
That morning, after
weeks passed, he no longer visited his son and his wife.he still
very upset with the behavior of Nagita who continues to ask for a divorce. It
intentionally not come because it is very lazy to argue again. Even though he knows
that Reynand misses him so much and makes several video calls
with her, but Azka could still hold back her longing.
“Az, we're home
How's nagita? Mama misses Rey and Nagita. Naura never came
again here with her husband and son,”
“I delivered, but no
can stay there,”
“Why?”
“I'm busy working, Ma.”
“It's sunday Azka,
you don't have time for Rey? You do not love your child until
so busy and forget that you are now a father. Don't forget
your responsibility Azka!”
“AKu remember, Ma. But
I'm busy,”
“Come on, how much
sunday you did not go there. Same Mama, okay?”
“No, Ma,”
“Terus you want to
where?”
“You sleep. I need
break,”
“Do not call Mama
if you don't want to see Rey now,”
“Papa is not either
will think of you as a child,” said his papa.
Azka.
his hair and glanced towards his two parents who were making him a little upset
because of that revelation.
Azka exhaled
coarse. “Oke, I'm coming. I'll change clothes soon,”
“Gimana Nagita wants
back if your appearance is so disheveled,” protest his mother.
“Serah.” Azka
turned around and headed to her room to change her clothes. He's wearing pants
short knee length and plain black shirt.
He came out of his room
and follow the words of his parents. And there's no way they'll
fight again if Nagita refuses his arrival.
They arrived home
Nagitas.
“Omaaaa!” yells
Reynand was so happy the arrival of his oma.
“Ma, Pa.” Nagitas
approached her two in-laws and shook hands. “Please sit, Ma, Pa!”
“Daddy not asked to sit, Mommy?”
Azka turned around
about to go, “Daddy want to where?”
“Mau ngerook.
Wait here, come back later!”
“Daddy, it's not good for health,”
“Nothing. byeah!”
Azka left them
the foursome inside. inside his mind was raging thinking of a way to stay
strong next to Nagita. He never wanted to be away from his wife.
His mind has been tormented for a long time.
After spending one
cigarette stick. Azka came back again and ate the mint candy as an odor interlude
the cigarette in his mouth saw his son playing with his parents, Azka came along
join sitting on the last sofa. It is far from Nagita's reach.
“Daddy?”
“What's up, Rey?”
the answer.
“When Mommy and Daddy gave Rey a sister. Like Leo and Clara, Naura's son?”
Naura has
two children, one a few months apart from Rey, the other
when she was a child, Azka smiled at her son.
“This is dear, Daddy would like to talk to Rey!” heed
trying calming.
Rey sat down
her lap. ”Daddy, if busy
I will not be able to give you a sister, Rey. I'm lonely, Daddy's busy,
Mommy is also busy at her cake shop, when does Rey have a playmate?”
Azka stroking head
his son, ‘and you know Daddy wants to be with Mommy too.
Hearing Rey like this makes Daddy sad. Daddy and Mommy's wedding is over
at horn's end. No more Azka stroking the head
his son, ‘and you know Daddy wants to be with Mommy too.
Hearing Rey like this makes Daddy sad. Daddy and Mommy's wedding is over
at horn's end. No more Azka stroking the head
his son, ‘and you know Daddy wants to be with Mommy too.
Hearing Rey like this makes Daddy sad. Daddy and Mommy's wedding is over
at horn's end. No one else can
maintained’ murmured.yang can
retained’ his murmur.
maintained’.
He breathed in with
very heavy.
“Rey, don't be sad.
There's still Mommy.” Nagita. But that did not make Azka feel relieved
because, after all, Reynand's request is very difficult to grant.
“Ma, Pa. take Rey
for a second, I'd like to talk to Nagita both.”
Novi and her husband
straight out of the living room. Meanwhile Azka was trying to fix it
everything is. But as he approached, Nagita dodged.
“You heard what
said the same Rey?”
“Iya,”
“How do you
respond?”
