RICH MAN
REGRET IS LIKE?

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“Eat first, Son!” several times Azka persuaded her son to eat. There was absolutely no change and the doctor said he would have to wait a while longer. Waiting for a reaction from the contents of Marwa in there. Early in the morning, Azka contacted Marwa's parents, however they deserve to know about the news of her son.

Rey who was still sitting while bending her knees and hiding her head. “Later you get sick, eat first yes!” still he didn't answer that. He just stayed there. Even Marwa's parents persuaded her daughter-in-law to eat. But the same, Rey did not dwell at all from earlier. He went back and forth to take care of this. Wish that his wife and son were okay.

“Eat first, Son! Later how she is Mama tell you, now eat ya!” Her mother-in-law who had persuaded several times and it was also Marwa's request that Rey want to eat first was enough. But the man was still in such a position. Nothing was seen from earlier, he had not slept since last night because he was still waiting.

Doctors initially suggested that Marwa perform the surgery. But the woman refused and chose to give birth normally as long as she could still do that. Although worried, but as a husband Rey can not refuse because it's Marwa's request. His wife was still lying there and speaking normally as usual. However, the woman complained of pain and it would make Rey go straight back into the room where his wife was being treated.

It is true that his father said, that all the mistakes in the past will be repeated again when he saw Marwa in pain like now.

“Rey, you should eat too. Can't like that, later you who will nemenin him birth,”

The man raised his head. “Ma, how many hours has it been? Why not come out yet?”

“You think it hurts so much, your son will come out?”

“Ma, wait how much longer? I can't bear to see him continue in pain inside,”

“Rey, in! Temenin him!”

With a slight trembling step, Rey forced herself to step into his wife's place of care. As soon as he entered, his wife greeted him with a smile. But Rey was already flooded with tears seeing his wife struggling with pain. Not to mention later when giving birth.

“Mas already ate?”

Both Marwa and Rey's parents chose to leave the room and let the two talk.

“Not lust,”

“Mas, you have to eat,”

Rey shook her head and clasped his wife's hands. “How can I eat if you're here in pain from last night. Why are you just silent and not telling me that you have been sick from yesterday afternoon?”

The woman stroked her husband's cheek. “Mas, Mas it's busy. So I don't want to bother,”

“But your safety is more important than my job. If you why-why how?”

“Mas why say that?”

“I fear you why-why,” Rey stands up then kisses his wife. “Healthy Yes,”

“Mas, stay here!!”

“Yes, Mas temenin. Mas promise,”

Marwa fell silent, ‘That hurt my heart, Mas. Every time you're here, I can't endure my pain because you’ she says it inwardly while trying to keep her husband by her side. All she felt this time was between life and death in childbirth. What would be his fate if he left?

“Mas,” called him and Rey was wiping her tears.

“Marwa, we have an operation? If you are not strong,”

Marwa refused. “We just wait, Mas,”

Rey could no longer bear to see his wife there, since he was taken to the Marwa hospital occasionally complaining of the pain whenever he was by his side. “Mas eat little ya!”

“Why do you make me eat again, anyway? I told you no appetite if you see you're still here,”

The two continued to chat until Marwa finally really felt tremendous pain. The man came out of his wife's room to call the nurse who came out earlier.

Until finally the doctor decided to do the operation because of the state of Marwa and also the doctor was worried that the water was drunk by his son.

Inevitably, Rey must accept that because she no longer has the heart to see Marwa if she has to give birth normally. According to the doctor's order to accompany his wife. So, after waiting for a while the operation will be done after the drug reacts.

“Father calm yes! Do not create chaos or create a commotion that triggers disruption of the operation. Try to stay calm!” one of the nurses said and the operation began.

When the operation is running. The doctor told Rey that the baby had been removed. Because during the operation Rey did not see the process at all, he only focused on his wife. Until the moment he saw the tiny baby, his tears could not stop coming out and chose to leave the room because they could not stand it anymore.

All the foolishness he had ever done seemed to be punishing him at this moment. It was as if it was repeating itself in his mind. When he came out unhappily he just cried.

“Rey, Marwa is okay?” ask her mother-in-law. At first glance he looked towards his in-laws and shook his head slowly. Explain that his wife is still there and he can no longer bear to accompany her.

“You why exit?” ask mama.

“Not strong, Ma,”

Rey just went to the bathroom. It seemed that he did not care about the few people who saw him crying there, but it was nothing to his own sense of concern about his wife.

He looked at the reflection of his reflection in the mirror and continued to curse himself. “See now? Look what you've done with him! She risked her life just to give birth to your child!” he told himself that was in the mirror. But, regret will remain a regret that can never be repeated and removed again in life.

A person sometimes does whatever he wants just to divide himself. About the future, sometimes too indifferent. When that time comes, all that remains is a deep regret. No one can take care of a person's pain but himself. But, this time Marwa did not seem to forgive him with the behavior of his wife who several times tried to avoid him when they were both having a fight. However, in earlier Marwa invited her to speak and asked to remain accompanied during childbirth.

‘At this time. Regret is like a memory that keeps spinning many times just to make the culprit on the pat with all that guilt’