Girlfriend Another Level
Inutile
The two unfamiliar gazes gushed out at each other's dislike, Airyn was unhappy when Hansell was trying to get involved, as well as the man, she dislikes Airyn's disregarded attitude and does not think of herself. In the eyes of the girl, Hansell was a person who did not want to be included in his personal problems, but the man was increasingly becoming-so to get involved and interfere, but the man was increasingly, even some of the plans drawn up by Airyn were always chaotic as a result of Hansell being involved in it, of course this time Airyn would not stay silent if Hansell knew this truth, he would not willingly involve Hansell in anything that threatened the safety of Hansell and his sister, because for Airyn he did not want to take risks
In Hansell's eyes, Airyn saw herself as a useless man, not even as self-respecting as a man with a reality that had always rendered Hansell helpless, whenever Airyn's attitude encouraged the man not to get involved, every time Airyn's attitude encouraged Hansell to continue to be protected, even the man has never done anything but accept his longing in the safe zone that Airyn had created for Hansell, all hansell life under Airyn's control without Hansell being able to negotiate, Airyn never had anything to her other than love, but it was not enough to make their relationship happy, she wanted to stand in her nature, where she missed the girl, Hansell was eager to be himself without Airyn protecting him with a shackling pain.
Every time Hansell mengkona rival Miss Petrov, he always loses, because Airyn always makes the first step before him, if not Airyn who does not want to budge, Hansell will not be able to beat him.
“Give that envelope Hansell” pinta Airyn while sticking out a hand asking for hers to Hansell
“Not” firmly with sentences that are not good to hear, making Airyn squint with a face that does not like
“What right do you have to disturb my problem, better give me back mine!! If not, I really hate you” threatened Airyn when she sharpened her eyes looking at Hansell, even her guts that had shrunk black without being able to be appeased
“It is important what this is. Until you want to hate me” ketus Hansell with annoyance, hearing the unpleasant tone that the girl said to him, of course he was increasingly curious about what Airyn hidden from her
“Hansell!!” snapped Airyn firmly, making the man look deeply at her woman, never thinking at all of Airyn's attitude was so different from the one she had imagined “Don't interfere with my problem!”
“Do I have no right to interfere?” clea Hansell was quick with a heart that was shaking violently due to the emotions that had to be dimmed
“If I say no, how! Understand Hansell, not everything can make you interfere, from the beginning I was troubled, and plus you made new problems, he said, because to protect you I cannot ignore the fact that continues to threaten us” explained Airyn with a firm tone, making the words pulverized with the conclusion created Hansell
“I understand now, if I should be under your control, and receive all the protection you give me instead. And also, I am a valuable item that you must keep from being lost, so can” said Hansell, making Airyn speechless without being able to reply, because Hansell's tone was really insulting to Airyn's hearing “But I have to apologize!! I'm not willing to accept that Airyn, even if you save my life if it threatens your life, do you think I can accept that!! just protect me accordingly. Don't involve your life or risk it all. I don't want to!! you think who you are, to sacrifice your life for me, don't do anything that threatens to break up, do you like to part with me, why you're so selfish Airyn, you're willing to hurt yourself, in order to protect me” continued with a snapping tone made Airyn increasingly peaked hearing the words of Hansell increasingly exploded
“What can I do!! Do you think I can just let it go, do you think I keep quiet and involve you here, at least my life has the guarantee not to disappear, but you!! Do you think anyone's making you okay! You better stay away and don't have to interfere, before everything we have really disappears, I've lost Berto. Even though he betrayed me, at least he became someone in my life, and now that I only have you, do you think you'll be fine if you get involved, anyway, Did you not understand that” replied Airyn as her tears filled her words, how not, losing Hansell was really like a nightmare that made her unable to get up from there
“I'm fine if you trust me Airyn, I'm fine if you're beside me, I'm fine Airyn!!! Which makes me no good when you endanger yourself only for me, you think who you are to sacrifice yourself for me, you think who you are!! Ha! You better be self-conscious to protect yourself.if we can not do it ourselves, can not we do it together, what is difficult to share with ku” sosor Hansell with demanding words, demanding, even her voice sounded so furious saying the sentence, making Airyn turn her face away from the mana, due to tears that are increasingly blocked in the fertilizer which will soon fall due to piling up.
“At least you're still breathing until this second, making me thankful you're okay, even though this looks selfish at the expense of me saving you, and also keeping you out of that vicious circle, I don't mind. I'm even happy you're okay, and to share I can't, because it's the same way I involved you” Airyn muttered as her tears just dripped, until the girl brusquely rubbed quickly, of course Hansell realized the loud tears of Airyn, he could only glance long while holding himself in place, as if gathering energy to survive, he could only look at her, because Airyn's tears were a source of weakness for Hansell, but this time he had to be strong so as not to loosen self-defense.
