
“Om, angry if Papa comes?”
Dimas looked at her as Rey stood behind him. He has been
he ordered Nagita to go to Japan. After the conversation with Damar
at that time, he had to approve the man's remark this time. For the good of Nagita
and also Rey. He smiled when he saw his nephew approaching.
“Rey, want to see Mama no longer cry because of Papa
right?”
“Iya, Om. Ohya, sorry Rey, because this is all
must be the cause is Rey who met Papa. That was not intentional, Mom. Rey Time
get out of the house, Papa comes with the ball and he says he misses Rey, keeps him
tanya Mama's. Well, Rey is playing, suddenly Mama comes and they say what, Rey
don't understand, keep suddenly Papa hugged Mama,”
Dimas understood what Rey said,
there was no way that the child would lie to him and also lie to everyone
because of Azka's outrageous behavior suddenly came to their house.
“Rey want Mama back yes the same, Papa?”
The boy shook his head. Dimas went straight to Rey
and carrying. “Why doesn't Rey want to?”
“Because Papa hit, Mama. Because Papa is also
often make Mama sad, Mama says fine. But Rey knows that Mama
rey's happy owner, right, Om?”
Dimas only replied with a smile. She saw
thinking because Rey said that was true. He has been asking all this time
Nagita leaves Azka, but her sister refuses because she does not want to
linger on letting Rey get caught up in solitude. But again and
again Azka betrayed herself.
“Rey must be patient! Your mother does not
crying again, Om wants to go to school Mama let Mama be happy like a aunt
Viona, this is also what Om Damar,” asked for
“Mama dating equals Om Damar?”
“Ngak Rey. It's just that Om Damar is always good
same Mama since Rey wasn't born,”
“Waaah, why did Mama used to marry Papa? Why don't you
the same as Om Damar? Damar is good, right, Om?”
‘You are not
know anything Rey, how painful life lived by your Mama up to
at present. I mean Om sent her to Japan so your Mama could be more
well again without grieving for your Papa's deeds, this has been outrageous.
Om don't want your Mama is sad, Om don't want to see his only sister
shed tears again. Om knows he loves your Papa very much. But whether
Om will keep quiet and patiently see the behavior of your Papa who is increasingly crazy
hurt your Mama's heart? There are times when Om has to be a great person
protecting Mama, there are times when Om must be strong patience and make Mama become
very tough woman, Rey Om is dear to Mama Kamu’
“Om why daydream?”
“No, Om not daydreaming.”
“Means Mama is leaving tomorrow? Yesterday Om said that
leave the day after? Means Rey is alone again, no Mama no Papa?”
“There's Om, there's Aunt Viona, later we visit Mama
if Rey is not busy school.”
Dimas tries to make Rey calm as
be and act ordinary. Even though he himself felt very lost
for Nagita's departure to study. His wish was to make Nagita
blissfully. His sister will find her new life.
‘Do not
too hard to pursue your love, it will only get you killed
slowly. Let the sacred limits of love make you a strong woman. How much
how great are you to struggle, if his heart never knocks for you. It just
it will make you feel suffering. You don't have to die for love, a lot of things
which is far more important now than fighting for your feelings. Don't
let go of your life just to pursue a love that can hurt your feelings. Pulsation
your tone is too precious to be sacrificed to a heartless human being. If
his heart has no room for you, it's so sad isn't it?’
Dimas now remembers his life
the pain from before. Nagita shouldn't have gotten that kind of treatment from someone
the only thing that hurts my heart goes deeper.
“Come, we go to Mama first! We help Mama
get ready. Rey has to be a great kid too if she meets Mama later,”
“Om, Rey is having a birthday, right?”
“Iya, and we celebrate it at Mama's place, Om promise. Rey
can't be sad but yes?”
“No Papa Azka?”
Dimas frowned as Rey mentioned the name and
instantly made him feel hurt because the child's speech immediately hit
in her heart, she takes Rey to Nagita's room and joins the two
the woman who was talking about it. Dimas understood that this was
the hardest for him. Not that I want to get Nagita out of life
Rey. But this is all for the sake of getting better and not in
throw it again by Azka.
“Nagita, let's talk for a minute, take Rey!”
Dimas takes Nagita out of the house and
invite his sister to talk. As the only brother who
owned by Nagita, he must be wise in dealing with all this. Although a problem
this is very complicated, because inevitably have to sacrifice feelings. But anyway
also, Dimas still wants his sister to be happy. Even without a husband.
