Girlfriend Another Level

Girlfriend Another Level
Bring hurt or happy!


Hansell still faithfully accompanied the girl, his eyes not separated from the deep gaze to Airyn, as hard as Hansell tried to pray for the woman to wake up, each time his tears glistened when remembering the treatment given to Airyn.


Marry and Berto, who saw Hansell as very sorry for what happened between them, tried to understand, because there was nothing Marry could do because Airyn's recovery was the most important thing, although Berto was still unable to ease his emotions at Hansell, he was only trying to give in because he had no power to drive away the man Airyn wanted to be next to him.


Even the girl's subconscious still lingers about Hansell, not that it's a sign for Marry and Berto should not be presumptuous over Hansell.


No matter how cruel a person's treatment, if he means your life, we will not be able to resist even though we have worked hard to hate.


Likewise with Airyn, no matter how much pain her inner self feels, Airyn will not be able to dismiss feelings for everything that happens between them.


As soon as something shook from the pocket of Hansell's pants, it turned out to be a call from his own brother, Hansell got up from his seat wanting to take the call, of course, the man released his clutches from Airyn, but Hansell had not yet released, the girl's hand even pulled Hansell's fingers, making the man surprised, hansell quickly looked at Airyn but he had not opened his eyes, the man pressed the button beside the bed, to call the Doctor as soon as possible.


“Doctor” says Hansell instantly, when he saw a slightly aged male doctor enter the room


“why with Miss Petrov sir?” ask the doctor while examining the patient


“she clasped my hand but she didn't realize it either doc, how come it's like this?” obviously Hansell was in a panic, of course Marry and Berto approached the room anxiously, plus the look on Hansell's face was so worried that it was even transmitted to them


“it seems that the subconscious Miss Petrov refused to wake up, maybe this happened because of a situation that is not ready to face, because the thought process affects the human subconscious itself, physically he is fine because he is able to respond to the stimulus, but psychologically he is not able to deal with it, for circumstances like this I suggest Miss Airyn should be referred to a Psychologist, if you are willing, please sign the referral letter” explained the doctor to everyone in the room


“Doctor is Airyn in a coma?” of course Hansell questioned it because he only knew the unconscious person was the one who was in a coma.


“no, physically he is fine, sir, because Miss Petrov is still able to feel and respond to external stimuli, such as the touch you feel at this time, he said, meaning Miss Petrov is not in a state of swelling and bleeding in brain tissue. As I said earlier he is very good physically, I can guarantee this is not a physical problem, but his own Psychological, he said, I recommend to Psychologists because unconsciousness due to the subconscious is no longer my realm tuan”, the doctor told Hansell


Hansell clasped the girl's hand back, himself sitting beside Airyn, he gently rubbed Airyn's head so fondly, of course Marry took care of all the procedures for Airyn's referral to a Psychologist, if it's best for Airyn right now, she'll do everything.


“what makes you not want to wake up Ryn? Is it that sick?” Hansell bowed his head along with guilt, how not as a result of his hypocrisy Airyn became a victim.


The biggest blow that Hansell suffered was, when he realized his self was considered good turned out to be just a demon hiding behind an angel's topong all this time, the demonic woman labeled Airyn is an angel without wings who protects herself by being injured.


There is no more terrible slap than to realize how hypocritically we judge ourselves to be human.


After all the procedures were completed, Airyn was sent to the Psychologist room, of course, Airyn was handled by the best Psychologist in this best hospital, a Psychologist who counsels Airyn this time is the best graduate of the Harvard Department of Psychology, he also became the best graduate there, based on the very high Intelligence he completed the study with a short time, even at a young age the Doctor has earned the title of Doctor Of Philosophy, this Doctor is very famous in the field of Psychotherapy and also the Research-Research which he studied is very appreciated in the eyes of the world, in fact, he was named the first Psychologist to break the World Record, due to a young age but has an extraordinary scientific stability.


