Girlfriend Another Level
What's best to do.

“Let go of my hand, why did you pull me. I will teach that woman a lesson, I was even patient enough all this time, but she instead let my sister die!! Is he crazy!” angel yelled as she struggled to let go, but Dikra still pulled the girl's hand as if she wasn't going to let go of the strong grin on Angel's wrist, really Dikra no matter what Angel said, because staying away from Angel from there is the right choice.

“Let go of me!!” angel snapped once more, stopping Dikra from his steps as the voice rebuked him deeply, the man turned back to look at the two eyes that were emitting hatred and full of opposition, it even seems that Angel will not be able to be calmed even though Dikra said the word full of tenderness. “What's wrong with you. Why should you interfere with me, I'm just your lover not your wife. You shouldn't be acting like this, you don't even have the right to decide whether I should shut up or not”

When the girl's hand was released by Dikra, he did not expect the words Angel said very loudly, even like making it worthless in the girl's life. “Angel you should understand the situation, I really understand how you feel, but if you can't control yourself then everything will be completely destroyed” Dikra's advice makes Angel cluck upset, even the words of her lover were not easily accepted.

“Controlling myself, can you control yourself if your older brother is not expected to live by others”

“But that is not the intention of Mrs.Merry, you are the one who misinterpreted the meaning” denied Dikra when reaffirming the existing problems, making Angel rewind the steps as if not believe if the man denied himself.

“What a fool you are!!! She even believed easily that my sister was gone, and she was different with her husband and children, and that when she was lying in the hospital it was not happiness that she displayed, but rejection. He even refused to let my sister still live, do you think I can accept this, even he has no right to be happy, and who he is until he-”

“Angel!!!” the loud voice that Dikra chanted with a snapping tone made Angel speechless, even his body gave a shocked reaction to silence.

Highlight the eyes of Dikra that Angel had never seen before, this time he had clear access, anger and a sense of extraordinary emotion was seen once from the round eyes widened large, wide, even the firm murat on the surface of his face is able to turn on the muscles until displayed. “I understand very well that you are so emotional because of Hansell's condition, but let me reiterate once again, Hansell is not just your older brother, he was the father-to-be of two fetuses growing up in Airyn's womb, he was also the husband who loved Airyn so much, and Mrs Merry who you said had no right to be the father-in-law of your sister, he is currently the daughter-in-law of the family. If you had just used a little bit of your heart, you might have seen that Ms.Merry's attitude was not a rejection, but she was just disappointed that we were all hiding this from her let alone Airyn, don't you understand a little, that you're not the only one hurt here, you're not the only one disappointed here, and you're not the only one left behind. Me and all those people are people who are also afraid of you, and you loudly say, if your brother realizes you will separate him from his wife, son, and father-in-law. Where's your brain!!” snapped Dikra with a threatening look, even he acted with full assertiveness so that it seems that Angel's mouth is only able to silence.

The girl leaned her body against the wall, while tearing her body against the floor, she closed her eyes with the surface of her hands while pulling her hair in annoyance, angel was wrong and he was wrong to think of himself, but Hansell was all he had, an older brother who used to always be Angel as a lover character in his future, but it turns out that Angel now realizes that his brother has become someone else's husband and become a daughter-in-law in someone else's family, and even he would form a small family with his wife, so where Angel was, was he really alone in this world.

“Angel, what does this attitude of yours really mean? Whether you are aware of your mistakes, or now you feel you have no one” continued Dikra with clenched hands, Angel did not even think if Dikra knew the way of his mind. “I've known you since we were kids, when we both started running I've been paying attention to you a lot, and from a long time ago I understood you more than you understood yourself, Angel. In your eyes only to Hansell as the most perfect brother, and at this time Hansell is lying helpless must make you lose and abandoned by everything. Added to my explanation just now, it proves that Hansell not only has you, but many roles that he took on in his life, to make you feel like you have no one. But you know why ever since Hansell married Airyn he kept his distance from you, all because Hansell wanted you to love yourself and feel like you were just as important as him, not only are you dependent on Hansell, but Hansell is dependent on you. Hansell understood how you think everyone should be like him, so that it makes you really need Hansell, but whether you realize it or not is only getting Hansell hurt more and more, because he realized you have your own life, someday you can't standardize others the same as your brother, because nothing is the same in this world, even twins will have nothing in common but their stature, and you do want anyone like your sister, and you assume you only have your brother in this world, so you're very emotional when you lose. Now if I ask, our relationship from the beginning is because I'm like your brother, or do you see me as Dikra?”

