
During the day Hansell delivered Airyn to the apartment, he drove the car while holding the hand of his lover, how not Hansell as if he could not get away from the woman, Airyn was still smiling looking at her man, she was observing the streets that had passed, instantly her mind was filled with the intention of wanting to return to Ireland, making a smile fade from her face.
“sayang, is there a pa? did something happen?” hansell asked as his eyes turned to the front
“not” reply Airyn with cold voice,
Hearing that all Hansell just fell silent looking at his lover, he understood there must be something that was being thought of by Airyn, until his mood changed instantly, but Hansell did not want to force, but he did not want to force, he let his girlfriend do what she could.
“Hansell” exclaims her amid their silence
“ada what?” reply Hansell
“if for example I return to Ireland how?” his question in a sad tone, made Hansell speechless to hear the statement from his lover, however he also felt sad that struck suddenly
“I will not return” Airyn turned her face to the side while her eyes saw the expanse of the building that had been passed
“Airyn, why is it like that? If it's too urgent to go home to Ireland, however much responsibility you have, I don't mind anything, as long as you're happy doing her” replies Hansell with a smile that she gave to the girl, making Airyn let go of their hands
“so far the girl folded her hands as if she was really upset by Hansell's response just now, of course the man smiled at Airyn's behavior.
Hansell throws the car in the apartment bassement, then opens the door for her lover, Airyn walks ahead of Hansell, but the man follows her back faithfully, Airyn presses the pin to open her apartment, and the, hansell was still faithfully following her, but the man was a step late until Airyn closed the door without letting her in.
“what is he mad at?” hansell asked confusedly, the man pressed the Airyn pin button while entering the room by changing the slippers of the house, the girl was nowhere to be seen making Hansell enter his room.
“Airyn, what's up? Are you mad at me?” hansell asked as she watched Airyn hug the bolster pillow while hiding her face
“I don't want to talk to you, I'm going to Ireland, the move from here” yells at Hansell, makes the man fade his smile, Hansell tries to sit next to Airyn, she tries to pat her lover's shoulder but Airyn slaps her hand.
“Airyn, I'm so sad to part with you, but you have a big responsibility, don't you think about how hard Marry and Berto mag-handle all of them are, I know if it wasn't for the urgent thing you wouldn't be back, but baby, sometimes we can't have it all, you have to finish your responsibilities, only then can you get what you want, Airyn understands, I miss you so much, if not for our equally busy circumstances I want to be by your side, but how else, anyway, as humans we can not choose what circumstances we want” said as he rubbed the girl's head with a lot of affection, Airyn just silent in her position, she did not flinch in the slightest, making Hansell lift the body of the girl with a post, until Airyn finally sat down facing Hansell with a face bent lethargic.
“why be you sad, not me who should be sad, because I will be left” exclaimed Hansell as his hands raised the face of his lover
“what are you going to miss me?” airyn asked with a sad look full of sadness
“of course, even now I still miss you” Hansell replied while hugging her lover “if you can't take it anymore, I'll come to you dear, why should we complicate everything, while the circumstances alone give us ease” connect her while rubbing the head of Airyn
to calm
“right, are you going to Ireland?” ask the girl while reconfirming the promise Hansell made to her
“sure saa” Hansell nods his head confidently, he did not expect Airyn would this watermelon to him. “when will you come back ryn?”
“maybe tomorrow I will go” his reply in a sad tone, making Hansell even sadder to hear his lover's statement, but he reviews the smile to treat all.
