
The school canteen. Widya was sitting alone playing with her phone. Reynand who had just come was directly sitting next to the girl. "What do you drink, I order," he told Widya, leaving her distrustful of what Reynand had just said.
Conscious or not, intentionally or not, Reynans has often hurt Widya. Especially when he was with the Star and always dumped the girl as he wanted when he was with the girl he was after. But in the end, it was a futile thing. The man realized that there had been a girl who had been waiting for him and was always bothering him, but he just remembered that somehow annoying the Star. The girl was still Widya who was always waiting for him.
"What do you want to drink?" reworked.
Widya just put her palm in Reynand's eyes. "Darling, you don't have a fever anymore, do you?"
"Widya, it's me, loh. I'm Reynand, I have no fever. Why am I trying?"
"Oh, my goodness. You are I can't guess. What is the real reason, honey? Why are you suddenly acting so sweet?'
Moments later Fendi, Jenny and Bintang came and sat down at the table next to where Reynand and Widya were. Followed by Rista who immediately joined together with them.
"Will be busy?"
"No, why is it?"
"I'll drop off to school later in the afternoon on the road! We'll watch, won't you?" he told Widya.
"What dream vows I had last night, someone slap me, please wake me up from my dream,"
Plaque.
Jenny who directly slapped Widya on the shoulder and sounded very clear. "Jenny, dammit. What the fuck are you trying?"
"Well, you said you slapped. Yes, I have realized that you are from your nightmares, right. You're conscious yet?"
"Okay, thanks, Jenny. Anyway, thank you very much for the same you who have realized me. But this is really happening to me, not a dream, Jenny. Rey makes sure I walk, I swear what was my dream last night? As I recall, I was dumped again with him,"
"Good dong goblok, your love does not clap one hand again like before. You're always chasing him, right. And now Rey just came to you to make yourself nawarin to be with you always," Reynand looked at Jenny with a look that was really amazed by the girl who seemed to already know that the intent of Reynand was to make the Star jealous. And look, the girl's expression changed instantly as Reynand gave a drink and sat clinging to Widya.
Anyone who has ever been heartbroken, surely he will try to look fine on people who have hurt him. Although successful in lying to others, but the person will never succeed in lying to himself about the pain.
A star who always meddles in his life and always tries to steal his precious time. The girl was silent and made no comment anymore. Rey also tries not to talk too much with the Stars to avoid feeling too comfortable again with the Stars.
The thing that Reynand wanted to do was to hide everything related to his heartbreak about a day when the Stars admitted that feeling was true, but not willing to admit that he also had the same taste as the man he was feeling right now. Too sick to hold alone, if said also seems very difficult because there is no acceptance. There is only a repellent that does not lead to the word happy.
A few hours later.
Reynand woke up with a slightly dizzy axe because she had fallen asleep on the sofa after school. His mother did not wake him if he slept there. It would even alienate his two younger siblings so as not to disturb Reynand's rest and would never interfere with Reynand's activities if the man was exhausted.
First he washed his face and looked for the whereabouts of his mother who was heard in his backyard while accompanying his two sisters swimming there.
"Sister is up, now sister is having lunch!"
"Sorry I overslept, Ma,"
"It's okay, it's not lunch yet, Mama readyin ya,"
"Later on, Ma. I'm going out,"
"Rey, it could be after school don't get out too much. Mama wants sister at home, play with sisters, and stay here with Mama. Why is it that lately my sister has rarely heard a word, Mama?"
"Ma, I'm not at home. But I need some time to hang out,"
"Get up, don't go home!"
"Why does Mama always feel like herself, Mama's right? Why didn't Mama let me enjoy my youth once, Ma? Why does Mom always manage my life?" reynand's voice just went up.
"Then from that, do it, Rey. Mom's tired, whatever you want, do it! Don't ever hear the word, Mama again. If you know how parents feel about their children, you will not talk that way, especially now you dare to snatch, Mama. Have you ever taught your mom to yell at parents? Have you ever been your abusive Papa? Have you ever talked rudely and angry in a way like you were angry, Mama? Rey Mama always thought before talking, Mama thought your feelings, Mama even always tried to understand, you go out every day, ever Mama angry? Just today, Rey. Just today Mama protested you came out, if you want to enjoy your youth, Mama please, Rey!" her mother wiped her falling tears. Reynand regretted her actions to vent her frustration towards her mother who had risked her life when giving birth to her.
Rey fell silent near the pool watching her mother holding her two sisters while crying. For the first time she made her mother cry like that, even if her father knew of course it would all get heavier again.
Reynand sat on the edge of the pool, he still saw the water in the pool still not calm. He rubbed his face violently, indeed Reynand admitted his mistake for making his mother sad.
