Girlfriend Another Level
[Episode :49] Red thread

“Since 5 years ago” replied Airyn so seriously, making Hansell who had been filled with laughter stopped instantly, even their eyes stared at each other with questions.

“Airyn, are your memories back?” Hansell sat down from his sleep, he reached out to the girl's body to face him, Hansell looked so pale looking at Airyn, in the mind only emblazoned how Hansell hurt Airyn in the past, he said, Hansell certainly remembered all the mistakes he had made to the girl.

As Tiryn's eyes were so sad to see Hansell, she was so hurt to see the man but unable to hate, Airyn held back her tears as she explained what had happened, but Hansell first bowed his head in guilt, Hansell frozen in front of him, making the room around them quiet, the man bowed lethargic with all the burdens resting on his head.

“Hansell...” call Airyn soft, because the man did not budge from his bent head, Airyn slowly reached out to Hansell's shoulder, but the man brushed it off, making Airyn distrustful of Hansell's attitude just now.

“Hansell...” called him once more out of disbelief, Hansell was like a man so late and devastated with grief that Airyn could not reach.

“Airyn, since when did your memory return?” hansell asked in cold words, causing Airyn to look silently at the man.

“When I return to Ireland after you return to Korea” replied Airyn with a short speech.

“Have you stopped everything?” hansell exclaimed in pain as he asked that question.

“Of course, I stopped everything. If I don't remember it I wouldn't have been able to love you from 5 years ago”

“Why didn't you tell me?” hansell asked without pause, making their atmosphere even more gloomy, as cold questions were answered with sadistic statements from Airyn.

“If I tell you that, has anything changed between us?” reply Airyn with short sentences, but very on target as if memamg nothing different is not it?

“Tenntu alone it's different!!” as Hansell's tone rose, he immediately raised his head with tears that had flooded his eyes, making Airyn speechless as he stared at the man.

“Hansell, you're why!" asked Airyn softly with her deep eyes to Hansell, she did not understand why Hansell was cold like this, if anyone was hurt between them, it should be Airyn who deserved it that way.

“Of course it's different, why don't you tell me if you remember everything, why don't you tell me, why!” hansell snapped as he looked at the eyes of the girl in front of him, even Hansell's tears broke as he made a statement just now, those tears were flowing around his cheeks, falling soaked on the skin, making Hansell helplessly look at Airyn, while Airyn Just fell silent looking at the man who just became her lover.

Even for the first time Hansell cried in the presence of women, after he grew up Hansell really took care of his wife as a man, but Airyn was able to destroy everything, making him become like an ordinary man.

“Hansell, what's wrong with you? If I think back to 5 years ago, why? ” Airyn grabbed the man's shoulder, but Hansell once again brushed his hand away, she stood up from the bed so angrily, not at Airyn, but herself.

Hansell stared at Airyn sharply even as he clenched his hands looking at the woman, Airyn did not understand Hansell's attitude towards her, she just displayed a caring look of eyes while looking at her. If anyone should be angry here, isn't Airyn the one who deserves it, why did Hansell become like this to him, even that man so rudely brushed Airyn's hand away, a glare so sharp that it looked at Airyn, as if Hansell did not accept a reality, Airyn who did not understand where the fault was, tried to fight against self-defense to understand the point of all this.

“Airyn, you've found your memories back, and now you've remembered everything, but why did you come back to my side, why did you accept my feelings, why?” hansell asked so helplessly, her eyes glittering so fragile at Airyn, even Hansell did not understand what this girl was thinking anymore, until he bravely approached Hansell to this country after all.

During this time Hansell thought by acting foolish and dismissing the fact that Airyn forgot everything, making Hansell confidently expressed his feelings to start a new life, but this girl remembered everything, and she was very confident in her life, how could Hansell lift his epala when looking at the girl he loved, but also hurt in the past.

“I love you.” with certainty Airyn answered Hansell's statement with a short sentence, the girl was so sure of the feeling she had, she saw the anger clearly not directed at her, she was, but Hansell blamed himself, the tears he shed were evidence of the regret he had been craving all along, and the repudiation Hansell gave was a code to Airyn, if she was not worthy of Airyn, that was what Airyn saw of the man before her at this moment.

Fragile, that word is suitable to look at the look of Hansell's eyes, he made his own wounds and let himself hurt, self-punishment was already applied by Hansell all this time, of course, not forgiving yourself is tantamount to inviting pain to continue punishing yourself, even Airyn did not expect Hansell to do something like this for his life.

“Hansell” pangil Airyn once again, Airyn never wanted a perfect person, because Airyn realized no one is perfect in this world, everyone has regrets and mistakes, he said, for this reason Ariyn understands the suffering of her lover.

“You why come back to my side, after knowing what I did, why did you forgive me, why? I forgot myself for my mistakes all along, I think with you forgetting all that, it's a start for both of us. I confidently invited you to live together ignoring the reality, but now that you remember everything, for how I can shake my head to face you, why don't you hate me? Why did you accept my declaration of love? Have you forgiven my mistake? Wh why? do you pity me! ” Hansell snapped so hurt, something broke inside his body that it split, even Hansell was powerless to blame himself this much.

“Hansell, what you said” As soon as Airyn's tears broke upon seeing the pain Hansell was saying, she moved from her seat while forcefully grabbing the man's body, Airyn hugged Hansell's body until the man fell silent looking at his lover.

“Airyn, why are you hugging me, do you think I deserve this kind of treatment?” hansell's tears trickled down as the sentence was spoken, this warm little body clutching it like it didn't feel anger “How do I face you, after all the mistakes I made” once again Hansell connected a similar remark with his tears. So did Airyn, even though she held Hansell in her arms, but she could not answer the man's question.