“why do I love you so much, even just stay away for a few days feels so sick” he continued softly, making Hansell's hand stop when rubbing his cheek
“right, means you really love me sincerely, Airyn no matter what happens I will not be able to disappoint you again, that's why don't make me misunderstand you, I am so afraid of making mistakes, I am so afraid to accept the fact that you are suffering because of me, please teach me how to get to know the world of you”, Hansell said in a serious manner
“why? I don't even want you to know me as much as you do, it's not better if you don't know anything, so you don't get disappointed” reply
“no, although I am disappointed, I will not be able to hate you, no matter how much I am, my feelings will not be lost to you, Airyn better I am disappointed because of the facts, I am disappointed, instead of me laughing because you've been lying to me all this time, so don't hide anything from me, too many things I want to ask, too many things I want to know, but I'm not ready to face it, because you still close yourself”
“Hansell” Airyn's tears just dripped, making Hansell's hand rub her spontaneously
“don't cry anymore, I hate her, Airyn share with me even though it's your wound, no need to miss me when you hurt yourself because of it, I hate all of it, I hate all of it, I know everything you've done for me, do you think I'm stupid?” hansell said with a slight annoyance towards her lover
“what do you mean?” airyn asked with a sharp look as if she wanted to understand what her real Hansell wanted to say
“I know, you saved my company from a well-constructed attack by Mr. Ji to destroy it, I know you've been to Korea all this time not for that cool business, but to protect me from the threat of the person behind the contract, ever since we met back in China my life has become a threat, which is why you are near me now, so they don't hurt me, right? I know how you've struggled to stay here just for me, when your company was abandoned there, and you don't even think about much of Ireland's stock decline, I know all about it, do you think I'm that stupid, I know you've done a lot of things Airyn, but why don't you ever share it with me, why?” hansell asked with a heavy voice that started to get stuck in his esophagus
“Hansell how can you....” Airyn stoically looked at her man, she could not believe Hansell knew everything, even she composed everything so smoothly that she had no small possibility to trace, he said, but the man knew everything that was covered
“I know Airyn, but when I wanted to express my grief, things were always unsupportive, leaving me powerless to force you, now go home to Ireland, I said, I feel fine if you're safe, I don't want anything to happen with you” Hansell hugging Airyn once again, this time she shed her tears without her voice, she said, Hansell endured so intensely the hurt, he did not expect this girl to deliver her life to Korea just to protect her, how could Hansell accept all these facts.
“I don't want to go Hansell” the girl registers with her cries, she embraces Hansell so tightly, as if she's increasingly afraid her lover isn't okay after being abandoned
“I can take care of myself Airyn, in this life there is nothing I fear except for your loss, when you are in Ireland safely, I am sure I will be strong to face all of her here, she said, Airyn sometimes we can not take for granted how others play our destiny, there are times when we have to fight it, maybe this time for us to fight, I don't care anymore about anything, which I care about, you have to get away from the agreement that binds you all, do you think I'm happy your life is tied to it, she said, I get hurt every time I see you under control, because that's all for this time, let me do it, let me face it. Please” said Hansell so confidently, he had been thinking about this whole matter roundly, all this time Hansell was silent just to investigate what really happened, he said, if Hansell directly questioned Airyn, of course the girl would remove all traces so that they could not be traced, because the girl did not want to involve Hansell in the war that was being done.
Airyn had always allowed HIM to kill anyone, even Airyn's own relatives, but as for Hansell's matter, the girl really did not want to give up, she risked her own life to protect Hansell, at least if Hansell hurt Airyn will also be hurt, because that's why while there is Airyn on the side of the man, Hansell will be fine, but at this time the state of his company is experiencing a bad decline, it was obvious that this was the intervention of the man behind the contract, to send Airyn back to Ireland, but Hansell knew all about it, leaving Airyn's entire plan in disarray, the man will not allow Airyn to risk her life to save Hansell, making the girl even more afraid of facing reality.
“I don't want to go back” so powerless
“you must return dear” said Hansell instantly
“what crazy are you, how can I come back when you are not in good condition Hansell” snapped with emotions that raised the tone of voice
“Airyn you can't be like this, you can't protect me continuously, do you think you're a god? There are times when you have limits, if you test my patience Airyn, if you hold your selfish by pretending to be tough, you will lose everything, do you want to lose Marry and Berto?” clearly Hansell
“if I lose you how? Do you think I can still live Hansell!! I might get hurt losing them but I suffer more from losing you, even thinking you don't give me goosebumps of fear, you think I'm selfish, then what are you? You don't even think about how I am, until you don't care about your life, HE's not as weak as you think Hansell, if he's as easy as your expectations, I've destroyed him for a long time, but until this moment, I was always played with, do you think you are okay, you dog*n” snapped Airyn with tears that were not held back, right, even his hand hit the chest of the man's field
“sayang” Hansell cheated on Airyn's body cuddling, even her chest was so sick accepting the reality that whatever they did was still wrong to make a choice, making Hansell no longer understand how to deal with this situation.
Amidst the long debate, Hansell tried to appease his lover, he kept trying to do whatever it took to convince Airyn, now that Hansell was eager to confront the man, but if Airyn in Korea is of course very difficult for DIA to touch Hansell, but if Airyn in Ireland there are two good possibilities that will happen, the first girl he loves is safe there, he said, the second chance for her to know what cunning thing that person did to finish off the lives of others without a trace, although this was very dangerous Hansell would try to defend against her, although a speck of success may become impossible, Hansell would turn that facade into success, believing that if God allowed everyone's life would not be able to change that fact over one's life.