Girlfriend Another Level
It just doesn't feel fair.

“Airyn, did you hear me” said Merry when he saw the eyes of Airyn who began to blink, even slowly the woman opened her eyes, both eyes, until the brown eye bead began to access Merry's face in front of his eyes, Airyn still chose to be silent even though Merry's voice had been heard, even he looked around while turning his eyes towards his mother.

“Where am I?” it was the first word that Airyn spoke as her consciousness began to return, even after 30 hours of falling asleep under the medics, it seemed that Merry did not expect that Airyn would wake up so soon.

“You are in the hospital” reply the woman as well as pressing the button that had been touched by the fingers of her hand, making Airyn's forehead wrinkled when she heard Merry's words.

“What happened to me, my son—“ his hands fumbled the surface of the stomach, fortunately he still felt his two child's heartbeat there.

“Your contact is fine, but the doctor said you are too exhausted so many thoughts, making the immune system decline. Have you been vomiting for months?”

“Not really, in just 3 months of pregnancy alone, after entering the 4th month there is no more” reply Airyn on Merry, it seems he did not think anything else but to answer the woman's question. “Oh yes, has Hansell gone home. Where is she?” airyn asked with a plain look, making Merry's heart rustle in fear when the question he did not expect was thrown by Airyn, what would Merry say to his son, he said, will he tell the truth or will he lie to Airyn alone.

“What Hansell to office?” airyn asked once again as she narrowed her eyes, she was still positive and Airyn was of course still questioning her husband.

I swear to God whatever Merry wants to get out of here, he wants to avoid this situation, and he wants a miracle to happen, it feels like Merry is very nervous to talk, his mouth seemed reluctant to answer his son's question, even the heart was brazenly shaking violently, but still able to control the fear, what Merry would do, he could not hurt his son, he could not hurt his son, but if Merry lies it will only take time to give more pain than this reality.

“Hansell--“

“Ny. Merry forgive us, there are a few obstacles that cause delays to come” said the Doctor who at that time entered the room Airyn to see what happened, even their breath was quite dull when walking towards them, until the view of the two was diverted to the Doctor.

“No problem, please check Airyn-Ju” said Merry instantly, while giving way to retreat from the position so that the doctors and people check the state of his son.

Of course, the eyes of Airyn are still looking towards Merry, even the letter on his face is very clear to describe if Airyn is quite confused over the behavior of her mother. In part why Hansell was not in this room, usually every time Airyn went to the hospital, it was always Hansell's face the first time she saw it, but today her husband is not there, even Airyn looked around like there was no existence of her husband, because Hansell must have left the goods in this room as a sign of his existence, but here Airyn did not see her husband's goods, she said, it was so quiet and quiet without anything.

Whether Hansell had not been to the hospital, even the questions and the whole thought of the guessing made Airyn very nervous to receive an answer from Merry.

“You are fine Miss Petrov, I will prescribe some vitamins for you, but please avoid stress and do not be too depressed” said the Doctor in front of women who seem to not care about them. Airyn's eyes began to divert to the Doctor who began to speak, he even saw a clock that was coiled in his hands.

“How long have I been in hospital?” airyn asked the Doctor who was preparing to leave, making Merry put his hands together as if very nervous about the question.

“About 1 day you rest Nona” he said when replying to the words of Airyn, while passing with a respectful attitude to leave the patient on his bed.

Tiryn's eyes are so demanding when looking at Merry, even though Airyn began to change her facial expression, she did not want to think that no, but Airyn really wanted to know the whereabouts of her husband. “Where did Hansell go?” airyn asked as she broke the silence in the room, even Merry raised her head to walk closer to her daughter, both of Airyn's eyes stared eagerly even as she hoped to explain something to her, of course Merry was anxious to cry, not even opening his mouth tears had melted away just like that, making Airyn's forehead crinkled sharply to look at the woman, her heart was pounding and she was beginning to be afraid to hear what the woman who was her biological mother was going to say.

“I asked about Hansell, why are you crying. Where Hansell went!!” airyn snapped furiously, even as the girl's body curled as her question began to be ignored and it was as if Merry did not want to say anything but those flowing tears.

“Why are you crying Merry, I ask you where my husband” cried Airyn once again, until the cry as if from Merry's face he stopped with difficulty, Merry inhaled oxygen to control himself, so that, he cannot be like this, and he is not willing to talk about the truth that happened.

“A-Airyn I'm sorry I nak” was shrieking Merry while cheating Airyn into his arms, making Airyn stare at what Merry said, what he meant by that apology, why did Merry apologize when Airyn asked about her husband's situation.

