
Last night's conversation was enough to make Marwa understand about him who had to stop to interfere into his friend's relationship. Marwa doesn't want to anymore if she has to be someone else's victim. Where he must put an end to all this and will never defend a mistress. Marwa herself would never do anything stupid when she was well reprimanded by Rey.
He realized that what Hana was doing was wrong. Marwa confided to her husband about her friend without saying her friend's full name. Rey did not interfere further about the name and who is meant. Her husband behaved very well and said nothing when he confided in her about his friend.
This time he met Hana at a cafe in the city center. He had asked Rey for permission to meet this friend of his. Hana also told him to ask Rey all that. And Hana wants to hear how Marwa's husband responds.
When he arrived at the cafe and his son was asleep, Marwa still held his sleeping child until Hana finally came alone with a cheerful look.
“Dih, can the jackpot like so happy?” marwa asked her friend who had just come and her new hair and also as the woman had said that she had just returned from the salon.
Hana is indeed very diligent body care and it is financed by Zibran, her lover. Marwa never thought that their relationship was so good even though Hana knew that the man already had a wife and instead both were desperate to do forbidden relationships. In fact, Hana also with the burden she thought between wanting to continue the relationship or actually stop there. Remembering that Zibran said he would divorce his wife when Hana became pregnant.
Sure enough, if they've lived together. And it's getting painful for Marwa. But, she remembered her husband's message that she should not interfere in her friend's affairs any further. This time he only smiled looking at the expression of his friend when he came.
“Si beautiful kok bobok anyway?” Hana took out the doll from inside her bag. The little doll that was given to the sleeping Audri.
“Duh, until it bothers so. Sorry about ngrepotin,”
Marwa never certia if the place where Hana works is her father-in-law. Let your friend work there quietly. But, about his friend who is still single actually dating the man who has married that makes Marwa sad. Because his best friend from a long time ago. But now his friend is asking for advice from him.
“What does your husband say?”
Marwa swallows her saliva. Whether later Hana will agree or not with the advice from him. Yep, yeah, he did consult with Rey because Rey is a man too who certainly better understand how it all happened and also how the tactics of a man to be able to get a woman's heart very easily. It had been thought by Marwa and also he was very afraid if later his words offended Hana.
“This is between you accept or not yes, Han. I don't want your maksa,”
Hana nodded her head. Whatever advice from Marwa's husband she must have listened quite well. Even if it is very reassuring. Because he loves Zibran. Not only that, but Hana had a miscarriage and it was also Zibran's son. Because his work is so hard. Hana miscarried and Zibran knew it first. She miscarried a year ago. Until now, Hana still remains in a relationship with the man who already has the wife.
“Say, Marwa! What did your husband say!”
Marwa took a breath and lowered her head. “Mas Rey tells you to ask Mas Zibran how your relationship will continue or how. Because according to Mas Rey, a man who will say he will divorce his wife is a very small possibility and will sometimes choose to settle with his first wife,”
Hana closed her eyes. He understands that word. Seklipun Marwa does not speak with length and also in detail. The answer will remain the same, which is to leave Zibran. Memories with Zibran so much. How could he forget about that man so easily. Moreover, that man loved him very much. Zibran went home twice a week. That was enough for him to meet. Play the cat for over a year and have nothing but to ask for his ration as a lover. Yep, yeah, Hana knows if the risk of dating a man who already has a wife especially she so innocently gave her honor to Zibran when Zibran first revealed the promise that he would marry Hana and divorce his wife. Leaving behind her two children and her once painful past.
Zibran did say that his household could not be saved anymore and was likely to divorce. At that time there was no other choice for Hana to survive when she found out her lover did have a wife. Zibran was honest from the start. She really wanted to marry the man but until now, Zibran has not given an answer.
About her who was no longer a virgin because of her relationship with Zibran until she told Marwa because she felt very guilty. The man threatened to leave her when she didn't want to get in touch. A big mistake made by Hana was giving her honor to the man.
“Keep, what did your husband say again?”
“You will meet the man who will accept you as you are. But you stay honest when someone wants to marry you. That past, everyone must have had a bad past. I'm not guilty of you, Hana. Absolutely not, but you believe it or not it is your business. Maybe you love him. But, Mas Rey also said that once the man cheated. Then when it's the same you later, he must have done the same thing. Because you took him in a bad way too,”
If it's a little arrow aiming at an apple over someone's head. So, it was very on target because it was true as Marwa's husband said that it would indeed happen. But, it's all happened. Hana swallowed a tremendous bitterness.
Hana bit her lower lip. For more than a year they lived together in the apartment owned by Hana Zibran bought at that time as a birthday gift. But, foolishly he also gave up his honor when Zibran asked him for that stupid thing. He let go of his honor so lightly.