Of course after researching the background of the Doctor who will handle Airyn, Maryy agreed Miss Petrov was handled by a reliable Psychologist, at least from a background of science and his achievements can not be doubted, he said, that she is able to handle Airyn well, now that Marry has taken care of Airyn's treatment procedure, she is dealing directly with a very young man from her, Marry really hopes that the man who wears a white coat in front of him, is able to handle Airyn as well as possible, until Miss Petrov returns to his original condition and is fine.


it is clearly visible on the right side of the chest, Dr. James, who symbolized the doctor's nickname, signed several procedures, while Hansell accompanied Airyn, who was lying on a bed in the same room as the doctor.


After some time Marry took care of some things related to the company, because Airyn is currently lying unconscious, of course Marry and Berto who have to take care of everything, however, Marry requested that Hansell accompany Airyn until he had completed all the tasks in the company.


“is he your lover?” at that moment the man in white clothes approached Hansell who was plagued by regret, the man was about 27 years old, although he used glasses but the male Doctor was quite handsome and handsome, he was quite handsome, plus a friendly nature makes anyone can feel peaceful in him.


“not”


“do you love each other?” asked again, but Hansell did not budge to answer the question, because he was very unsure to answer, plus about the feelings of airyn to him, because he was not sure, Hansell felt he had no power to know what the doctor was saying


“means you love each other, but are unable to express right?” the man simply smiled at Hansell, as if emitting confidence over his statement just now.


“you were wrong” Hansell sighed instantly, as he rubbed Airyn's hand and looked at the girl lying unconscious before him


“begukah? Even apart from myself a Psychilogue is able to see you love each other, with a sad look that exudes regret, and a look of guilt, plus a look of eyes that are so shady, he said, it's a picture of a love that's embedded in the back of it, do you know someone's mouth could be lying, but the human body wouldn't be able to do it, because our bodies are smarter than we think, even in her unconsciousness the girl can recognize whose hand she is holding, isn't this love? Do you want to know how I proved my point just” as soon as the doctor let go of their arms, but Airyn held Hansell's hand, of course dr. James shook Hansell's hand, then grabbed the girl's hand for her to hold, Hansell who noticed the disrespect, of course inflamed as if he was deeply distrustful of the man's treatment of Airyn.


“what are you doing” Hansell's tone of voice is rising, even up an octave from before


“get your hand” he had Hansell clutching back Airyn's hand, it was true that the girl immediately greeted him warmly, clasping tightly Hansell's hand so tightly, making Hansell's chest tremble violently, even her tears were still strong but she could be held back.


“someone can lie to his feelings, but he's always been honest with his body, and I'm sure in his subconscious you're keeping him there, when a person is lost he will not be able to receive an external response, and that is what makes a person in a coma for a long time, but in contrast to this girl, he does not lose consciousness completely, he said, it's just that he doesn't want to wake up, because his subconscious is more beautiful than the reality he will face after returning” the man told Hansell


“why is it like this?”


“do you know better than I do, what happened between you? Why is he like this? Did you do something that hurt her? What kind of wounds did you give? Why does he remember you but he refuses to see you, is not it a sign that something happened so sick, that he alone did not dare to face”


“Shut!!!” with so many questions asked by the doctor, Hansell felt pierced with the truth that he had hurt Airyn, with emotions so burning not even like Hansell usually did, he was furious after receiving all the doctor's questions, of course the current Doctor James wanted to know what was really going on between them, but after seeing the emotions displayed by Hansell he understood that there was a fatal mistake made by the man to the girl who was lying in bed, so that he could not forgive himself.


“silence!! it is true that I have made a mistake, as I have hurt him, I do not understand his true self but I pretend to have fully understood, that stupidity is the reason I hurt Airyn, if I said I didn't mean to hurt her, wouldn't it be free ?because reality has happened! he's hurt, isn't he! That's why I don't want to defend myself and I just want him back, please!! if you're this smart to talk about why you didn't save her, you can't treat her as soon as possible, so she wakes up.Hansell told Dr. James


“forgive me, if you interfere too much, but sorry before, sir, the treatment between Doctor and Psychologist is different, if the doctor can repair the wound in the patient's body if he is injured, if the doctor can, but the psychologist will not be able to do haphazardly if he has not observed in detail and ascertain further what his patient suffered, under these circumstances I can only detect through the closest person, he said, and that's why you're the right person for me to know what's going on in fact” with a calm nature, of course the doctor explained to Hansell what he's doing right now.


