A SPECK OF LIGHT (Handle of Good-Loving Love)
9. Longs
Having someone you miss so much for not being by your side is becoming one of those sad things. Even more so if that person is someone you love.
Missing someone dear can make the life lived empty and feel lonely. However, having a feeling of longing is natural and very human.
Sometimes it is difficult to express our longing, but do not hide it. Try to express, even if only through messages on social media.
"Where to reveal, every time he met he always forgot to ask for his mobile number." muttered Askar.
"Askar, quickly you put the red onion on the table. The phone you keep playing from earlier."
"So far, brother. Very chatty my fat brother." Cibirnya Askar because he was busy playing games.
"That's what you say, how your soul mate will lose your bandal nature."
"CK, yes-yes."
Soldier is not wanting to argue because it has been a few days he did not visit the residence of his idol makes him lethargic, lethargic, tired, weak and not a word that can describe him at this time.
Not because he did not want to, but he had to go to the capital of North Sumatra to shop for kebab materials as well as accompany his brother to seek treatment there.
"How much is the red onion, bang?"
The soldier turned to the source of the familiar voice he heard. A very missed voice.
The deg!
Always her heart pounding just because it was near her heart. Adzilla was choosing a red onion at the trading place of Hana, the brother of Soldier.
"Thirteen thousand feet of red."
"Well, bang Soldiers work here too?"
Like a robot that can only nod without making a sound. The longing that fills the recesses of the heart makes the sense of wanting to have.
"Sorry, brother, I can't come in a few days. I'm stock shopping to Medan." Like a girlfriend who gives news to her partner.
"Yes, but Sania's looking for Abang constantly."
Without realizing it, Adzilla spoke no longer as usual. And the soldiers are happy about it.
"Well, what's the sister's number? let's be nice I'll call Sania if it's far away." You could say while diving drinking water. The opportunity that the soldiers are waiting for.
Unsuspecting Adzilla gave her cell phone number. Because he knew, Sania missed Soldiers so much.
"All fifty-six thousand, brother" said Askar after counting Adzilla's groceries.
Adzilla handed over sixty thousand dollars and Soldier returned four thousand dollars.
"Want me to take you?" tawar Soldiers.
Adzilla looked doubtful but a second later nodded and it managed to make Soldier's smile expand.
"In a moment." The soldier washed his hands and face then he took the jacket and the motor key.
Before leaving, Soldier was already saying goodbye to Hana. For the first time they walk together without Satria and Sania.
"Here I bring you." Soldiers took over a plastic bag from Adzilla's hands.
"Eh, don't bang."
"What is it, brother. Come on, my bike's in the front parking lot." Soldier's right hand spontaneously holds Adzilla's wrist in a long robe.
"Squeak, Zilla."
"Don't gini, As."
The soldier immediately apologized. Indeed he had no particular purpose other than to direct Adzilla to the side of the road that is not muddled.
Love is a feeling that can be owned and felt by anyone. Love can make a person feel happy but also disappointed.
"Adzilla."
"Yes" replied Adzilla who was sitting behind the Soldiers on a motorcycle.
"Forward again."
"But."
"You're too on the other end of her seat."
Adzilla approached. If Soldier knew, he had been near Soldiers.
Of course he knew another heartbeat like this when close to Soldier was a sign of falling in love. But he didn't want that.
Who wouldn't fall in love with a nice, caring man like Soldier. Moreover, the man was already close to his two children.
Indirectly, his two children have fallen in love with Soldiers first. But he was self-conscious enough, who he was. There was no way he could be with a single and established man like Soldier. The fear of starting a new relationship still covers her whole heart.
Love does not have to make you stronger. Often couples who want to combine love can not be done because of something.
Love doesn't have to be so painful. Even if it is poured in a song it will be very heartbreaking.
Love must be fought for. However, when he cannot retaliate and accept, we must accept it with the air.
"Later if we get married, sister hold ya to my stomach."
"Who wants to marry you, bang?"
"Son is it."
Adzilla only snorted bitterly because Soldiers were always like that.
"Find another girl, aren't you ashamed to like two-child widows?"
"No, my best brother."
There is a sense of pleasure in Adzilla's heart because all this time he was never praised by others. During his marriage first, every thing he did was like an obligation when if only Bari knew the nature of marriage would not be like this.
"If I'm best, it's impossible to separate from my ex-husband."
"You are not the best, but he is the one who never gives thanks for what he has. See, up until now I've never shunned her kids, have I?"
Adzilla was speechless.Everything the Soldier said was true.
Although everyone does not want it, sometimes divorce is inevitable because of unresolved problems in marriage.
When saying the sacred promise to live together in marriage, all couples certainly have the same desire. A happy and forever marriage. In fact, domestic conflicts that stop and interfere with the relationship between husband and wife often arise. In fact, it is not uncommon to have to deal with difficult conditions. Should you choose to divorce or survive?
The question of divorce or surviving was always raised during his 7 years of marriage, but not anymore. And he was grateful that the talaq sentence was spoken out loud from Bari's mouth.
Next month it is time to tap the hammer and that means he will be free from Bari and his former in-laws.
❤️
TB
Hi, afternoon darling 😘😘
From today the title is changed.
From : A SPECK OF LIGHT (DEAR WIDOW LEANING NARCISSIST) becomes
A SPECK OF LIGHT (BELOVED WIDOWS ARE HANDSOME)
THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT.
MAY HIS FASTING BE SMOOTH AND WE ARE HEALTHY ALWAYS 'SOVER' ''TO BE 'GAMBER