“Jawab one of my questions, am I useless? Can't I know what your slut is?” the question was thrown with a cold stare that demanded Airyn reply to her, even before her Hansell had never been this angry to Airyn, but this time Airyn's attitude really let Hansell down, the girl looked back at Hansell, she tried to hold herself back to be strong and face the man
“That question is a stupid question, how could you be worthless to me, of course you are very valuable from any” explained Airyn as she glanced closely at the two eyes of Hansell who stood firmly in front of her, although an annoyed look was clearly displayed on the look of Airyn's face for the man, he tries to dismiss all negative feelings, to show the seriousness that what he says is true
“If I'm worth that much, let me know what this envelope contains” Hansell replied in a cold tone while opening the glue that was at the end of the envelope he was holding
“You can't even share this matter with me, and you lightly say I'm valuable!! Where is my pride Airyn!! Do I have any self-esteem when you protect me, what do you call self-worth, even you make me not have the confidence as a man” said Hansell with a very painful feeling, the words made him so sore to say
“Hansell you have to understand, this is my problem, there is no relationship with you. You better give me back my” pinta Airyn while holding hands to Hansell, but the man just kept quiet with a cold look towards his “Hansell I beg you, please, return mine” pinta Airyn once again, making the man reach for her lover's body to hold Airyn, the girl thrashed to be released, but the pain made her hissing
“Can't you shut up!!” hansell snapped with annoyance, even the glare of his ferocious eyes made Airyn guts shrivel, he turned his face with a stiff body, the man led Airyn who was in the sling to head to the room, in silence Airyn thought to string the word in order to persuade Hansell later, because during this time Airyn always managed to persuade the man, maybe this time with male persuasion it could soften
Seeing Hansell holding Miss Petrov, making the adjutant follow from behind, even the troupe drew attention, they opened the door until Hansell entered it, Airyn snorted in annoyance as she turned her face away from Hansell, he was so reluctant to look at the man's face as a result of his unbearable annoyance.
Hansell put Airyn on the bed slowly, he was so careful that Airyn did not grimace in pain, seeing that there was a very tight indignation in Airyn, after he was treated casually, and now as Hansell was fine, even Hansell gently rubbed Airyn's head while giving a sweet kiss to his lover.
“Return mine” intercept Airyn as Hansell passes from there while carrying his envelope
“Tell me what's inside this envelope, only then I return her” Hansell replied in a stern tone, making Airyn even more upset by the man's behavior, which he displayed, he does not want to involve her for what is a problem, because Airyn cannot involve outsiders if she has a chance to fail, it is better to work alone and not have the interference of others in it
“I can't tell you that Hansell, you better keep your boundaries, not everything I can share with you, not everything about my life you should be involved in, so you better return mine” firmly Airyn replied to Hansell's question with confident eyes, making the man smile singly after hearing what his lover said
“Hiccupped? Have you ever shared with me Airyn? Have I ever considered being someone to pour out your complaints Airyn? you even isolated yourself to not involve me in your life, I thought our relationship could make you completely mine, but it turned out I was wrong!! You even put a limit on this relationship, is this what you said share!! If I have to know myself over our limits, why can't I do that!! wh why? Why do I always feel useless and blame myself, even though I do not know anything” snapped Hansell so bitterly, there is even a tightness that shackles when the chant of words that spread all the pain in the damper
“It is better that you do not interfere with Hansell” replied Airyn with the phrase fear, but she managed to hide the fear to strengthen self-defense, because the girl was really afraid if Hansell knew her past, but she did, he could not even confirm what was behind the contract, and now Hansell wanted to know, too, how Can Airyn share
“What is the distance we are Airyn?” hansell asked once again, that her tears were so stifled that it was very difficult to let out, he was as hard as trying to calm down but from the inside everything wanted to be destroyed and messy “Do I really have no place to enter into your life?” connect with the word painful
The girl just kept quiet without being able to say any words, making Hansell nod his head understanding that she did not have a place in Airyn's life to interfere, he said, Hansell understood that maybe Airyn really forced him to understand their limits, until there was a throbbing pain that a few destroyed the man's feelings
“If only I didn't have the fear of losing someone, maybe I could share it with you, but Hansell, I'm afraid! I'm afraid of getting you involved, because I'm afraid of losing you. Understand!! This situation is very dangerous for you involved” murmured Airyn in silence, but at once her tears just dripped, of course Hansell witnessed it again, but somehow the destruction that wipes all the wounds, makes Hansell unable to wipe away the tears of Airyn, because he also needs strength to be strengthened, turning to leave Airyn in the room while placing a brown envelope next to the girl, Airyn groaned in pain at the grieving regret, this time Airyn was really hurt, not because of Hansell's attitude, unless he was so stupid that he hurt Hansell with a forced attitude
“Why life is never fair!! Why!! For this time alone can't I be happy, why all the things I do are always wrong, and end up in leave” furious Airyn while cursing a life so cruel make a choice, he said, however, Airyn cried until she eroded all the tears, not making the girl stop feeling pain and heartache.
On the other hand, Hansell was very disappointed at what Airyn had done to him, why it was so complicated when it was so simple, Hansell was hurt by what Airyn had done with an attitude that explained her position, as if the fact demanded Hansell to be a useless man, if only he could change the facts, Hansell wanted to eliminate today so as not to hurt too much, he said, hansell had become a completely useless man.