
I groaned softly, trying to gather consciousness completely by opening my eyes.
My whole body was painful and heavy, it really made me feel tormented.
Although heavy, I managed to open my eyes and found myself in an all-white room that felt very foreign.
"Sha, are you okay?" Carly asked worriedly, behind her was Dimas who was also looking at me worriedly.
"Gue why, Car?"
"Lo passed out in class, Sha. Why, you sick? Want to go home? let Dimas be antherin, you swear your face was pale," Carly chattered worriedly making me smile weakly, grateful to have a friend as good as Carly here.
"Yes my body doesn't feel bad, Car. Dimas, are you seriously okay if my anterin comes home?" I looked at Carly and Dimas in turn.
"It's okay, Sha. Wanna go home now? Come on I'm anterine," Dimas bargained with worried face water.
Carefully, Carly helped me to get up from a sleeping position on top of the ward of the student health unit while Dimas went to class to pick up my bag.
"Lo why the hell could this be?" Carly was unceasingly worried.
I shook my head weakly, not knowing how to answer Carly's question.
I might have told her that this was all because I was being bullied by a subtle creature in a black dress who was looking at me with a vengeance from the corner of the room.
The Dutch-faced young lady kept looking at me coldly, a terrible grin was also painted so vividly on her extremely pale face.
I need to get home, tell Luccane everything and find out who he really is and what he wants from me.
"Lo can't walk, Sha? If I can't walk here I carry," Dimas who came with my bag poked his head at the door.
"No, Dim. I can still walk on my own. Thanks to you both for paying attention to me" I said thank you.
Dimas took my hand. "it's appropriate that as friends we help each other. Other classmates are also very worried about lo, yaudah yuk yuk hunted I anterin lo go home so that you can immediately rest.
I did not want to refute Dimas' words, following his steps around the university's main corridor towards the parking lot in front of the Faculty of Engineering.
Only Luccane is the only one I can count on to solve this problem, I hope nothing bad will happen to me after this.
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"Luccane! Luccane!" call me weak trying to find Luccane's whereabouts upon arrival at my house.
"What's up, baby? Why are you so pale? Isn't this still college hours? But why are you home?"
Luccane's barrage of questions made me even more upset. I sat down on the couch, while he chose to sit cross-legged in front of me.
"Did you know that I was being bullied by a Dutch girl in a black dress?" I asked after Luccane focused his attention on me.
Luccane frowned. "Dutch girl in black dress? What did he do to you?"
A pair of blue obsidian belonging to Luccane seemed to be looking far away, seeming to be tracing the traces of his past with the figure I meant.
"Jolanda.it looks like he's who you mean. He was like that because he used to be crazy about me," Luccane replied after a moment of silence.
"What is my fault until he intends to harm me like this? I've never bullied her at all, Luccane.." I'm frustrated.
How not? He's been disturbing the peace of my life for over a week!
He just didn't show up when Luccane was around me how could I calm down?!
"You have done nothing wrong, it seems that she was so jealous after knowing you were in love with me. I'll try to finish it soon you don't have to worry, keep praying and worshiping because God will always protect you" Luccane said as he clutched my body trying to make me feel calm.
"Then can you tell me who the widow really is?" I ventured to ask.
Who knows then I can look for the weakness of that figure. I had to gather as much information as possible about her at all costs.
"Jolanda Van Kessel is the only child of a successful businessman who became Papa's business partner in the past" Luccane began the story.
"Jolanda's age was one year younger than me, and we also attended the same school. She used to send me love letters but I didn't have any romantic feelings for her at all so I didn't want to return them at all. But in this world not everything can go our way, right? He who likes me so much is willing to do everything he can to stay close to me even his Papa says that to my Papa" Luccane recalls Jolanda.
"Did your father approve of that, too?"
Luccane shook his head. "no. Papa did not agree to betroth me to Jolanda under the pretext that I should continue my education to the Netherland. papa knew the cruel nature of Van Kessel's family indiscriminately but he tried to find a way to subtly reject the matchmaking offer."
I massaged the temple, listening to the story of the rich Dutch who turned out to make them difficult even after their death.
Even so I agree with the decision of Papa Luccane who is more concerned with the safety of his son than the progress of his business.
"Then what happened? Why did Jolanda die curious like that?"
"After learning that my Papa did not agree to make a match, Jolanda was very angry and disappointed. He went to the pavilion behind his house with a rope and without a second thought directly hung himself to death without anyone's knowledge. Jolanda's body was found only three days later" Papar Luccane with a sad face.
"When I consider Jolanda as a good friend, I was so inexhaustible that she ended her life in vain like that" Luccane said after completing the story.
I don't think why people often end their precious lives like that?
"Maybe he really likes you so much that he is reluctant to date other men," I said trying to guess the contents of Jolanda's heart at that time.
Luccane smiled, "to me life is the most precious thing in the world, I'm so sorry why I could die young without ever being the proud son of my parents and a good husband to my wife."
"Yes, because you were supposed to marry me, Luccane! Not even to be in love with a human like him!"
A deafening shout just blew me away in shock.
Suddenly the figure of Jolanda had looked at me grudgingly from the doorway of the warehouse facing directly into the living room where Luccane and I were sitting facing each other.
"Sooner or later, you must die at my hands, Vishabea! If I can't have Luccane then don't ever dream of continuing with him, lowly man!"