RICH MAN

RICH MAN
DOIN' FINE


Azka woke up from


sleeping, he was no longer in a state of embracing Nagita. I don't know


I feel like women are different. Or he is the one who has actually been


playing with fire behind his wife. Azka turned her body so as to


on his back, the position that had been lying on his stomach suddenly recumbent and staring


room ceiling. Azka felt pain while remembering the incident


he betrayed his wife. But one position, he loved so much


Nagita, the other side he wants Deana too. The former love


ever made him bend his knees. At the moment, Nagita's attitude is very


changed, the woman who always wakes him up with a kiss. In order to


the first time not doing that.


He got up from the place


sleep and pull the towel that is already hanging. Cleansing


linger in the bathroom and may feel good


to him. Azka was really worried about her own feelings. Can't really


believing in yourself with one feeling. Why all that


happened to her? He should be able to take care of his wife's heart


contain.


A few moments after


baths. He comes out of his room and finds Nagita with his mother


the kitchen is preparing breakfast. Without caring for her mother, she hugged


Nagita from behind. Drown his head on his wife's neck and


rubbed the stomach of his wife who will soon give birth. "Sorry,"


that's all that came out of his mouth. His voice was so dull to remember


last night's events. But what can be done when Deana teases him.


He really can't control his own desires.


Nagita felt it


azka's heavy breathing fell silent. Let hugs


her husband was still tightly gripped. At first glance he saw his mother-in-law only


shakes and smiles. He still appreciates


her in-laws. And let Azka not know what happened


overnight.


"Mas, there's mama,"


"Just a second, baby,"


Azka really isn't


know to position himself like much less when there are two women


in his life that he loved so much.


Without a second thought Nagita let go of Azka's embrace and left her to the dinner table. The man still stood stiff.


Azka was confused


with feeling. Should he let go of Deana and mean it


love Nagita, or should she let go of Nagita, the woman who


it gave him happiness. But there's always Deana


in her heart. When with Deana, he will completely forget


own wife.


He's leaning in the fridge


looking at his wife. The woman seemed to be walking hard with


the growing stomach. Azka took a deep breath. He too


he stepped into the dining room and held his wife's hand. "Mas wants


by the way,"


Nagita looked over, "What the hell, Mas?" the woman could still smile as her heart was already made to break.


Azka looked into his wife's eyes which looked a little puffy. "Come to the room! I'm gonna talk!"


"I'm busy" Nagita brushed Azka's hand off. Things Azka never expected.


"Nagita, your attitude has changed!"


"Your feelings are, Mas,


I never changed at all. It's still like before, it's still so


the wife you always make happy. Still like-" her voice choked.


Azka who heard that fell silent.


"Nagita! what's going on?"


"It's okay, Mom. I've been lazy lately. My stomach hurts a little,"


"Let's go to the doctor, I don't want you to do anything about Nagita!"


"No. Thank you,"


Novi saw his son-in-law


so feeling so sorry. The woman could still hold


self and not saying rude. Just shut up, not saying anything.


It is not even offensive about Azka's lies. Novi stared


his son with a meaningful look. Wish his beloved son


be sensitive to what is happening.


Azka didn't want to


forcing what Nagita does not want, she pulls a chair


and sit down immediately. His wife continues to serve very


good. It was clearly seen in his wife's eyes that the woman


crying out. Azka stared fixedly, but it was as if they had never met


eyes though.


The father came down from


her room. Followed by Naura and her husband. Azka was planning


wanted to go to the office that morning to undo his intention because he did not want to happen


nothing with his wife. But with Nagita's attitude like that, azka


worry more.


Breakfast also began.


Which is usually noisier with their conversations all about work and


daily activities. Everything looks tight. There is nothing more


conversation at all. Azka stared at everything one by one


take turns. It was as if people did not care about his presence.


"Gita, we'll be home in the afternoon,"


The woman looked.


And immediately nodded. Azka really could not understand


that woman's feelings. A little spoiled, even cold.


