RICH MAN
DON'T WANT TO HOLD ON ANYMORE

Alexi Reynand, he is a man I consider to be arrogant and unwilling to hang out with people like me. But everything I thought was inversely proportional to the actual event. No one could guess someone like him, he was so shady. And sometimes it makes me a lucky woman to be friends with. On the one hand, there are things that cannot be avoided when together with him. That is a feeling that must be killed because I do not want to make my friendship with him become tenuous after the feeling will grow and dominate my head.

Reynand read sheet by page the diary written by the Stars. But it was too late, his already disappointed heart because the love that clapped one hand did not make him want to continue that feeling. Star, is a girl who has managed to mess with her mind after night. But the more he tried to get closer, the further away the Star was from him.

"Sister, Mama called!" Reynand turned her head and closed the diary after hearing Salsabila call her. Reynand left her study and took her sister down to the dining room because she was called by her parents for dinner. Because tomorrow he will be active again and just wait for the day for the semester of class.

"Rey, I'm back in school tomorrow. So tonight you have no plans to visit Amanda?"

"Reynand, what exactly makes you so quiet, son?"

The words of his parents were able to make Reynand aware since returning home to climb he became a person who rarely spoke, he became a person who rarely spoke, maybe not want to tell about his heartbreak because of a girl who had shattered his expectations and did not know what to do anymore.

"Rey, Mama noticed that you rarely talk. More in the room, what happened? Don't just because there's a problem and you're quiet, son!"

"Mama, I'm nothing" he said and ate his meal. He tried to smile for his parents. Reynand did not want to tell her that she was heartbroken just because the girl who did not return her love and clapped her hand. Reynand just wants to keep it alone, perhaps keeping it to herself is the best way not to make her two people worry about her. After dinner, Reynand chose to sit in the living room with her siblings to accompany the little one to play. For a long time he had not played together with his sister since prioritizing the Stars and always obeyed what the girl wanted.

"Rey, drink some milk first, son!" call her mother who immediately put milk on the table and her two sisters also get up from the seat to take their respective parts.

"Sister, it's got Nabila," protested Nabila when Reynand was ignorant of his sister by taking two glasses of milk and did not give Nabila a share.

"Let's take it from my brother's hand!"

"Father," Nabila approached her papa and with a glazed look while biting her lower lip. Suddenly the boy's cry broke and made Reynand laugh at the behavior of his sister whom he so longed for.

Nabila continued to cry even though Reynand had given the milk, but her sister still hugged her father while complaining about Reynand's ignorance. There, Salsabila actually supports the behavior of Reynand who has made his sister cry.

"It's really a habit that I've gathered gini for his sister crying, Rey,"

Reynand actually approached Nabila and squatted right in front of her papa who was stroking the back of Nabila who was crying. "Sister, I'm sorry. Can't be angry with your older brother for a long time, brother just came home for a few days already so angry?" said the papa while calming Nabila.

Nabila stopped crying and still bit her lower lip as she turned around and hugged Reynand. The man returned his sister's embrace and then carried her. His intention to joke actually makes his sister cry like that.

"Sorry brother, I was just joking. Brother dear Nabila, do not be angry anymore, brother does not want if Nabila to hate the same sister," he said and continued stroking his sister's back in his arms. Reynand loved her two younger siblings, even though her heart was hurt, there was no way she would vent her frustration towards her sister.

"Drink milk first, deck," Reynand thrusts the milk and is drunk by Nabila. He kissed his sister's cheek until the boy hugged her again so tightly after drinking milk.

"Follow brother,"

"Yes, it'll be booby same brother. We'll play later,"

"Yes, dadak is also spoiled sister cama?"

"Yes, you two are going to be booby same brother,"

His parents smiled at his sister's pampered behavior like that. He had left the house for a few days, but he made his sister cry. Reynand's arrogance towards her sister has also been often reprimanded by her father. But he always tried to calm his sister after making one of them cry. Sometimes Reynand made both of them cry and that made her mother grow angry sometimes scolding her.

The night is getting late, Reynand has managed to put Nabila to sleep in his carrier while Salsabila was put to sleep by his father first in Reynand's room. Both are close to the man, so his parents do not have to bother looking for a babysitter because they do not want to be too busy with their work and forget their responsibilities as parents, similarly, Rey who does not want her sister does not get the affection she deserves.

"Sleep! If there is any story! Don't be alone!"

Reynand nodded and left both of her parents in the living room while heading towards her room she stroked Nabila's back. "Good sleep, Princess," Reynand kissed her two younger siblings in turns. It had been a long time since he kissed his sister while asleep like now. His role as a brother can be proven by giving affection to both. Rey remembers that back when she was a kindergarten she wanted a sister so badly. But his parents' household was hit by such a big problem and when the Junior High dream was just realized.

Looking at the clock on the wall, it was already at half ten. Reynand had no news from the stars since the mountain incident. The one where the Star hugged her and she returned the embrace of the Star then left the girl, the hug that should feel comfortable and soothing, instead the hug became the saddest thing that Reynand felt. Remembering that she was hugging someone she could never reach her heart.

He once prioritized a girl whose all the most precious time he had was used to accompany him but whose heart Reynand could never reach. About the long night, about all the fun stories, and about the laughter that was once shared together it was gone. There was only a speck of hope that the man had in his heart. Whether he will continue his feelings or just hurt himself. About the plan that his friends had suggested at that time. Perhaps appreciating Widya is the best way. Moreover, Widya has been chasing after him for so long no longer need to fight so hard as she did while chasing the love of the Stars.