
In the life of Azka,
competing with your best friend is something you never imagine
by him. All this time he was always superior
in any case, but now, he must accept the fact that Damar, at this time
he was trying to get close to his ex-wife.
“Call me if there is
anything!” he told his secretary. Since then he has not met again
Nagita, he knows that now the woman has been trying to get into a relationship
with Damar. It was impossible for Azka to let that happen, her son
is still his son, will never get affection from anyone
also, besides himself.
A little change
with Damar, the man now spends more time
taking cut. Azka herself could not refuse because it was the right to
Damar, but the cut time is too long. Even though it was his best friend's ration
by herself, Azka feels that Damar is now spending time with Nagita
and also Rey.
He grips tightly
his cellphone. His heart was so sick to see the post that time
infuriate him. Although there was no right for Azka to be jealous
angrier. But for him, Nagita will always be his. Even if it doesn't
entitled again. Because they are ex-husband and wife.
Azka looking
his own busyness to forget a little heartbreaking incident at that time.
Divorcing Nagita is not the right choice. Even if it comes back, it doesn't
convinced that Nagita will want to continue the household that has been cracked
that's.
Azka was always
imagine with the past. Deana who obviously had him sleep pergoki
with others, but in his heart, he believes that there is no love
other than Nagita and Deana who controlled his heart.
“Lo working or not
hell?” Azka heard it and turned her head, when she saw her best friend
it came with a map in his right hand.
“Apaan?”
“Why company lo,
lo biarin fell like this? Are you tired of luxury? There is no passion
make fun again with money lo?”
“What do you mean?” Azka
can't hold back his emotions. He got up and pulled the collar
damar Shirts.
“Lo big loss, and
are you just quiet now? Where was the Azka who used to be always excited? Mana Azka's
who used to always win big tenders? Now you just
sleep in your nest without
any effort?”
Azka sat back down
his seat. The reason it became like that was because of thinking
his memories were with Nagita. Memories of where he started
new life with Nagita. When the woman was sick during pregnancy, when
they were making out in the back garden. Even when he accompanied Nagita
just buying food. Now his heart began to freeze again, whether he left
Nagita had a very bad impact on her. His company is down
even almost broke, but Azka did not care about it. Conveniences
what he had felt at that moment, was instantly lost by his own selfishness.
A few days ago, it
hugged the woman for the last time. I don't know when we can be together again,
it's been too deep to hurt Nagita, and it's impossible for her to
back to Nagita's side when everything is destroyed. Rey, that was a mistake
he did it first. All the burden as if he was spilling on Nagita.
“What to do
lo work, never think nothing!” Damar put the map
those. Azka examined it and the report did indeed suffer a slight decline.
Azka leaned back trying
seeking tranquility. But his heart still thinks of Nagita and also Rey. But
as he tries to pick up his ex-wife, Azka's heart changes
at that time also saw a change in Nagita's attitude that was different. Even Dimas, though,
he knew that Dimas would always be a hindrance to him if he wanted to meet
with son.
Everyone will too
doing the same thing as Dimas. That's protecting
the most precious treasure of his life. Azka knew that Nagita did not
having parents again, but no matter how great Azka tries to
defending Nagita, her heart kept thinking about Deana. With Deana, though,
his heart is for Nagita. But now that he is alone, he is much more
I miss Nagita and Rey. The hug, the scent even the warmth of Nagita always
reflected in his mind.
Azka was awakened from
his daydreams when Damar took his leave from his study.
“Sway Nagita!” heed
with cold.
“What's your business?”
Azka squealed
his eyes when he heard the reply from Damar. “Gue don't like,”
“Hak lo what? She wasn't
whoever you are again, he wants to be close to me, yes it's up to him. Lo there is none
the right of nothing else to prevent him from meeting me, my same path, even
dating me,”
Azka got up from the spot
sit down and hit Damar.
