
After a while
on vacation, they decide to come back again because Reynand will be back on
school activities. Nagita doesn't want to linger around anymore to let Rey
fixed vacation. There will be time for another vacation. After giving
explanation to Rey, the boy managed to convince them. And that time too
Nagita and Rey have arrived home. There was no Dimas or Viona
back to their homes.
That afternoon after
they arrived home. Nagita immediately let Rey to rest. Some
it's Rey's 6th birthday. That means for the first time Rey will
celebrating birthdays without Azka.
Damar is also
in the house, Nagita was sitting in the living room, leaning her head
sofa backrest.
“What do you think?”
Nagita turned, “Ngak
anything,”
“Rey in a minute
birthday, we celebrate together yes!”
“Eh? No need,”
“Not to be rejected, though,
Nagitas. Although I realize that I can't replace Azka in your life,
at least you can accept my gift,”
Nagita
his sitting position that was leaning directly against Damar.
“Damar, actually intention
you help me sincerely or hope someone comes back?”
“I don't expect
anything, Nagita. I just want you to be happy with your son, no
means I've asked for nothing since I helped you, making sure Rey's vacation and everything
ilk. Let's keep Rey happy, I know it's not my right to be like this. But I do know
how does it feel without a Papa,”
“You?”
“Already. I am the head
nagita family, everything related to the needs of my sisters, all
I gave it to him. Including you, I already consider you like my sister
by oneself. My sister is the same, I paid her for her education. And
one more thing, I never felt that this was a burden, let alone to
Rey, look at him, you're fighting alone. Although there's Dimas on the side
ye. Not always the love of Dimas is the same as before. Reckon
now he's married, and are you ready to go
another education?”
Nagita thought, he
remembering that Rey is now his own dependant. He should
raising Rey alone and the cost of education that might later become
very hard for him. His trauma to love still looms.
“Yes, I'll work on it
as for time,”
“In America want?”
“Here only, Mar. I
want to watch Rey too,”
“Once, as it were
you agree with what I want. Nagita, I never thought
that would bill all this. I sincerely help you with Dimas, sincerely
help you with Rey, remember she's very small. Not forever can he
forgot his Daddy. And again, you also have to strengthen yourself one day
later Rey searches for Azka's whereabouts. And you still deserve to be happy. Although
not with Azka, but prove it to her. The woman he belittled the day
then, it will be better in the future, not to be hurt. But
to admire. If time returns Azka, it is your choice. Accepts
he who has hurt you, or seek your own happiness together
with Rey. About his words about the new Papa and the replacement of Azka, really in
in my heart I never want to mention it. If it's true, Rey
wanting that, of course it's not me who will replace him. Ye
there is time to find another partner. You're young, beautiful. It is true that
it used to be the age where you weren't married yet had to face all this
alone, a very mature Azka, who should be able to educate and
guiding you, just hurt you,”
“Now times indeed
it's time to separate, isn't it? I'm just as happy Rey,” he said braced himself.
Deep in his heart, he was still very disappointed with Azka. Inside the house
the stairs that he had always considered fine were precisely hidden a
the secret that until then Azka was never able to forget
her past.
“Do not pretend to
feel strong, Nagita. Sometimes fine is a pretend thing,”
“I understand. And time
last day we were on vacation that time, Azka called me again,”
“Destination?”
“Take Rey to
meet. But I refused because Rey was often disappointed. Moments
that he promised to pick up Rey, until nightfall he didn't come
aslo. And that day Rey started hating him,”
“Already. Your heart
enough to be disappointed. Once upon a time if there was a man who accepted
presence Rey, please welcome. Don't be rejected, it means he assumes
that Rey is also his responsibility,”
Nagita. It
moving from his seat to the kitchen to prepare a drink for Damar. Men
that helped him a lot. Even today after their closeness
a few weeks ago, they were getting closer and he could slowly
divorce from Azka.
He came back again and
found Damar lying on the couch. He put the drink on top
table and let Damar rest there. Because of their long journey
the very old. It also made Nagita feel exhausted.
