
“Airynn.....I'm sorry, honey. I'm really sorry. What do you want to forgive me?” hansell asked with a spoiled persuasion, he tried to talk slowly to improve his wife's mood, at least he should be able to get an apology from the woman. If not, then,
Maybe Hansell will stay in the coldest place due to the impending cold war.
Stinging narration from suaminys, making Airyn silent while thinking, even he found out the bed sprai to gather energy, due to the desire tang just crossed.
“I don't want anything anymore. I just want to eat pasta, why you have to yell at me like last” softly in a low tone, make Hansell scratch his head because confused, if only time can be repeated, again, maybe he was more willing to eat jealous fire than to face the behavior of Airyn like a stone.
"Okay, let's go back again, get up" Hansell persuaded as he gently stroked his wife's hair, while she still wept in annoyance, as if unwilling to let go of the clutches of the ladder.
"T-T-but I want the pasta that Dall has" he said with a desire that almost made Airyn's voice blocked, even he ventured by calling his head towards Hansell, like looking for opposition to a desire that invites shock.
That sentence, he actually spoke without any consideration, as if there was no hesitation in hurting Hansell. If this time Airyn behaved badly, it was all a result of the pain of Hansell's treatment, so it was appropriate for the man to receive a reply like this
Instead of wanting to follow his wife's wishes, Hansell wanted to know. What does that woman really want? Does it take Airyn to make Hansell this sorry to avenge the heartache you feel?
Even the attitude that Airyn displayed, like a grudge that was not lost on her husband, as if the woman was transformed into a hedgehog fox who was attacking because she was not willing to be hurt.
“Airyn! What's wrong with you!" hansell grumbled furiously, that he was gritting his teeth full of annoyance to call for aggravation.
Making Hansell pull his hand back, as a result of being reluctant to raise his wife, Airyn if too left to his heart, the woman almost lost their limits.Airyn even made Dall as a reason to make Hansell annoyed, and even, if Airyn is still not satisfied with the heartache she gets, at least Airyn can vent the loss in a more painful way, but the woman instead makes another man a shield to avenge her heartache
Isn't Airyn's behavior too nauseating.
"What do you really want? If you only want food, come back, but why should he name what you call an excuse. Are you intentionally irritating me! Airy...There's a limit to me having to understand with this childish attitude, if you just want to play me, it's not like this. Use reasonable retribution, that I may atone for my guilt to obtain your forgiveness. But the name of the laij guy you used, it's making me tired. So, please. Understand it! Don't provoke my emotions, don't provoke fights anymore, if you're like this, you look like a stranger to me” Hansell choked with annoyance that goes beyond the limits of his patience, even that harsh tone directly made Airyn flinch into silence
Aware of the current emiso was no longer under control, making Airyn rise from the edge of the bed, facing Hansell with a challenge, fixedly he looked at the two eyes as if deliberately looking for opposition.
Is Hansell currently labeling himself?
“Fishing your emotions ! childish! And, begging me to stop! In fact, you started it yourself. Why are you so annoying! And now you're yelling. Didn't you first make me worthless in front of others, without thinking about my feelings as your wife. You think I can forget all this with just an apology! You're too naive to be Hansell's stranger.I don't think you're a man who can understand but you're the same, Selfish! ” snapped Airyn while speaking her husband's words, as if the tone she shouted was getting higher according to the words thrown.
Of course, Airyn could not accept that Hansell continued to bully her, even though Hansell was her husband, it was inappropriate for the man to treat Airyn as before strangers, though Hansell himself was looking for a relationship with Airyn, and now he even questioned the opposite, is not men included in the most annoying understanding.
“Alright, assume I'm wrong. I yelled at you in front of him out of jealousy, and I'm sorry, even as an apology I offered you to come back, but you wanted to eat Dall's food instead, don't you realize. Indirectly you want to eat with him again. Airyn, what's wrong with you? What is your real problem? You even know I don't like Dall. You also realize that the man has a feeling of liking you, while you are being nice to him, do you want to give others hope. Be aware! Right now you are married, and become my wife!” hansell replied with great pleasure, as if the emphasis he put on the intonation of his voice, echoing in the room until Airyn's lips were muddled with a glare.
