
“Rey
go hunted! Why is it so long in my room?” nagita said because she already
almost half an hour ago he got word that Naura was going to stay at
the Azka parents' house. Nagita will stay the night if Naura is
just there. Especially because Rey is asking, if Leo and Clara come
as a friend who accompanies Rey play later there. But until now
his son did not come out of his room.
“Rey
why?” Nagita approaches her son who is preparing an item that will
his indictment. That same day he told Azka that he would
stay at Mama Novi's house, as her father-in-law. Of course if they get together
there the atmosphere will be more crowded. Rey who won't fuss anymore and either
Leo will definitely accompany Rey to play.
“Mommy is Rey again ready for toys
make a play together later the same adek Leo. Just a minute, Mom!”
Nagitas
holding his head slightly dizzy from having waited for so long and
the toys brought by Rey were never few either. Sometimes in the car
they often struggle just to fuss over toys. But Nagita has now
getting used to his son's habits. He does not want to have to follow what
will be wanted by his son.
Nagitas
waiting in the living room. The boy came out by pushing his small suitcase
dedicated to the place of toys. Nagita shook her head at her son's behavior
that kind of thing. But he could not scold her because it had already become
it was his son's habit of bringing a lot of toys there.
“Rey
sure you want to play this with Leo?”
“It.
Rey will go to school also from Oma's house, yes, Mommy is with old Daddy
so good for Rey. Kayak aunty
Naura dong, Mom she turuntin what do you want with Leo. Mommy promised only Rey, tired of knowing not,”
‘Untung
your favorite son, son. If not already Mommy bite you want to megegemesin gini’ he said in his heart. Really Nagita
very grateful to have been able to take care of Rey until now. Although time
he had to separate the boy from his father. But see sincerity
As Azka began to change, he became increasingly convinced that giving Azka
opportunity does not hurt.
Nagitas
help Rey put her stuff in the car and she drives herself
her in-laws house. Along the way Nagita responded to several questions
Rey, he did not answer everything for fear of not focusing on driving if he continued
responding son.
Till
arrived at his in-laws' house. The boy immediately came down and left himself in
garage, he breathed a long sigh and saw the behavior of his super active son
that's. Although sometimes he had to steal time just to be alone with Azka.
“Siang, ,
Ma.”
Nagitas
immediately welcomed by his father-in-law. “Come, Naura is still in her bedroom Clara.”
“Ma, ,
mas Azka used to be very gini huh?”
“Gimana
dear?”
“Kayaks
Rey. Geez Ma, he's been protesting just lately, not to mention him
often nagging with Mas Azka if not accompanied by playing, pity see him new
coming home from work, Rey asked to be carried all sorts, not followed by him crying, I
sometimes it's Ma's sauce. He can't say that he disturbed me
Azka,”
They
sitting on the sofa and his back is caressed by his mother-in-law, “Sabar ya dear. Rey
likewise, because he rarely met Azka. So now it's time for him
spoiled and can not be said of course because he also needs time
dear. Never be scolded, you know that he is lonely
when you split. He often confided that you always avoid Azka
every time he's there, and Rey tells me you never sleep the same
them,”
Nagitas
speechless and feeling guilty all this time, his intention punishes Azka and sees
how serious that guy is. But it affects his son. Until he
I felt so embarrassed when my father-in-law said that. And it shouldn't be
he should have complained about the situation. More than three days Nagita
feeling very tired with Rey's behavior now and so much play. Child
it does not want to be accompanied by others. Sometimes Nagita often overslept
on the sofa and taken to the room by Azka due to exhaustion keep Reynand.
“Where?
Is it filled yet?”
“Hmm, ,
not yet like Ma,”
“Hopefully
soon yes, like if he had a sister, he wouldn't be as active now. See
just play with Leo like how,” Novi pointed towards Leo and Rey who
playing the chase.
“Earning
nyesel married Azka?”
“Ngak
Ma,”
“Mama
please, if one day your household gets in trouble again. Never do not
go through everything alone, because the household was built together, the foundation
you're both. Never leave one side until the building
slant next because there is no pole supporting. Whatever happens, you
must live. Never run away from problems and let the child be
victim of the selfishness of the parents. Azka also changed a lot when you split,”
“I
keep, Ma. I will always try to accept anything, but sometimes I do
worried about her past suddenly coming back later, Ma. So scared
if he's like he was then again,”
“News
same Mama. Naura will also be your listener. Mama will not
bear your child if he's wrong. You're like Mama's own son, already,
Rey is proof that you love Azka. If you are not in love, and
no love Rey or Azka, maybe you have agreed
azka's request to fallin Rey. But look now, the boy's grown up
very good boy, it's also thanks to you. You're tough, the most powerful wife
well, the right wife for Mama's son that jerk,”
“Mas
Azka is no jerk Ma,”
“Who
Mama knows she's your hamili, Mama beat her all out. Gini-gyini Mama ever
jago silat, so if he messes around, never pendam all alone
dear. You seem to be the story of what you need to help. Don't just
buried by yourself, uh suddenly Mama got word you went that way, but
Mama was surprised at that time, when you said you wanted to split, everything Azka
agree to have offspring again, very happy it feels,”
Nagitas
just smiling wryly hearing it. He really hopes to soon too
pregnant. To date, there are no signs. Even Azka often
steal time even if only for a moment.
