Sakura Who Cry
Chapter 33 The Wind That Begins to Wither

The return of the Word really gives deep sorrow to Mayumi, Sayaka, Naomi and Chiharu.

"Huft!. I'd love to beat up Ken." Chiharu said so annoyed.

"Why isn't Ken the only one who's returned!" Naomi was disappointed.

Sayaka who hears the words of disappointment from her friends can only be silent swallowing bitter pills, guilt is no use for her, regret will not change the situation.

Shortly after Sayaka sees Dinda from a distance, she immediately stands up and chases after Dinda to explain the misunderstanding that occurred last night.

"Dinda!. wait for me." Shouted Sayaka. But unfortunately, Dinda who was already heavily disappointed with Sayaka chose to continue to avoid Sayaka, Dinda accelerated her steps and soon disappeared from Sayaka's view.

"Ah!.why is my life so hard this is how it feels." Sayaka said as she sat languidly on the floor.

Chiharu who knows about it, then immediately walks over to Sayaka to help her. "Sayaka... What really happened?" ask Chiharu curiously.

"I'm tired of my life, maybe if I died it would be better." Sayaka was full of frustration.

"What you say is a bad word." Said Chiharu while hugging Sayaka.

"Then what should I do now?" sayaka is sad.

Actually Chiharu himself is confused how to give the best advice for Sayaka, because Chiharu himself believes that his advice will be rejected by Sayaka.

"Staying Ken is the best advice for Sayaka, but will Sayaka take my advice." He murmured in the heart.

Sayaka then stood up and went away leaving the still stunned Chiharu, with all her heart trying to hold back her tears from coming out on the street, she said,  she finally chose to go to her bedroom cabin.

Inside the cabin, Sayaka sits languidly in the chair and starts crying out all tears of sadness, until she finally recalls all her past while she was still an Idol.

Slowly he began to reopen his memory albums one by one while he was still an idol star who was so shining.Enhored and flattered by many people was the thing that he remembered.

"I was free to sing and run happily at that moment." He said with a big smile.

Sayaka was fixed on one of the photos that attracted her attention enough, she saw the faces of the audience who were so enthusiastic that they were really willing to cram into each other, he said,  squeezed and also some not infrequently there are also those who fell unconscious, even though he himself does not know what their names are.

"Why are they willing to cram like that, when they just don't really know who I am, not even my family." His own words were full of wonder.

It then made him realize again that how valuable he was, and he felt that he was someone who could give happiness to others,  this made her believe that she was a very lucky woman.

The sadness that had originally emanated from the look on his face, slowly now turned into a glowing look of happiness. "I'm the luckiest woman in the world." He was proud in front of the mirror.

All the memories in his past, gave a new spirit that made him radiate brightly and removed all the wounds of his regret.

After a while the phone rang, Sayaka still ignored it. Until a moment later the sound of knocking on the door sounded quite loud making him have to get up from his seat.

Sayaka looked from the small hole in her bedroom door to see who was the guest knocking on her bedroom door. Ken looked from the small hole with a restless face.

"I have to make myself more meaningful than that man." Sayaka said in her heart as she opened the door to her room.

"Sorry Ken. I don't think I want to see you." Sayaka said as she closed her bedroom door again.

"Brakk!" Ken was so surprised to hear Sayaka's words, Ken had not had time to say a word to Sayaka, of course this was not in accordance with his expectations who hoped Sayaka would always follow what he wanted.

Not stopping there, Ken continued to force to keep entering Sayaka's room by continuously knocking on Sayaka's room door,  in the end, Sayaka's room neighbors began to come out because they were disturbed by the sound of Ken's screams and the constant knocking of the door.

"Hi... do you want to look for trouble?" Said Rein in an angry tone as he came to Ken and held Ken's shoulder.

Ken, who knows who Rein is, chooses to apologize and turns away with a resentful heart and feelings,  he did not want to deal with Rein the big muscle who was a fitness instructor on the Ship.

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Elsewhere, Dnda was stunned at the vast ocean,  only this first time he was really in the middle of the ocean that everywhere filled with water and did not see any island.

Warsana who accidentally located not far from Dinda, then approached Dinda to invite her to meet and talk, although actually Warsana already knew about Dinda, and then came to Dinda,  but now he prefers to pretend he doesn't know about Dinda.

"Hello pretty lady... Are you the new crew here?" tanya Warsana friendly.

"Oh yes... Please introduce my name Dinda, what is your name?" Answer Dinda.

"My name is Warsana. It's nice to meet you, Dinda." Warsana.

But their conversation did not last long, because Mayumi came and asked Dinda to come with him, Dinda who was curious about Mayumi of course immediately followed Mayumi's invitation.

"We have to talk about Din. everything about Sayaka and her life." Mayumi said in a serious tone, followed by a nod from Dinda while following Mayumi's steps.

After the two of them take the right place to talk to each other, Mayumi then shows a video recording of Sayaka and her longtime lover Tetsuya.

Dinda closely watched the video and Dinda's face began to show another expression, Dinda occasionally looked at Mayumi as if she wanted to say something,  but Mayumi gestured not to say anything until Dinda actually saw all of the recorded videos about Sayaka.

As the video shows Sayaka singing on stage, Dinda begins to realize that she is no ordinary woman,  she was a talented woman who could not possibly be as cheap a woman as she had imagined.

"Do you understand Din now?" Mayumi asked with a faint smile.

Dinda this time can only be silent and still fixated on seeing the screen of Mayumi's record player, even though the video recording has been played, but Dinda can not say anything.