
Some time passed when Iriana was able to be happy, she could again cook for her beloved daughter, and also Iriana could be with Somi from waking up early to sleeping again. Somi of course happy, for some time in the future she chose to spend time at home to compensate for the busy time in the world of work to be valuable time with her mother, so far the property is a necessity, so far, but it all could not be happy, with a lot of his coffers obtained make Somi lost a lot of time with her mother, now Somi is just busy cooking, watching television, watching television, and gardening on the vacant lot behind their house.
“It was not like that his way” argued Iriana when Somi dig a hole to plant onions, she closed the hole dug by her daughter to make mounds laly plant seeds on the ground, onion seedlings, Somi just laughed with a giggle because this is like a child's toy that can be done with her mother
“Begini non” show Somi shows her abilities
“Ya right, a little more plug” said iriana while helping her child's hand
“I've done it like that” whine Somi when anything done is always wrong
iriana's eyes
“I will correct your mistakes, although this is okay for you, but for mom if you are wrong, still I blame Somi, so understand lah. never underestimate the little thing, but for me, because when you ignore it for a long time it will be widened or enlarged, do you understand! ” said Iriana in a firm tone, making Somi stunned to hear her mother's words
“Ibuuuu” shimmies Somi, while hugging the wingless angel in her life
“Let go mother, do I not smell son, my sweat so much”reply Iriana with a soft tone, making Somi increasingly tighten her embrace to the middle-aged woman's body
They both are so passionate in growing vegetables, even Iriana is very happy to enjoy life like this, from the first he really wanted simple, even more, actually, Iriana was born from a poor family from the countryside, she is very familiar with this way of life, although all this time she had to live not with her wishes, he said, but Maria never regretted it.
After finishing with all the things there, the mother and child couple held themselves in their respective rooms, Iriana used clothes in the minimalist room, somehow her heart felt pulsating, she said, there was even a sense of dizziness that hit Iriana's head until it felt heavy, making her put her hands on the dressing table to support the body to resist the dizziness, the woman slowly closed her eyes with a slight hissing pain
“I can't be like this, however I can't trouble my son” Iriana asserted to herself, the woman replaced the pain with a smile, she brushed aside all the pain, the woman resumed her activities to pretend to be okay.
“Ibu” call Somi from the outside, even the door slingshot sounds in a row, making Iriana gather energy to rise, herself polishing lips with lipstick, and, for now, Iriana must not look weak in front of her child
“Mother why so long, did mom get sick?” somi asked while observing her mother's face “why mother used lipstick, strangely” her murmur while watching Iriana's face
“Mother slightly dressed up” kekeh Iriana accompanied by a cheerful laughter, making Somi sharpen her eyes towards the woman
because he didn't want his mother to cover something up
“Did mom hide something from me? it is unusual for his mother to polish the face” said the young girl with cold eyes
“Can't I be beautiful? Are you the only one who can be beautiful in this life, baby? Oi. How can my son selfish” ledek Iriana reply to Somi's words with a smile, making her child neutralize the look of the face anxious will said her mother
that
“Mother, come. We have lunch first, Somi has heated food” take the girl while holding her mother's hand, immediately they both sit at a very small dining table, he said, Somi took the food to Iriana's plate with a smile, immediately Iriana thanked her child.
They both eat food with pleasure, Somi occasionally tells some problems that stuck to her mother, even so cool that the girl told her to forget to bribe the food on her plate
“Eat first, later continue the discussion of mu” said Iriana when persuading her chatty daughter to eat
“Alright” replies Somi with a clear face, because her mother cut off their conversation while Somi was eager to tell a story
“Somi what mom can ask?” iriana's reproach when Somi scoops food into the mouth
“How can you get out of the agency son, even the media unceasingly preach you that no-no, until so much hate speech that makes the mother increasingly not accept”, said Iriana to her son, because all this time Iriana refrained from asking anything, because she tried to understand her son, because it is very unlikely that Iriana asked Somi at the wrong time, it could have been a mental shock for her son, and now Iriana already felt that Somi had been fine, making herself boldly ask the girl a question
Hearing the question made Somi stop eating activities, she crossed the two eating devices to finish up there, Somi stared fixedly at her mother, he tried to arrange the words so that the sentence was not wrong in the woman's megerri
“I'm sorry Somi mom, they deserve to do that, because Somi is guilty” said the girl while bending her face in front of Iriana, even though Somi had mentally prepared to explain this to her mother, but while undergoing this is difficult for Somi
“Darling, all humans make mistakes, but the problem is not regret, but how do you fix those mistakes. Whatever you do whether it's right or wrong in every view people will be very different, they will judge you bad if you don't know who you are, but mother, mother knows you Somi. Whatever you do, I won't blame it, just that you have to fix it, don't hurt people if we don't want to get hurt. Do you understand nak” said Iriana in a calm tone towards Somi, even unconsciously the tears of the girl dripped just like that, because every word spoken by her mother is like a meaning of awareness that is needed by Somi at this time, not infrequently anything that comes out of the woman's mouth is always a cure for her wounds
“Im sorry Somi mother” once again he hugged Iriana while resting at her mother's feet, even Somi put her head on Iriana's thigh, quickly eniana greeted her child with a soothing mouthful full of affection, so that Somi does not feel pressured to tell a story
“It's okay dear” said Iriana with a soft tone in line with her hand-drawn swab
“I...ibu” shouts Somi in a trembling tone, making Iriana answer with deheman "The wrong Somi! So that Somi does not cross the line, so that Somi should not demean others, and should be as a public figure Somi does not do it” explained the girl with a sob, make Iriana rub his son's head with the rhythm of the match
“What do you do Somi?” iriana asked her son, even hearing Somi's cry made Iriana unable to resist the irritation in her heart.