For a moment she let out a long sigh and it was impossible for her to say that she was pregnant this time. She just got home from the gynecologist about her pregnancy checkup. Hannah is stupid, very stupid. He could have believed in the sweet talk of the man who still survives with his wife. He should have realized that Zibran could not leave his wife, let alone his two children.
Now what is this? He can't leave Zibran. The child in the womb also this time does not know what his fate is like. Even Hana also left her parents to fight for her love with the man. Is this also a form of karma for what he did to his parents? His parents once banned him from contact with married men.
“Han, are you okay?” such a gentle question came out of Marwa's mouth. Surely the man who became Marwa's husband was very grateful to have a wife like Marwa. Even so with Marwa who is so grateful to have a husband like Mas Rey who always gives good advice for her. The red car parked outside is a birthday present Rey gave to Marwa and even then she knows when Marwa recounts the moment Hana asked. Really, the fate of his friend was much better compared to him whose life had been ruined. He should have believed the advice of dozens of people. Even everyone in the restaurant once reminded her that she had to end the relationship. But stupidly he who wants to be the mistress of the man. Especially to conceive a child twice as it is today. “Mas Rey also said. If you need to ask for certainty. For example married, compared to you living together without ties. It is okay for you to be the second wife who is important Mas Zibran can be fair and also the first wife is ridho for what you do. Mas Rey also said that you have to be firm, Hana,”
He nodded his head. It is true what her friend's husband said that she must be firm as a woman. What her friend's husband said did not miss and it is true that she was supposed to accept herself as the first wife. Falling in love, lust, and even the stupidity of Hana who had sex with Zibran without any guilt. Just this time she regretted her actions when she found out that she was pregnant. Abdominal pain that can not be lost since some time ago made Hana then decided to Ultrasound and it is true that there is the fruit of their betrayal both of which succeeded for the second time.
If in the past Hana miscarried because of her work which was fairly unable to stop because there was no one to support her who was then foolish to leave parents for the sake of Zibran. Now she got that karma and got pregnant for the second time, which is where Zibran's son is too. She did not dare to be honest when she knew the results that she had been pregnant for six weeks. This is a new stupidity. He looks like a fine man. But, after all, she was still a stupid woman who had an affair with someone else's husband.
Hana bit her lower lip. Does he have to be honest with Marwa about her being pregnant? Or should he remain silent and keep this a secret from his best friend. But Zibran is the one who is most obliged to know about this. He should know about Hana's womb. He also had to take responsibility as promised at that time that he had to tell his son to have status and not let him become a woman who would double as a parent.
“What are your options now?” asked Marwa who was still holding her child so calmly. Seeing Marwa's son made her heart soften a little. And so happy was Marwa with her husband and her son.
“I can't stay, Mas Zibran,”
“The choice is in your hands, Na. I can't interfere any further. Because Mas Rey said that I cannot interfere further into your affairs with Mas Zibran,” said Marwa.
See how the woman tells her husband who always educates her well. Instead of having a good husband, she was pregnant with the child of a married man. His parents' ban he never listened to. This is the punishment now. So fast was the punishment he felt.
“Na, am I okay to stay now? Audri sleeping here, Mas Rey also this afternoon he said will return home quickly,”
Hana didn't think long and then she nodded her head. “You're hat-hearted on the road, Marwa!”
Be happy? Of course what Marwa feels is happy. Even though he never saw Mas Rey who was always told by Marwa. But Marwa said her husband was very similar to her son. Marwa also said that their marriage was a very silly match. The matchmaking that turned out was that the two of them were waiting for each other because the past story had ended when they did not have each other yet. But then Marwa also told me how Rey and she met.
For a moment, he sighed. How'this? The zibran? The child he contains. It would be very sad if Zibran wished his love. Any woman will never be sincere if she is combined. Even so with Hana who will never accept if her love is shared with other women. Including Zibran's first wife and two children. If the man keeps his promise to get married. So, still what Hana wants is Zibran's divorce with his wife and then marry him. But, it's not that easy, is it?
Stupid, he could not stop blaming himself. He knew that the man had a wife. But it continued and it was stupid to open the thigh for the man. In a sense, providing satisfaction in intimate relationships that should be done by married couples. Not exactly a cheating partner like him.
If anyone says that the husband of that person is much better than single. Think about continuing that relationship. Because after all the toughest mistake when continuing is, first will be haunted by guilt. Second, there will be no meeting point. Zibran leaves his wife. It must be she who will never calm down as said by Marwa's husband earlier. But, how else if now she is already pregnant with the boy.