“What happened to hansell” this time Airyn's face wiped away, her heart was racing, once again she was so frightened in the explanation that Merry had not said, she could do nothing but find the real answer to her husband. Airyn's body shivered coldly, her tears began to tear, Merry's embrace covered with tears of pain was completely disperse her common sense, whether something had happened to Hansell to Merry like this.

“Did something happen to my husband” snapped Airyn with a cry that broke the silence, like a stab wound stabbed with a sharp object, even filling it with salt on a wound that was still pouring, he said, Airyn seemed to have no strength to resist, her body stiff, her mouth mute, and even Merry's cry made Airyn deaf, which she could now think of as what her husband, where Hansell was, was, and what happened to him.

As if the nature of Merry as describing if Hansell is not okay, his reality when explaining to make Airyn aware of something bad happened to them, what makes Hansell hurt, what makes him hurt, until it felt like Airyn threw Merry's body away from her “Where Hansell went, and what happened to my husband” snapped Airyn so angrily, she shook Merry's body to tell him the truth, until Airyn forcibly took the infusion attached to her hand until the flow of fresh blood poured out from there, making Merry's mouth rang out for what his son did, Airyn went down her bed like she was eager to go find an answer, of course continuing to ask Merry who was reluctant to answer would just waste her time.

“No boy, Airyn what are you doing. Don't be like this!” merry held back Airyn's body, as if not letting her get out of the bed.

“Tell me what happened to Hansell, rather than me looking for his own year. Don't ignite my emotions any further Merry, if you're like this I'll destroy everything to find my husband!” snapped Airyn at her mother, so it felt like it made Merry unable to hold back anymore.

“No Airyn. Don't be like this, you have to calm down, I'll explain” said Merry in a hurry to calm his son, he held Airyn's body in a hug so that the girl did not commit dangerous acts.

“Say. Where Hansell went, what happened to him” Airyn snapped before Merry, even her face that was abundant with tears was very threatening with a sharp look.

“H-Hansell..” it feels like Merry can not continue it, but Airyn's face is so terrible really makes Merry have to say the truth “Something bad happened to Hansell when facing Jilixing”

“What happened!!” airyn shouted furiously as her tone trembled until her cries broke the entire room, even as she relaxed as the words actually scowled her strength to hold on.

“Airyn, baby calm” said Merry who at that time hugged his son, until the tagged Airyn broke on the shoulder of Merry, his voice weakened to make Merry unable to stall again. “Hansell is gone”

When Airyn's eyes were stunned, the blood that flowed all over the body was like freezing cold, even her heartbeat stopped until the blood vessels that were pumping were unable to feel, he said, the oxygen that he should have breathed was cut off, he died but still alive and conscious, Airyn's eyes were round, his lips were frozen, he said mute, it felt really dead that second as well.

"t-can't be" that word became a rejection in Airyn's mind and heart, but it couldn't get out.

“Airyn...” cried out to Merry as her son almost began to fall from his arm, Merry still trying to shout at his son's consciousness, until the shock made Airyn's chest deflated as if she lacked oxygen.

“Breathe...” cried Merry as the hand began to press the emergency button in the super luxurious and spacious VVIP room, until the door of the room was broken by someone, he said, it opened Merry's eyes to access the Zates who had entered the room.

“What happened to Airyn” shouted the man in panic, when Zates wanted to reach his son's body, suddenly Zates' fingers shook violently, he said, making him speechless when his hands shiver as if unable to control his own motor system, even like there are symptoms that he can not treat when he remembered about Hansell on the operating table that he failed to save, he said, like that at the moment.

Zates bounces off her feet as the Doctors take a position to check on Airyn, even as the nurses ask Merry and Zates to run away from there, until with a heavy heart Zates came out with regret that he could not bear. How could her hands be like this? Whether Zates could no longer be a Doctor, Merry who saw the attitude of her husband chose to walk behind Zates while looking at him.

“Zates” calls Merry when she blurts her husband's name, making Zates turn her back as if her eyes are very empty like helpless “Are you a little?” merry asked the man, making Zates shake his head as if he was okay, the man put his hand in his pants pocket because the vibration was still there.

Merry's eyes are still accessing her husband's behavior, the man was like hiding it but from now on Merry realized it. “It was not your fault” said Merry who is currently his wife, until Zates' gaze anchored on Merry's understanding face when talking to him.