“I can handle it
alone. can still send Rey alone without you,”
“What have you ever been
thinking about how he's going through this alone? he has to see people
the old man is like this, if we part, what will you say when
she's looking for me? What I said when he asked me why I never
with you?” azka's voice began to rise.
“Then I was wrong
on top of all this, me?” nagita's tears are dripping. His voice could not
controlled again.for the first time their quarrel happened during this time
they always pretended that there was no problem in front of Rey. But Azka
he could not help it anymore, until he heard Nagita also shouting
when answering the question.
“Nagita, you don't
ever selfish!”
“I stay the same
my choice, I want to split up, Mas,”
“Oke, I'll take care
your wish Nagita. You want us to separate. But never think that
I will retract my words after this, don't regret it someday.
About Reynand, she'll fall into my hands, next week please wait
a letter from the court, you want this to happen Nagita,” said Azka
with his voice slightly low. His heart is not troubled by what he
experience that day.
Nagita turned around, Azka
he turned around and wanted to get out of the house.
Brugh
Azka turned to
back and found Nagita falling on the floor. “Nagita, wake up!” it
keep moving Nagita's body. But there was no response, Nagita's body was so
hot, “Mama, Pa,” shears. His parents went in with him
Reynand.
“Nagita why?”
“He suddenly fell
fainting, Ma,”
“Bring to room!”
papa's orders.
Azka direct
lifting Nagita's body very lightly. Arrived in his room directly
contact a personal doctor to immediately check on Nagita.
Azka accompanies Nagita in
in the room when examined by a doctor.
“My wife why
doc?”
“Tensinya very
lowly. And again, Nagita's mother is exhausted, it could be that she is also a lot
pressure he can't say,”
“What to bring to
hospital?”
“Not necessary, sir. At
take care at home and let him rest, for the cure please look in
my pharmacy has made a prescription,” Azka took a piece of paper in the
get the doctor and take the doctor out.
“Daddy, Mommy why?”
“Mommy fatigue, Rey,”
“Daddy why lie?”
“Lying why?”
“Daddy is always
say that Daddy is busy, but Daddy does not want to meet Mommy and
Rey, is it Daddy?”
Azka reached into her phone
and recorded Rey's voice that kept nagging her.
“Daddy, Rey won't
Mommy and Daddy split up. Mommy fainted because Daddy had a fight, right? Daddy, dad,
Rey wants Daddy to be with Mommy here, same Rey. Sorry Daddy couldn't
thanks brother to Rey, it's okay, but Rey does not want Daddy with Mommy until
disjunct. Rey doesn't want to have a stepmom like Rey's friend, doesn't want to have a papa
stepbrother, who keeps mukulin like Rey's schoolmate,”
“Ma, Pa, take Rey to
yes home! I take care of Nagita,”
“Daddy?” lirih Rey's.
“Trust same Daddy,
everything will be fine. mommy and Daddy will never separate until
anytime, Daddy love you both.”
“Do not fight again
yes Daddy?”
“Iya. Daddy promise.”
Azka holds out her pinky to Rey and is welcomed by her son. He too
nod his head as his mother looks at him.
“Jaga your wife
okay, Azka. Never let down Rey, let alone Nagita!” command
her mother. Azka nodded and escorted the three of them to the front porch and
door locking.
He returned to
nagita Room. The room was once a place where all the sweet stories were ever created.
Nagita's room was sick and he took very good care of her.
Azka sitting on the sofa, she
ordering food to fill his stomach because he really felt the rumbling when
waiting for Nagita who is not even conscious.
“Stupid woman. Ye
always ask for separation when everything is like this, when Rey understands how
the pain of parental separation. Anyway, I won't
releasing you. Won't let Rey call someone else that way
papa.”
Azka holds the forehead
Nagita feels very cold. The body temperature was so hot this afternoon
it's chilly. Even Nagita's lips look pale.