*****
Nagita wakes up from
sleeping that afternoon, he blinked his eyes trying to find consciousness. It
rubbed his eyes and went straight to the bathroom to wash his face. It
still seeing Damar asleep on the living room couch. Because during the holidays, Damar
it is very rare to sleep because it takes them too much for a walk.
Nagita out of
his house is looking for Rey. The boy also laughed very freely
that afternoon.
“Rey?”
Nagita is just
get out, and find Rey playing ball with Azka. That man
he came back when he felt he had improved.
“Mama, Papa coming,”
“Daddy dear,” says
Azka.
“Yes, Daddy means
Rey,”
“Rey, log in!”
“But, Ma. Rey pey
play with Daddy,”
“Mama says sign in!”
“Don't scream alike, though,
Rey,”
“Rey, Dengerin Mom.
Mama said sign in!”
The boy was direct
go to him and get into the house. He approached Azka and went straight
take the ball and hand it to Azka.
“It's enough of you
come here, Mas. I hope you don't interfere with my life the same, Rey. I
don't need you, I can raise Rey alone,”
“Nagita horrified me
speaking!”
“What to in
horrified again? You want to say that all this time you have wasted a child
ye? You're feeling sorry that you've been ignoring Rey all this time, and now it's only
go, you feel so lonely, so?”
“Nagita, however
also Rey my son,”
“Now you I'm Rey
your son. But you've hurt her, not just me. And I don't
sure that only Rey your child, maybe out there there there are still many Rey who
another was born from the womb of the women you slept with, even I was a fool
once thanks you chance,”
“Nagita, I love
you,”
“How about,
Deana?”
Until finally men
it's speechless. Nagita understood that if he had discussed it, Azka immediately did not
can answer anything.
“One time, Azka.
Let me be happy with Rey, you shouldn't make me like this
continues. You're nobody anymore. And as for Rey, she's got a confession
you alone are enough. Rey is still my son, though. Don't
again you present, Rey is enough you make suffer with your promises,”
Nagita is almost
she dropped her tears again. But this time he held himself back from being strong,
no longer weak in front of Azka. His heart was already too sick to be near
that guy's. Even he could not reveal himself as crybaby as time
that's. The last moment in which Azka kissed before releasing herself.
He turned, but Azka
just pulled him and grabbed his body into Azka's arms. It
he rebelled, but eventually fell silent at that moment. The power is already
finished to fight.
“Nagita, Azka. You guys
Nagita looked at me
to the sound source. There was Dimas who had just returned from the moon
honeyed and immediately pulled Azka and hit her.
“Nagita is no longer
your right, why are you hugging her again? Are you just trying to seduce her? Azka,
go awayl. Don't disturb Nagita's life anymore. I'm tired of seeing your face
who keeps getting clear when he comes here,”
“Kak, no already
beaten again, I'm fine.” Prevent Nagita from trying to release Dimas
who kept beating Azka.
“There's still your guts
to come again?”
“Kak, let's go in!”
Nagita pulling body
Dimas and the man just left. Nagita lowered her head
when you are inside the house. “Tell Nagita, why is she here?” snapped
Dimas that makes Damar immediately woke up from his sleep. And Nagita
just looking down did not dare to look into Dimas' eyes.
“Papa comes Rey time
play the same friends,” obviously Rey who suddenly appeared from her room.
“Rey why meet the same
Papa?”
“Rey kangen Papa,”
“Not Rey said
don't want to see you, Papa?” snapped it. Nagita never found Dimas angry
that earlier. This time he had to be patient and accept the fact that Dimas
really hated Azka's current presence.
“What's the matter, Dimas?”
Damar tried to gather his consciousness and hold onto his aching head.
“Azka coming again,”
“Why can?”
“She came to see
Rey, but I just found her hugging Nagita,”
“Truely so Nagita?”
ask Damar.
“I-iya,” he said slowly
and nervous. Rey immediately approached Nagita and hugged her.
“Mama is not wrong, Rey
the wrong thing was to meet Papa, Mama accidentally. Even Mama was angry with Rey
meet time, Papa,”
Nagita looked in the direction
his son. He immediately hugged his son.
“Rey is not wrong
honey, it's okay. Now Rey's in the room,”
“Rey don't want Mama on
angry with Om Dimas because Rey met Papa,”
Dimas was silent.
