
Azka was pensive on the balcony of her house. After coming home earlier he was more dumbfounded because his mind was branching.
"Sister" Azka looked back to find her sister standing behind her.
"Naura? What's up?"
"Nothing. Brother why bengong?"
"Something's wrong, something's stuck in my brother's heart,"
"The whole couple may be brother," led by his sister.
"Naura, if that's brother still doesn't care. But I don't know if this is what makes you so uncomfortable,"
"No, don't think about it. Now I have happy news. Brother's back to Om,"
"You mean you're pregnant?"
"Yes, you know my husband is very happy with this. That's why Mama ngundang brother came home for dinner together,"
"Congratulations, have you been to the doctor? Have you seen the gender?"
"Son-one nanya ih. If you go to the doctor already, but you can't see the gender because it hasn't formed legs,"
"Yes, you have had a lot of rest. Where is your husband now?"
"There's a downstairs. Brother didn't find her?"
"Later on. Brother take a break,"
"Yes, I went out, brother. Have a good rest,"
Azka smiled as she rubbed her sister's hair. There was a tightness in his chest that rumbled which for some reason after hearing the story of Dimas his heart was so messed up. That was exactly the incident that Nagita experienced first. He never even met the woman. Nagita left the company without permission.
He told her to stop with the money he gave her. But Nagita just left him.
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At night they gather in the living room for dinner with the extended family.
"Azka, how can you go about just being? What's up?"
"No idea, Ma, from earlier was also dumbfounded. Maybe brother is sick again" said Naura.
"Azka, are you sick?"
"Ah what Ma?"
"Why are you dumb?"
"It's okay Ma. A lot to think about. It's nothing."
"You're on leave. Tell Damar to take over for a few days" the Papa ordered.
Azka nodded her head. That was the chance he found out about the existence of women who some time ago he had destroyed.
How's the girl doing? How's it going about the romance? Ah not romance. Rape is more accurate. At that time he did not use safety and remembered the blood spots on his bedsheets made Azka a little upset by the incident. He really hated himself who took away the virgin woman in a rude manner. For the first time, he made love to a virgin woman.
"Where are you going?"
"Udah Ma, I want to rest, no one bothers me!"
He finished his meal without talking to his family. He went back to his room and locked the door.
He contacted Damar to take over the company a few days because he would be on leave for the next few days. And tell about the celebration for Dimas. All the business of the office he left to Damar.
****
"Daddy?"
"Who? Why call me Daddy?"
"Daddy don't love me? Daddy knows not, Mommy's always crying because of Daddy?"
"What indeed? I don't have a child yet, why do you call me Daddy? You weird little boy,"
"Daddy, it's Daddy's son, I grew up healthy with Mommy,"
"If you're my son, show me your face. You're not my son,"
"Daddy, why is Daddy so bad, scold,"
"No, you go. You're not my son,"
"Honey, go with Mommy yuk. You've got Mommy baby, Daddy's probably busy again" said a woman whose face was invisible.
"Go!!!"
Azka awakens from her sleep dreaming of the little boy who keeps chasing her and hitting her. Together with the woman he could not recognize his face because of the glare by the light that could not make him break through to look at the woman.
*****
In the morning Azka woke up because the smell of cooking pierced her nose.
He opened his eyes slowly and felt something wrapped around his stomach he immediately ran to the bathroom and vomited. He continued to vomit despite the clear liquid that came out.
Azka brushed her teeth and came out of her room. But something wrapped around his stomach again until he was forced to open the door so hard that it created a big sound.
"Azka, habit!" Shouted the Mama.
But regardless of that, Azka was still vomiting.
"Why you, baby? Why vomiting? You sick? Mama call the doctor now,"
"Ma, what's cooking? It smells really bad. I threw up because I smelled the food,"
"Hey is your favorite food. You are weird. Time to forget the same favorite food itself,"
Azka vomited again.
"You rest, yeah,"
Mom helped him into bed. The morning made him feel very weak. He sleeps while covering his nose to remove the aroma of cooking. Until the doctor came to check on her.
"How's doc?"
"Mas Azka is okay Kok Bu, maybe the effect of fatigue,"
"But doc, he can't smell too stinging cooking. She's been back and forth to the bathroom throwing up, it's her favorite food,"
Doctor smile. Azka sat down in her bed. "Maybe it's a cravings effect, his wife's pregnant. But a husband who craves, but calm down this is natural. All I've checked but no symptoms whatsoever, I just give you a cure for nausea reliever,"
Mom took the doctor out. Azka's body was petrified to hear the doctor's words, it felt really difficult.
"How are you doing, Azka?"
"Said cravings. You're the one who's pregnant, she's the one who's cravings. But is it true that your brother has a wife?"
"What wife? If I marry you too, it's gonna hurt you,"
Mama just laughed at Azka's words. But really make
Azka was troubled by that thought. He doesn't think about it.
Azka's phone is ringing. Call from Damar.
"Lo disturb me from sleeping again,"
"There's a note. There's food from Dimas' sister. I'm outside, I bring it. Because it's not possible for me to take it even though I'm hungry.
Because this is specifically for you, eat yes!!! I know you're rich in Az, but appreciate the effort of the man who made this food, please!"
"Yes very crew, lo,"
"Gue tipped in with Bi Jule, I'm back,"
Azka hung up the phone and woke up from her sleep to head down.
"Den, here's the food from Den Damar,"
"Yes Bi, please make some tea huh Bi, I want to eat,"
Azka sat down at the dinner table and opened the lunch box and found a small paper.
'Hay boss, I'm sorry I don't know his name because brother Dimas never wanted to tell the boss's name. This is a sign of my gratitude to you. In eating yes sir, if you are grateful, if you do not like to be denied aja sir, discarded. Ohya sir sometime play at home, I make more dishes to welcome the father, greetings sir'
Azka smiled reading that.
"Basic children now exist-there is,"
Azka tasted the food. One spoon, two spoons. But he couldn't stop. Though only ordinary fried rice with chicken milk and omelet.
"Sister, is that hungry what doyan?"
Azka was surprised when her sister came.
"What a son, brother? Mama's cooking had even vomited, now the food of foreigners even ravenously,"
"That's it. You should be grateful to see your sister eat voraciously,"
"It's den tea" Bi Jule cut. Azka ate the food until it was finished. He even felt there was no sign of spewing out the food like his breakfast. Azka felt better than before. He's not even sick anymore.
If it is a headache, it is impossible. Because he's not married. That was the impossibility Azka thought of. The impossible thing is not going to happen.