“I remember
how was it when you had a fever while pregnant, Rey.” He said, even though Nagita did not
responding. But Azka remembered the events of the past.
He grabbed the AC remote and
turn it off when Nagita's body shivers.
“Cold,”
Azka immediately came
lie down and hug Nagita's body. Pulling the blanket over both of their bodies.
“You are aware too.”
“Cold,”
Nagita shivers. And
Azka tightened her embrace.
He felt Nagita
silent in his arms. This is a moment he misses so much. Hugged
nagita's body while asleep. Something he had wanted for a long time.
A few hours passed.
he felt a tingle on his chest as Nagita's eyelashes touched his chest. It
opened the shirt before falling asleep.
“What you do
Nagita?”
“Mas, go. Before
i scream!”
“Who will be angry?
We're still husband and wife,”
Nagita is not
rebelled again.
that stupid thing again,”
“No, I still want to
split,”
Azka grabbed her phone
the one on the table and played the recording when Rey spoke earlier.
Nagita turned around
turned himself.
“Nagita!”
No response, actually
the woman covered her head with a blanket.
“Tap here, Nagita!”
Slowly Azka
ventured to turn Nagita's body.
“That's what you want, right?
Make Rey feel alone and sad,”
“Ngak,”
“I even until the moment
I don't know why you keep going apart. I've defended
our relationship so far so that Rey does not feel what we feel, until
finally he knows himself,”
“I love Rey.
But I myself am confused by my own feelings,”
“Why?”
“One side I hate
kamu. takut kalau suatu waktu aku tidak bisa percaya lagi sama kamu, sisi
others, I don't want to torture Rey just because of my stupidity,” Nagita dripping
tears.
“Don't cry! what
the one you're worried about? If you think I'm leaving again, you're wrong.
it's just that I love you and also Rey, when you were worried that the past would be
repeated, not Gita. Remember that I survived and did not want to grant
your request is because I love you both,”
“I'm tired, Mas. I
will try to happyin Rey alone,”
Azka grumbled with
nagita Sayings. He immediately got up from his bed and overpowered Nagita.
“Ap-what are you
do Mas?”
“This will not be wrong,
Nagitas. I still deserve you, whether you want it or not, I will stay
doing it,”
“Please!” Nagitas
rebelled.
Azka kept pushing
both Nagita's hands and locked his wife's body under him.
“One more time I
ask, are you sure of our farewell? If you're sure, say it now
aslo. If true, today I will also do without waiting another week.
I'll move abroad,”
Nagita was silent
underneath it doesn't respond to anything.
“Jawab!”
Nagita biting lips
beneath it.
“One more time, you
really want us to separate? This is the last time I ask, Nagita,”
Azka saw tears
Nagita drips again, he releases the check. But he did not move from above
nagita's Body.
“Jawab! Nagita, I want to
listen you are sure of your decision to part?”
“A-a-aku---“
Nagita
both hands on Azka's neck.
“I hate having to
admit this, Mas. I hate it when I admit that I love you, I
avoidance because it continues to feel very sick when near you,”
Azka returned the hug
Nagitas. He drowned his head on Nagita's neck. Her tears have already
no longer unstoppable when he saw the action of Nagita who hugged him when everything
really on the horns.
“Nagita, you know
how tormented am I because of you?”
“We torture each other
feeling, Mas,”
“Never go
from my side, Nagita!”
Nagita.
her hug.
The comfort that it
feel when in Nagita's arms. Until the woman releases
her hug.
“So, you stay
choose to settle?”
Nagita.
“We will not
split?”
“Not going,”
“Stupid, you keep going
it makes me feel like a crazy person every day. Thinking about Rey,
the pain torments me, Nagita.” Azka kissed Nagita's forehead.
“You should have told me
from the beginning that you were afraid mistakes used to happen,”
“If I told you
gratuitous. That time also you were being sweet, but playing foul behind,”
“But I'm tormented
for five years because of you,”
“Rasain, who told you
so asshole?”