“A-What do you mean”

“It's not your fault, what happened to Hansell is fate, you've even tried your best and you've tried your best. Don't blame yourself when it's not your fault. You can't blame yourself when the failure happened not because you” pressed Merry on her husband, making Zates speechless when looking at the woman, until his wife's steps began to approach while jerking into the body of Zates to give peace “It's not your fault, there's nothing wrong. In addition to this it is all our destiny” continued with a soothing sentence, even Merry's hand wrapped around her husband's body, until Zates's view was fixated on Merry's unusually gentle attitude “Don't be like this, so Zates's view is glued on Merry's unusually gentle demeanor <TAG1>Don't like this, you can't be weak, you can't lose, you can't give up, if you're like that what about our son, and what about me. I rely on you so much the words Merry spoke meaningfully, really making Zates' heart beat up, like a very meaningful word that he never expected on top of his relationship, but he got it unexpectedly.

“Merry are you aware of your words” said Zates with a stupid question who somehow wanted to confirm the truth again.

“Iya I realized, I've become your wife. No matter what the relationship is based on, you've taken responsibility for me and your son. That's why you have to fulfill Zates, now the problem is not because of you alone, but also me and Airyn. I beg you not to blame yourself, because you're the only one we have” somehow Zates' heart was shaken several times until an electric shock spread throughout his body, the feeling of happiness that is too torturous or haru that he later for so long, really makes him helpless, his eyes and heart is really tormented by Merry's expression that is like love.

Until Merry's embrace reciprocated warmly, giving real tenderness, until she strengthened each other, Zates smelled Merry's scent deeply to calm herself down, reaching for the body to keep pulling over at her side, until Merry's eyes led to Zates' unexpected reaction.

“You are right, for our child, I must be strong with you” when the answer makes Merry's heart melt, the feeling of being broken into one piece, until his face is red with happiness that can not be restrained, from when did Merry receive Zates, and from when did Merry like him or start letting the man into his life like a thief.

“Zates...” They really get into the zone of receiving the most complete, releasing the confusion between the relationship above the charade and love, even it feels like the two of them start to walk from doubt to become a certainty, he said, if there really is love in their relationship, why should they pull it off. For that Zates will not give up and he will not let the bad situation go as bad, Zates will survive and strong for his wife and child.

The door to Airyn's room opened, causing Zates and Merry to turn there, but how shocked Zates was when he saw his daughter sitting on a wheelchair as if she was ready to go out. “Airyn, what happened, are you okay?” merry asked as he grabbed his son's body, making Zates dazzle his eyes looking at the Doctor behind the woman.

“Nona Airyn is fine. He was only in a bit of shock but was overcome. And Miss Airyn asked to come out today” said the Doctor who was behind her, making Zates' eyes not accept when he saw the man was under pressure.

He wanted to reach out to his son's hand, but again his hand trembled, but Zates tried to calm down to elicit Merry's words.

Until the man grabs Airyn's wrist for him to check himself, even Airyn had to pull over but Zates took over her authority, even Zates' gaze glimmered sharply towards Airyn as if he was not playing around to become a father, despite the fact that there was a mistake Zates did not accept or forgive Airyn, but now was not the time to think about it, but now was not the time to think about it, and as a father of course Zates is no different from a firm and full of authority, until Airyn relented and kept quiet.

“Where are you going? Your condition is still not stable” exclaimed Zates when challenging his son.

“I want to find my husband” said Airyn as she looked up at her father.

“Didn't Merry say, if Hansell had gone without” instantly everyone was stunned by Zates' assertive attitude, as well as Merry who was amazingly shocked. Until Airyn's stoning gaze could not be restrained because tears began to roll from her eyes.

“Don't lie to me. Hansell won't leave me!!”

Seeing her son so hurt, of course, the pain that Zates could not stand, making himself reach for Airyn's body to be carried with his own hands, at least Zates wanted to show something to his son.

“What do you want!! Let go of me” snapped Airyn when struggling to be released, from her father's embrace.

“Didn't you want to meet your husband, I will take you somewhere to receive an explanation directly from Hansell” as soon as Airyn's mouth shuts down without being able to speak, it's like giving up and not struggling anymore, until Merry followed their steps from behind.

Zates treats his son's body like a beautiful poselen that can not be casaarkan, even he slowly helps Airyn sit in the passenger cabin while positioning himself there, he said, bahkaan Merry also sat by her son until it felt like the view of Airyn began to blur his narrowed eyes, if true she was brought to a place that showed if her husband had nothing to do, Airyn, even again the tears rolling back from his eyes made Merry reach for Airyn's body for him to hug, even along the way only a cry that adorned the silence, even Hansell was unable to see this, even, but the fate that happened also can not be ignored again.

“Why did you take me home?” airyn asked her father, making Zates rub his son's head until he brought Airyn into his arms.

“I'm sorry” Zates said in a short statement, leaving Airyn stunned when the man behaved like that to her, Zates helped Airyn out of the car, he even lowered Airyn while escorting his son on the side.