Somi told all the misadventures from the bad things she did to Miss Petrov, to how Somi wanted to humiliate others in public, making Iriana understand up to this point, she said, that her son did that not without cause but rather loved the man who had never looked towards her, Iriana understood how amazed Somi was to Hansell, yet the man never reciprocated her son's feelings, but she never returned, however, she never forces Hansell to like Somi, as she only wants Somi to be with the man who loves her, as well as the man she loves. Because Iriana feels a failure for both times if we love the other side
“What now can you understand dear?” iriana asked her daughter's explanation
“Iya ma'am.Somi understood, all this time Somi loved Brother Hans too much, until Somi forgot to love herself, Somi realized how selfish her Somi wanted him, while her self loved the other, even more pursued Kak Hans increasingly hate and away from Somi, all because of the coercion that continues Somi to do to him” said the girl with tears that were rushing to divorce, she said, even he could not lift his head from Iriana's thigh
“Somi, no matter what happens don't blame yourself, I'm so happy you can be aware of your mistakes, but I'm not happy if it's you pulling away, sometimes we need to face bad times to be able to improve ourselves, we need to live all those things so that all bitterness passes, no matter who you are, son, you have the opportunity to change and improve, don't lock yourself up just because of the hate speech that many people give, as time goes by, they will forget it, although sometimes for us it is very imprint, but like any scar you make it a benchmark so that in the future you do not repeat it again, the proud mother has a strong child like Somi, she said, at least until this moment you are still with your dear mother, watching you survive until this moment alone is the greatest gift that you have, because if the mother who is in your position, because if the mother who is in your position, not necessarily the mother is able to survive on the hate speech that is always sent without stopping”, said Iriana with tears scattered, making Somi cry as she hugged her mother, Somi regrets having committed suicide, she regrets having done that, even until this moment Somi feels stupidity only matters Hansell, so she forgot to love herself and the people around her.
The girl has gotten the biggest slap of life, making Somi will not want to make the same mistake again, whatever happens in the future her self will change and not be the Somi who used to be, at once the situation was a little peaceful there the two women strengthened each other.
“Who is the woman you are ashamed of?” iriana asked curiously, because from that moment her son did not mention the name of the woman, hearing the question from that there was little objection in mentioning the name of Miss Petrov, who was not the first lady, but for Somi it is nothing if only said once
“She's the woman who has the highest power than imagined, Somi turned out to have been wrong to play around with her, her name is Airyn” said Somi when she admonished seeing Iriana
“Airyn” said Iriana as she repeated her son's sentence
“Do you know her?” somi asked as she watched the stern look on Iriana's face
“Name Airyn a lot of pity, of course the mother does not recognize Airyn which where” reply Iriana while rubbing the cheek of her child
“Ohh yes, I forgot, hmmm..oh yes ma'am, dad called her by the name of Miss Petrov” ceteletuk Somi immediately towards her mother, making Iriana's fingers stopped, Iriana stopped, even her facial features changed in shock, witnessing the drastic change of her mother's face made Somi even more curious
“Do you know her?” ask Somi again, because this time her mother's face was unexpected
“Ahh...no nak” said Iriana nervously, she was unable to control herself when she heard the frills of the family, as if it reminded Iriana of the past, of course, of that sin, Iriana tries to control herself making her think just a coincidence, because it is impossible for her son to be involved with the name of the Petrov family
“How can all this be a coincidence, hopefully not as I thought” muttered Iriana in her silence, because he will not be ready if Somi will be in contact with Petrov whom she means “How is it, hopefully not the family that” murmured Iriana in the muddy, making Somi take a long glance at her mother.