If Airyn is wrong, is it appropriate for Hansell to lock up his authority due to their marriage relationship?
“A-are you saying I'm teasing other men, and don't know myself by my status? So!” the woman shrieked when using low sentences until her voice was blocked in continuing the sentence.
Making Hansell's eyes dim as if in disbelief of the conclusion that Airyn managed, this time the girl's gaze was dangerous like that of ordinary Miss Petrov, even her hands were clenched, due to the disgust of listening to Hansell's words.
Airyn no longer understood why everything was even this chaotic, they threw each other mistakes as if protecting themselves from guilt, as if, there was no room to budge until Airyn came to the conclusion that Hansell was indeed this kind of man, uttered a sentence that often hurt him, and then apologized in a spoiled sentence, as if the scars were not there.
Wasn't Airyn used to the pain she repeatedly scratched, but why now Hansell's words, really spoken with a sharp bullet. Like intentionally letting his heart wound gape.
Aware of his unfavorable position, Hansell condemned the booze he had, again Airyn had misunderstood the speaker, Hansell only wanted to resuscitate Airyn if he could not act like it, because their relationship was a sacred marriage, however obligated Airyn to keep Hansell feeling, but he seemed to interpret with the wrong intention, until Hansell himself was out of words to set things straight.
“B-not that I mean” he said with a stutter, even the matapria blinked as a result of the shadowing tear, as if holding back disappointment in himself.
Slowly he stepped foot to get closer to his wife, but the effort immediately reaped repellents, so Hansell could not believe that Airyn had prepared a barrier over him.
“Airyn” lirih Hansell with heart throbbing pain
“Why? Why do you always hurt me with your words Hansell? Why do you always yell at me! I just want to be understood, I just want you to understand me, that's all! Why do you always blame me. Wh why?? You've always been rude to me, even you talk without filtering your words. Don't you love me? Why is it so painful! Why Hansell. Do I deserve all of this!” hansell was petrified on the spot, looking at Airyn who was crying in disrepair before his eyes, her body that had power was now running out of energy to say.
The hug Hansell wanted to give, was countered by the rejection that Airyn explained.
The words he had just uttered echoed in the room, Hansell had absolutely no intention of hurting his wife, but Airyn had always misinterpreted his words, saying, what would Hansell do if he was almost frustrated with Airyn's difficult to understand.
While the woman could not believe that Hansell was again doing this, why the man always said what was felt without considering Airyn's feelings, was not this kind of relationship too draining.
Airyn can not be tolerated anymore, he was too late in misunderstanding.if Hansell was still soft, is not the same if he justifies the woman's mistakes, it's not the same if he justifies the woman's mistakes, then let Airyn make mistakes again and again
“If you want to be understood, you should respect others, did you respect myself as your husband. You don't even appreciate my words, and just walk away, in front of other people without considering our marital status. I don't care if people think I'm low, because of your attitude towards me Airyn. But I can't accept your always egotistical attitude, you should understand others, if you want to be understood. You always take all my words wrong, without judging yourself as good or not, if I could understand and understand you, you should have given me a little room for that, but what? You always blame me for the fights that often occur between us, all because of your selfishness. You're always looking for a reason to protect yourself, because you're not ready to be disappointed. Airyn, unlike this solves the problem, I am not always right, nor are you, so I beg you, for this time Understand” cf. Hansell with a sharp look as if he can no longer endure
Even from that moment Hansell clenched his hands withholding emotions, because he did not want to issue a rude attitude that might scare his wife, while Airyn still survived with self-righteousness.
However, Airyn was his wife, although Hansell wanted to vent his frustration, he could not take care of the woman even though Airyn was guilty.
“Didn't your words sound amazing, as if you've been harboring it for too long, until I was speechless myself. But Hansell, you're right. I'm selfish, I don't value others. Then why! You regret marrying me. If that's true, we better just divorce” snapped Airyn with loud tears, even she threw a pillow at her husband, as if she could not stand it anymore with all this.