Angel silenced a thousand languages, he could not reply to Dikra's words even one word he could not say, making Dikra very hurt for the silent answer that Angel gave, he said, whether this explains if from the beginning Angel did not see himself as Dikra, but rather looked at the attitude of Dikra like his brother.

“We just drop out” contact Dikra's eyes rounded when the speech was thrown Angel with a soft tone that pierced sore.

“P-Deconnect?” ask Dikra again.

“Yes. We just broke up!!” firmly Angel when looking his head towards his lover.

“From the beginning I did consider you like my sister” said the girl firmly, she held back her tears so as not to spill in front of Dikra.

“Why should we break up?”

“Color I don't see you as Dikra!!” snapped Angel firmly, making Dikra silent when hearing the words of her lover.

“But Angel, we—“

“From the beginning, I didn't really love you, I didn't even see you as Dikra, but rather regarded you as my sister, your attitude, your mannerisms, and even your innate natures all resembled my sister, she said, I kept you because I was so obsessed with having a partner like her. But this time I realized not the love between us, but my obsession is merely”

“But I love you”

“Already, just throw away your love, I no longer need” reply Angel firmly, he stood in alignment with Dikra, while wiping his tears. “Go from before me as soon as possible, because I just want to take care of my own sister” as soon as Angel passes from there, with a sentence that is confirmed as an expulsion sentence between their relationship in the middle of the toilet.

“Even if I look at you like that, and look at you like a reflection of my sister, and even I see you have attention like her. But I realize you and your sister are different Dikra, you're Dikra, who made me fall in love for the first time.You're right, this is just my obsession with having you in the beginning, you're a, but for a while I started to like you as Dikra William, not a reflection of Hansell Hamillton. If you look at me like that, it's better if we just break up to understand each other, I want to refute what you said you understood me so much, I said, but this time I broke with reality, if in fact I really love you as Dikra William”

Inner Angel as she stepped away from Dikra, the man was only able to fall silent in his position, even Dikra did not expect the girl to decide and throw him away so quickly.

*

Since Merry hated Zates so much, she really could not think how Zates could hide this from Airyn, even Zates made a tomb for her husband, he could not think of how Zates could hide this from Airyn, of course, making Merry can not accept all this, because Hansell is still racing with his heartbeat but in hiding from his wife.

“Are you crazy Zates hiding this from Airyn, don't you understand how much pain Airyn's been enduring all this time” upset Merry when she pushed away the man's body, he really did not understand how Zates could do such a cruel thing to his own son.

“Calm down first, I know I was wrong. But there's a reason dear”

“What other reason? For the sake of Airyn's happiness? Did you see Airyn happy, Ha. Even if Airyn knows this lie do you think she can be happy for her husband's condition” said Merry with anger, Zates had not had time to open her mouth, the woman immediately continued the words she had not finished. "I think you and Airyn can really be together, you'll take care of your son again, and take responsibility for him, but you always disappoint, you do everything yourself without considering Airyn, she said, is this what you consider love, you act as if you can overcome everything, whereas you just ruin all relationships”

Zates could only be silent, he did not know where to explain, and it felt like Zates could not stand up to Merry's words anymore. “I can't think how you could be this cruel, hide Hansell, and even make his tomb for Airyn, I've almost believed that Hansell is gone and Airyn has also accepted her husband to leave her, but what is happening now!! Hansell struggles between life and death in a place that Airyn doesn't know, and the people she trusts, loves, values, hides this, how much more pain you've given Airyn, Ha”

“Merry...” Zates pulled Merry's body to his face, he could not hear the continuation of the words of the woman, indeed Zates was afraid, and he almost felt himself a failure, even from the beginning to the end he always failed. “I have no choice” continued Zates when hugging and hiding his face between Merry's shoulders, he immersed himself there, to seek protection so that his tears could spill freely. “I don't know what I'm doing right or wrong, but this is not all my desire. It's Hansell's request!!” continue to Zates with a quick sentence that he describes . “I'm even very scared, I'm afraid of being wrong, I'm afraid of hurting Airyn again, I'm afraid of disappointing again, and I'm very scared. But now that fear has come true, from the very beginning I did continue to disappoint and make you and Airyn hurt, I should not have you and should not have taken the responsibility of being a father and husband, he said, because I did not deserve” Zates out of the deck, his chest that felt painful, really left a wound of disappointment in his own heart, even Zates's face was filled with tears until Merry was silent from her rags who continued to blame Zates without listening to his explanation.