This time, he did not understand the situation. He just kept quiet


without saying anything.


"Ma, Pa, Brother Naura, Brother Reno, Gita first yes,"


Azka looked at his wife


who didn't greet him that morning. Nagita went straight to her room and


door locking. Behind the door, he leaned his body and


crying out. Who knew that in there he was crying.


Azka was about to move from her seat. But just arrested by Naura. He sat down and continued his breakfast.


"What is it all about?"


"What's the big brother?" Reno.


"meaning?"


"Stop


playing with women's feelings. Does your own brother not understand


too? Already so far brother hurt his own wife, what


what to hide again? Is Brother Azka satisfied with that bitch? Satisfied


fucked the woman without having to think that there was a wife here


the brother who is bearing the fruit of that depraved nature?"


Azka got up from her seat and immediately pulled the collar of Reno's shirt. "Who do you call a bitch a jerk?"


Reno brushes Azka's hand and allows her shirt collar to fall apart.


"Never touch Naura's husband and dirty her with that jerk,"


"Naura, quiet!" said her mother cold.


Azka was upset with


it just went away. He was about to enter his room.


But he heard Nagita sobbing and he sat behind the door. Azka


believe that the woman is behind the door. They


turn one another. Azka sat there while continuing to listen to the sobbing


his wife.


"Darling, Mama should


hows it? Mama's tired, Mama's got to hold on for you. Mama doesn't want to


fighting alone without Papa. But how is it? It hurts, honey.


Mama's sorry I can't stand Papa. Mama's heart hurts, baby.


Hey hotshot, hurry out. After that Mama promised you'd be happyin,


Mama won't take Papa anymore. Honey, Mama's gonna get you


alone. I'm sorry that one day you have to be separated from your Papa because


Mamma. It's for your own good, too, Mama doesn't want you to arrive


why-why. Especially if you are disturbed by a problem that you are not


can face it,"


Azka leaned her head against the door, she lifted her knees and put her right hand.


"Mama promise, after


you were born thinking away from Papa's life. Mama knew Papa never


will fight together. Mama knows maybe Mama can't give you


luxury goods, but Mama promises to meet all your needs. Crackerjack


Mama, you have to fight. For Mama's sake, even though you never


know who your Papa is, at least in the stomach, you already feel


papa's Presence. Mama can't hold on, we got Om Dimas baby.


It was the only family Mama had. Where Mom came home, maybe later


Mama will know him to eyeang. But Mama didn't promise to know Papa."


The voice was not heard for a long time. Azka was silent, her tears suddenly dripped.


"I've come so far


it betrayed you, Nagita. What I do outside as you


feel it here. I know Nagita, you were never happy with me.


But deep down in my heart, I love you, you never know


that, it's just that somehow sometimes I falter, precisely I am


the worst people hurt you. You should know, I love you


you, even though I did not reveal. Sorry, I have to take everything out


on another woman. I have other women, all


just impingement. Even though I love him, you mess up often


my thoughts. When I look for the woman, the fear is always


there, when I was away from the woman, I felt like I was pretending


I love you because my heart and mind are on him. Honest, though,


i'm happy. Our child, how to face the two hearts that must be


I love you at once?" he murmured inwardly and continued to lean behind the door. Azka got up from her seat and just passed by.


"Jaga Nagita, Ma!"


"Azka, where are you going?"


"Go, Ma."


"Azka, never


you meet that woman again! You are not lying enough to Nagita


yesterday on the grounds of meeting a client, instead you met with Deana?


He saw it Azka. Now especially? Not satisfied with you?"


Azka's body was petrified. Now he realized that what happened to Nagita was that all of it had its source.


"Ma, Azka wants to end it all with Deana. Azka will end this relationship, Ma. Nagita I've had enough to suffer,"


Novi saw a son


his beloved cried out to allow. All this time he never


seeing her son cry like that. Even when many Azka's thoughts


I often go home drunk. But at that time, it was Novi


seeing her son shed tears and calling Nagita by name


so soft.


