
“True to my guess, she did not recognize me at all, really memuakan” thought the man in the middle of his silence, while Somi repeatedly glanced at her older brother
“At first I didn't like it, but after knowing all those stories. I don't know why I'm getting used to it, if only he was really my one-father brother with me, I would be very happy to accept that, but the reality is different. We are different fathers, and brother James does not know that, of course he will be more disappointed, or maybe later he will hate me more, he said, because so far I only understand the father is the cause of mother leaving sister” thought Somi when looking at a handsome man in front of her eyes
“What are you thinking?” break up James while exclaiming with a glance of the eyes that had been staring at him
“No, I didn't think of anything” Somi refuted quickly, while turning her face forward, she slowly tilted her face glancing inward, looking back at her, making Somi flirt with her mother carrying a tray, the girl stood up to welcome the arrival of the woman
“What do you do?” somi asked curiously, because in her mind, the woman would make a warm drink for their guests, but unexpectedly, her mother even brought a bowl of water with a small towel
Without hesitation, Iriana placed the tray she carried on the table beside James, making the man look at the object while looking at his mother, Iriana looked at the eyes warmly, and she looked at the object, making James did not let go of the eyes of his mother, the man's hands clenched as if holding something that wanted to explode, he tried to control himself but it felt like James wanted to curse, he wanted to admit who he was, he wanted to admit who he was, and dropped some painful accusations for the woman he hated, making James' gaze blur with tears that were almost full of tears.
As soon as Iriana's hand touched the young man's forehead, making James' anger subside instantly, even Somi was stunned by what her mother was doing. Likewise James, he was no less surprised by what Iriana did to him
“How can you come out with a temperature like this” asked Iriana in a low tone while squeezing the towel in the slightly hot water soak, he quickly put the cloth in James' head, making the man just remain silent without being able to utter a single word, iriana gently scrunched up her son's forehead
“To wear thick clothes to get out of the house, if this winter reduces activity outside the home” continued Iriana understandingly, made James turn his eyes perfectly for what his mother had just said
“Did he already recognize me” thought the man questioningly without being able to utter
“Do you understand son!” iriana exclaimed back in an attentive tone, even raising a warm smile towards James,
The woman's hand was stopped because James grasped her “I'm fine” said her nervously, even her inner gaze was unable to be diverted from Iriana's eyes
“What's your flu?” asked Iriana while standing straight
“I'm fine” James replied in a cold tone, seeing that attitude Iriana just smiled as if she was fine, without any awkwardness, the woman's hand floated to James' head with a gentle swipe, making the man again stunned with a long look, even this time he wanted to get angry but was unable to do it, so he could not do it, it makes the man hate circumstances that render him powerless
“Nak is very similar to my son” said Iriana with a soft voice accompanied by a sweet smile towards James, making Somi even more pounding hearing it “My boy is very sensitive to cold temperatures, especially in the cold season like this, often the body is hot. Although he was fine, but if allowed to temperature it could have hurt him, he said, that's why I don't let her play if it's winter” explained Iriana lovingly while telling how warm her memories are with her son
“But I'm not your son” sniffed James with annoyance, as if his heart was toyed with the attitude of the woman, hearing that there was a part of the heart that was slashed away, and, making James even more upset when his speech was returned a smile, without saying anything
“I'm sorry son, if it offends you” said Iriana politely towards James, even bowing her body at the apology, making James' eyes shake as he feels less and less intense to interact with his mother
“I can't admit it now, I have to make sure in advance how can my son survived” his murmur with full determination “I'm sorry mom james, it's really like mom to hug you, and shed tears to see how happy mother can take you tight, but mother can not be that easy to accept this situation, after making sure first, what really happened” muttered Iriana in her silence
“I have to go, Nyonya” said James in a cold tone, he stood firmly, even the man was tall until now, making Iriana have to take a hard look at the face of her son, he said, even with the joy of watching her son is very handsome and amazingly dashing, from the clothes that James wears looks how lively the young man is, of course, Iriana is happy to witness the appearance of her current child.
“James” Iriana, making James step stopped and turned back while looking at the voice, but the woman's body fell into his arms, even James was silent without being able to say or reply, she made Somi tear up about what her mother did
“I'm sorry, actually you look a lot like my son, so let me hug you just a few seconds” said Iriana while wrapping her arms around James' body that was unreachable by her tanagan
“But I am not your son Madam” replied the man in a cold tone, even a clear sound of stiffness in the chant of his voice, making Iriana speechless without replying to James' words, instantly Iriana broke away from her son, when it felt was enough to let go of happy and longing
“Stay, you're my son's friend! so I've looked at you as my own child, visited often, and said whatever your favorite food is, son, I'll make it. And also use thick clothes to get out of the house in the cold season, even though you're fine, if this temperature continues to be allowed, you can also fall ill instead of” instantly James is unable to say, he accepts what the woman said, she said, but he was disappointed that there was not a single confession from his mouth that said James was the boy, although the word a little similar was close to approaching, but could not be qualified as a justification.
“Mommy already, mom is very exaggerated” broke up Somi while holding her mother's hand, to give distance to the man “So forgive my mother, I'm sorry, her caring attitude sometimes does make us uncomfortable” continued Somi towards her brother
“What are you saying, he doesn't even mind at all” denied Iriana, while looking towards Somi “Oh yes, what's your name nak?” iriana asked with pretense
“Ja...” instantly James' mouth stopped, making Iriana frowned so horrified, the same thing with Somi who heard it “maaf, my name is Jonson” her speech by lying, the same thing with Somi who heard it, making Iriana breathe a sigh of relief, because if James spoke her real name, it would be very difficult for Iriana to lie again.
“Good name, be careful on Jonson road, don't ignore your body heat” he said attentively, making James bow a little while walking towards the car, he opened the door and sat himself down until he disappeared behind the closed door.
James drove out the car and accosted it with a horn towards the two women who glanced at him, quickly the man left the courtyard and headed for the highway, James pressed the gas so deeply, he drove indefinitely, James was eager to crash the car because he was upset, even though he felt he was done with the pain, but another pain was again present in the middle of the wound that was healed by him.
“Why does he treat me like that, even he doesn't recognize me!! Does he think I'm a game that has no feelings. Shit, I'm sick of all this” upset her while slamming the steering wheel to the right, she dipped her head in the steering wheel while easing the anger, he said, James felt annoyed whenever he thought about how sweet the woman's attitude was, but painful for him, James no longer wanted to stem the expectations that were too high but shed such a deep pain.
This time he tried to accept the fact that in the eyes of the woman, he had never existed other than to have had James in the past.