
It was almost midnight, but the girl was still in an increasingly restless blanket over the longing for the lover, which could not fade at all. Airyn attempted to dispel all those thoughts even she imagined some distant things about Hansell, but the existence of the man was very strong for Airyn to attend to herself.
Until tears just flow, as regrets begin to whack, Airyn is increasingly helpless. Whenever Airyn tries to think about her point of error, she always finds a justification that what Airyn is doing right now is the best thing.
No matter what Airyn's eyes were on Hansell and the world, most importantly she had done what she could to protect her lover, for loss would be a nightmare for her, Airyn already has some determination after recovery, he will fully investigate who is the mastermind and the person behind the contract letter
I, never made you Hansell's useless man, even you were so precious in my life. Until nothing can fix me but you. Do you know, I've never touched a hand to take a man's life, all because of you. If you don't become my man, maybe I won't become a man of conscience anymore, there are things I can't express but it's worth changing, you think I'm controlling you, when in fact you're the one who's controlling me, don't you realize until now I've been all me it's thanks to you in guiding me, you taught me how to humanize other humans, you also made me treat the pain of the past, even now you also sacrifice life for me. What about all that still makes you think I'm giving you protection? it wasn't me who protected you, it was you who became my life's shield, it's just that I regret not being able to explain all that.
Tears flowed unconditionally, making Airyn understand there would be no clarity if she did not have an explanation, she realized Hansell was disappointed due to his never-behaved attitude to himself, Airyn always tried hard to defend the argument, but there is actually a visible fragility not to be shown the surface, if only the world did not force Airyn to be a dangerous woman, he said, he will probably be the happiest man.
But life always says something else, it gives us what we need and rejects what we want, even though sometimes that need is not necessarily the reason for happiness, clearly Airyn is already doing what she should be doing.
If Hansell thought of himself as a weak, helpless man, that thought was very wrong. If Hansell is weak, he will not be able to survive this long even until this second, initially Airyn thought Hansell was still alive for the protection he gave, but it turns out that Airyn was wrong, Hansell was also one of the people who could not be touched by the person behind the contract, although Airyn did not understand what was the man's luck, but now she realized, she did not know, Hansell really had a position that could not be touched carelessly, if that person obliterated Hansell Hamilton's life, many things were involved to the chaos, he said, because actually the Hamillton family also has a strong connection with the dark world and became the strongest shield for shelter, although from the beginning Airyn had realized it, he chose to secure the position of his lover, he chose to secure the position of his lover, and he was not the best friend, because Angel's abduction has repeatedly shaken Airyn's argument so far.
Perhaps Hansell as the owner of Hamillton's power could not be touched by the person's hand, but Angel had no guarantees, even bravely they destroyed Hamilton's flesh and blood, until Airyn understood to this point, he said, protection for Angel is no guarantee of anything other than Hansell's destruction.
If Angel is destroyed, it is clear Hansell will follow the destruction, because Airyn recognizes the character of the man she loves. Hansell was a man who always blamed himself, if he had been like that Hansell would have been below the weak limit to be easily destroyed, Airyn had witnessed all of this at Hamillton's house many times, when Hansell was about to take his own life due to helplessness over the man behind the contract.
If you think back, it's appropriate that Airyn was so difficult to bring down the Hamillton family at that time, because not carelessly people who want to work with him, making Airyn have to promise things that convince them, he said, in order to be interested in breaking down Hamillton's Chinese shares, Airyn was forced to sell some of his large shares in Britain at a low price for guarantees of cooperation given to allies, in order for Hamiltton's company to go bankrupt in a matter of seconds, it was a good thing that Hamilton could not rival him, if only then Hansell resisted Airyn's attack, it is certain that his Petrov company will collapse in the near future.
Even after all that argument Airyn was re-established with the company that helped Hansell to rise, At first Airyn did not believe if there was a company that would help the Hamillton group, because only a fool who wants to cooperate with an unprofitable company is added on a large scale, but the mind clears out the possibilities that Airyn thought, in some time, only, hansell's firm in Ireland easily improved until it rose, although he had predicted there was a ruling interference behind it all but Airyn refused to believe, certainly from five years ago, that it was not, Airyn is very curious about Hamillton's company, because it is very strange if Hansell works in a good way, but is able to survive in a strange life.
At this time Airyn was tired if she continued to feel pain and tightness, she relented with her heart and followed where she had to go, Airyn tries to close her eyes to put her body to sleep, if she is able to escape from life, Airyn wants to eliminate all the puzzles and answers that must be obtained.
If only all this had an answer, Airyn would probably be fine, if only now there were parents, maybe Airyn would ask them, because the past really made her life gray, she said, as if he was chasing the light to brighten his whole world, even Airyn tried to go out and look at the sky to make himself aware, the world is not as big as his mind, but what he got, he said, lost to the pieces that must be found and connected, he redefines what is buried deep, although it is not easy Airyn must try to find, so that she enjoys life like an ordinary human.
“I'm not wrong Hansell, I'm really not wrong. At first I did not believe it but after I made sure all this was indeed related” he said so seriously, as if Dikra was increasingly made tangent when uniting every new finding obtained, he said, until there Dikra did not hear any reply from Hansell, even he was very angry than imagined
“Hansell are you still there?” dikra asked frantically, because he alone did not expect what he was investigating this time, let alone Hansell who was clearly bound by all this, rather the Hamillton family
“Why did you find this Dikra? Even I myself do not know about my mother” Hansell said when asked his theme who was in Korea
“At first I just had a discussion with Zeyn, he led me to focus on the person, I just thought what kind of person the man was to be able to control Miss Petrov, he said, I double-checked some of your backgrounds that I felt were very compatible with each other Y” Dikra explained to Hansell, even his firm and serious tone could not be hidden anymore, if only what was described in Dikra was true in fact, there would be a fear that Hansell would face after this
“Do a DNA test right now, if what you say is true, I'm getting harder and harder to digest the situation” exclaimed Hansell in a cold, low sentence, making the interlocutor that is Dikra is behind there understand the concern experienced by Hansell at this time “Dan also Dikra, who knows this?” connect Hansell with questions
“Only me and zeyn alone” sahut Dikra fast
“Frada?” sack Hansell for a moment, for he must detail all circumstances in order to be in a conducive situation
“He came out today, so he didn't know it” said Dikra, making Hansell close his eyes full of relief, because if Frada found out the information was very difficult to control the girl
“Dikra listen to me carefully, keep this information you got from Frada, it might be difficult for you. But think about it well. With the emotion that the girl had, I can't believe she could hold back, if she knew this fact Frada would actually kill Griffin, other than that I'm afraid she'd hurt Airyn
The phone was lying helpless, making Hansell collapse from his stand, he tried to clench both hands to secure the head, Hansell banging his head repeatedly,
until the regret disappeared, even though the facts described by Dikra just now, really made Hansell unable to talk anything, or comment, he chose to remain silent without denying or justifying.
“If that fact is true, what should I do” his fear in a jumbled mind of resentment and regret, Hansell grabbed a warm coat to wear, even in the early morning he drove at full speed to the hospital, Hansell riled unsteadily, hearing whatever Dikra had said just now, because it was about right or wrong facts about their past