Girlfriend Another Level
Containing disappointment

Airyn stepped into Merry's room with tears that could not be stopped, every step forced to be strong with cries that continue to hard, of course he will no longer be able to face this alone, he will no longer be able to face this alone, truly a most regrettable decision, Mrrry's bedroom door opened, as he stood looking at his daughter with bloody hands that somehow seemed to have been deliberately done, what was the girl thinking that was capable of injuring her wrist

by oneself.

“What are you doing?” asked Merry anxiously, even his heart did not stop beating, as he approached Airyn who was on the doorstep “What are you doing! Are you stupid!” merry snapped, as if he could no longer hold back from witnessing his own son's attitude

"Merry, what should I do?” lirih Airyn with a body so shaky, her tears hardened her lips paled, and her body was frightened to goosebumps “What should I do Merry! I wanted to get to know my life, but Hansell was like that too, how is this. I'm afraid, did I make a mistake” the girl moaned to her mother, like a complaint stirring Merry's heart

“Why do you do this, no one can outsmart life just because of difficult circumstances, if you were like this do you think Hansell would be happy?” merry said as he shed his tears, he hugged Airyn subconsciously, as if the girl really scared him “Don't be like this Airyn, if you love her why you should go, as if she's not, better to be sick but by his side than this but to get to know each other's life Merry groaned with no power, he rubbed his daughter's head freely, as if Merry understood what Airyn was feeling right now.

“I'm afraid Hansell will blame himself again, he will get hurt if he continues to interfere, I don't want to see Hansell fail because he will hate himself, he said, it's enough that I drove him to stop meddling with this, you know, our lives are so horrible, as if Hansell and I were indeed given a wall over all the differences” said Airyn sobbing, he was very shaky when he knew all the stories that Dikra explained, even Airyn saw all the vidio scattered on the internet, he said, really a surprising fact if the man gave up his life “Have I been wrong? Did I misrepresent this relationship? What should I do, survive and leave both equally wrong Merry. Why it has to be this hard, why can't I hold Hansell, why can't I have him, even when I let go it's all getting messy. I'm afraid Merry...I'm afraid.” Merry once again strengthens a hug to her daughter, to be honest she really understands what it's like to love someone who is hard to stop, and this time his daughter also felt the way she felt, even though Airyn's love was reciprocated, it was just that life was so savage that it cut off all the choices, even the girl did not have any choice.

“Do not force yourself to face all this, if indeed parting is very difficult, why do you have to part with Hansell, if he's ready to face anything with you next to him why you should throw him out to leave. There is nothing difficult about this, if both are not a way out, it is clear you have to choose between two options. You have to choose to go or stay with it all depends on you. But remember this, not always you are strong, not always you are strong, there are times when you need someone. Do not look at yourself perfectly and look down on Hansell, it could be that the man is stronger than we imagine, sometimes our minds often blame others if not in accordance with expectations, don't be like that” said Merry, as soon as he released Airyn, the girl fell silent after hearing what Merry said, it felt like she really understood what the woman meant

“What all this time have I considered Hansell a weak man?” inner Airyn when looking at Merry expectantly “believe in yourself it is a good form of confidence, but not always we are always right, he said, there are times when we need someone” said Merry once again, he grabbed Airyn's wrist, to stop the blood from continuing to flow, he pulled Airyn towards the hospital, he said, all bodyguards immediately do the work on their respective duties, until no exception.

In the middle of the journey it felt like Airyn was really scared, she was still worried about what was currently shaking her heart

“What Hansell will accept me again? But I made a mistake. What am I supposed to do? I can't just go back to being with her again. It will look like people do not know themselves” murmured Airyn in silence, Merry who was sitting next to Airyn understood if the girl was worried about the way out to think about it, of course Merry was thinking what to do to help the girl, just that the way out he did was still hesitant to convey.

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“Merry..I don't think I want to go to the hospital, we go to the nearest clinic, I don't want this to be news, any injuries are not that bad to have to go to the hospital” said Airyn, make Merry sharpen the pandagan to the girl.

“No, we have to go to the hospital" Merry said insisting

would want.

“I don't want to! You should realize that right now the one who is hurting is me, and this is my body. So whatever I want to do should be in my own way” snapped Airyn before Merry, making the woman speechless, immediately she regained consciousness if her current position between superiors and subordinates, he said, because Merry almost put herself as a mother.

