
The next night Hansell arrived at Villa, he saw Airyn waiting at the door, of course making Hansell feel guilty, it was clear the girl was waiting for him
“Why have you been home so long?” airyn asked worriedly, making Hansell drop the body to his girl, to relieve the burden and tired, hearing the sound of Angel's car coming out to his brother, he berhirobok with two couples who were hugging
“Gosh...sorry I” umpat Angel, as if turning the direction entering the Villa, of course Airyn felt awkward and nervous until she pushed away Hansell's body “Hansell!! Angel saw, you this” grumbled Airyn fearfully, making Hansell review a smile full of entertainment
“Why indeed” the man seemed to not care and invite Airyn to enter the Villa, in Angel sitting in the guest room, he stood up from sitting when the couple approached, he said, Angel greets her brother to give a missed hug.
“My brother slept here yes” pinta Angel to Hansell, even he whined to be approved of the request, seeing Angel who flirted Hansell allowed him to stay at the Villa, however Hansell understood surely his brother was lonely
“Really? Thank you brother, I think Angel slept with Airyn” sister Angel so excited to switch bodies Airyn and memelikn, he was very happy to sleep with Airyn, he was happy to sleep with Airyn, of course the two couples look heavy but how else the fact they are not husband and wife there is no right to Hansell forbid
In Angel's room was so spindly that just a few seconds stretched out on the bed he immediately fell asleep, even just turned off the lights, he had closed his eyes while facing Airyn, he had closed his eyes, while Hansell who had just finished refreshing himself, glancing at the bed that was very quiet, usually he saw Airyn there made Hansell crawl and hug the girl, he said, this time he was forced to hold back his longing and self, because Hansell had to be willing to share with Angel.
Somehow from then on there was a strange feeling that was always disturbing, delivering Airyn to have difficulty closing his eyes, he sat himself down while glancing at Angel who was fast asleep beside him, Airyn realizes she will not be able to sleep again if she has not met Hansell.
The girl stepped out of the room, she glanced at the kitchen to find something to drink, when Airyn entered the kitchen she met Hansell who was sitting at the table eating alone, accompanied by a canned drink there, the two of their eyes stared at each other, as if not talking but understanding each other
“Do you have trouble sleeping?” sapa Hansell, towards the woman, made Airyn nod her head, while turning to ice, in order to find a solution to drink, after the end of the race Airyn sat down in front of Hansell
“What are you thinking?” asked Airyn to the man, making Hansell speechless while staring in both eyes Airyn “Did you meet Merry?” connect Airyn with a flat tone, as if her hand deftly opened the canned drink and gulped greedily
“Did you follow me?’ hansell bluntly accused, of course he had a meeting so private that it was difficult to know, but Airyn who was only at home immediately shot himself with a rhetorical question, he said, it was as if a question that didn't require Hansell's answer since Airyn had figured it out
“No, why am I following you with this situation” said Airyn briefly while staring at Hansell with a serious face “And if you think, I sent someone else to follow you, of course it's impossible. Because you know for yourself, whatever my orders were always through Merry, whereas now I am reluctant to meet him” explained Airyn while sipping a canned drink in front of him, making hansell squinting due to tangent
“Then how did you know, did you just guess?” ask Hansell
“Of course, you think you can lie to me, I know you very well Hansell, I'm sure you're out today not for a job, but to meet Merry and collect answers, what's more important if not about our related past. You think I don't know everything? I've understood this from the beginning, it's just that I wasn't prepared for reality, I knew Merry was my real mother but I couldn't accept that, and I know, I know, your mother is Charmmila Damon, my mother's twin. I know about the death of our family and your family, I know about how Merry was in the past, it's just that I wasn't ready to face this reality, and hear the answers from him, he said, that's why I ran away and isolated myself” said Airyn seriously, making Hansell speechless without a word. He even took pains to hide everything, but Airyn found out easily, the girl he faced overcoming something in her own way, making Hansell stunned by the attitude of escape that Airyn did, although Airyn is currently unable to accept reality, Hansell believes this attitude is a way to treat her own pain, until Airyn will return and solve everything
“If you've known everything, are you sure you're rejecting Merry, however.” Instantly Hansell's sentence came to a halt as Airyn's eyes stared ferociously at him “Airyn, I will not force you. But baby, you can't deny the fact, sometimes we don't need to accept but enough to understand” Hansell said as he clasped Airyn's hand from the front, the two girls' eyes saw a real greatness, but somehow Airyn could not accept what Hansell said, she pulled her hand to slip the hair on the back, making Hansell realize that Airyn was upset over what she had just said.
“I don't know, whether my attitude is wrong or right, which is clear at this time I don't want to face Merry, I want to be alone, I want to get a little bit out of this rumut problem, I want to get rid of the problem, I realized that Merry had been a good mother to me all this time, even if it was said that she was always next to me and did not leave me, but there are things I can't accept from all of this, which are lies. By being with me, caring for, caring for, educating, and teaching me how to survive it all hurt so much Hansell, he could heartily act like a stranger without telling me an honesty, why? Why would he do all that? is he happy to make me happy with a lie? Or was I used for a purpose? What is the intention of him actually to hide a fact of this size”
“Airyn, there is something I want to say” said Hansell, because he felt Airyn needed to know about her mother, the girl who had bent her face, facing to challenge Hansell, because Airyn wants to know what else she needs to know
“I did meet with Merry, but.beyond my expectations, Merry had a panic attack until he was unconscious” exclaimed Hansell in a low tone full of guilt.