“Nagita, soon Rey's birthday. Brother will
visit you in Japan. And one more thing you want to say the same
you, be a woman who is not underestimated anymore. You can be in today
belittled by the one you love so much. But you have to learn to be
it's even better. Not that you're showing off, but you have to be
better because you don't deserve to be underestimated. Sometimes people who underestimate it will immediately fall silent if you
managed to become a better person. No one who is entitled to
in life, God gives a sense of never being calm in living life. And the
happy, sometimes tested with sadness. If God doesn't give you what
we have already finished in prayer, all hope maybe we pray for it to be realized. But
believe that God does not give us everything we pray for. By no means
God does not want to love, but sometimes God wants us to understand and live
process, where we have undergone the test with great patience. And testing
God is not just about distress, sometimes luxury is also
exam. Do we use that luxury very well, or just
to hurt others—“
“I understand, what you mean is me and
Mas Azka right?”
“Iya. You can be sad now, now you can be
belittled and thrown away. But when you try to get better, you,
trust me, God will be good to you for trying. But still
trying and praying, it is useless for us to keep trying but not praying. Same
just like a house without a pole, which is very impossible to stand firm. Endeavours
without prayer, it is the same as the building whose roof is very strong, but the pole
nonporous. One time it broke and destroyed the roof as well. So never
complaining, deck. Now look at Rey, maybe it's true what Damar said,
that one day you'll have a new life, Rey will grow up to be a man
very tough and protects you. So it's time to get up, don't
ever depend on others.”
“I will not ngerepotin brother,”
“Prove that you are much better. And don't
have seen in the past. If you see it, then make it
the lesson that it will never happen again. Don't get trapped inside
a bond of promise, all promises need proof. Not all promises are possible
teeter. And not all denial is painful. Sometimes they are meaning
that is very profound, but right now, you just need to be confident in yourself
do not trust anyone but yourself. Believing in
your ability, because you believe that you can. If you don't
believe in yourself, how can you believe in your dreams? But
brother believes that you, definitely can.”
“Mama, there later the spirit of learning yes! Rey
okay Om, Rey promises never to see Papa again, and Rey does not
will nyariin Papa Azka, again—“ the child seems to think and immediately close
her mouth. “Sorry, Ma,”
“Rey, already yes dear. Now Rey has to
learn and prove the same Mama, if you meet Mama later Rey should be able to be
what a great kid. One message Om, never make Mama cry, Rey remember
if you have Rey, Rey is the best spirit for you, if
Rey crying, automatically Mama also crying,” explained Dimas. The boy nodded and
hugging Nagita.
‘Mama, Papa, sorry Dimas if until now Dimas
failure to make Nagita happy. All of her life is complicated because of me
can't take care of him. Mama and Papa there must be very disappointed the same
Dimas because you can't keep Nagita laughing? And look now your grandchildren are
large. Sorry if this choice was the way to make them
happy, Dimas just doesn't want to see
dimas' sister was hurt. Intentions of
separating this is for the sake of happiness they both’ Dimas said in his heart. It
not realizing his tears just fell while apologizing to his parents. It
just hang his head. And Nagita hugged him from behind.
Dimas immediately turned around and hugged
Nagita.”Brother I'm sorry, it's all because of me,”
“Not. It's not because of you, but because of brother
can't take care of you first, Nagita still loves Rey, that's all brother
want,”
“Iya. Sis, if I go later please take Rey
well done,”
“Definitely deck, surely big brother will take care of your child
well done. Prove to him that you are not a woman
can be underestimated.”
Dimas took off his arms and kissed Nagita on the forehead. It
hugged his sister back so tightly. And his tears don't stop coming out,
the sadness of that moment mixed together with the past wounds that made Dimas regret
because I can't take care of Nagita. Rey's presence was such a disaster
big for him. But either way
Dimas wanted his nephew to stay happy, to still get the affection he deserved.
Not just getting a very sad affection.
“Prove to sister if you can. Back in time
you've made it. Here there is a sister, there is Viona and Rey waiting for you,”
“Definitely. I'm sorry for bothering my brother and
never wanted to hear what you said about ninggalin Azka,”
“Mama, don't blame yourself, Rey knows that
Mama lacalin for Rey, right? Anyway Mama can't pretend to be happy for Rey anymore. My mom has a heart, just like me
Rey. Have a heart dear to Mama, have a love for Papa. But if the treatment
just keep it like that, Rey also can't let Mama get sick again,”
“Rey who is teaching?” Nagita
her hug.
“She has nothing to teach. But all this time you
just don't realize that she's watching over your relationship and Azka's, now she's
revealing his heart. Nagita, sooner or later Rey will also know about all
this isn't? Sometimes he hates his biological father, but one day we teach him how he is
must accept Azka, you must also be happy,”
“Kakak, this why is it so complicated?”
“Not complicated. If you don't take Azka back, then,
everything will improve,”
“Really?”
“Sure, because your derite center is, Azka.”