Girlfriend Another Level
Feeling Low

Airyn was in the operating room that had been going on, even Hansell was so angry waiting for Airyn outside the room, he was unceasingly anxious and held both hands together to pray, even as Hansell's heart was beating so fast he could not stop, Hansell grew increasingly unsettled as he glanced at the Operating Room, watching as Airyn closed his eyes in his arms, until Hansell was unable to think of the worst possible event that would happen, he occasionally stood up to calm down, but each time also anxiously struck the man's mind.

It was almost afternoon, but no one had come out of the Operating Room other than the nurse who was pacing with a panting fist, even Hansell tried to ask but they ignored the man in a polite manner, of course Hansell was upset but he tried to give in, he could not be sure of anything other than waiting.

At the end of the hall was a man walking towards Hansell who was sitting in a long chair, the longer the man's steps were getting closer, the man was staring straight at the man who looked very chaotic, of course it was James, he flew to Ireland after getting the latest information about Airyn, James certainly felt anxious that was not less great than Hansell, but as powerful as the man tried to hide his feelings, he was very anxious, hearing the approaching footsteps made Hansell raise his head and glance, he increasingly saw James's steps getting closer, until Hansell narrowed his eyes while showing dislike to the man in front of his eyes.

“Why are you here?” hansell asked coldly, looking intently at Doctor James

“Of course I visited my patients” he said in a flat tone

“Even Airyn doesn't think of you as her doctor anymore, did you forget she doesn't like you” Hansell replied with an unsightly sentence

“Of course I am self-conscious” said the man while standing firmly in front of Hansell, make Hansell stand up from sitting to equalize Doctor James “I know he doesn't like ku” James explained as he stared intently at Hansell “But I love Airyn”

Hansell was silent and clenched his hands, but he was angry. Because another man confessed his feelings for his lover to Hansell, which man would accept, plus the circumstances that gave rise to a tangled thread that was getting messy.

“What do you mean!” hansell snapped as his hands grabbed James' collar, pushing the man's body against the wall, the grip felt so strong that Doctor James hissed as his body jolted against the wall

"Can't you hear” James replied when his neck was so choked with Hansell's grip “I love Airyn”, make Hansell strengthen the grip due to growls that can not be held

"Who do you think you are, to dare to admit that feeling to ku” snapped with emotions that can no longer be eliminated

"Then what are you gonna do? Are you going to kill me just because I like Airyn, if only Airyn liked me, I would be happy to hide this feeling from you, and playing behind” ledek James while his life was on the verge of being decapitated “Not have I told you Hansell, if you can't keep Airyn well you better stay away from Airyn, did you forget 5 years ago he almost lost himself to you, and now he's hurt again, do you deserve to recognize yourself as his lover” James replied with great difficulty, James said, because Hansell's grip and glare were so stifling, even the sharp glare he was emitting was not deeply hidden if Hansell's fury exploded on James

“Kakak” broke up Angel who suddenly was in the middle of Hansell and Jemes' quarrel, even making Hansell loosen the grip of his hand, Angel's eyes look towards a foreign man who had never met Angel before, even making Hansell loosen the grip of his hand, make a question mark about who that man is. Angel is very worried about what has just been seen by his eyes, very rarely does his brother display emotions as Angel just witnessed, even his brother like wanting to kill his interlocutor

“Angel” ogled Hansell in a low tone, making Hansell's hand loose from the man, until James breathed a sigh of relief while breathing full-oxygen “Why are you here?” ask her to Angel, because Hansell knows her sister is not in good shape

“I want to see Kak Airyn, is Kak Airyn okay, Kak?” angel asked with fear, even tears almost spilled on the sidelines of the question, making Hansell hug his sister while winning Angel

“Airyn will be fine dear” exclaimed Hansell with hope, making Angel tighten her arms to her brother's back, as soon as the man broke away from Angel, and forced his sister to sit in the waiting chair, waiting for her, of course Angel obeyed what Hansell ordered, seeing his sister full of fear and trembling, Hansell relieved emotions because he did not want to scare Angel's condition again.

