
Realizing he was indeed cornered, Zates felt very overwhelmed by what he had to explain to his woman, however, Merry's question contained high quality that captured the whole life story, but will Merry listen to any excuses that might hurt her, or will Merry trust Zates?
Aware of not being able to do anything, Zates grabbed Merry's hip by force to drop his body on the chest of the field of Zates, of course Merry who had been violent bullying like a obedient cat who was so embarrassed
just there.
“Damn again I defeated” umpat Merry when plunged his head into the chest of a field that is hard enough, however the heartbeat is irregular so that it makes Merry difficult to control himself and control emotions, the woman tried to hide her face because she realized that her cheeks had blushed perfectly.
“Why are you quiet? Are you ashamed. I was even afraid to see a Merry Lourent with a different charisma, it was fitting that I was fascinated if a woman had such sharp charisma. No wonder our daughter is so perfect, if she has my genius and inherits the charisma of a dignified woman from you”, Zates said as she mocked the woman who was ashamed of her body, the man placed Merry in a side position, as if forcing her to look up confidently.
Again Zates fondled until Merry felt increasingly nervous, even he bit his lower lip because he could not say any more than staring into the eyes of both eyes that were so sad to look at him, when he arrived at Zates' house the weather was quite cloudy, until the cold temperature increasingly penetrated the surface of the skin, but in this room and under the eyes of the two couples, really making the atmosphere contrary to the weather, there was a push from the gaze of the eyes that made the hearts of the two palpitate, as if Zates' affection poured out without any lies and a sense of disdain and fear, as if Zates was pouting, the man pulled Merry to feel the warmth of her body, giving her a gentle touch in every hair of her female head, she said, in order for Merry to realize how much Zates wants to build love under a marriage relationship with a woman who makes herself unable to stop loving.
“If only time could be repeated, and I did the right thing to introduce myself. Will you love me at that time?” zates asked as if he did not expect an answer from Merry, because Zates consciously loved Merry did not make himself greedy to have, because keeping and protecting the two women valuable for his life was enough, he said, but when everyone starts hurting them how can Zates keep quiet in his hiding place, and not hug the two women to protect them.
Merry asked for a face to look at Zates, this time the sparkle of his eyes was different than usual, whether what made Merry affected, he was like participating in the sadness that Zates felt tonight, he said, the possessive hug that Zates gave her, even the gentle gesture that Zates gifted her, so Merry was unable to resist any of these treatments, considering that Zates was the man that night, and also the man she loved at first sight, what other reason did Merry hesitate to refuse, only that this was all too late, not.
Everything that happens has become the past, anything will not be repeated and revolved, chaos has occurred, misunderstanding has been exposed in, he said, all life and loss are equally felt by all parties especially Airyn who is even a victim, will everything improve if you want to repeat everything again.
“I know, there will be no room for me in your life and maybe Airyn. But let me hug my daughter for the last time, before I will return to my hiding place without you ever knowing me again. Even with what I've been through with you, it's been more than enough that I can't hope for more than this. Everything was my fault, I was too afraid to reveal the truth and too scared to be left behind by the people I cared about. Maybe you already know how we were raised and nurtured by Bi Lani, even until Louis was adopted by the Gualin family. That's why I'm telling you, if Louis is more important than my happiness, because I promised myself to give him whatever he wanted, and give up anything for Louis, I was too afraid to be honest because Louis still wanted to live in a lie, if I said back then there was a human named Zates in your life would everything improve. It might improve for me, but not for you, Airyn, and my biological sister, even Bi Lani”
Merry looked at Zates as if he began to understand the reason for what made this lie continue, the reason why Zates had to hide himself, it turns out that from the beginning Louis did bury his brother's existence, and they have only one role in this world, Louis Petrov, and these two twin sauradas have their respective roles to raise Petrov's name, and Zates became the shadow that always raised the company and also the shadow of Louis' happiness, if everything was that cruel to Zates, would it be appropriate for Merry to hate this man, who is willing to protect Merry despite his absence, who is willing to love Airyn despite not being recognized by her daughter, and if Zates only wants a hug from her daughter, then she will not be able to, that's too cruel for a father to get.