Likewise with Damar who had changed his expression because since
Dimas tells her that Azka is coming again. The man really changed
become dislike.
Nagita brought Rey
to enter the room. Likewise with Viona who invited him to the room
taking Rey.
He left the second
the man talked. While the three of them were already in the room and Nagita
just hugged Rey. Trying to brace yourself there and be soothed by Viona.
“Nagita, what exactly
that happen? Why did he suddenly come again?”
“She said she met the same
Rey,”
“You know Brother Dimas
that's really hate him. Why do you even want to be hugged by him?”
“I've tried
resist. But she just kept hugging me, Viona. I have to how the moment is like
that it? Azka will keep trying if I keep fighting,”
“But remember, status
you're not husband and wife anymore. Rey is also your responsibility. Sis
Dimas was very angry with the incident earlier,”
“But, I'm at all
there is no intention to continue it all, Na,”
“Niat or not. Yang
obviously what Kak Dimas saw, then it will always be true. No matter
with your explanation. Then he will continue to follow what he thinks it is
right,”
“Viona, can you
reassure Brother Dimas?”
“I can't, though,
Nagitas. Because this is also for your good,”
“But that one
misunderstand,”
“Just make sure your heart,
I have been able or have not forgotten Azka. Remember Nagita, the more you try
to forget him. Then he'll keep coming back to see you,”
“I understand.”
****
Night comes, time
for dinner. The two women prepared food for them
five. Damar who is still being held by Dimas there just goes along with what is
performed by Dimas.
Until the time they
congregates. All the food was served and the dinner was on
start off. Since she married Viona. He is too sensitive to
Nagita for not wanting the same mistakes to be repeated again. He must take care
three people though. Even later when Viona and herself are blessed with a
son, of course it will become even more difficult.
It has been all this time Dimas
never felt that Nagita was her burden. But anyway it is
I want the best for Nagita. It was enough for him to see a sister
the puppet was injured by the man. Dimas himself knew that Nagita was very
love Azka. But he did not want to see the man as if
playing Nagita's heart just like that. He had seen enough of his sister crying
because men are not responsible. He even divorced Nagita
for another woman.
Dimas has already taken
the decision is mature and will send Nagita abroad as she has been in
talked about it this afternoon with Damar. Even that man already has
friends over there. And he will deposit and finance all Nagita's needs
as long as you're there.
“Nagita, the day after you will
leaving for Japan,” he said at the time. Nagita was surprised and
dropping spoon.
“What do you mean?”
“You will stay
for a few years there. Rey will stay here with brother, you
departing accompanied by Damar,”
“This room is nothing?”
“Sorry Nagita. I don't
can hold you here again. Just the wound, I can't stand to see you either
like these. Azka will be more insolent come and go as she pleases to hurt
you,”
“But, can I take it
Rey?”
“Ngak, Nagita. Rey
will stay here,”
“Japan. But I didn't
can speak Japanese,”
“We course there.
I'll set it up,”
“But I don't know
anyone, Damar.”
“I will prepare
someone who will make it easy for you while you're there,”
“I try not
I'll see him again,”
“You are not
will meet him, but he will continue to search for your whereabouts.
Let Rey be here, Nagita. Pursue what you have not achieved. I'm with Viona
it will teach Rey well. You learn enough, and prove that you will
being a very good woman. Which Rey can be proud of, which
make your son happy. Forget her as long as you are there!”
That woman is only
nodding languidly. It was only two days with his son. Dimpled
doing so is also for the good of Rey and Nagita.
“Mama where to go?”
“Mama will school
again, Rey,” Dimas replied. He could not separate the two men. But want
not for the good of both. He has to force all of that.
“Rey follow, yes Ma?”
“Mama wants a school
diligent right there. Later when he graduated. Surely Mama will return again with us.”
Viona.
“Japanese in part
where?”
“Antara Tokyo or
Kyoto, just wait for the news, Nagita.”
Answer Damar coldly.
Nagita.
Dimas who saw it instantly felt pity, but he could no longer see
Nagita continued to be cursed with that feeling to Azka. Separating Rey and
Nagita does not mean creating hatred for both. But it was all for the sake of
Nagita to be more detached from Azka.