Hearing the sentence just now, made Hansell like he was bewitched into a stone that only looked blankly, without being able to give a fight.
“Exit from this room. Exit” shouted Airyn once more until it seized Hansell's entire focus on her
“What? A divorce? Airyn says divorce?” muttering the man inside the inexplicable gaze, even silence was extremely difficult to do, as if his eyes were trying to stare at Airyn earnestly, he said, while the body stood firmly holding the power of Airyn who hit Hansell with pillows and blows.
“Do you realize with your words” the sentence stops, when the two look at each other so heartless.
Hansell held Airyn's wrist, until the woman's eyes sharpened looking at her arm
“Iya. I want a divorce. We better divorce just” refuted Airyn with a confident sentence, only her tears flood said the forbidden sentence, Hansell took a deep breath. He aligned Airyn right before his eyes, even grabbing the pillow to be released from his wife's hand.
“Even if we fight, whether it's a big or small problem, never say the word split” said Hansell in a low tone full of sharp emphasis, even his fingers rubbed Aiyn's tears slowly, he said, it was as if the man's breath was going up and down withstanding the blood pressure that was about to explode
“I'm sorry I'm jealous, and I don't understand you. But I also have a feeling, I can't just look at it, if I'm silent and not angry. That means I'm not dear. But now I'm so angry and hateful when other men look at you, I even want to kill him right then and there, but I hold my heart back on respecting you, all this because I love you so much. Airyn, understand” continued Hansell with a soft sentence, as if conveyed calmly, until his heartbeat felt bitter when their relationship almost stirred.
Making Airyn hold her head up to look at her husband, with a face full of tears, whether she had passed. In fact, Hansell took pains to understand himself, being kind and also talking quietly, but Airyn hurt him with a separate sentence that was inappropriate to say.
What did Airyn do?
It was as if the question flooded itself with regret at the loss of Hansell, as if tears explained that his heart was grievous with self-inflicted wounds.
“I'm sorry I” the gentleman in a calm manner while hugging his wife affectionately, somehow the hug felt peaceful to relief, very treat his anger that had peaked beyond measure.
Hansell already knew his wife clearly, not even the woman was earnest in leaving, but steadfastly uttered a separate sentence. Perhaps this one form of Airyn protecting herself from pain, she left someone first before she was abandoned, as if a throbbing pain in her pulse, hurting Hansell repeatedly while hugging his wife.
Hansell might be overreacting.
"why are you still crying, we won't part, I won't allow you to leave, so don't cry anymore, you hurt me" he said with a gentle caress full of affection that did not stop to mengjiriri Airyn.
Slowly Hansell pulled his wife to put herself to sleep, at least Airyn had to rest in order to forget their quarrel tonight, aware that there was currently a sense of awkwardness from his wife, he said, Hansell chose to retreat from Airyn's side to make room.
Some time the sturdy back was a backrest to protect Airyn who was still shaking at will, the tears that had been flooded almost eroded away, the body that had been trembling almost calm, almost calm, even the girl had already reached peace due to the embrace Hansell gave her.
“I'll sleep in the next room. Sleep comfortably. I don't want us to be uncomfortable, so tonight I'm giving you room to rest” Hansell said as he rubbed his wife's cheeks, Slowly he flicked away Airyn's hair covering her ears "The next night I'm gonna get into debt tonight, so sleep comfortably. I kiss you" the hoarse voice full of heat was able to grab attention. Airyn curled up in embarrassment while closing her feigned eyes.
Realizing that his wife was absorbing the sentence, Hansell slowly detached himself from Airyn, while pulling the blanket to warm him up, at least Hansell had to make sure that his dear woman had gained comfort, and that he had no problem, to calmly leave Airyn tonight.
***
After Hansell's departure, in the middle of the night gripped with regret, Airyn still did not subside with tears that continued to flow slowly, she was still there with guilt on her husband.
