
As usual, Iriana berseljor in front of the terrace of the house, while enjoying a cup of tea and a few pieces of cake in front of him, while Somi was very busy with Projec which was being released, the girl turned into an online business, and she was very busy with her, of course, in addition to the talent in the world of entertainment Somi has a taste and talent in designers, she manages her ability to do the things she likes, despite the hesitation to start this all, he said, but Somi is confident in the abilities she has.
Because Somi is aware that the effort she rillis is very likely to fail, but Somi will not give up, she cannot stay home and live life without doing anything, he said, because the girl's future is still long, and also Somi wants to bring her mother again, although she was disappointing, it was used as a stumbling block to commemorate her.
It was clear that Iriana sagat missed her son, her mind had always been centered on her child, somehow there was a strange feeling that stuck in the heart of Iriana, she said, making himself feel a little afraid and anxious because James never returned after the last time he left, even then Iriana saw how anxious the look on his son's face, when lifting a phone from someone, was, lead Iriana to an assumption that is always disturbing
and scared
“Ahhh...why my chest always hurts akir-akir this” murmured Iriana with a grimacing face dulled part of her chest, because there is a sense of wryness that is so tight there, she realized her condition was deteriorating due to the effects of these few days' thoughts, but Iriana had to endure for her two children, she could not leave them before everything was clear
“Ji.I hope that this time you will not disappoint me again” Iriana muttered with a prayer offered, because she will not be able to forgive herself if her husband again destroys the situation.
A black shiny car parked in the courtyard of Iriana's house, making her move from sitting down to watching who was visiting, it was obvious the car was stopping right in the night, though she very much wished it was her son's car, the man said, but the car that today is in front of Iriana's eyes is far different from the car that James usually carries, until the question mark sends Iriana to a suspicious feeling, if it is not his son.
A Pantofel worn by the man came out of the car, of course he looked dashing and charismatic, a man wearing neat clothes complete with a suit that formed the curves of his body, making Iriana squinted to clarify the view, honestly in an increasing age made Iriana's vision fading, with a warm smile the man threw a friendly face, making Iriana reply with a happy face
“Hansell...astaga this child, why never visit again” greet Iriana with happiness, make Hansell laugh sweetly to the woman, while giving a warm embrace until the two let go of each other longing, hugging each other, and giving a warm embrace, because Iriana has considered Hansell as her son, because in fact Hansell is the family son of her ex-husband
“Sorry if Hansell rarely visit mistress, because there are some things that akir-akir this makes Hansell very busy” he said to reply to Iriana, making the woman understand if the young man faced her was a very important person
“Come on, son, we sit in the course” indeed Iriana politely, making Hansell nod his head while following the steps of Iriana, he saw the state of the house of Iriana is very different from before, this is a very small minimalist house, just enough for two rooms and some living rooms complete with equipment, although very different from the house previously owned, but Hansell sure, he was sure, Lady Iriana did not dispute all this, because she knew well how simple her character was.
Hansell sat down in the guest room with Iriana who could not hide happily, while Somi, who heard a noise from outside, stepped down from the bed, he was talking to Hansell who was sitting sweetly in the living room, of course the feeling did not fade as fast as lightning, until Somi was stunned by silently staring at Hansell who was currently looking at her, the girl's heart seemed to be swaying in there, until Somi forgot what to do.
“Son, make a drink Hansell” timpal Iriana cut off the attention of her son, as soon as Somi draws awareness and passes towards the kitchen, she makes a drink for the guest she once loved so very, very, until Somi felt nervous about what to do, even her hands shook until it was difficult to stop.
After Somi managed to control herself, and completed her mother's request, she served a drink and some bread before Hansell, she withdrew from there after giving it, and she gave it up, because Somi will not be able to face Hansell after what happened between them, Iriana who saw the attitude of her daughter would understand very well, she did not mind anything as long as her son could learn and improve, even the girl did well after realizing all the wrongs to Hansell.