“I'm sorry to disappoint you and Airyn, but really all this I did at Hansell's request in the last seconds of his consciousness, he didn't want Airyn to see him in a painful state, and Hansell didn't want to hurt Airyn with false hopes, which is why I tried to teach Airyn sincerely from now on, I know this is wrong but for Hansell, I know it's wrong, even more wrong if later Airyn will have the burden of seeing her condition to endanger their fetus, Hansell does not want just because he who is in this most painful state, will make Airyn lose their child. But now I realize, whatever I do is wrong. I was wrong from the start and always disappointing and making you hurt”

Silence stretched as Zates bent her face, making Merry speechless between their seats facing each other, slowly Merry's eyes looked long at her husband, why did Merry not think that far, so far, if her own husband thought of Airyn that deeply, even Hansell had thought that if the most painful situation was known by Airyn, surely Airyn would be depressed, and in make sure also the condition of Airyn that continues to worsen and it will make the fetus in the body threatened. And all that Zates did, was Hansell's request, not his own despair, if this is why Merry blamed her husband, why he should be disappointed in her husband if Hansell's safety survives to this day, it must be because of her husband.

“Z-Zates, i..”.

“No, that's not what I mean.”

“Merry, I love you so much, Zates said as he rubbed his wife's cheek. “But you and Airyn will only be hurt because of me, I should not have to take responsibility to love you, because I cannot give happiness, from the beginning I will only hurt and continue to disappoint, that's why let's discuss this relationship after Hansell recovers. Now I'll take you back to Korea”

“Are you leaving me after Hansell returns?” merry asked as he looked at the two men's eyes, making Zates speechless while returning a sad look from his wife.

“I love you so much how can I leave you, but it seems keeping from a distance is the best way to love you, I will not hurt, will not disappoint, will not disappoint, and will not fail to be husband and father to you guys” Inner Zates while pulling Merry's hand for him to hold confidently, it really feels Zates loves him very much, but if present only to hurt only, only to hurt, of course Zates willingly let go.

“We'll just go back to Korea, we'll talk later. And now that you know Hansell's situation, now that it's all your choice, whether you want to tell Airyn or respect Hansell's choice, I'm not going to forbid you from voting, I'm not going to forbid you from voting, because I believe you must have reason to choose between those two options”

Zates stood up from his seat, he held Merry's hand warmly and took him away from there, even Zates was convinced of this decision, after he delivered Merry to Korea, Zates will strive for his near-perfect research, he will try to save Hansell with the abilities he has.

Merry was silent as she followed her husband's steps, she even glanced at the grasp that would soon let go of her hand, the man who entered her heart and ravaged Merry's life from the past, now that it will go after Merry accepts him, has Merry been late when talking, is as hurt as he said so that Zates felt inferior again, but what should Merry say? He could not say for Zates to remain on the side, and Merry could not say if that was not the intent of his words.

“Zates, I still need an explanation” as soon as their journey to the elevator stopped, and Merry released his hand from the man's grasp, he slammed his face toward Zates confidently. “I want to see Hansell, I want to see with my own eyes” said Merry so confidently, making Zates look at his wife while sighing softly.

“Alright, if you want to see Hansell. Follow me” said Zates to Merry, he stepped into Hansell's room while guiding his wife's steps, Zates opened the door of the room slowly while inviting Merry to enter, of course it looks very much how the raginya Merry, who is very happy, but Zates tried to grab his wife's hand to strengthen Merry.

“Ink” said Zates softly, making Merry step foot while holding back her husband's hand, of course Zates can feel how Merry hesitated but he fought it all to deal with this situation.

How shocked Merry when he saw Hansell's body lying in front of his eyes, even Merry's body teased when watching Hansell was closing his eyes calmly while racing with medical devices, the woman covered her mouth with the surface of her hands as if disbelief seemed very real, making Merry's tears break with shattering if Hansell who Airyn loved was still fighting for his life, all the medical devices there really hurt Merry, it doesn't feel like he's doing this kind of thing to Hansell, and what about Airyn if she's in her position, it's been made sure her son is more depressed than this, if Hansell's real reason for protecting his wife, it was confirmed that the decision to keep Hansell away from Airyn was the best, but whether Merry could lie to Airyn for a long time.

