
"Airyn, do you need anything?” hansell asked while tidying up her lover's belongings, even from that moment she was so busy preparing everything without being helped by Angel, that the girl came home because she was not needed
“Not” replied Airyn with a short sentence, making Hansell look at the girl who was sitting on the bed, slowly Hansell stepped foot to approach Airyn, somehow his steps stopped right with the increasingly painful taste.
After Airyn learned an uncertain fact, she was always gloomy and silent without any words spoken, even different as she was, like her usual self, although Airyn was unable to accept all the circumstances that felt unfair to her life, Hansell understood that it was not easy for Airyn to accept all this, even anyone is not easy to accept the fact that he is not the biological child of the mother he has known so far, even all these things are beyond the recognition and expectations of Airyn herself
“Sayang” slovenly Hansell in a calm tone, without even asking or saying anything the man hugged Airyn so bitterly and wistfully, he understood Airyn was so hurt to the fact, he understood, who forced himself to accept this stupid life, but how else there is nothing that can be done by humans if God has predestined it all.
“I do not want to go home Hansell, take me wherever you go, I beg” Airyn groaned in the arms of her lover, of course he was not reluctant to look at Marry's face, Marry said, who could face a reality as complicated as this, even making the girl even more afraid of digging into something that actually does not need to be dug up, he said, but if Airyn doesn't do all that, she will hide herself for life, even though Airyn knew from the beginning that there would be things out of her control, but this situation is beyond the capacity and ability of Airyn in responding.
“If true Merry my mother how? I don't want to accept this!! She wasn't my mother Hansell, my mother was Charllot Damon and my father Louis Petrov, Narry was just my mother's best friend. She's not my mom!” Airyn was so full of tears, plus the vibrations that made her cry sob, that Hansell was helpless to see the condition of Airyn, other than that she was more helpless after hearing the words of Airyn just now, he said, even that was beyond his senses, the name that Hansell had been looking for came out of his lover's mouth, of course Charllot's name lined up where the names were, but Damon's name was the appendage he wanted to find all along
“Charllot Damon?” welcoming Hansell to repeat Airyn's words in silence, he was stunned by what had been thrown just now, even making Hansell glance at Airyn who did not relieve his tears, making the man embrace Airyn's body with fear
“What should I do, dear god” Hansell was so terrified of what he imagined
“Dear calm down, of course they are your parents, I may not be able to help you, but Airyn I am beside you, no matter what kind of situation I will be with you, no matter how hard life we have to live, never give up, because I believe you are the strongest woman I have, other than loving you I can't promise anything” even Hansell messed up without realizing what he was saying
“Hansell I don't want Marry to be my mother” Airyn once again because she really has no power over that reality
“Why?” hansell asked as he broke away from Airyn, he even looked into the woman's eyes with a sense of rejection “I don't want Hansell! She's not my mom! do I have to have any more reason” Airyn snapped towards Hansell, even making Hansell even more helpless “How could she be my mother Hansell, obviously she was in our family as a confidant of my father, my father, he even met the good news with my mother, he took care of me from childhood only limited to employers and subordinates, how mugkin she is my mother. It's a total lie, do you think I can accept this strange fact, even if I'm willing to go crazy if I forget about it, I can't accept Marry…I can't Hansell” Airyn was so scared to tell what was thrown, she even pulled Hansell's shirt as if whining in fear, she was like asking for help if this was a dream
“I'm even very grateful if Marry is your birth mother Airyn” muttered Hansell as she shed tears, she hugged Airyn once again with a feeling of pain that felt, even Hansell was almost crazy to face this reality “It's all crazy” harrumphed Hansell with fear, he would not even willingly lose Airyn, even if the fate that separated Hansell was unable to accept this life anymore.
“Honey,, relax. I understand this is not easy, but you must be strong Airyn, my lover is not this weak, Airyn is a strong woman I met, do not believe in all those facts before we confirm everything, if you accept it or not it's a matter of late, which obviously now you can't be weak, I love you, even whatever separates us I don't care, I love you.
“don't leave me” Airyn's plea to Hansell as she hugs the man affectionately, even just Hansell in her possession, leading Airyn to believe the man will never betray her, although many people betrayed and departed from her life, Airyn would not be willing if Hansell was one of them, because the man is a different man from the humans who have been present to hurt himself alone
“Even thinking about that, I couldn't, how could I leave you”they both hugged each other as they strengthened, so, Hansell even kissed Airyn's head repeatedly until the girl felt comfort had spread all over the surface of the body.
“Today we go back to my Villaku, do you want?” persuade Hansell attentively, making Airyn shake her head without a fight, because to be in this situation away from Marry is the best thing, because Airyn was not ready to hear any explanation from the woman “Smart girl” Hansell gave a sweet kiss to Airyn, making the girl just stay quiet without fighting back, somehow his silence always makes the man exaggerate.
“Let go I” Airyn tried to denounce between the links of their lips, but Hansell grinned happily when it felt Airyn began to feel the desire more elusive, of course Hansell grabbed the nape of Airyn to bring the girl's body closer to her, he even tasted the surface of the lips that felt so opiate, even for a few days they did not make out to each other, making Hansell's longing not subside even though Airyn asked.