The thing that Airyn regretted the most when saying forbidden sentences in household relations, until she ignited emotions to reject her common sense when talking, until she was angry, even Hansell was still able to speak well after Airyn snapped and hit her, not hansell hugging her when Airyn wanted to destroy their relationship.
Why Hansell had to be like that, to make Airyn hurt herself. However, Airyn thought about everything that had happened, only regret that was at the end of the reflection.
Men flipped his body to and fro, as if never comfortable with the position, Airyn always bother Hansell at this time, so he had difficulty sleeping due to worry about his wife, and worse hit by tightness of painbillu due to longing that continues to dust.
How can they fight so badly, making Hansell even more frustrated if he continues to think of divorce, to be honest he really loves Airyn to the limit can not live without her.
***
The woman was sitting in the middle of a quiet room, aware that this time Mrs Hamillton who became a Customer, made everyone feel nervous and anxious, he said, because the aura that the woman carried was so cold to gloomy, even Madame Hanmillton whom they were seeing right now was terrifying than usual.
Of course, Airyn wanted to enjoy the food that made the quarrel in her marriage, even she occupied herself in the same place, although with a different atmosphere, he said, it's just that Airyn needs to release this tightness to repair herself.
Previously beside Airyn was where Hansell occupied himself, making the woman fall into the imagination of how Hansell menenmani with affectionate attitude of mindfulness. While Airyn acted like a foolish girl who hurt her intentionally, even the man held back emotions to keep up his attitude.
While Airyn did not appreciate Hansell's words, and passed away after yelling at her husband in front of another man, she was not inexcusable for all the obvious mistakes she made on purpose and she made herself.
The order that Airyn wanted was presented by the waiter with great respect, they passed after serving it neatly on the customer's table, slowly the woman reached for the eating device to taste the Pasta that she had not had time to enjoy, slowly the taste seeps quickly into the sense of taste, to feel a variety of flavors that may be difficult to explain.
“Even this is not good at all, why am I so angry at Hansell” snorting Airyn while shedding tears of guilt, as if he braced himself to chew it one by one due to hatred for himself “Why am I so mean to him!! even Hansell was patient and understanding, and I hit him and then snapped, even worse saying that stupid sentence. Why would he forgive my mistakes. Foolish man” snorted Airyn so exasperatedly, as if he did not believe himself to be this stupid.
The cries that continue to harden, accidentally accessed by some of the scholars in the Restaurant, until they all look at each other full of tangent.
Of course what Airyn cried was the taste of pasta that did not match her expectations, the paste was not tasty at all, even far from perfect, but instead destroyed her relationship and Hansell tonight, he said, of course Airyn was like a fool who had to be immersed in guilt.
Wherever all this had happened, Hansell had gone out of their room, leaving Airyn alone grimly, unable even to resist the man's wishes due to the foolish mistakes he had made.
“Eat up to exhausted” inner Airyn when so reluctant to forgive herself, while the waiter who was observing Mrs Hamillton from the point of view, felt pity to be terbesit pity.
****
“Je, it looks like Mrs Hamillton got into a fight with Director” the girl whispered to Jessica
“So sorry, is he being pictured” reply Candy with a look of concern.
Even the two of them conversed with each other in a soft tone, as if not satisfied at all before reaching the climactic stage of pergosipan, namely Mrs Hamillton was an ordinary girl who was not valuable to the Director.
“What you paid for this” snorts a man who suddenly existed among them, making Jessica and Candy gasp as if caught off guard, after making a mistake.
“P-pack. Forgive us" the two nervously said, even spontaneously greeting respect and forgiveness
"Isn't that Mrs Hamillton?" lirih Manager Restaurant in disbelief, of course he knew Airyn because of the meeting he had led, even accidentally he was amazed by the way the woman explained the method and observation of this hotel, and even by accident he was amazed by the way she explained the method and observation of this hotel, until the Manager draws the conclusion that Director Hansell did not wrong to make her a wife "True. She's Mrs Hamillton" he said in a confident voice
"Sir, the bike he had a problem with, from the beginning came Mrs Hamillton crying so hard without stopping" whispered Candy with great emphasis, making the three men turn their faces towards Airyn.