“Alright miss, look for the nearest clinic” Merry told Airyn's bodyguard, as soon as Airyn fell silent, she did not mean that, but she also could not be sweet after the bitter thing was given, both of them remained silent in position

Airyn got out of the car followed by Merry who clasped his son's wrist, which had been bleeding from there, lucky that Airyn did not scratch the bracelet, until he only injured his hand

“I will stitch up a little bit of this wound, a little while yes.” said the doctor, while removing some equipment that, Merry grimaced as the doctor sewed his son's wound, even in a conscious state, Airyn looked ordinary but Merry felt tormented

“What is pain?” merry asked with care and worry, making Airyn shake her head, the doctor who was working was just smiling to see the beautiful woman who became the mother of this girl's child, who was the mother, anyone will see the resemblance between them, of course from the gaze it explains if she is a mother who loves her daughter very much.

“Had finished” he said while sitting in the chair, while Airyn and Merry were in front of him

“How can you get hurt?”ask him to Airyn, making the girl silent negative the question raised

to him.

“He accidentally injured his hand dok” Merry said as he stuck an answer to the doctor, because Merry realized it was very difficult for his son to answer the question.

“How can a mother's child injure her own hand?’

“Sorry doctor, but he is not my son....”.

“What are you saying, how can you not admit me” Airyn snapped with annoyance as if she was very furious with the attitude of Merry who does not recognize Airyn as his own flesh and blood, Airyn grunted looking at Merry, and she was grumpy, making the doctor laugh crisply at the awkward attitude of the two people in front of him

“Son, can I talk to your mother for a minute?” bargain with Airyn, make the girl understand and get out of there, leaving Merry in the room.

Of course Airyn was still upset when Merry did not admit it, as if there was a rejection in her, until unknowingly Airyn had accepted it all, that actually merry her own biological mother.

“I understand the doctor, imaksih much at his suggestion” after conversing in there, he said goodbye to go home, he saw Airyn who was in the car with a haughty attitude like her usual, a Miss Petrov who showed her power, certainly as a consolation for Merry watching all that, awkwardly he sat beside Airyn until the two headed home.

Since there were many things that continued to be present in Merry's mind, many things were so disturbing him, he said, Merry is well aware of Airyn's attitude if in fact the girl is experiencing a Trauma known only to Merry himself, if Airyn continues like this the possibility of suicide is very large, Merry has to find a way for Airyn to return to her normal life, to be honest she does not like Jansell, because the man repeatedly hurt her son, but this time Merry can accept Hansell, and desperately need him, when the last time the man visited her in the hospital before returning to Korea, Merry really found a different figure from her daughter's lover.

“why are you here?” merry asked in a haughty manner, making Hansell understand if it was not easy for the woman to accept herself as Airyn's lover, politely Hansell stood up while saluting Merry

“I just want to see you, and also say goodbye” Hansell said with a forced look on her face, even making the woman turn her eyes to Hansell

“What do you mean?”

“How are you doing Miss Merry? I'm sorry for our meeting yesterday, and I hope you recover quickly and get back to health as before, because it looks like I can't be on Airyn's side anymore” said Hansell instantly, making Merry round his eyes, as if there was a sense of pleasure in him but Merry tried to hide it

“True, Airyn broke off our relationship. Of course I'm not in good shape right now, although it seems you're very happy about the split, but it doesn't matter, it's just that I want you to keep Airyn well. I believe you are not a bad mother, despite the many secrets you keep from her, I believe you love your daughter very much despite the many dangerous things you still hide. It's just that this time don't hurt her again, don't hide anything else, if you don't want to see your daughter lost it's better you give that whole answer to your daughter. I thank you for giving birth and taking good care of her until this very moment, I'm so happy if she still has parents who never left her, but Merry by continuing to hang by his side and lying to him for it, I think it was very bitterly accepted by a child. Tell you what, if you become Airyn are you ready to accept this? Are you capable of dealing with all this??” hansell's question, making Merry speechless, he found the blanket in his hand, as if he was really afraid to think about it all