“Applications
Mama don't need to be responded to, baby!”
Nagitas
nodding slowly. In fact, he really wanted to give her a sister
to Rey. Looking at Clara, sometimes he was very envious of Naura getting
the offspring of her third child, despite her first pregnancy miscarriage.
*****
Time
it's already showing at ten o'clock in the evening. Which Azka hasn't come home yet. Nagitas
she had been asked to wait for her husband in the room by her in-laws. The naura
go to bed first because you are tired. Rey and Leo sleep in their special room together. Hodiernal
every time they stay, they will not separate the beds anymore.
Nagitas
turn off the lights in his room and replace them with just a sleeping light while
curled up on the bed while leaning. It's about speech
her in-laws this afternoon. After he allowed Azka to do his duty again,
Nagita tries to serve her husband well. But not given yet
to this day. He stroked his flat stomach. When not
I want God to give it. Now the wait has arrived, and,
they have not yet had another child.
Nagitas
lying down and covering his head with a blanket tried to close his eyes. Nightly
that he misses Azka very much, not knowing that his longing is growing
just like that when Azka had not come home from work until now. Sometimes he stared
towards the window of her room waiting for her husband's car to enter the house area
her in-laws.
If
about feelings. Nagita has always loved Azka very much. Unnecessary
new people come into her life to make her happy. Sometimes for
forgetting someone, we just need to give people a chance to
entering into our lives replaces memories with people who used to be
hurting. But the principles held firmly by Nagita are completely different. Let
guilt makes a person regret his actions and not
repeat it and try to get better. Nonexistent
the fault is giving the opportunity, because sometimes people are given
opportunities are people who really strive to be better. Noth
just want to complicate the existing situation.
New
nagita tried to sleep. The door to his room was opened until the light was so
light entered his room. Without thinking much, he immediately woke up from
on his bed, Azka stood in the doorway. It directly
hugging the sweaty Azka.
“Rey
already asleep?”
“Already.
Why did you come home so long?”
“Iya
there's work to be done. Why suddenly weave?”
“Kangen,”
“I
shower first then, baby.” Azka pecked short Nagita's lips and
elapsed.
“Ngak
take a shower, sleep. But it's curling you, can it?”
Azka
scratching his head in confusion with Nagita's level this time.
“OK
deh.”
*****
Spank
twelve nights. Azka woke up from her sleep because her body felt so bad
sticky. He had to take a shower no matter what. He no longer cares about
nagita's wish was to ask her not to take a bath. Than he couldn't
sleeping that night, he let go of Nagita's embrace slowly and directly
go to the bathroom.
Azka
soaking for so long, he finally finished his bath. He sits in
the edge of the bed looked at Nagita's innocent face while asleep.
While
drying her hair, she recalled two months ago meeting Deana. But
she was not the Deana she knew. The woman is a little different
and more formal when talking to him.
‘I
still can't completely escape you’ murmured. Sometimes he glanced in the direction
Nagita was sleeping very fast. ‘I actually love two hearts, but
how could I possibly have it so haughtily. Must be wrong
one will get hurt’ he continued.
Azka
immediately lie down near Nagita and look at his wife's innocent face.
If the one sleeping next to her was nineteen-year-old Nagita
the year. Now the woman with him is the woman who grew up
women mature, women mother of one child that makes Azka can not be far away. But
when he met Deana again, he would truly feel that longing. If
with Deana he used to think about Nagita, the same as him when he was together
Nagita, he's thinking about Deana. It was so hearty that it was so turbulent finding a point
whose light he really loves.
Ia
happy if the current woman next to him is the wife and also the mother of
her child. But sometimes he has to be alone to try to get rid of it
his thoughts were about other women. But still he wants
Deana, like before. Although Deana was originally his impingement, but
right now she wants to be next to him. Remembering about Rey,
Azka really felt guilty towards the three of them.
Azka
stroking Nagita's cheek with her thumb. Until the woman moves and
awakens.
“You
why, Mas?”
“Sleep
dear. Sorry to wake you up,”
“Gulf!”
Azka
immediately pulled out her blanket and hugged Nagita. His guilt became
when he hugged her, his heart was with someone else
don't know if Deana's married or not. But Azka could not take it off
that woman just like that. One day he will seek his own truth. It
she loves Nagita, but loves Deana. His heart is so outrageous with
this reality.
Azka
he hugged Nagita and kissed her on the head many times.