“Hansell told me, to ask you to read the letter he wrote in his work drawer, so I want you to read it, I don't know what it is, but this is Hansell's own message.” immediately Airyn was silent staring at her father, even her body was like helpless until Zates held back the body of her son who lost stability “Are you okay? Do you want me to carry it?” the man asked frantically, causing Airyn to shake her head, reaching out to her mother's hand.

Until Merry gives the code for Zates needs to take a step back, because Airyn still does not want to interact fully with him, of course Merry helped his son to climb the stairs while Zates chose to stay in place as if he did not want to follow Airyn, just now Airyn opened the door of her room, and she was still there, the girl walked into Hansell's study in the Walking room in the room, Merry paused as if giving Airyn space to be alone.

I can't believe Hansell would leave me, he loves me so much. Hansell you're where, aren't you going to miss me. Aiyn's mind as she stepped closer to her husband's desk, she sat there pulling a drawer beside her, until she was glued to her eyes with a piece of white paper folded inside.

Airyn, are you crying? Don't cry, because I really love you. Wherever I am, and whatever we may be, I will never let go of that feeling, you are the first woman to make me fall in love. If you are currently reading the letter I wrote, something bad must have happened to me, just don't keep crying over it. I never wanted to hurt you, even I hated myself for always hurting you, and damn it we had to be in a very complicated life, if there's a next life I want you to be the woman I love again. I used to live by the principle of truth and believe there was no flaw in me, because I always wanted to be the best human being to bear the responsibility that was burdened on my shoulders, until I finally met a girl who did not let go of the feeling of hurt and holding a grudge in her heart, I found a girl who harbored a lot of pain that she was reluctant to treat, he said, from there I saw myself from a different side. I'm beginning to realize that my life isn't perfect, if I'm not as good a human as I was before. I began to realize many things that I explained from reality, until a girl who I considered a terrible woman turned out to have the opposite side that I could not imagine, he said, for the first time I fell in love with her, liked her horrible attitude, and liked the creepy side, I began to dive into the darkness until I realized I was not much different from the girl, we face each other but aki people who do not accept reality. But ever since the girl clasped my finger and she started to see her fragility in those two innocent eyes, there I was like seeing the world, which was the world I wanted. I love him with all my heart, I want to be with him forever, so I want to marry him and make a family with him. But I realized, we can only plan because the universe has set it, even though there is nothing I regret about the girl who has turned into my woman. I'm too happy to have it despite the apology being the closing of this letter. I love you, baby, but I apologize for what happened. Don't cry for me, our son is living in your womb, you must be happy at all costs, you must accept properly, and begin to accept both of your parents. What happened to me and what happened in the past is not their fault. There's something I've always wanted to say, but I didn't dare. I'm proud to have done my best than to have done nothing at all, which is why I won't regret anything even if I disappoint, I'm sorry. Dear Airyn, don't cry and never give up at least for yourself and our child.

Until the most painful groan in the middle of the night made Airyn cheat on her body that shook violently, her chest tightened as the letter sheet fell down with tears, she said, the cry broke as Hansell uttered the most painful farewell, robbing Airyn of hope for the joyful wishful thinking, why did Hansell do it, but all this was her husband's choice.

The wounded mind with a wound that continues to rise, really like being stabbed by a sharp dagger that stabbed without being able to hold, he said, even the heart of the unfeeling was still trembling without burden until Airyn wanted to forcibly snatch it away from beating irregularly.

Hansell was gone, and even Airyn didn't want to make it clear where she was going. But the fact of the letter was like saying Hansell would not come back, how could Airyn have this kind of akir, until the door of the room was open, it features Zates stepping large into the room to reach out to Airyn's body in so much pain, hugging her son to hold on and as if making herself the choice not to leave, Airyn resigned with his life but Hansell's words like strength for him did not give up, until the tears were destroyed as crushed, until the crying became more so, making the body of Airyn cheat in the arms of his father.

“Dad..... Hansell was gone, he did not return” Lirih Airyn with a grimacing cry, like a cut, the pain was so tragic that it made him no longer able to hold back the cry, everything broke and shattered in the arms of Zates even made Merry fall between the body of her husband and child.

"Why Hansell was gone, he left me" Airyn whined in the pain, until Zates' tears came to know as if he could only rub his son's head to calm down.

At the moment Zates is like a crutch of tears that whack Airyn and Merry, although he really wants to cry, but Zates wants to hold this even longer, so that he can sustain the pain of his son. However, Zates understands how hurt Airyn is right now, even Zates can feel it, let alone Airyn who undergoes this.

Why God feels unfair, that's the problem Zates is thinking right now.