“apa!” snapped Aryn in disbelief, it felt like her blood was stopped until it was difficult to control herself, Airyn certainly still cared despite the huge disappointment in the woman, hearing what Hansell said, she said, Airyn was like given the most painful surprise “What did you tell her!!!” snapped Airyn angrily, as if she knew if Merry had a panic attack, even Airyn increasingly did not expect if the woman lost control, because all this time Merry was always good at controlling himself and controlling emotions
“I'm sorry Airyn” hansell said in a guilty tone, making Airyn close her eyes with a growl, she fattened the can she held, she said, until Jansell was anxious without being able to hide “What are you doing” Hansell screamed a little because the drink can hurt a little Airyn's hand to flow blood from there, quickly the man reached his lover's hand, but Airyn pulled over
“Do not touch me” he went from there, and headed towards the room quickly, Hansell was stunned with Airyn's attitude, staring long unexpectedly, Hansell quickly followed Airyn's footsteps from behind
“Airyn what are you doing, it's already night. Where are you going, Hansell exclaimed anxiously, because the girl was wearing a thick jacket as if getting ready to leave
“Take me off, where do you think I'm going. Night like this. Ha!” the girl snapped at Hansell repeatedly, as if her emotions were hard to control
“We can see merry tomorrow, anyways he is in treatment. Calm down” said Hansell while holding his girl's hand, but repeatedly Airyn brushed aside, even as Hansell wanted to hug Airyn pushing away the man's body
“Let me go, don't touch me. I told you not to interfere, but you destroyed everything, if anything happened to Merry how? are you going to kill him!” airyn threw a painful statement, leading Hansell to realize his position
“I'm sorry, if the actions I've taken are out of control. But you can't be like this. Try to think calm” said the man hoped his words could relieve emotions Airyn
“Quiet!! At a time like this you tell me to calm down, when all this time I've been calm, I've been quiet, and away from all the problems, I want to calm down, but you've been teasing everything, you want to know and meddle until everything falls apart, if you hadn't just met Merry, and stayed here, maybe today would never have happened, what you wanted. Aha!!! Do you want to be an angel! Do you want to be a hero! Even to take care of something like this you can't, and look what you're doing. You ruined everything, if anything happened to Merry, I would never forgive you Hansell. Even if I love you, I will kill that feeling if necessary. I told you no, you don't have to interfere, you don't have to help, because I'm sure. You will destroy everything” snapped Airyn with no more can't stand it, all the anxiety and annoyance poured out already, until Hansell was sniffed without being able to say, he dropped his hand that had reached the girl, Hansell retreated from Airyn's presence, as if it were a sign, if he were forced to leave, until Airyn's words led to Hansell being ignorant.
“Am I so useless in your eyes, can't I help you, am I that weak? am I not mean? or have I not known myself all this time? If in my eyes I'm like that, then what are the words of love you've been giving me all this time? Sentence, I am the only man in the world. If I'm useless, why do you keep useless men like me? I'm sorry for this mistake, I'm so stupid and careless that I can't do everything as perfectly as you. But I'm just a human being, I want to be a useful man for you, I want to set you free, but if in your eyes I don't mean anything, I have to. Do I have to go?” Hansell took pains to utter the sentence, which hurt himself and his heart greatly, even slapping out Hansell's pride as a man, even more painful were these words spoken by the woman he loved so much, the woman he wanted to protect and cherish, but in Airyn's eyes, whatever Jansell did was worthless
“I just want to realize you, about we have our own capacity, from the beginning you should not have fallen into my world, from the beginning I did not want to bring you here, but you always forced yourself like a hero, he said, you think I accept all this, I don't want you to be like me at all, just accept the past and me for who I am, that's enough for me. But you've always gone beyond that, until you see now, what's going on? You destroy it, when you fail, you blame me for always humbling you, when these words are a form to awaken you. Butwhat? Everything has become like this. Our relationship seems beyond repair, you've been disappointed in me being hurt by your failure. If only from the beginning I knew you were this weak to stand up to yourself, I regret ever letting you come to my life, Hansell” said Airyn, making Hansell understand even more, if from the beginning their relationship was a form of coercion that Hansell always did
“If from the beginning, I knew it would be like this, I might not want to interfere with your problems Airyn, but I already love you, until I forget to look at my own limitations, he said, I'm sorry for ruining everything, I'm sorry for my incompetence in joining the campu everything became a mess, I'm sorry to be a useless person for you. But, if I have the chance to go back in time, I still do the same thing, because I love you, I'm sorry to have been a useless man” Hansell resigned to leave, leaving Airyn unable to say anything
“Hansell Airyn called out the man's name heavily, she might regret this, but Airyn believed this bitterness was the best, in order to protect Hansell, the man turned his head slightly, waiting for Airyn to speak the words, to say the words, what he had actually guessed “I think, this relationship we've just ended, because I don't want to be a burden on your life anymore” smile full of irony is displayed with a taste of heart-breaking poignancy, heart-wrenching, a short sentence but eroding all feelings of love, as if to stop the flow of feeling so terrible he had, Hansell passed opening the door of the room, with his fingers shaking forcing the heart to go, although he did not say excuse it all because the heart did not want to go
The man she still loved so much, had gone and was lost there, making Airyn feel pain from the decision she had just made, even though this time she decided when she was disappointed, emotional and hurt, but this decision is an old option that has always been a way out, only Airyn forced herself to persevere.