Why did Merry's soul fall apart when he saw the sadness in Zates' heart, and why it was so painful to hear the confession from the man's mouth, why Zates even likes to be considered a bad person if in fact he has a great affection, even during this time Zates is a person who secretly loves Merry and Airyn, looking after them, making them happy, making them happy, protecting them, but why Merry was willing to endure the pain that Louis Petrov gave him.
“Zates...” When the tears began to reminisce to stifle the chest, seeing that, of course Zates could not accept, he gently rubbed the surface of Merry's face as if to be the strength to withstand the sadness.
“Don't think about Merry's pain, but feel his happiness, from the beginning I didn't want to admit myself, because everything was too late, and from the beginning I was so reluctant to tell how my life was, but it feels too late to back off. Just for you, I never make the best decisions, and I hate that. All this time I can always get what I want, always perfect to do the task given, even I always win whatever becomes a fight. But for my life, there is only failure after failure, because from the beginning everything I woke up with lies, you know what is a barrier “ is the word belated” but I just think, I just think, it was me who felt, and I who experienced. But my biggest regret when I saw Airyn destroy when she lost Louis and also you who lost your life”
Instantly the sound was blocked with the weight was able to choke Zates' chest, making Merry's eyes drain tears in the corner of his eyes, sadness for the sake of sadness felt, making Merry's eyes drain tears in the corner of his eyes, until tightness and pain like incarnate into an almighty space to hit.
Merry dunked his head into Zates' chest, hoping not to hear any painful words, until Zates understood that letting go of all the painful things made room to fill up again.
The heart is indeed a special thing to have, but sometimes it feels meaningless when we start to feel lonely.
With this woman, would things be different?
“Why do you have to do all that alone, bear all the burden for the happiness of others, and you know where your fault is-” Merry said as her voice shook violently in the man's chest, making Zates feel pain when tightening the embrace between them.
“I know, my attitude and decision to make Louis happy, instead turned into a fulfillment of the need for selfishness, until Louis was dissatisfied and wanted for more. I love my siblings too much because I took full responsibility for the wounds the Gualin family gave Louis in childhood. That's why I'm ready to do whatever he wants, until I set aside my own feelings. And it turns out that it was all wrong. The star that I reached for Petrov instead immersed himself to plunge deeper into the abyss of error, I was afraid when I saw a greedy attitude that I could hardly control, I was almost afraid, even when he was with the wrong woman at the time. But I can only be behind the scenes to control everything that happens, because the condition from the beginning there is no such thing as Zates in this world”
“What do you know!!! You're the dumbest guy I've ever met. Even to hate you I'm too tired”
“I'm sorry Merry, I'm really sorry. That's why I don't want to get greedy for you, after all the chaos and threats on Airyn disappear, I'll disappear”
Is that the main problem now? Then if Zates is greedy, of course, he will have Merry and Airyn at all costs, but is it appropriate that between the lives of Merry, a man named Zates never existed. Didn't Merry want Zates to introduce himself to Airyn, but what about what Merry said today? Will he give Zates a path of blessing to claim his own son.
“Zates, in this world there is no late word!! From the beginning of your mistake is to put “Kata belated” at the beginning of the struggle. Haven't had a chance to try something you've done doctrin yourself with one word “Everything's too late” Aware or not. You yourself are always in circles in your life, while everyone is always growing and changing, as well as Louis Petrov, for you he is your responsibility and your little brother, but you forget he's also a human who has changed nature and desires, you think he's still like you and like you used to be, but you forget the basics if that human turns Zates! Why are you living like this? It's like you don't want to dirty your hands, but there's been a lot of mud on your skin, lies, pain, sacrifice, loss, it's all been a mistake and you've been fighting for it all along. Do you think yourself a God who can be clean from the stain of guilt!!! Now look, to protect yourself from guilt you discriminate things, people, things, black and white, dark light, you kind of divide them into two different sides, you kind of divide them, until you forget that difference unites a person. Do you want to know what this is all about!! Because you don't want to get hurt and blame yourself”
Merry's retort made Zates silent, why he could not speak again by refuting one word argument that was thrown by the woman, it was as if Zates had dropped the phonis with a precise analysis that stuck to the source of his mistake.
Zates got up from that bed, he sat on the edge of the bed while rubbing the base of his nose with a tangled heart and all the arrows of error that stuck to him “Zates I said this all so you realize—“ has not had time Merrry continued his words, Merrry continued, the man confirmed immediately as he got up from there.