Seeing no more resistance, Hansell let down the flat on the links of their lips, Airyn blushed as if embarrassed at Hansell's possessive attitude that bound her, which she was, the man spread a distinctive body scent in Airyn's sense of smell, even Hansell's breath made Airyn goosebumps while feeling, Hansell flicked the long hair down towards the back, he traced the neck of his lover's level to leave the former possession, not infrequently Airyn passed a small screech when Hansell tasted his body violently, of course Hansell was provoking anger, but he tried to hide a smile, but he tried to hide a smile, at least the most powerful way of torturing this horrible girl is by over-tasting her.
“Are you going to kill me Hansell” growled Airyn as her lover increased a strange sensation in the ear, even Hansell's breath weakened every defense of Airyn
“How could I kill my dear lover, I give you a longing. Don't you like it” whispered Hansell as he let go of his spice activity, making Airyn giggle after hearing a sound that penetrates the hearing, hoarse voice that feels heavy sensual to increase intimacy “Even you do not refuse” Hansell grabbed the beautiful rancid lips, he tasted to the deepest part, he tasted, making Airyn's lips pale followed by the bruising swelling that existed, Hansell was really like a monster that could not be stopped when it came to fondling, making Airyn must succumb if not to lose, because if the man is against Hansell really makes Airyn tormented to not have a humanitarian side.
“How could I love a man like you” snorted Airyn while keeping Hansell away from her body, even her eyes glaring beautifully as she was upset at the infuriating man's behavior that made her heart beat fast.
“Down, it wasn't my fault. I'm not forcing you to love me.” said Hansell with a mocking grin, making Airyn even more provoked to fight back
“Do you insult me Hansell!!” annoyed Airyn when keeping Hansell's hands away from her gang, she even turned her face away from their eyes
“So angry, I was just kidding” exclaimed the man for a moment, because he was really happy to make fun of Airyn.
“I'm not kidding, if you don't want me to love just say it. There's no need to insinuate me like that, I know I'm weighing on your life, I realize that since I've had your life everything's a mess, everything's because I'm not, I know Hansell. That's why I don't want to hurt you because I'm always a burden, even if you feel like I'm troubling each of us, you might not force me to love you, but I love you. If only for being forced to love you, you better not have to take care of my life” Airyn's story when bowing her head even Hansell just kept quiet without commenting, from then on he just looked at the woman without Airyn noticing, even Hansell's hands clenched to hold all the rant out, of course this kind of sentence kept coming out of Airyn's mouth to force Hansell away from his life, how could Hansell accept a one-sided decision if he loved Airyn so much.
“Or put it this way, we're still like this. So each of us, you stay with me and I become you, we're still lovers, but for each other's problems don't have to get involved anymore, whatever the problem is I promise to handle it without involving you, if necessary we pretend to have this relationship, because the main problem is our relationship in” concluded Airyn with so confident, even his mouth was unceasing to utter a word that unwittingly ignited his male emotions
“You can only look at Airyn's side of me, not at them and the world, Airyn is just the girl I love but Miss Petrov a woman who can't be controlled by anything, do you think I'm willing to let you give up all this just to give in. Do not dream to leave me Airyn, even death does not separate us, why because the humans we have to part” snapped Hansell with a firm sentence, even the eyes of Airyn so frightened to look at her man, somehow Airyn was really afraid that if this relationship continued there would be a lot of problems that would come up, but Hansell was very confident in maintaining everything, of course, a difficulty for Airyn to choose
“You can't choose Airyn, even we don't have a choice. No one can make a choice for you. Don't you think I'd leave you, one step you're out of my life, a thousand steps I'm trying to catch up. I don't care about rationality if you don't belong, no matter what happens I won't leave you, even if you beg. Don't expect for that! Don't provoke my patience Airyn, I can really be cruel if you don't loosen yourself to leave. Do you understand!!” the ultimatum this time was completely confidently stuck, even Airyn could not say other than to shed tears, repeatedly Hansell felt that her lover had weakened himself, so much so, it was all the result of them destroying Airyn by attacking the girl's weakness, especially if it wasn't losing someone in her life.
Hansell had completely lost the figure of Miss Petrov who existed, even Airyn was now far different from Airyn before, Hansell understood how hurt Airyn was and frightened at the loss of the people in her life, he has lost a lot, both his parents, Berto and Angel who almost frowned, to Hansell as a lover he loved, even now other facts say Marry is his biological mother, and even more, of course Marry is not far from the closest person to Airyn, although airyn cannot accept Marry as her mother, the girl also could not dismiss the fact that all this time Mary who took care to accompany herself to adulthood, even the woman had nothing but to be a subordinate of Airyn who devoted her life there.
The more we have things, the more opportunities are left until they all disappear. Make us realize, life is very fair. It takes away people who are so attached to our lives, but at the same time life always forces us to accept something new. Even after bringing in new people in an instant scarcity them without counting, making us as humans must learn how to accept it without any words ready or unable.
“Can I do it?” airyn asked as she cried, making Hansell nod his head while giving a warm hug that matched the gentle swipe on the girl's back.