The man went to his room and sent Widya a message that they were not leaving because of an obstruction. The girl understood, and Reynand deactivated her phone. He was still staring at the ceiling of his room while putting his arm over his forehead. Not realizing that his tears came out because he regretted yelling at his mother earlier.
After performing the prayer, Rey came down from her room after hearing the sound of a car entering their home area. Her mama's eyes looked so swollen, Reynand felt her heart was so messed up that she saw her mother trying to avoid her.
Rey sits in the living room while her mother welcomes her father. "Mama, what's the matter with your eyes?"
"Ah, that's Mama just woke up, Pa," Reynand bowed after hearing her mother's lies to her papa who was trying to hide Reynand's guilt.
"Why get scolded?"
"Silver is not allowed to purgi cama, Mama. But brother and sister Mama campai cry, Pa. Mama Campe's eyes ache, Pa,"
Reynand bowed back after her mother came. "Mama, what's going on?"
"What happened, Pa? There's no one,"
"The same fight, Rey?"
"No, Pa. Ask Rey if that's what happened,"
"The kids said Rey snapped, Mama. Since when did he dare to be insolent with the old man?" his papa lowered Nabila and Salsabila and sat down next to Reynand.
"Don't be mad, Pa!"
"Come, room! Bring the two,"
Reynand lowered her head bitterly in his heart. There was a regret that made him want to cry because he yelled at his mother earlier.
"Why do you dare to snatch, Mama? Dad never taught me that, son! You yourself who always taught Papa how Papa should love the same, Mama! Now you yourself make Mama cry, what's wrong Mama? Let's story! Papa will not hit, Rey. Papa just finds out, what have you done to make Mama cry?"
"Mama forbid me to come out, Pa. And I'm mad about that,"
The sound of his papa breathing sounded heavy. "Now Papa asked, Where have you been all this time? And who is the same? Honestly if it's you go with Rey's woman!"
"I'm out with classmates, and I've always been with him, Pa,"
"You're in love?"
"That was before he made me feel broken,"
Reynand felt her back being rubbed by her papa. "As a man, you shouldn't be rude to you just because you want the best from you. That love sometimes makes a person forget everything Reynand. Now you are forbidden to come out with Mama but have dared to snatch, Mama. Love is not all reciprocal, sometimes love is there, but not for us to have. But trust me the best will come when you try to be better, Rey. Now may be a time when you are new to love, but when you understand the true meaning of love, you will defend each other and her. Just like Mama and Papa used to hang on too because of you, but as time goes by Mama and Papa love each other because they are always together, there is always someone's reason to stick around. But to end, there's no clear enough reason, Rey. It takes time and a really strong reason not to accept, just like you're disappointed, maybe that's why you have a reason,"
"The reason is just one, Pa. He doesn't want me to be disappointed,"
"Then prove a time when you deserve to be with him!"
"Why not a problem?"
"Rey, take care of your school. You're the same, that's business later. After you go to school, there is still college. After college, you will work. And after work, you will choose a woman who will be your life companion. Mama was also never a list of women that Papa had hoped for, free now you hope the same A, but God betroth you with B. You're wasting your time with A. Although you said that it could be A your soul mate, but better choose to be successful first, Rey!"
"Yes, Pa. I'll try,"
"Mama forbid you to go out because Mama always confided that she misses you at home and nemenin your sisters. Don't think that Mama's selfish, Rey,"
"Say the same, Mama. If I'm sorry!"
"Yes. Yes it is now after Mama, gih! Apologize and never do the same thing again, Papa does not know if it turns out you have been in love and that makes you a cold man and behave strange all this time, Papa did not know, honestly Rey that all this time Papa was also surprised to see your changes,"
"I'm sorry, Pa,"
"Start to be yourself, if you're too judgmental about what others say. Now that you're abandoned, then you say that you've been wasting your time, you're wasting your time,"
"Papa, I'm sorry again,"
"Huh, apologize to yourself for being too complacent, Rey. Love, Mama! Because she is the first woman who will be your first love and there will be another woman. The woman will accompany you, in difficulty or pleasure. Just like Mama always complained the same, Papa about you who are rarely at home,"
"Yes, Pa. I'm not gonna do the same thing again and make Mama worry again,"
"I don't know if it's a child, Papa's a teenager. Been in love, until it made her what she is today,"
Reynand smiled. "Papa, I love Papa."
"This is the expression of love that you revealed to him, huh? You deserve to be rejected,"
"Ah, I'll go to the room first to find Mama."
Smiling father. Reynand thought that her papa would do the act of hitting her. But he was wrong, it turns out his father gave an extraordinary solution for him.