“Udah is no longer,”
Azka returned
nagita's Body. As he drew his lips closer to Nagita's lips, the woman
hold it by hand.
“You what?”
“Cium, kangen really,”
“No kissing.
Before you stop smoking,”
“I don't smoke,”
“Remember Rey's time sick?
Then you were smoking, still kissing,”
“Now again,”
“No kissing
before you stop completely,”
“What? You kidding?”
“No, I'm serious.
You can't kiss until you stop smoking,”
“Remember Rey asked
sister, Nagita.” Azka reminded.
“Ngak, anyway
nope,”
“Nagita, you are not
pity? I've stiffened because you hugged me earlier,”
“Bodo. I don't
care,”
Azka's body is thrust
just like that and Nagita covered her head with a blanket. Azka hugged Nagita
from behind. “OK, I hold. But don't avoid it anymore, we have
sleeps. Doctor says you should rest well,”
“What time is it? I
fainted this afternoon, right?”
“It's late
Nagitas. You passed out long ago,”
“You too,”
“You're the insistent, I
also wrong,”
“Yes already, sleeping!
Don't take it, Mas,”
“Tap here dong,
hug!”
“Azka, you why
always been bummer from the past?”
“I'm kangen, though,
wrong?”
“Mistaken,”
“Why can?”
“Where are you going? time
Rey hurts you never come here again?” Nagita turned around and pointed at Azka.
“I'm busy, Nagita.”
“Long.”
Azka took a breath. “Okay, ,
I avoid you, satisfied?”
“Oke, you're not here
for weeks. So don't touch it that long either!”
“Nagita? I fasted
again?”
“Iya,”
“Yes geez. Tell me to
mopping. Nyapu, please Rey, whatever. Swimming pool, pool
the fish Rey, I can. Origin do not holiday Nagita,” whine. His attitude is still
just spoiled if it has made up.
“Two weeks,”
“For that matter to
why?”
“You prepare yourself,”
“Create?”
“Kan Rey asks sister. So then
must follow,”
Azka glaring. “Serious?”
“Iya. consultation first,
and I want to open the KB implant, you were the masang when I was born Rey,”
“Bentar? That's what?”
“Prevent pregnancy,”
“Hah? We are not
ever say it Nagita, why install it anyway?”
“I told you, which
masang it's you, why do you agree I make?”
“I know,”
“Signature at will
aja,”
“Doctor just said
that time after the surgery you had to wear it, I know that
prevent pregnancy. At that time, I was just thinking about how you were in
hospital,”
“I don't want to
hastily. So please agree. I know there are three years, but you
I agree that five years I haven't opened yet, Mas. It's time too, right,
thanks Rey sister?”
“I promise will
nemenin you for your cravings and pregnancy, Nagita. But if it's enough
you're the one who cravings, I don't,”
“Never?”
“I've been cravings
when you were pregnant with Rey, I was vomiting until I wanted to go back to the room because
no power,”
“Nak no?”
“Ngak.”
“Okay, so no need
make. Don't just make it good, just ngalamin moaning,”
“No, I'm kidding. Okay
I'm willing to crav, as long as you want to get pregnant again,” persuade Azka.
“Hopefully you are the
cravings, Mas. I don't want to throw up early in the morning, I can't smell the rice
cook. I can't smell myself, I can shower almost a day
ten times,”
“Ngidam we are the same
it's like,”
“May you who
cravings.”
“You are also a bother,”
“Ngak. Let you know
taste, is it good? You can be good, I'm sickly,”
“Heeeeh? Yes, I slept!
Tomorrow we go straight to the doctor, don't procrastinate again.I want to sleep, but
you're the hug,”
“Fasting his embrace, Mas,”
“No,”
Nagita hugs Azka and
he returned his wife's embrace.
“Good sleep, Mas.”
“Good sleep, Nagita.
Hope this isn't a dream.”
Hayoooo Azka
Nagita joked before going to bed. Is anyone saying the same thing? wkwkwk, Single
halu first, (we're the same)