“Darling, you could have missed all this. Not just you but us. Do you understand. The more we part the more they reach their expectations, do not give them a chance to win, although this is difficult we have to face it”
The two lovers are immersed in the conversation to give strength, airyn of course realizes if she has weakened herself, but the man never hates or abandons her, despite what Airyn had done to Hansell, the man never blamed Airyn for what had happened to his life, leaving Airyn so embarrassed that she raised her head to stand out in front of Hansell.
“My woman must not bend her face, act like Miss Petrov, and sweet Airyn to be my woman” Hansell's seductive, as if this is reddening Airyn's burning cheeks.
“I want to get out of here, come on home” he asked nervously, because he was really embarrassed to look into Hansell's eyes
“Alright” Airyn and Hansell are out of there, they are all walking with slow steps to balance Airyn, let alone Hansell he is so afraid to see his lover limped in stepping, he said, because Airyn refused to be carried by Hansell, inevitably he had to follow Airyn's orders without being able to refute, they immediately entered the car that had been prepared, Hansell took his lover to the luxurious Villa he owned in Ireland of course Hansell still owned a lot of property in Ireland, although he actually left the country.
On the other hand Dikra had set foot in Ireland, before he left Dikra certainly informed Hansell of his arrival, making the man eager to reminisce with his theme, he said, because Hansell had been in Korea for a long time, Dikra lost time with the man, but it seems Hansell can no longer be what he used to be, because the man has the responsibility of his lover, he said, make Dikra must withdraw from expectations that have been hung high.
All the girls who saw the arrival of a Dikra in the airport were made stunned unexpectedly, because the man was truly extraordinary with the charismatic that existed, how not the innocent but cool face that makes them fall in love plus the proportion of the perfect body makes anyone envious made it, the more the girls glanced at him the more confident Dikra felt, he was so gallant stepping while wearing sunglasses, Dikra like a model that makes anyone feel cool about himself.
A car had been prepared to wait for her arrival, Dikra chose to drive the car himself to meet Hansell, because Hansell sent an address through the existing GPS, making him have to go there, he said, because the man does not want to leave his lover, if it is no useful love affair, makes Dikra understand if Hansell is really a worship man, a man, even once a Hansell Hamilton was so reluctant to date but now the arrogant man even survives a long time in the relationship, making Dikra's smile disdainful when imagining his theme.
The gate of the Villa is wide open to welcome the arrival of the hosts, namely Hansell and Airyn, because for a while Airyn is safer if rest at the Villa, the, because the atmosphere was far from the crowd and very suitable to calm down, the two couples entered the Villa immediately, without even waiting for long Hansell held his lover who felt sluggish on a limp step, but did not wait, Hansell placed Airyn on a white-spread wide mattress, and Hansell held a light object but was very careful to place it.
“Am I that heavy” Airyn chirped with an annoyed face, because Hansell seemed to have difficulty in putting his body on the bed
“Weight?”clea Hansell when repeating the sentence Airyn “You don't even weigh at all, do you want her to gain weight so much that Hansell's seductive” towards the girl
“No, this is it I'm already heavy, if later I put on weight again I will be a bad fat lady” snorted Airyn when setting her position, I will be a fat lady, made Hansell smile at the corner of the lips hearing the reply from the girl
“Darling, you're not even heavy at all, I'm just careful to put you down, I don't want anything to happen with that wound” explained Jansell as she kissed Airyn's cheek with anxiety, he sat himself beside the bed while dealing with the beautiful face of his lover “What we can gain weight by leaving the fetus here” the man's hand crept into Airyn, as if demanding Airyn understand the code given
“Not” denies Airyn instantly, with an existing shy hue. It made the girl very nervous to reveal what she had just wanted to refute.
“Why?” hansell asked quickly, as if he needed an explanation for Airyn's rejection just now
“We...we are not husband and wife, so can't do that. do you want our child not to have a clear parental status” chirped Airyn as she stared into Hansell's eyes
“We stay married” exclaimed Hansell replied to an argument made by Airyn, but the girl just kept quiet without answering “Do you still not want to marry me?” jansell asked once more, making Airyn bite her lower lip, as if she was completely unprepared to answer Hansell's question.
“why doesn't Airyn want to get married?” muttered the man as he stared at the girl who felt so scared “It's okay, I won't force” Hansell to pull Airny to her face, as if to calm the girl from the anxiety of guilt “Whatever you want I will understand, I know we need some time dear, even though we have known each other for a long time, but this relationship has only been a few months, so I also do not demand you to rush”, Hansell said with full affection, even eliminating all anxious thoughts that had enveloped Airyn.
“If I don't want to marry forever how?” airyn asked, leaving Hansell speechless
“We can't be sure of the future, if you can't do it must have a reason instead, if that reason is really impossible to solve, I'm willing to live forever with you. Because I believe we love each other, he said, although there is a sense of disappointment that is buried deep, but that is not what should be important, he said, but the cause that makes Airyn afraid to do marriage “I love you Airyn” exclaimed Hansell once again while tightening his arms while enjoying the scent of his lover's body.