“Wait a minute, don't go anywhere” exclaimed Hansell with exact orders, making Angel nod her head when she looked up at her brother, at once Hansell approached James who was at the crosswalk, he glanced at James for the man to follow in his footsteps, of course James understood, he saw the operating room that had not yet opened and passed following Hansell with a long sigh

“Why?” james asked as he followed Hansell who had entered the elevator, even the two of them were in the elevator in a state of silence, hearing that question Hansell only glanced at while quickly throwing his face away, he refused to talk before coming out of the little guy “What would he say” asked James in silence, while looking at Hansell who was silent

Two pairs of legs were both stopped in the hospital park so wide, even the number of patients who walked using a wheelchair was pushed by nurses or their families, making James pay attention to the circumstances around, he said, because as a psychologist has become instinctive to pay attention to human behavior, he shifted focus to the man in front of him, James just think what will be said by Hansell to bring him so far

“Why are you interested in studying the James man?” hansell asked the man, leaving James stunned at the question he had just heard, it was rare for anyone to ask James that question before

“Surely because I like it, if not something that attracts my attention for what I learned” James replied while sitting in the park chair, while Hansell just glanced without following, making James smile on his back when the offer he gave was ignored by the man “Why are you asking like that?” Answer the question to Hansell

“I just want to know, what is behind you taking this field, at least with that great ability you can choose other majors that suit your brain, but why did you choose an uncertain science such as Pycology, while the exact science you mastered was extraordinary, I don't think you're stupid to recognize your ability James” replies to Hansell while glancing questioningly at the man, making James bow his head while chuckling at Hansell's thump

“Did you trace my background” his chuckle to Hansell, making the man just shut up without exposing anything

“you are very careful Hansell, not infrequently people pay attention to such a small thing” said “I do have above-average abilities that easily make me remember only with one read or explanation, he said, plus the powerful Long-term memory also makes anything hard for me to forget, even though I also hate that ability, because the exact science that I have led me to become a monotonous human who can not change at all, even making it difficult for me to fixate on humans while humans are always changing,because in my theory everything becomes certain as I only recognize 1 plus 1 equals 2. As a result of that limitation I chose the psychology major as my study.Maybe in this way I can correct my limitations on the way of looking at humans, Whether you believe it or not is clear I have told you the fact” James said in earnest.

“I'm not in a state of satisfying your mind, anything about my life is very unlikely I tell you, which obviously I've told you the fact, that I really have a hard time understanding human nature, but now that I'm beginning to understand that, I used to measure things that couldn't be measured. Like love, I measure and compare it using the theory I learned so that I could understand it, I studied the whole theory to understand much about man and his nature, but until the akirnya even demands me to be monotonous again. But one time Airyn was present and made me learn things that did not need to use theory, without studying the theory I could measure pain through feeling, through feeling, without measuring love using psychological gauges I can tell how much I love her, even without me looking further, I can draw conclusions just because I feel, I began to understand the difficult life after I could feel it, if it wasn't for Airyn up to this point I wouldn't be able to be a human” James explained with complete confidence in what he told Hansell, of course, there was jealousy that culminated when the man admitted his feelings to Airyn, but somehow Hansell was even asked to understand

“Do you know Hansell, we know the difference between man and beast is reason, but in my life, the difference between me and animals is a feeling, I have a genius mind to think, I have a genius mind to think, but I fell into an animal, I used all the exact sciences without being able to understand, I used theory to solve problems, I used reason without wanting to think wrongly or rightly I did, I always measure people through my own perspective, as if I were judging everyone as bad and I was the truest, that's James who has above average ability, but now that there is Airyn I have feelings, I can know love only by feeling, I can give up only if she doesn't want me, even I try to stay away because in this world not everything can be forced, if not because of that feeling it is possible that I will become cruel, he said, I easily erased Airyn's memory of forgetting you permanently, and I replaced it with my self in mind, I could have done that because I believed in myself, yet I realize one thing, if I do that maybe Airyn really loves me but only uses her mind, not her heart”

“Don't you dare do that!!! ********! ” growled Hansell with wrath, how not. The man had such sinister intentions for Hansell to accept, that even Hansell's very sharp eyes led James to see deep wrath

“The problem is that I can't do it” James said as his neck was so suffocated with Hansell's grip, hearing that Hansell slammed James to the side so violently, making the man inhale oxygen deeply