“Airyn, stay away, I will hurt you, why would you accept a man like me” this time Hansell's voice rises, making Airyn stunned to see the mess of the man she loves, she was hurt to see Hansell blaming herself, she was hurt with every sentence spoken to her, Airyn was tormented seeing the helpless tears of the man, how Airyn overcame this, during this time the silent man's body always sustains his tears, pampering himself, taking care of him, even Hansell was able to give a greatness that Airyn had never felt so far, but Airyn did not understand what to say, he didn't even know what to do to raise the man

“Why do you say that, I love you, there's nothing wrong with everything that's happened, you're not even wrong about it. Why do you blame yourself, even you always ask, why? Don't you understand because I love you. Hansell, our past is important, but that doesn't mean it stops us from setting the future, you are everything to me, I can't love if it's not you” quiet sentences with the softest side of Airyn, able to trace the darkest part of the heart that Hansell has created this saelama.

Airyn completely cut off all the grudges, guilt, and disappointment that was in his heart.Even the two innocent eyes were staring at Hansell fixedly, he tried to arrange one by one word to calm his man, he was trying to calm him, Airym understood at this moment Hansell was very soluble in regret, even this man moving away from Ireland was a punishment for himself.

“Why are you that easy to trust someone who doesn't believe in you” exclaimed Hansell with the question “You shouldn't give yourself a chance, I feel unworthy for you, Airyn”

“Who said you didn't deserve me? Even if there is the best of you, I still want you to be my man, no one ever takes me out of my comfort zone, if not for you, I wouldn't be the Airyn that I am today, if it wasn't you, I would never understand what a person's presence means if you weren't present in my life. You were there when I gave up on my life, I made myself worthless, but after you came and I loved you, I realized I was needed by someone, all because of you. How can you think you're not worthy of me” explained Airyn as her hands began to embrace the man, as Hansell hugged Airyn, she was so sorry for everything she did in her past, she was so possessive of hugging the girl, making Airyn smile as she had found Hansell back.

“Airyn I feel inappropriate for you, but I love you, what should I do?”

“Keep by my side, don't leave me again, if you do. I will kill you, do you understand” threatened Airyn with a joking sentence, making Hansell chuckle with the words of the girl, while stopping her crying that turned into a day.

“Hansell don't leave me again” pinta Airyn so begging, as if she's helpless if it happens again.

"I'll never leave, I'm sorry, I promise I won't stay away from you” Hansell let go of their embrace, even Airyn was so happy after seeing Hansell come back like her.

“I will keep your promise, but Hansell I am so afraid of your attitude like that, why are you so stupid so Man” snorted Airyn at Hansell, even the look on Airyn's face turned angry, he looked at Hansell calculatingly because he was very upset with the man.

“Although I forgive you for what happened in the past, but there are things I cannot forgive, why did you allow them to erase my memories, and you left me, I didn't even expect you to do it, you stupid man!! How dare you have power over my heart, do you not realize that your life will be threatened if you dare to do that again” furious Airyn with a face that worried, even he did not stop pouting because Hansell who was so stupid was the man he loved.

“HaHaHa, how many times have I said” instantly Hansell's fingers pinched Airyn's cheek so worried “Don't make an expression like this, if you do it to another man, then, I'll make you forget everything and remember me.” replied so possessively, because Ariyn was so worried.

“Hey, you are possessive very dear” the girl's tease with a glance at her potent eyes to Hansell.

“How many times have I said, it can't be like that. Tapai you just said a word of affection to me, did you not realize it was very powerful to mutilate my heart, even just now you were so embarrassed to hear it, you were so embarrassed to hear it, and now that you're doing it” Hansell's tease while wrapping his hands around Airyn's waist, making them stick so tightly, even Airyn stiffened as she felt herself trapped in the man's arms. A pretty surprising taste.

“Why have you always been so great to awaken my passion, even you didn't bother to do it” tease Hansell, because he also felt what made Airyn stunned.

“Hansell, akuu..aku” as Hansell drew closer to the surface of the vessel, he breathed heavily to make Airyn's body sensitive. Airyn was silent with fear because the next round would begin, if she did not break free of course she would be bent in torment.

“Do you want more?” airyn asked nervously, making Hansell smile at the girl's wicked pepper.

“Of course” replies Hansell sure “ But baby, this time I want more” whisper softly in the ear of Airyn, making the woman powerless to resist the tingling that creeps in the ear.

“Hansell, no.you.you think there's something else we should talk about” revolted the girl to distract.

“Not”

“No? N-Don't you want to know how I can regain my memory?” firmly, Hansell loosened his wounds, making room for Airyn to breathe, even as her heart subsided over their distance.

“You're right, I forgot about that” instantly Hansell was like a gasp over Airyn's statement just now “I'll take a quick shower, so after this we'll tell” Hansell to pass to the bathroom immediately, please, make Airyn feel relieved.

“Hasell why should you take a shower?” airyn asked innocently, stopping Hansell's steps.

“I have to relieve my desire, do you want to help?” hansell glanced with a sensual glance, of course Airyn quickly shook her head while pushing the man into the bathroom. He closed the bathroom door from the outside, making Hansell smile at Airyn's timid attitude.

“Why she is in China is very easy to tame, the girl is very smart to pull out, worry about” Hansell murmured behind the bathroom door.

“Wah, the man. It really broke my heart. But why do I feel sorry to refuse her, basic sucks” as soon as Airyn blushed shyly, Hansell made her so dumb when making out, even Airyn was unable to control herself because of embarrassment.