“so what you want to know” challenge Hansell


“i have known, you do not need to force yourself to explain, at least you have to forgive yourself first, not all things can be forced, but not all things can be forced, so for him you better make peace with yourself, otherwise it will hurt him later” said doctor James, of course Hansell was sorry after what happened.


“please give your best to his recovery” with a contrite face bent lethargic, Hansell begged with full hope.


“i can't help, if she refuses to wake up, do you believe in the power of love?” once again Hansell did not budge to answer his question, because at this time he himself alone did not understand how deeply he loved Airyn.


Hansell had always been confident in himself, let alone his feelings, he considered himself to have loved Airyn so much and wholeheartedly, but now things awakened him until Hansell doubted himself.


“i believe in the power of love, I think there is something going on between you, which causes him to get used to being with you, but when he loses his way about the person he loves, he said, the girl makes self-defense in the subconscious, it indirectly sucks herself until it becomes like this, she tries to protect herself from reality and pain, he fended it all off by sabotaging reality vs. expectation, do you now understand what I mean?”


“megataan love”


“iya is right, this is the power of love, love can hurt someone to very sick, but he can also make someone happy very deeply. The man who was currently clasping his hands was the man who was in the reality of his life, while the man who created his subconscious was the expectation that held him back all this time, usually someone who reaches this stage is he who feels that presence is very valuable but at the same time brings wounds” of course Hansell digested all the words thrown by the man, he said, he digested each meaning to compare with what happened to him.


“now to save him, we must kill the expectations that are below, so that he is not mistaken with his feelings, sometimes we can not underestimate the mental someone, he said, it is possible that all this time his inner wounds have been held for years, causing him to build self-defense to survive, but at the same time there is a cure for everything, everything, but at the same time it becomes toxic to a person, I can wake him up, but you have to accept some different reality” at once Hansell looked at the man so sharply


“you saw for yourself how his body really wants you, right? but his mind refused to wake up, and if later he realized he might still be carrying the same wounds, the same poison, and the same pain, you may be able to survive when he hates you for a long time, but he will not be able to survive with that hate, because the longer someone contrary to his feelings, the more, it will remove all the wounds. Are you ready to watch her slowly crumble because of feelings that can't change?” ask Dr. James to Hansell


“what a fool you are, how can I be ready to accept that, is there no other way to make him wake up?” he snapped, as if Hansell was unable to think if it happened to airyn


“one way, I have to block his feelings to you, let him be himself, I will not remove you from him, because of course it will not be fair to him, I just took away the feelings that the girl felt, turned her wounds one by one into happiness, treated every internal pain in her, and made her who she was. Of course there's a price you have to accept there, you have to let go of the woman who forgot her feelings for you. are you ready? If you want I'll block your feelings so you don't suffer with those feelings”


“no!!! You can erase airyn's feelings, but not my feelings, let me take this, no matter if I get hurt or unhappy later, as long as this girl doesn't suffer because of me, enough is all she feels, I want her happy.” Hansell


“are you sure of that decision?” the doctor crossed his arms on his stomach, he noticed every belief and hurt at the statement, but he saw a great love there.


“iya I am very sure, so casklah Airyn. please!!” hansell's Pinta


“lord, I'll do it as soon as possible, but you must help to his recovery, in some time you completely disappear from him, so that later your presence does not interfere with the development of the stimulus given”


“what should I stay away from?” hansell asked once again with fear


“of course, for a while it was very helpful to the health of Miss Petrov” despite the pity of the man in front of her, the doctor had to carry out the profession properly.


Maybe this is a decision that will make him suffer later, but for the sake of Airyn, the girl who is loved but also hurt, hansell willingly accepts all the pain that whack later, but for the sake of Airyn, the girl who is loved but also hurt, hansell willingly accept all the pain that later, she would not be able to watch the girl get hurt again because of her, it was better for Airyn to forget hansell and be happy, at least for all that Hansell did to Airyn, he is so unbecoming to have Airyn selfishly, the fact that Aimiryn loves him alone is an incredible thing to accept, so for what Hansell asked for more if he was so unfit to vote.