
The two of them should have met then built a happy household like everyone else did, but it makes Marwa a little surprised after knowing the identity of her husband who is none other than the man she hung her relationship at that time. It is difficult to accept, because when someone proposed to her, she did not accept the proposal on the grounds that she was not ready for marriage. But somehow his choice to Reynand at that time convinced him to accept the proposal.
In the hotel room, there was Clara who was busy with her college assignments on the bed. The woman was indeed permission not to be disturbed for a while, Marwa also understood with herself who was only accompanied by the woman.
"Sister, why was the brother from earlier pacing around like an iron? I was dizzy to see it," protested Clara who held her head because it was so dizzy to see Marwa who had been back and forth like a confused person.
"Th-"
"-Sister Marwa thought of Rey's sister?" cut Clara who at that time immediately guessed the contents of Marwa's head that could not be denied by the woman.
Marwa was silent, actually she wanted to visit her husband who was sick as told by Om Dimas. But she is still not ready to meet Rey with the figure of Marwa or Star known by her husband.
Heavy indeed, either he missed the man or because he was worried about the health of the man who was several days lying in the room of the Oma's house.
"Aren't you going to hear a story?" tawar Clara who immediately closed her laptop at that time.
Marwa glanced at Clara and approached the woman with a hint of hesitation in embarrassment of confessing her own feelings. Marwa herself really wanted to go there, just to see the situation Rey. But his heart was still unable to do that. As if forbidden by his own heart to do so.
Reason is sometimes easier to understand than the heart.
Clara shook her head while clucking at the behavior of her sister's wife, she immediately got off the bed and pulled Marwa into the bed to tell about Rey from a long time ago who always confided about the Star to Clara. At this time Clara knew for herself that the woman who had been told was in front of her eyes. It was a great pleasure for Clara to meet directly with women who had been the topic of their conversation for many years. And it never tires of him hearing it out of his cousin's mouth, given that Rey does say often that he will wait for the Star and ask for an explanation from the woman who has left him.
Marwa, who was embarrassed by being pulled by Clara, said she had to obey her husband's cousin and sit on the bed. If together with her fellow women, both from her husband's family. He wants to open his veil, but if it's a stranger, even a woman. Marwa kept that up.
"Don't want to hear an interesting story? From earlier on, I was like a confused person,"
Marwa bit her lower lip while refraining from inquiring about her husband's news from her.
"Clara, where are you?"
Clara tilted her head while raising her eyebrows suspiciously at the movements of her cousin sister who even asked for her phone.
"Why?" ask her while smiling.
"Call your sister!" said slowly. She was eager to know about her husband's news, even though it was heavy. But he tries to dare to ask about Rey to Clara.
Clara's guess is right, that her sister's wife misses her husband. Clara immediately took her phone in the bag.
"You're not busy, are you?" ask Marwa to make sure.
Clara was silent for a moment. "No, his job is hard. I sent it too" replied Clara while focusing on her phone.
Clara contacted Rey at Marwa's request. The man answered a phone call from Clara.
"Sister," call Clara and instantly make Marwa avoid.
"Sister, I'm moving into video call mode huh. But I didn't activate my camera" Clara said slowly.
"Why?"
"Hehehe, this is again wearing a short shirt, so you don't like me to wear short shirts. So I closed it, yeah," said Clara lying to her cousin's sister. Marwa glanced at her husband's cousin's sister and approached after Clara swung her hand to get her close to him.
"So don't forget to take the medicine! He said he wanted to find Marwa's sister" said Clara slowly.
The man from behind the scenes smiled. "Yes, my sister has taken her medicine. Maybe tomorrow is better, the infusion has also been released. Mama you're berserk when you don't eat,"
"Sir Rey still wants to find Marwa, right?"
"Clara, you don't have to ask. Brother will still look for him, want him anywhere. Brother will keep looking, brother does not want him to disappear a second time, it is enough brother fretted to lose him for the first time that time and brother does not want it to happen again," rey said, then silent for a moment, "Sister loves him very much, Clara. Want to be up to anytime, brother will still want him,"
Clara was silent as she continued to listen to her cousin's sister's story,.
"The loss of him for the first time already made big brother a truly weak man. And after knowing that he was a Star, it made my brother even more hurt. But, brother believed more that he was much sicker when he did not know that what brother meant at that time was the Star, and none other than he who used to be, maybe it's too late to say that, but you really love him, no matter the reason, Clara. Brother will still love him, even if he is Marwa. Not the Star as it used to be, the woman who always managed to make you miss, and again managed to make you the weak man you are today,"
"Where did you feel when you knew she was a star?" clara asked, Marwa who was also curious about Rey's answer, remained silent to wait for an answer from her husband. Sick indeed, as well as Marwa who was hurt when she found out about her husband.
"It hurts, feels lied to. but one side, sister is so happy because the person you've been looking for is the one who has made you comfortable, especially when hugging her, it feels comfortable. And if he leaves again, you can't hold yourself like you used to. In essence, brother was willing to refine, helping him remember what was missing from his memory. Big brother also realized that big brother hated his parents, but this has become a destiny, right? He didn't come, and he waited eight years, "Rey hung up on him. "And tomorrow, is the day that the 9th year she went to see her sister,"
"Wouldn't you come?"
"Hmm, of course. Whether he wants to come or not, brother will still come. If not, my brother is ready. But if to accept her missing again from my sister's life, I don't think you can do it anymore, Clara."
I never lost
never at all.
Just a little happy memory of you that is a little lost
Remembering it is so hard
Rey, uh,
there are so many mysteries that we cannot solve
About the feeling that was not over yet
Maybe we can rearrange it
Rey, uh,
Maybe we met with a forced
Living it by learning to accept
Then in the middle we face so long a problem that is still a question
May the Lord bring us together and end all suffering to be happy
and, I look forward to the day when our hearts become one to meet in the arms that makes us learn again from the beginning.
- Marwatul Aira