"Right, it looks like he's being spotted" Jessica said unknowingly, making the Manager stare long with a menace, as if he couldn't believe that ordinary staff like them were gossiping about Mrs Hamillton.
"Your salary this month is cut" the Manager said firmly, while tidying up the clothes to meet Mrs Hamillton
"Sir!!!" Jesicca and Candy grunted with annoyance, even the two of them would not accept if the man cut the salary this month due to gossip
*****
"Good night Madam, I'm Manager of this Restaurant, can I help you?” bargain the man while looking at the face of Airyn who was in high position here, who would have thought if his face had been swollen and teary, making the Manager speechless while bowing his head.
“No, I just want to sit here” replied Airyn reluctantly, while rubbing her face
“But Madam, it's late, and we want to close, are you sure you want to be here” exclaimed The Manager once again, certainly very rude to leave someone as important as Mrs Hamillton alone.
“It's okay Sir, you guys please close, later I will go” bahtah Airyn while pulling the tag at will, aware the man wants to refute his words, he said, Airyn raised her hand to stop the action “Do not argue.Just do it, if you guys are not shackled, I will fire everything” ultimatum that Airyn dropped made the man speechless.
Who can resist the power and authority of Mrs Hamillton, of course as an ordinary Manager he is only able to carry out the duties of his superior.
Everything has been done with their respective work, even they have turned off the room lights perfectly, only the seat remains of Airyn that has not been tidied up as usual, of course everyone looks at each other, feeling a little afraid to leave but how else, this is all Mrs Hamillton's orders to leave herself.
Aware that everyone was gone, and that there was nothing left but her, Airyn hugged the body in a deserted place, for some reason she was still contemplating her mistakes there, hoping that this punishment would be worth her while, to let go of all guilt.
Unfortunately, Airyn's body is slow because it is fully charged with power today, without realizing the woman dropped the body of the floor, to the point of scuttling towards the table to hide herself down there, so that the woman dropped the body of the floor, isn't this to be an escape for her, at least no one will be able to see Airyn as sad as this.
The sound of crying echoes in the room, even silence becomes a creepy night, as Airyn passes seconds per second to feel lonely, at least by feeling the pain of being able to forgive herself, she said, because Airyn realized Hansell would not get angry or punish her, the only way to let go of the burden, by giving yourself a lesson.
****
The sound of crying was very dominant, but this time the sound of footsteps colliding with marble ceramics approached him slowly, without realizing Airyn put a warning alarm if something happened to him later.
"Airyn" That familiar-sounding distinctive voice, awakened her consciousness, even Airyn looked up at the tall man who was very stocky, even his broad shoulders were able to cover the dim light.
Slowly the man crouched down to align himself with the girl crying on the floor, the affectionate pandagan, until a deep sense of love could be seen from both eyes, he said, a little pain when watching the situation that is currently Airyn hadapai, to confuse his own common sense.
"What are you doing here" it sounded softly caring, even a single word was able to shed Airyn's tears immeasurably, flooding the wide hands of the man cupping his cheeks.
There are no words that Airyn can describe, other than tears that explain feelings, pain, wounds and mischief.
“forgive me” lirih Hansell with a guilty sentence, even he could no longer see his wife was frightened in front of him this time, the sad state that Airyn suffered was clearly illustrated, he said, until his body was so shaky that it hurt Hansell immeasurably.
He huddled in the dark hugging himself and the shadow, which untouched man watched the woman he loved hurt him like this, likewise with Airyn who is very dear to him so that can not be explained with words.
“Hansell” Airyn spoke with tears broken in her husband's arms, as if breaking the regret of the painstaking name, making the woman's body reach out to her husband's hand to drop her arms as if she were in a deep embrace, Airyn could not believe the man was still putting on a caring face, with an affectionate gaze, which had no hatred at all. Until the atmosphere of haru hit making sluggish due to longing hugs.
