
Blindly, Airyn came out of the Villa, she did not know where to go, could Airyn go home? But it would hurt a lot, but he has decided so far, to get into a relationship with Hansell, and start a new life, by breaking the past that imprisoned him all this time, if the new sheet is there, Airyn needs to repeat the old moisture that is not finished yet, right? So this decision is very unanimous to deal with it, without having to run
Still like 20 years ago, nothing has changed, the atmosphere is quiet and quiet as usual, a big house that is like a castle in a fairy tale kingdom, but holds a bitterness about the past that must be swallowed, and the, Airyn turned to her room, not her room or her parents' room, but her real mother's room, the Merry room, arguably.
Airyn had never set foot in this room, not even the slightest thought of visiting Merry's room, this time with trembling hands, and Airyn's bruised heart forced itself to step in which might lead her to her real answer.
The first thing that Airyn saw was, her childhood photo that was plastered in front of Merry's bed, not only that Airyn's photo of her who was still young to adulthood lined up there, slowly Airyn walked closer to the display cabinet, stored the number of charters and trophies listed there, as expected the woman was famous for her intelligence, even it was down to Airyn who was so perfectionist, as expected, but his eyes stopped at number two, there were many ancient tapes lined up there, with outward signs, my daughter 3 weeks to 9 months, my daughter 1 year, my daughter, my daughter is 2 years old and my daughter's 23 year old branded cassette.
Who would have missed it, even Airyn immediately caught if it was a collection of her, which Merry arranged neatly, without knowing it, Airyn took it all out, she switched the hustle that was behind the bed, like a room used to watch gathering, of course the room is a place that Merry used to remember his son.
Airyn watched one by one there, making herself shed tears, as Merry told her story with the fetus that was in her stomach, at that time Merry, said “Honey, today is the first day of happy mother, today is the first day, because the doctor has said, there is a fetus that grows in here” in short, Merry's words make Tears Airyn drip just like that, even though Airyn knows Merry loves him very much, but this disappointment was so heart-wrenching and soul-wrenching, that the girl hugged herself in a dark and gloomy room, that she even saw how Merry was watching herself here, to the point of being hurt, ripped himself.
No longer about being disappointed, but the pain experienced by his mother so far, only able to ignore the child without being able to hug him, Airyn thought how Merry missed his day? With Airyn who always considered Merry as a slave, why Merry had to hurt himself, until he unconsciously made Airyn like a criminal to his own mother.
As Tiryn's eyes stopped with a dry roar of tears, she saw her mother Charllot and her father in the video, Airyn saw herself happy with the parents she knew as a child, even Merry recorded this moment and ignored the pain of his heart, Airyn was getting hurt until helpless, he turned off the screen and put all the tapes to their original place.
He cried so much in the room alone, either because he was disappointed in fate, or because he was hurt to hurt Merry, all came to Airyn with the most pain crumbling into the soul, bringing it to its most broken peak until at any time it is able to outlive life, what it must defend from all of it, is only a most painful futility.
Seeing her brother destroy all the goods, Angel was only able to cry while hugging Hansell, of course she heard everything, the dispute and the akirnya their relationship was destroyed already, makes Angel feel how hurt two couples who love each other but hurt each other.
“So don't be, don't be like this. Don't you love Angel anymore, sister Angel please. Airyn loves her sister very much. But, what is currently decided could be a way out for the two of you, if you are this sick, what about Airyn, she may be much more sick than you feel, because the woman's heart was weak Kak” said to Angel while hugging Hansell with tears, which were very chaotic without being imagined again, he said, even his hands were filled with blood as a result of smashing the large glass inside their room.
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Days have passed, leading Hansell to fly back to Korea, where he is and continue to live with the responsibilities that exist, as well as Angel, while choosing with Hansell until everything improved.
perhaps the foot would step away, leaving Ireland with a million loves, he left a little body to Airyn who was left behind, despite forced separation, Hansell believed that Airyn would be fine, because the best decision he had chosen was to let go of the burden of protecting, no matter how short the meeting was, Hansell thoroughly enjoyed Airyn's presence with all his heart, whether anyone can replace it or not, Hansell believes there is no second Airyn. Because the girl was the first woman to make herself special, the weakest girl who was the wisest in making decisions.
“Airyn....although I stopped the dream of marrying you, forced my heart to let you go, and also released myself not to hug you again, but I will still carry away this love, she said, I'm sorry I can't forget all our memories, because they're too beautiful to have to be erased. Even so I believe, Miss Petrov will continue to strengthen Airyn, set her to be a terrible woman without having to bow down, because you deserve it, not a crafty or terrible problem, he said, but that figure is the real angel that I love, sometimes you need to be selfish to be yourself, without protecting others, without respecting others, and without thinking about others, he said, because to make yourself happy and set you free, you need to think about yourself before you care about others. Thank you for loving me.”
Hansell flew to Korea with the feeling intact, either having to keep it away, or put it in the most hidden place, which is why Hansell had to go back to the first point, where he had to leave Airyn because of circumstances
As much as Hansell could have maintained, but things were not that friendly, if Hansell was still on Airyn's side, just the mess he might have done, because what Hansell wanted was contrary to what Airyn hoped, because what Airyn hoped for, if he can't be what Airyn wants to be, Hansell better stay away because it doesn't help.
Airyn who today went to the company, to continue her activities as before, she will become a Petrov girl like herself, although Airyn had the desire to get out of life, there are things that make her survive, he said, it is a truth that has not yet been revealed.
All eyes bowed respectfully at the arrival of the highest man in the company, the umata shareholder and being the most terrible boss, Airyn returned with her aura, until the group who followed Miss Petrov was very frozen all the heads of the karyawan, Airyn again cold-hearted, without any laughter like her first.
Throughout the day he was silent, doing the work in the room, busyness was always just a friend, until the morning until evening, Airyn always did her job well, he said, he takes care of all the work because at this time Merry is still hospitalized, other than all that Airyn is still not ready to face the woman, airyn's cold heart would not change their circumstances, if Airyn kept Merry as her secretary and confidant of the Petrov Family.