“Is there anything important you want to ask son? To come all the way here. This is very far from Soul”, Iriana told Hansell, who was sipping tea, the man tried to gather courage even though he felt very nervous saying the sentence, Iriana immediately guessed that there was actually an important thing that Hansell wanted to ask, even the man's gaze could not lie to Iriana
“Tell me, if it's important.ante thought it was okay to reveal it” said Iriana with a warm smile before Hansell
“Look, do you know Griffin and James?” hansell asked plainly, making Iriana speechless in her seat, even almost losing consciousness of the question, as if the terrible name really made Iriana's body creep, as if, slowly the woman held her chest very tight, making Hansell panic about Iriana's attitude, of course he did not want to happen something with Iriana like what happened to Merry, until the guilt was more evident, even Hansell realized the sentence he said was very offensive
“Mrs..are you okay” quickly Hansell moved to the side of Iriana, he was very concerned with the look of fear, seeing that Iriana tried to control herself. Slowly he took a deep breath that matched his heartbeat, the tightness disappeared until Iriana commented a shady smile
“It's okay son, Auntie is fine. How do you know all that?” iriana asked with great care, for if Hansell had known all about James and Griffin he would have known very far about the past, the past that should have been hidden from Hansell
“Hansell learned this all just a while ago, it's just that Hansell has been investigating this all for a very long time, arguably after the death of the mother. So madam, do you know them? “ asked Hansell with great hesitation, making Iriana sigh long, because what the man did was not wrong at all, it was natural for Hansell to want to know the truth over everything
“True, they are my ex-husband and also my son” Iriana said softly, making Hansell look at the woman with deep sadness “Botherly, it is very difficult for me to tell it all, because it's all a dark past that I'd love to bury inside. But...” Not yet had he finished his words, Iriana shed tears with a heavy voice “That in fact. It makes me no longer able to close myself. I didn't expect it to be like this, but after looking at James with a look of hate I realized that the past wasn't over yet, even that grudge was still not extinguished, I'm so scared to face all this, son, but I don't feel like I have the strength to deal with it anymore. If only all this could be solved with an apology maybe I will say that sentence before I died” said Iriana, making Hansell's heart throb, because he also understands the position of Iriana, because he also understands, even this woman had experienced bitterness for the sake of bitterness.
As Hansell embraced Iriana with great care, he had considered her his mother, even long before Hansell knew that her uncle's ex-wife, Iriana, had considered her his mother, even Hansell understood it was not easy for him to face all the dark times, slowly Iriana and Hansell let go of hugs to strengthen each other.
“Madamos, if anyone wants to tell you, Hansell knows this is very difficult, but it's much harder if we let this all go. Honestly speaking there are many things involved from that past, the pieces left over from there leave all grudges, so Hansell can't keep quiet with our very wrong past from the start, until Hansell draws the conclusion that all this happened starting from the Farhaven family, so it is natural that this is the responsibility of Hansell” said the man with a confident sentence, making Iriana look at the two clear eyes, an honesty and responsibility is very visible in both eyes that send a request, until Iriana feels confident in Hansell.
After finishing their conversation, Hansell said goodbye to go home, he drove alone to return to Soul, of course the distance traveled very far because the house of Lady Iriana was on the outskirts of Daegu.
There were so many question marks that Hansell thought of a way out, the only thing he could think of was meeting Airyn and working with her, but with both of these fractured relationships it is highly unlikely that Hansell would have Airyn working with him.
Why is it so hard to miss? As if a taste that has no akir, if only he knew of longing for Airyn as painful as this, maybe from the beginning Hansell needed to appreciate the time when they were together, all this time he was always busy with himself, he was always busy with himself, he always attached great importance to the responsibilities of work until their meeting only happened if needed, Hansell regretted never taking Airyn on vacation and enjoying time together, he said, he regretted ever ignoring the little things they had done, maybe this was the most painful part of a breakup, the loss of the little things that had ever been done together.
Losing the laughter of the tiny face, the good morning and good night that Airyn always gave, and also the glory that every time there until Hansell was always upset with the babble that was spoken to him, he said, even Airyn's fierce attitude is actually very sexy. Hansell really missed those little things, something that felt like it had to be sorted out even though it was hard to forget. Sometimes we realize that someone means when they are gone and gone, that's when we only realize that small things matter.