“Lo just don't know
anything, and why is your attitude weird the same as mine? I want to slowly break it with
how to approach Nagita, so?”
“The weird one is lo, Az,
lo. Nagita has suffered enough because of you, I hope you never again
coming into his life, Rey has also
enough of an unclear hope. What do you mean to make him close
same me? Is it wrong if I try to get close to him? It is wrong that
I'm trying to make him happy? He's happy with me, he never mentioned you in front of me,
even Rey asked me to marry you, Nag-“
Azka has already floated
blow to Damar. His heart was overcome by his selfish attitude. It's true
that there was no longer any right to scold anyone close to Nagita. Will
but his heart ached when he heard that Damar was close to Nagita. Especially his son
he asked Damar to marry Nagita. Until at any time, Azka remained
he believes Nagita is his.
Chees
Damar spit into
right side because of Azka's actions. “This is what you want right?”
“Whatever you are
lakanin, I'll stay close to Nagita. Even if you are angry, I am not
cared. Or even you fire me from here, it does not make at all
i, who I have, will stay close to him, no matter what. And remember! He's an ex
lo's wife, not lo's wife anymore.”
Azka let go of the collar
damar's shirt and let the man go. Inside the room, his head
I feel so dizzy thinking about it. Without thinking long, he
he grabbed the keys to visit his son again. He wouldn't
let Rey get close to Damar. After all, the child is blood
the flesh though comes with a fault. But Azka tried to behave
as always, it is good affection for your child. However with
how to avoid his longing for Nagita, he must have a busy reason
work again so that his heart can feel a little calmer.
It's been two hours Azka
sitting in his car waiting for his son to return from school. Till
now he doesn't even know where his son goes to school. Since divorce, though,
Nagita once said that would transfer Rey to another school.
Several times looking
towards his watch, the boy came home from school on foot with a man
the woman Azka did not know. Without delaying any more, he immediately
get out of the car and stop the steps of the two people who were about to enter it.
“Wait!”
They both directly
look over.
“Tante come in!” Azka
squinted his eyes when he heard his son who wanted to enter the house
to avoid himself.
“Rey, Daddy want
speaking!”
same Daddy. Better Daddy go home!”
“Rey, remember message Om
The dimas? Rey can't hate the same. Papa's. Just talk to Papa for a second,
aunt wait here,” said the woman.
Rey direct
stretched out his hand and Azka greeted him with pleasure.
“I'll take Rey for a minute,”
“Iya. Don't be long!”
Azka nodded and
he carried his son to the car. Seeing his son who was throwing his face away,
his heart ached being treated that way by his own son. It was her fault
who abandoned his son, but that was not Azka's wish. His heart only
can not choose two hearts until Nagita he finally get rid of it.
“Rey angry with Daddy?”
“Actually Daddy darling
not the same, Mommy?”
“Why Rey asked
like those? Mommy told you?”
“Ngak. Mommy isn't
ever tell,”
“Why Rey asked
like that?” the tone is a little high.
“Why Daddy is not
ever understand? Why is Mommy all wrong? Why Daddy should do it
Mommy sad? Did Mommy ever make Daddy angry? Daddy Rey envies seeing friends
Rey has a full family, parents who always pick up her kids
to school, while Rey now has no one,”
“Rey has Daddy,”
“What it means if
Mommy doesn't exist?”
“Mommy to where?”
“Mommy busy working,”
“Where?”
“Neighborhood,”
Azka direct
lifting up Rey's body that was sitting next to her.
“Rey love Daddy?”
the boy just shook his head, “Why not baby?”
“Daddy often make
Mommy cries, slaps Mommy, Daddy never loves Mommy like Mommy
dear to Daddy,”
“If Daddy turns back the same
Mommy, Rey happy?”
“Better not to
Daddy,”
“Why?”
“Rey won't see
Mommy cried again, Daddy actually Mommy is not here?” Rey
put his hand on Azka's chest. Seeing her son acting like that,
Azka clasped Rey's hand.
