
"What about Daddy after the wedding, Rey?"
Stabbed out of the kitchen while drying her hair and also carrying a glass of water, seeing her niece sleeping on Viona's lap on the sofa, she approached her and sat down while holding Reynand's leg.
"Not how. I want to stay here, I want to miss it,"
"It can be you,"
"Kan Kangen lives here, Om,"
"Whenever you want, this is also your home, Rey. Daddy's not coming home late again?"
"So far never. Yes just that, often fight with Mama, Daddy could want to have children. Mama said secretly take medicine to not get pregnant,"
"Trauma, I guess,"
"Om, why do you love Daddy so much? Didn't Daddy always make mistakes with Mama? What's more I know that they're married because of my presence in the womb, Mama?"
Dimas put the glass on the table. Reynand was no longer a child who could be lied to anymore. Gradually I will understand all of this. There is no intention of discussing the events of the past. When Azka wasted Nagita first. Dimas stroked Rey's feet while looking at her nephew who was reading a book while sleeping.
"Rey, can we talk about something else? I don't want that to be mentioned again,"
"I just know. I promise I won't be angry with Mama and Daddy, either,"
The selfishness of parents also makes Reynand was sick because he was too thinking about the events that befell him. Dimas recalls a time when Rey was sick and Nagita went abroad. Dimas remembered all the events that hurt his heart. How could he quickly forget the thing that made him very sick and inexhaustible thought the fate of his sister was so painful.
"Of,"
"Yes?"
"News! I will not be angry. Um I know myself, I'm not a child born of marriage,"
"Om can't,"
"Why?"
"I beg you!"
Dimas' heart felt like it was being slapped right then and there. He wanted to tell, but it was very heavy because it was impossible to tell the ugliness of Azka in the past. But his son understood the problem of parents.
"Same promise never to be a bad boy? Even to the point that Mama cried?"
"I promise,"
Dimas glanced at Viona who kept wiping Rey's head. At first his wife shakes no permission. Only to Viona does he tell her of the heavy past he once had with Nagita.
"Wake up! Om tell me,"
Rey releases the book and sits next to Dimas and is in the middle of them. All the hard work done by Dimas to make Nagita happy at that time was in vain. Efforts that were met with tears, good prayers offered for the happiness of his sister as if rejected by the universe.
"Are you sure you want to hear this?"
"Remain, I wonder why Mama's so stubborn about going back to Daddy,"
"At that time, Mama worked at Daddy's company as a cleaning service, Om did not know that Mama worked there. Om narik angkot, because previously Om's work was also as an angkot. College while narik, for the sake of living with your Mama. Grandpa and Grandma you have been gone a long time, just Om who and Mama you fight life. Om college get scholarships, work and then the company where Om work goes bankrupt. Turn around again as an angkot driver. Let alone living a luxurious life like Daddy, eat it often share with your Mama. At that time Mama did not come home, the next day Mama said that she was staying at her friend's house. Om understand that, tomorrow Mama does not work. He said it was a holiday, just like that. Then at that time Om applied for a job that Om himself did not know it was your Daddy's. Om got it, right home, ummuin Mama passed out in the bathroom. Yes, at that time Mama held a test pack, Om can what? Om knew Mama would not do that, Mama never dated. Not to mention, Mama you're pregnant and don't want to tell stories. I don't want to talk about it because Om knows that Mama's traumatized,"
When I heard Reynand's stuffing, "continue, Om!"
"At that time, a few days later your Daddy came to take responsibility for your Mama's pregnancy, and for the sake of status to get a father. So Om accept a proposal from your Daddy to marry Mama, but not stop there. Your Daddy just got more and more engaged and never admitted your Mama as his wife until arriving one night they both had a big fight and it resulted in a deep trauma for Mama for the second time. Azka almost raped Mama for the second time and then and there. So Daddy stopped knowing that your Mama's trauma was back, and that's when Daddy relented and went to Oma's house, but instead your Mama went home to Om. A few days later your Daddy came back to apologize to your Mom, which did not get better but became more and more devastated because of too much trauma. Especially if you are near Daddy then Mama will automatically vibrate great. So Daddy looks so sorry about what he did to your Mama that he finally plans to treat your Mama's trauma by approaching her, every night even Mama always sleeps with Om, but at that time Daddy was trying to get close to Mama and replace Om who always sleeps every night with mama by turning off the lights so that your Mama is not afraid again every time you remember the incident. Mama always yells and is really afraid of your Daddy so never bring this incident to Mama or Daddy, they both have tried to forget and live better for you. And actually love each other from the past but Daddy who never survives in principle even it makes Mama's heart always sick, but look now the two of them have become fine after their bitter long efforts and journey that have been passed together."
Dimas told it all to the rainan although it was actually very difficult for Dimas to tell an incident where it did not want to be revealed back in the present gradually his nephew will also ask questions about it the same to his parents, he better tell than the boy asked Azka and Nagita. Of course it would be a very complicated thing to ask his own parents.
Seeing the situation of the nephew who was very touched, Dimas was forced to tell it even though his heart actually hurt if he remembered the incident where he also felt very devastated by the situation of Nagita like that first.
"So soon, um, I'm gonna take a break."
Dimas just nodded his head and agreed to what his nephew said, by letting the child himself first perhaps the child was shocked by the events that had happened to his parents.
"I'm sorry big sister, Nagita, Azka. I was forced to tell Reynand this so that he would not bring up the incident where you once faced a very bitter life.It was time for her to know about it, indeed, not intended to recall the events where we once broke up together despite not being whole again."