“Why are you here, instead of you having to sleep in the bedroom” exclaimed Hansell while kissing his wife's forehead, even the wound was painful than usual, of course there is pain that tones his mind, he said, to make Hansell was not hesitant to stem the glass that will flood immediately.
“I want pasta, but it doesn't taste good, I'm afraid to go back to the room. Because there is no you in our room” Airyn softly with tears, until her cries alone filled the room, even Hansell's heart throbbed pain to hear the innocent words of his wife, he said, did he make a mistake leaving Airyn alone.
If this was indeed his fault, Hansell hated his life so much that it was present to hurt.
“Honey, why did you become like this, I'm sorry. Wake up, we go back to the room” asked Hansell with a spoiled sentence, making Airyn nod her head, with a slightly eased cry.
Of course the woman hugged Hansell to the point of not being willing to let go of the arm that had been circling her husband's neck while Hansell stepped away towards their room, while protecting Airyn in her trunk. Even he could feel how weak and trembling that petite body was, until his eyes had narrowed so many tears.
The glasses he wore berbum unexpected, even though he was not married, but the sweetness between the couple was able to feel like real, after making sure they were fine, but the sweetness between the couple was able to feel like real, The Manager left the place with a relieved smile.
***
After Airyn ordered the man to leave her, there was a slight doubt that was hard to ignore, for some reason the Manager couldn't just follow Mrs Hamillton's orders, because there seems to be a problem that only Director Hansell can solve, and he does not want to win a mistake if something bad happens to Mrs Hamillton because of his indifference.
Of course, with full courage to be forced, the man turned the course to meet Hansell, rather than thinking about his players who were a bet.
It turns out that what he did did was not disappointing at all, at this time he was very grateful they both had solved the problem well, until there was a sense of happiness that accompanied the man, he said, he had no idea what was going on between Director Hansell and Mrs Hamillton, but it was clear how love and regret were present between them, nothing was wrong and right, there is only understanding with a sincerity, really a moving sight, so that it is difficult to brush off the feeling of constriction.
Hansell laid his wife on the bed, giving Airyn a drink before letting the woman sleep, at least Airyn should be calmer before closing her eyes, after the woman took a sip of the drink until Hansell opened the warm clothes that Airyn was wearing, at the same time the man hugged his wife affectionately, even leaning Airyn's head against her field, of course, Airyn was still crying, but Hansell continued to calm her, so that the woman who loved her was not afraid and trembling like that.
“Hansell sorry..” whispered Airyn solemnly, making Hansell smile while bringing his wife's naked face closer.
"There's nothing to forgive" she said with a blazing intonation, a statement coming out of Hansell's lips, giving Airyn a goosebumps, to the point of glancing at her husband, who was glittering in her eyes
"Tap... "had not had time for Airyn to continue her words, Hansell swiftly silenced Airyn's mouth with a sweet kiss, even the man gave a softness without being greedy when enjoying it, and even the man gave a softness without being greedy when enjoying it, he continued to calm Airyn down with a soft foam that could be given, this way the woman would be able to forget everything.
Slowly the hands of the two hugged each other without missing anything, until Airyn's eyes closed while feeling the sincerity that Hansell did, he would not say the forbidden sentence again, enough this time Airyn made a mistake, by injuring himself, he would have hurt Hansell.
If someone loves you sincerely, he will be hurt before he hurts you. Because love cannot be defined by speech, because the character of love is much more valuable than a taste.
The underwear they were wearing had been scattered everywhere, the breath that had been panting almost neutral with a pampered hug full of affection, really a tiring night, until in the morning blind, the, his wife was already asleep in the deepest dream valley, making Hansell smell the soothing fragrance from their respective bodies.
"*Manager Restaurant Hotel, move to the position of General Manager, and raise his salary doubled" said Hansell firmly to the Director of the Hotel, as he walked away.
"Are you serious" asked the man in disbelief, how could he get a pot like this, overnight. As if this morning was like real luck*.