
A few days after
their marriage, Azka starts coming home late at night. The food he cooked
never touched by her husband. But that never was
it discouraged her to just stop for a run
her job as a wife.
Even a few times
also Azka deliberately brought women into their apartment and
locking the bedroom door while Nagita had to fall asleep on the living room couch,
even though his heart was so sick, it was impossible for him to complain because
he knew his position was never appreciated. Marriage only happens
because of responsibility alone, there is never love. Nagita realized that, though,
he had to endure his own pain, silently harboring without daring
say anything.
Azka always passed through
just like that, there was no reprimand once. It's in the apartment
it's just as a messenger. Honestly, if there were no babies
azka's jerk, she's already left the man. It wouldn't
he has endured even once in love, but he knows that his son
I also need a father status. They don't want to be ready to accept
that risk.
In the morning, he should
get up early to prepare an Azka suit and also breakfast. Only
a well-received breakfast, as well as a drink he made.
In addition, of course, everything will return to the ready again.
****
"Remember the status of the lou
marry me, play it to the club. You don't want to do it with your wife
alone, dear in winuin," Damar tried to remind. Will
but not taken by Azka.
"Gue is not lustful, look at him I just want to be angry, long-time high blood at my young age,"
"No lust but one shoot so,"
"Ngingetin only, lo. Anjir bentar ah I play,"
"Devil you are, yes,"
Azka doesn't care about
what Damar said. He continued his actions to
looking for a girl who's gonna be his date all night. If
do not bring to the apartment, then the hotel is a very good destination
for Azka. Remembering that once one day he brought a woman friend
her date to the apartment, as a result does not make Nagita jealous, instead
feeling so neglected. His wish was to
remove the woman immediately from her apartment, hoping
that Nagita was so sorry to have married her, quite the opposite
what happened, there was no reaction. Maybe it's not time he did
it did not bring any woman to her place of residence.
Moments later, Azka is at one of the hotels after paying a woman as her date.
"Aren't you in the mood?"
"No," while wearing his shirt and the woman was still lying on the bed.
"Denger-denger, you're married. Why look for another woman? Your wife can't get it?"
"It's none of your business, though,
at least you better serve me. Do not interfere further
again, I paid you only last night. Remember that!"
"Bas on cold-hearted men."
Azka threw
some money and just pass by without saying anything more. He didn't
in response to the words of the woman he had just finished sleeping with. Now it is
he had to go back to his apartment to meet his wife
who always waited for him. Azka never asked, but she
it always does every night. He would not sleep before himself
home work.
The clock showed
at eleven o'clock in the evening, Azka drove very carefully. Previously
he took the time to find dinner for himself.
Never cared about Nagita's diet and was also worrying
a little about the baby.
Arriving in front of the apartment,
he lifted his head and took a deep breath. Must try
accept the presence of the woman in her life. His life
it felt so messy after Nagita's presence. Honestly, never
he had encountered a problem this big before. His life is always in order
like finger-picking. But now he has to face his life
began to be faced with a lot of twists and turns.
He walked slowly and
opening the apartment door. It was true that Nagita was sitting on the sofa while
welcome him as usual. Serving himself very well, though,
unbuckle his tie, his shoes and his clothes. However, there was not the slightest gap
enter about the woman in his heart. There is another name
in her heart. Not wife.
"I've prepared hot water, you take a bath first!"
Azka started to feel
annoyed by the presence of the woman. When you want to hurt, or
snapping, he saw the woman walking very carefully.
Maintain the content as well as possible. He can only catch his breath
long while being patient, how could he marry a woman who
much younger than him there's not even a sex experience like that
the other woman who always accompanied him.
Again and again he must
passed the woman on purpose as usual. Irritation
always master the Azka whenever looking at the woman's belly,
in his mind why should it happen? This was greatly regretted by Azka.
If only the woman had agreed to abort, of course
everything's gonna be fine. But the thought of killing is always
thought through by him. At least he can be patient
a few moments later before she took the woman off.
In Azka's mind, he
will release Nagita after giving birth. Just need my time
a few months to be on that woman's side. If only he hadn't
feeling sorry for his future baby, of course he will never
marrying Nagita. It is itself that destroys the future
that woman. Want to not want and like not to like he had to do that.
The presence of a baby without love, sometimes it is a joy
Azka. It is undeniable that his wife is indeed beautiful, but to
touching, he never thought of getting there.
Azka went inside
bathroom with feeling as usual. Always flat, never
I feel calm when I return to my apartment. It soaks
to calm down. How long do you soak, he comes out with
wearing a towel wrapped around his hips.
That was when he was too
nagita was already asleep in bed while holding onto her clothes
it will be used by Azka. In his heart he frowned, looking at the face
plain. It is undeniable, between pity and also annoyance. Intermingled
be that one time too.
Nagita was just asleep
on his back while holding the clothes, he pulled it very hard
slow down so that the woman does not wake up from her sleep. At that time, clothes
Nagita was exposed and revealed her slightly protruding stomach.
He sat back down and stroked the woman's stomach.
"Daddy will be with you, please,
Nak. I'm sorry if you'll never know who your mother is,
however you are present because of Daddy's fault, not the fault
Mommy. Live well there, Daddy will take responsibility, finance you
well done. Never worry! You will be happy living the same
Daddy, you're gonna have a much better Mommy." It closes back
nagita's Belly.
Azka out of
his room and silent in the living room while sipping his cigarette.
His heart churned to think of Deana who until now had not been able to he
reach out, the woman is laughing at him.
His resolve remains unanimous, though,
get the woman and make the woman the mother of the candidate
son someday. Returned Nagita to Dimas and never will
considering the events that have been experienced so badly. Alienate
they even assume that it never happened. It just needs to
wait until Nagita gives birth, then true happiness
it's gonna really happen.