He disappeared behind the door when he felt a chaotic feeling, while Merry was unable to say, for some reason he had realized this from the beginning, because Merry has done in-depth analysis of Zates, even his analytical skills are not only about data but Merry is able to be sensitive to the attitudes and mistakes of others, he said, of all that happened Merry was sad for the man, but Merry was also angry at Zates who always felt mature and responsible for everything, whereas all men are responsible for their own individual circumstances, only their case is identical twin brother, why Louis's fault should Zates be responsible, and why Zates would do anything to divide Louis, Louis, and let Louis be spoiled until he turned into a different person.
Just as the man came down the stairs with an annoyed look, Zates was approached by his aging housekeeper even had a white beard, zates' eyes collided with the man when he realized there was something he wanted to convey to Zates immediately
“Lao master, there's a phone call from Miss Sabrina, he said this is very urgent and hopes you take the time to meet him Via Virtual” the man said as he folded one hand in front of him as if politely.
With this mess, what else is going on? Didn't Zates clearly tell Sabrina to report everything to Dorbin, then what the woman urged herself to meet through Virtual, for, notah Sabrina knew it was already hours of rest and also into the early hours of the morning. Even Zates himself was annoyed at the piercing words that Merry had uttered, and this time had to listen to the matter again.
“Do I have to cancel Mr?” continued the housekeeper, because he felt the uncomfortable air coming out of the man's body.
“No need, I'll shell Visual. Prepare everything” Zates' body stiffened, he who had wanted to spend the early hours with Alcohol diverted himself to busy about work, maybe Sabrina needed a little help Zates.
Just now that Zates wanted to sit in front of the big screen that would connect him and Sabrina Via Virtual, Zates was stopped by his men who barged in, while turning off the screen, even making Zates' body stiffen to hear an explanation, the housekeeper who saw the incident certainly felt a little nervous, what made the bodyguard's courage this determined to Zates, who was not, but if you notice something big is going on.
“My master resigned” said the man said to Zates, because he was aware of his position and himself, even he knows how Zates does not like people who are in his group in one field, he said, interfere in other areas.
“What makes you presumptuous turn off that screen. I hope it has something that urges” he said with a long look full of annoyance, making the man sigh while improving the oxygen system he needed, felt his body began to improve, he felt, he began to improve, it releases the data that can be obtained from reliable sources, along with existing evidence.
“Master, Miss Sabrina crossed the line. He threatens those who betray him by targeting his family, even Miss Sabrina finds out the relationship between you and James, not only that. He uses the power of pay trackers, as well as illegal detectives to collect the data. Miss Sabrina purposely created a new Bank card in the name of a bum, and I got the details of her spending and where she spent the money. Looks like Miss Sabrina is not as simple as you think Tuan”
Said the man nervously, because he knew Sabrina quite appreciated by his old Zates, and this time not only broke the order, but he also passed the Zates principle, the limit, if it is already at this stage, only one can be expected.
Forgiveness from this man in front of him.
Zates' face wiped, filled with boiling blood and wanting to crush the woman with both hands, he thought he had educated Sabrina well, and gave her a position as proof of power to stand in her arms. But who would have thought that the woman he loved 10 years ago even fought against the principle that Zates applied, if this is how Zates can still be patient for him.
Instead of wanting to destroy Sabrina as soon as possible, Zates was more interested in what was the reason behind all this. So that the woman who he considered smart enough was able to surpass his battery, even Sabrina the person who understood the most from others about Zates, but how could she violate the principles that have been applied by the man.
Unfortunately Sabrina was too rash to show her side to Zates, and even took a very big risk, not all that has been lived together is very dear, only the case of greed of the woman.
“Leave it alone, and keep watching how Sabrina moves. Don't change your attitude towards him. I just want to see the reason behind the smart girl's antagonistic attitude, at least I still want to tolerate my confidant, otherwise he can no longer discipline himself, eat just destroy”
Every word that was spoken like an absolute order without bargaining, made the bodyguard shudder in horror if he had to become Sabrina, unfortunately Mr. Zates who gave this tolerance was far more terrible than he imagined, so that the man was unable to think about how the fate of Sabrina would be.