“If you just can't deal with how Airyn is capable, so stop all this. I just want Airyn to be happy, I just want Airyn to be freed from all the bad past, if I were the reason for this mess, I would go and leave her as before, but if I hear Airyn get hurt I don't hesitate to take her by force, I won't be able to forgive anyone who's forced into yourself if it's a threat to the girl I love” Hansell told Merry, making the two eyes radiate each other as if proclaiming the truth and hatred. Merry hates Hansell so much, but the man is a little stunned, that Hansell really loves his daughter, even outside of Merry's own expectations, all the man's attitude seems recorded in his mind, how Hansell killed Berto, how Hansell sacrificed his life, how Hansell had been beside Airyn, even to this day still concerned the happiness of the girl, even after the disappointment that Airyn had given him, Hnsell never stops caring and meddling, isn't this love?

“Do you really love Airyn?” merry asked a little nervously, it felt like he hated to weaken himself most in front of the enemy, but this time Hansell was like a different person with a million different understandings

“Do I need to answer that question? don't you know better the answer, how we continue to love him despite the millions of rejections received” said Hansell, making Merry's heart throb “I don't mean to offend you, only now my position is the same as that, but I have never hated or disappointed Airyn, because I believe she did all of this for my good, even though it actually hurt me a lot.

“I hope you get well soon, and come back to Airyn's side again, because I'll be gone in a minute. I trust you. And once again I apologize and say thank you” Hansell said as he bowed a little body in front of Merry

“And another one, do you believe in James? The kid you're hiding?” hansell asked, making Merry look at the man in the face, as if the question was very difficult to answer

“what do you mean?”

“I didn't mean anything, it's just that I couldn't trust the man, it wasn't a matter of jealousy or anything, because I was very suspicious of his presence by Airyn's side. I hope you can be careful with James, and I haven't told Airyn about this, if James is Miss Iriana's son you're hiding, think carefully about this, I know you know something but you brushed off that fact”, Hansell said, leaving Merry and walking away

At once the thoughts of anxiety and fear felt very real, leading Merry to an accusation that he felt difficult to accept

“Is James involved? Did James do anything? Did that guy betray her?”all of these questions seem to be in Merry's mind, but he believes that James will not do anything beyond Merry's control, because from childhood Merry had known the son of his best friend, he said, even he continues to take care of her

“Nona wait..can we talk for a minute?” merry said when stopping Airyn's steps up the stairs, Airyn's gaze probed the woman, her anxious and angry face immediately caught by Airyn

“What happened....speak” Airyn brushed Merry's hand away, for some reason she felt a little suspicious and afraid of the words that Merry wanted to say, the girl stepped definitely towards the room followed by Merry who was behind her, if they wanted to talk something serious of course it conveyed in the work room.

“What do you want to say?” asked Airyn while sitting on the sofa in her room, followed by Merry who sat facing Airyn

“There is something I want to say, maybe this is a little disappointing you” he said, at once Merry lowered his head in fear, making Airyn's heart beat fast, it felt like he was getting scared of what Merry wanted to say, because Airyn had just accepted the woman, but this time the thing she wanted to say contained a disappointment, would Airyn understand Merry?

“It's all about the son of my best friend, I think all our pasts have nothing to do with the boy, I had to hide it, I had to hide it, because at that time the Petrov family was threatened to be killed by Griffin if it did not give up his son, when Mrs Charmilla had just visited the house to meet your sick mother, who was, Mrs Charmilla was actually stabbed by a criminal who came out of nowhere, maybe they think if she was Mrs charllot, who was then the target of criminals. of course everyone believed if they were Griffin's man, just that all the evidence didn't lead there, and issued a statement as a casual accident, to eliminate the scourge of the authorities they ignored the stab, he said, finally Mrs charllot who is sick is increasingly burdened by the tragedy that befell Mrs Charmilla, which caused her to die” explained Merry to Airyn, making the girl still accept all the words that Merry said.

“The reason I hid the fact about the boy was because I thought, it had nothing to do with us, but somehow someone's speech made me a little suspicious” said Merry, while staring at Airyn

who was looking carefully at him.

“Who is the child?” chirps Airyn instantly, inexplicably she grew furious with Merry who explained in a circle

“That child you already know, even from your childhood Miss” contact the answer given Merry, make Airyn eyebrows sharpen, he demands Merry to give the right answer “That child is James, Doctor james”