“Can't you ease your emotions!!” snapped James when he was often on the verge of death due to the man's grip, Hansell's breath rose and fell upon the intention that James had just said, he never thought there was a man who had such an evil intention to himself and Airyn

“What did you do to Airyn?” hansell snapped with kesall, because his body was so horrified to hear this, as if having the intention to make James alive

“I didn't do anything to her, do you think I would dare to hurt Miss Petrov” James responded quickly, leaving Hansell to not assuage the burning emotions

“When Airyn was in Korea, why was she so scared of you? What's the problem between you and him?” hansell asked ferociously, even the look in his eyes was unceasingly staring at James, making the man speechless without being able to reply directly, instantly there was a pause that unfolded making Hansell demand to be answered for what was in question

“I confess my feelings to her” James replied to Miss Petrov's lover

“Simple that's it?” hansell asked in a quick response, even making James say yes while nodding his head “You can't lie to me, I know my lover James, she's not that kind of woman, you tell me honestly what you did to him until he was that scared of you!!” hansell snapped in a high voice, causing James to rewind as he grabbed his neck for safekeeping

“I will say it, and you must first understand my sentence, and then give a response” he said nervously, because if the third time his neck was clutched by Hansell, James' life was definitely threatened

“Say!!” sue Hansell

“I expressed my feelings when he asked me to tell him again about you, at that time I lost my mind because I loved Airyn so much, I threatened the girl” James' sentence stopped would be so heavy explanation spoken, even Hansell impatiently wanted to know the clarity of “I, if you hurt her again, I don't know what made Airyn that scared me, it's probably true that when I went there to see her, you hurt Airyn back then, which is why she was afraid of me, if I could just erase his memory” explained James, even he immediately distanced himself from being reached by Hansell's hand, but James's steps came to a halt when he watched the man sculpt in position.

“Hansell, are you okay?” james asked furiously, even he noticed Hansell's flat face in detail, leaving James clueless as to what the man was thinking until he lost consciousness, Hansell turned around without permission, leaving James unable to understand, he quickly left the park and went to the hospital

“True, I always hurt Airyn, not even counted how many times I hurt her” muttered in a silent position, James's words like a slap that resuscitated Hansell “Did I selfishly endure?” hansell asked himself, somehow the man lost himself after all that happened, Hansell seemed to lose confidence admitting he loved Airyn very much, Hansell lost his confidence with a strong woman like Airyn “Never mind, Airyn always saved me, always Airyn was hurt, always Airyn was, and it's even always him who's hurt by me, if only life was the opposite, I'm Airyn's position. Maybe now I will be the happiest man, if life were like the story in the novel, where the most powerful and powerful male lead, maybe my life would not be like this, he said, now that everything has happened, Airyn is the most powerful and enduring, and I am the weakest useless, what is this that man saying? Even now I am ashamed of myself, Cih.mengelikan” Hansell cursed himself and his life, he was unable to say anything but think of all the stupid things that happened.

“Kakak..you're from anywhere, why so long?” angel asked as he stood up from his seat, while Hansell paid no heed to what his sister said

“Kakak” snapped Angel with annoyance, because his brother was like a person who lost consciousness but could still walk.

Slowly Hansell glanced at Angel who was filled with worried faces, Hansell grimaced his sister's shoulders while hugging Angel with helplessness, making his sister stunned at what her brother, who was doing, it was rare for the man to notice weakness in his eyes, but this time Angel could see it from Hansell

“Big brother why?” ask Angel again while returning her brother's embrace

“Angel, am I useless?” chirps Hansell when asking his sister, hearing that of course Angel very tangent

“What does brother” mean

“Let's forget about it” at once Hansell broke away from Angel, he kissed his sister's forehead while pulling Angel to sit in the chair “Did you feel inferior? Does he blame himself?” angel asked as he looked at his sister

“Sister, for Angel the great older brother Angel ever had, and Angel is also sure Airyn's sister will feel the same” short the girl gazed confidently towards Hansell, made the man turn his face to look at his sister

“Thanks Angel” replies Hansell with a smile “Only, sister is not sure of herself sister” muttered in silence.