******


Azka arrived at the apartment


Deana. Just when he entered, he found the woman sleeping with the man


others. Azka had always believed in Deana, precisely the woman


betray him just like that.


"Good!"


Deana glared straight at me


surprised to see Azka who came so early. He closed his body


with a blanket while the man over there was still asleep.


"Azka I can clear it,"


"Good, Deana. Cunning woman like you I shouldn't have believed from the beginning,"


"You can be alone with your wife, Azka while I? I'm just your backup, did you forget that?"


"self-conscious, right? If all this time you are just a lustful satisfier. From this very second, don't ever bother my life again, Deana!"


"What's fair to me? Ye


having a wife, you're the same as him. While me? I don't


get close to any guy, you're selfish."


"Don't have to give up your body, too? How much do you need money? What's less than me?"


"Azka, I can explain. Please terrorize,"


"Before you speak, clean up the remaining sperm in your stomach! Or should I go? We broke up, Deana."


"No, I don't take it, Azka."


"just right? I'm the same


my wife, did I ever make you that dirty? That's disgusting


when you see all your bodies are filled with that mark. I'm sick of it, Deana.


Enough already!"


"Azka, stop!" scream Deana.


"Fortunately I always


use safety when making love, right? So I didn't dump my sperm on


the wrong woman. Nagita's lucky, but I'm blind in love.


All this time I hurt my wife, it was you, damn it!"


Azka turned around and slammed the door of the room and just passed by. And he had reason to get away from Deana right then and there.


Azka drives happily when she manages to give up her love. He had to go home, to the woman who was always patient with him.


He arrived home and


ran straight to his room. There, he found the woman


he was looking for a bed. Azka immediately nodded and


apologizing.


"Sorry, i. Nagita, I'm sorry,"


Nagita lowered her head looking at her husband who was hugging her legs. Nagita sat at the end of the bed.


"Mas, what's wrong with you?"


"I'm sorry. Because it hurt your feelings,"


Nagita fell silent, "Let's get up, Mas,"


"I'm sorry already


playing behind your back, I admit, I have another woman.


I didn't know it would be like this, Nagita. I'm sorry,"


Nagita helps Azka stand up. "Sorry Nagita too, Mas. Gita can't yet, give Gita time to believe the same, Mas!"


Azka held both cheeks


Nagita and tried to kiss the woman. But unfortunately Nagita


avert his eyes. Azka understood the reason Nagita refused. He too


kissed his wife's forehead. I don't feel her tears falling back.


He hugged his wife tightly.


"Mas, are you crying?"


"Like this for a second, just,"


Nagita did not return the hug at all.


"Mas, pity darn. Don't hold her tight!"


"Make of what


your liver? You are not talking about painful things. You still can


calm down in such circumstances. What is my heart made of? When I wanted


loving you is being tempted by another woman. Why my heart


looking at other women, when the woman in front of me is


such a perfect woman was sent by God to complete me.


Why am I just realizing all that now? When trust in him


been destroyed. But he's still doing fine." Mumbled.


Sometimes a lot


someone felt fine even though his heart was so hurt. Selecting


a smile hides a cry. They choose to lie to others and


torturing himself to let people know he was okay. Although well


it's just a pretend thing.


"Mas, swimming!"


Azka.


"But Mas, go swimming!"


For the second time Azka nodded.


"I'm sorry, if Gita hasn't


I can trust completely the same. You dare to lie. So Gita


I've got to train you first not to lie,"


"thank you."


"Come, Mas. We have to get down, we're swimming. No one can cry anymore."


"I'm sorry for the


my attitude should also be pretend. So how do I


accept everything? I'm fucking you, you're betraying me. I love you, you


destroy the. I'm so sure of you. You make a mess.


Sometimes what comes does not always settle. What began


it will end badly. It will not end with


blissfully. Sorry if my feelings are starting to fade. Sorry if that feeling is not


can survive. I'll leave, when all you think is fine,


I'm willing to get hurt. For our sake that will end, later." –Nagita.