“Some, Rey. Mommy is there,”
“Why should Rey
don't have a full family? Leo and Clara must be happy, right, Daddy? Naw
kayak Rey has to split up with Daddy and Mommy,”
“Mommy is actually in
whereabouts? Mommy ninggalin Rey too?”
The boy nodded. Azka
closing his eyes held back his pain. “Mommy to where?”
“Mommy work, Daddy,”
“Do not lie,
where exactly is Mommy going? Tell Daddy!”
“Mommy works on the spot
away for schoolin Rey,”
“Rey, Daddy can
sekolin Rey, Rey want what Daddy sure buyin,”
“Not really, Rey
just to see Mommy happy there, although rarely come home. Rey is sure, though,
surely Mommy does not cry anymore, when Daddy called at that time Mommy was also crying, too,
but Mommy said that her eyes were flickering,”
“If Rey knows Mommy
where, say! Daddy's gonna find Mommy,”
“Neither do Daddy,
Mommy wants to live alone first. Before Mommy left, Om Dimas same Mommy
once cried together, Om Dimas apologized to grandmother and grandfather, he said Om Dimas
wrong for not being able to take care of Mommy first,”
‘Not Om Dimas
wrong, but Daddy's wrong for ruining Mommy's life. Even to the extent
now, Daddy causes everything to fall apart. Rey is like this because
Daddy. If there was a chance to meet again, Daddy would choose Mommy and
mistress someone else who nagged Daddy's mind. Will no longer return to
the past, Daddy wants to be happy Mommy is now’ he said in his heart. Azka
aware that her tears were just dripping down, Rey rubbed her and hugged her.
“Daddy why cry?”
“Rey wants to come along
Daddy?”
“No Daddy, Rey would like to
wait for Mommy here,”
Azka returned the hug
her child. Never imagined the pain of his heart when he was with Rey,
but always hurt his son. If Rey's presence is
a mistake in the past. He is still responsible, however
about his son and he still has a good bond with Rey. If first
abort Rey was once so she wanted. Now, don't meet with
his son made him feel much more hurt than before.
“Daddy is home! Rey is not
want later Daddy beaten again the same Om Dimas, Daddy can still meet Rey
aunt Viona is good. Just as good as Mommy, now Rey lives the same
him, so Daddy don't worry,”
“Just a minute. Daddy pee
hug Rey,”
“If dear Daddy, Daddy
go home! Rey just didn't want Daddy to get hit. Om Dimas did say that Rey
can't hate Daddy. But Rey's afraid that if she sees Daddy, she'll
hit Daddy again like that time,”
“Good rest
yep! Tomorrow Daddy will come again,”
“Do not often
Daddy. Om Damar also often to the house of Rey,”
“Why with Om
Damar?”
“Rey peeper she married
same Mommy,”
“Who is teaching
saying so?”
“Because Mommy is happy
the Same Om Damar. Always cry with Daddy.” The boy came down from his lap. Before
go, Rey shakes hands with him as usual. Seeing his growing son
growing up, there was something lacking in Azka at this time. That can't be
seeing Nagita who knows where. His son could not lie, because
nagita had educated him very well.
It still feels right
in the car. He was weighing Rey's speech about Damar very
approved by his son to replace his position. But even though Nagita
married later, Rey remains his son. There will never be any
ex-child and former parents. Later if it is true that Nagita is not
he could ever come back into his life again. Azka wanted to keep looking and
raising Rey together. In her heart was Nagita.
“One day we will
together again, Rey, Nagita.” Say it to himself. This time Azka will
trying hard to forget Deana. The meeting that was once so
clinging to his heart, for loving the woman, made her once
he threw away his own wife who loved him so much. After the divorce, he was new
feel the real love. Want to bring Nagita back to the
her hug. But it was very difficult for Azka.
*NOTE: Basically a child never wants his family to crack. Ambil is on the bright side. Thank you