“Darling...”lirih Zates when cheating on Merry's body vibrates in fear, even Zates covers Merry's view with his field body and brings the woman he loves into the comfort of his body, and even Zates covers up Merry's view with his field body, he tried to calm Merry with a warm hug and showered Merry's head with a kiss of love. “Don't be like this, Hasell is struggling, just pray for the best for him, and may God grant our prayers”

“This hurts so much Zates, I can't see Hansell like this..”.

“Husss... You must be calm, do not be like this” calm Zates while rubbing his wife's head sadly.

“Thank God.S-thankfully Hansell still has hope of returning to our son, and thank God Hansell is still alive. I'm so happy, I'm so happy” said Merry when hugging her husband's body, even the cry made Zates' chest stuffy with pain, but felt comfortable to keep him hugging and protecting.

Silence stretched between the arms that did not pause and not even that distance, making Zates speechless when his wife was silent without letting out another cry or sound.

“S-Honey.” call Zates with an anxious tone, while removing Merry who he brought the hug, how shocked Zates when he saw his wife closed her eyes unconsciously.

“Merry, what's wrong with you? What happened” panicked the man, while lifting his wife's body to lay her on the sofa, Zates pressed the emergency button that was beside Hansell's bed.

“Merry....wake up” call the man when patting his wife's cheek gently to continue to resuscitate.

Zates examined Merry's body, he even made sure all his wife's vital signs until Zates' eyes were rounded when he heard something familiar to him, Zates continued to hear it until his hand continued to stick to the side of his wife's stomach, Zates tried to calm down to concentrate on what he was feeling so that the man looked at Merry's face with a fixed look.

Some people came carelessly into the room in a hurry, they were glued to see the doctor in central Laos with a woman in the room of the VVIP patient, of course the Doctors felt very depressed when he saw the emergency signal from the VVIP room by Hansell, but after arriving there they saw Doctor Laos did not panic about the important person, but he was fixated on looking at a woman.

“Doctor did something happen to patient” broke up a man who used a white coat to stop the reason Zates.

“No, my wife who is currently sick immediately prepare the best room for her, and bring the obstetrician to the room as soon as possible, at this time he was experiencing low blood pressure when pregnant young” Zates command tone to everyone it makes them stunned at his words, but as soon as they do orders Zaterius.

*

Merry was in the middle of a room that was almost the same as the safety standards and facilities such as Hansell, of course with the best security and Zates did not miss a single check.

"Merry is pregnant with my son" the man muttered as he kissed the back of his wife's hand.

Zates understood very well that if Merry was pregnant, she would always experience the most severe conditions, even when Merry was pregnant with Airyn alone, this woman arrived at the hospital because she could not consume anything because she was always nauseous with every food, he said, and even Merry continued to feel prolonged weakness so that it made Merry treated in the hospital because his condition was getting weaker, and of course the pregnancy consumption of his wife is different from Airyn, which is the case with Airyn, but Merry remained from his thirst in the past, never before Merry lost consciousness.

"What makes you depressed is akir-akir, why you have to think a lot" he said once again.

Now Zates is sitting on the edge of the bed staring at Merry's resting body, his wife is always nauseous and difficult to concentrate, whether the development of hormones so great resulted in Merry losing control today, but what happened was actually, whether Merry knew if she was pregnant, but still traveled alone without escort and also not accompanied by anyone, he said, or Merry does not know if she is pregnant and is experiencing low blood pressure like this.

“Merry what happened really, what did you think until you got like thism Don't scare me, I'm really afraid of losing you” Zates said as he kissed his wife's hand over and over again, he even took care of Merry as well as possible, even Zates had consulted with the obstetrician related to his wife's pregnancy, which Zates feared if Merry found out he was pregnant, whether he would accept Zates, there would be fear again in the mind of the man, but he would not be able to abandon the innocent child.

“What God really wants, I would love to stay away from the way things were after Hansell had recovered, but why did he present a fetus in Merry”'s womb

Whether God wanted to bind Zates not to go, if he could choose, Zates certainly did not want to go, but it seems that if he continues together it will continue to hurt his son and wife, he said, but with the current conditions what's best for Zates to do.