let go of its past.
“I know brother Vidya from Nala's story and a few days since we can tell. Sister has been taking care of Nala since she was a baby. My sister loves him so much. Without love and love, you can't do it. No matter how big brother has killed dozens or perhaps hundreds of warriors during his wanderings, it is only the fruit of his life path choices as a swordsman who so believes that honor is death in battle, he said, and perfection is when there is no one else who can beat us,” said Batari Mahadewi.
“Yes, you're right. I have forgotten that it can also be called love. But now Nala had grown up and could determine her own pace. My job is done. Sometimes I feel like it's no longer useful to live,” said Vidyana.
“I don't think you can think like that. Nala loves her sister as the only family she has. If you no longer love life, how can Nala feel that she means something to you?” sahut Batari Mahadevi's.
“Then you're right. You're a real mystery to me. Then, what do you think I should believe in or should I do right now?” ask Vidyana. Of course he didn't really ask, just wanting to know how deep the thought of the extraordinary girl was.
“I don't know how to answer. But if this is associated with a situation where you feel you can't fall in love, you can start by loving yourself. Brother already lived a life without thinking about his own brother's happiness. Everything you do is for Nala's life since she was a baby. So at this time, it is time for the sister to..hmm...search for a partner..” Batari said Mahadewi was very careful with his last sentence.
“Hahaha, what are we talking about! Why get so serious. But by the way, your advice just now is the same as what Nala said a while ago. Finally I know how he can get that thought,” said Vidyana.
“But you don't want to continue living in solitude, do you?” ask Batari Mahadevi.
“Entahlah. Besides, I feel like I'm terrible. I am not confident to try such things,” replied Vidyana.
“Before I felt so. Every time I get stronger, my body parts turn out to be like this. Since I was a child I was considered strange and had no friends. But, when I learned to accept it, I felt fine. I think my sister is very pretty. Any man who sees a big brother must be difficult to resist the presence of a big brother. If you are always aloof and confine yourself away from the lives of many people, then it is also difficult for you to learn openly, and it will be more difficult for you to accept and love yourself,” says Batari Mahadewi.
“Hai my beautiful sister, hi say..Dance..I brought a lot of mustika,” Nala took out a pouch containing dozens of stealth mustika with good quality.
“So soon you get all this,” said Batari mahadewi astonished. Nala just smiles. He did not want to say that he had used his power in the past to get all the mustika easily.
In a forest far from Cemara Seribu, Nala finds a cave that becomes the palace of the scorpion demon queen. The demon recognizes Nala as the prince of darkness who once was his lord, as well as his idol. The problem was, concubines were everywhere, back then. Now don't hope! After all, the presence of Batari Mahadevi who has filled the silence in his heart makes him lose his taste with all other female beings, as beautiful as they are.
Thus, by recognizing herself as the prince of darkness, Nala could easily request the various types of stealth mustika that exist in the heirloom room in the kingdom of the scorpion demon queen without a fight. Even the demon queen was proud and happy to be able to present what the prince wanted. Of course there is a want.
“Don't the prince want to stay here goods for a moment?” ask the demon in a very seductive tone. Paras and his body were much more erotic than the demon of the red snake.
“I have to move fast this time. The queen betrayed me, I don't know anyone who still holds loyalty to me!” nala. His acting is good.
“I will always be loyal to the prince!” said the scorpion demon queen. Yes, of course, he will be loyal to the prince, because he and various other demons, who were once concubines of the prince's fist, always put jealousy and envy to the queen.
“I don't doubt you. Maybe I'll need your help again someday,” Nala said.
“By the pleasure of the prince,” replied the scorpion demon queen.
In an instant, Nala disappeared before the queen asked for nothing.
However, from that encounter, and the encounter with the red snake demon, Nala had the thought of taking advantage of all the demons that were subject to her in order to be willing to give her some more help if she needed it. Of course, his orders will be more heard than the orders of the queen of darkness. The man was too late to realize the good fortune that was siding with him.
If he pretended to remember, and willingly admitted that he was the prince of darkness, surely demons and demons would still obey him. At least, he still remembered how Jain and Silu were being very polite to him. He should have said that he was the prince of darkness. So Jain and Silu will be on his side. Just tell him that the queen has betrayed him. Finished things. But would it be as smooth as he thought at the time?