Unknowingly tears trickled down without any defense, Hansell deeply regretted the breakup that had occurred in their relationship, whether there was anyone like Airyn again, the girl who always inflames herself for the happiness of others, and who always, the girl who allowed herself to be hurt without having to outsmart her life, to the girl who was actually very powerful but fragile and weak, Hansell wanted to be that kind of man again, the man who can let her cry in the embrace of protection, the woman who remains strong without giving up on her life, and the man who can only see the fragile spot of Airyn alone, she said, he wanted to sneak into the life of someone like Airyn, but nothing like that, because there is no second Airyn on this earth.
Perih gnawed all over his heart, as if lonely waiting for him who had already left, Hansell pulled away a little to give the courage to end this pain. Will Airyn come back? If Airyn really goes missing and leaves, will she still be able to live here? Sometimes the feeble souls in men make Hansell a little self-deprecating, he understands Airyn is too meaningful in his life to be so difficult to deal with if they are stretched out like this, but how else does this life never make room for Hansell to survive, as if it is so cruel to scowl the only thing we so desperately want.
Hansell contacted Darrel if tonight he would stop at the Club tonight, of course immediately Darrel approached the old man, he saw Hansell had been surrounded by women who were scantily dressed, of course, in the middle of teasing the old man who almost lost his sanity, Darrel pulled them all over while giving some tips.
He stood by the boss who almost every day like this, as if Hansell would really destroy himself, very sad indeed if a man was abandoned by the woman he loved, even Darrel did not expect that Miss Petrov would be his old weak point.
He gulped the alcohol proffered in the small glass, of course Darrel sipped it to the extent of weighing the body, however he had to bring Hansell to the hotel, so Darrel could not lose consciousness.
“Why should Airyn get rid of all this? Why is he showing me? Look at me...don't you think I'm pathetic Darrel” said Hansell in a very chaotic situation, even he was like a madman who always said the name of his former lover
“Forget me Miss Petrov sir, you can't be like this” Darrel said in a slow sentence even unconsciously he said the sentence, slowly Hansell sat himself down, he looked with a murderous gaze at Dareel, certainly in an unconscious state, making the man stunned and extremely frightened, he said, he thought about what had been said just now “do I say the wrong thing Tuan” softly with a trembling tone
Without hesitation Hansell pulled the suit Dareel was wearing, then threw a fist at the man's face, like blindly in an unconscious state, Hansell drew all the attention, Darrel who was gripped by Hansell tried to escape, but the man was so strong that it was difficult to stop, Dikra who had just entered the Club was berirobok with the incident in front of his eyes
“Gosh Hansell” cried out in panic, immediately Dikra distanced Hansell from before Darrel who looked battered
“What did you say? Forget it!! Once again someone else said that, I will kill you and eliminate you all from the surface of the earth” Hansell snapped ferociously, making Darrel a little afraid of what he said, of course, there are emotions that can be held back however Hansell does it in an unconscious state
“Hansell...what are you doing, realize” snapped Dikra cut the words of his theme, he even pushed away the man's body with annoyance, because Hansell was really messed up than before, as if the man lost his life “This bastard...” Dikra grabbed the shirt Hansell was wearing, and threw the garden to the floor, as if he did not accept Hansell who was like a madman “What a man ******** like you deserve to be pitiful like this. haaa!! I said no repeatedly. Think of your sister too!” snapped Dikra with heartache, until he dropped a punch to the face of his theme
“I am pathetic, then why!! Don't you love my sister? You take good care of my sister. But I myself cannot love myself. How can I love my sister. Take good care of my sister” said Hansell with a rapport that can not be stopped, even his tone makes Dikra more angry
“You deserve this...let me resuscitate you with this” once again the blow struck Hansell's face, as if Dikra really let go of the annoyance on the man ******* it, that is, it's always been Hansell like this, losing himself after Airyn left
“just as Airyn left you, you're a coward. Do you think that by giving up life and giving up he'll be proud of you. Your sister is a woman, who only has you alone in the world, do you think you have no other responsibility than your fragile heart The Dikra” repeatedly gripped Hansell's neck furiously, he could not forgive Hansell if he ignored Angel, his life was not about Airyn alone, but himself and his sister, plus the responsibility Hansell had, and now this stupid man gave up. Dikra was very angry and angry.
“Dikra, what are you doing, this is very late” timpal Darrel that separated the two people, they both glanced at Hansell who was lying on the floor, full of bruises on his face, he said, Dikra rubbed his head violently as if he was very sorry for Hansell's weak attitude