A SPECK OF LIGHT (Handle of Good-Loving Love)
41. Azaghfirullah

"Astaghfirullah." Adzilla woke up immediately sitting because he remembered so long sleep.

"Oh Allah, the children are already on the eating and bathing yet, huh?" he panicked to see that the clock on the wall was past Ashar's time.

Adzilla immediately walked quickly to the ablution bathroom then to the prayer room to mushroom Zuhr and Ashar prayers.

"Don't open his face, there's Reza in front." the soldier said as Adzilla was about to open his face as he approached.

"Yes, sorry. Pi, sorry I just woke up. You must be hungry. I'm sorry."

"We ate and took a shower. Don't worry, I understand that you worked so hard last night." said Soldier teasingly by pulling his eyebrows down.

Adzilla looked down embarrassed. Soldiers also told them that their two children were playing in a neighbor's house.

The soldier's right hand was then kissed on the back of the hand. "Thank you, yeah."

The soldiers nodded and then kissed Adzilla's head. "Once again, if the prayer is not rushed, which." reprimanded Soldier made Adzilla crybaby.

"Hehehe.. I'm sorry, I thought you were starving."

"Don't apologize to me. Ask God for forgiveness. It's 8 rakaatnya." The soldiers still rebuked Adzilla.

"D-yes."

Soldier breathed. "Don't be sad, just this time the prayers are in a hurry."

Adzilla nodded feeling a kiss on the tip of his head. He immediately went to the kitchen to make a drink for Soldiers and Reza.

Still wearing mukenah, ja berhalalan towards the terrace of the house carrying a tray containing two glasses of tea and a plate of fried bananas.

Out of nowhere the fried banana came from, but it was still hot. Maybe Soldier or Reza bought it, Adzilla thought.

Adzilla went into the room, contemplating the reproof of the Soldiers. And now realize if the prayer is really wrong.

Especially often when performing prayers, suddenly drizzle comes then his mind drifts to the clothesline that has not been lifted, Satria or Sania will run out of the house to shower rain.

Not to mention when performing prayers suddenly drowsy and eager to feel yawn, stomach mules want to waste the wind.

"Astaghfirullah, so low is my faith." murmured Adzilla then opened his face to change into a covered garment.

...****...

"Dear." Call Soldiers in the living room after Reza has returned home.

"Yes. Is Reza home yet?" ask Adzilla.

"Here, he was here to get a salary. Sorry about that?" said Soldier.

Truly, he was afraid that Adzilla was offended by his reprimand earlier.

"Sorry for what, pi?" tanya Adzilla softened.

"Have rebuked you." said Askar lirih.

Adzilla smiled and then got up to her husband. He sat down on the side of the bed. His head rested on the shoulders of the soldiers.

"Don't apologize if your reprimand is true, pi. It's true what you said. Thank you my husband."

"Haishis.. Why talk about age now? not her you're lucky, who?"

Adzilla straightened his body looking at the face of the Soldier. "Lucky what?"

"There is a young husband" replied Soldier proud but not with Adzilla. The woman's face turned flat making the Soldier astonished.

"Darling, why?"

"Nothing."

"Please." great-grandson Adzilla pushed the soldier's face away.

"I'd say, whatever you feel is better in the camp but not in your own pendam."

The look they meet. "I don't want your handsome face to be seen by another woman." Adzilla cupped both cheeks.

"My husband, can it be just me and your muhrim only the women you look at also lower your gaze when you are with other women? can only my name reign in your heart? can I be your only wife in this world and in the hereafter? can it be just my body that you touch?" Adzilla stared fixedly at her husband who was also staring at her.

Soldier nodded. "I'm afraid to promise, but I'll prove you're the only one. I'll try not to hurt you. Enough before marriage makes us hurt each other." The soldiers embraced Adzilla.

"Huh, I think I'm very clueless to know." said Askar made Adzilla cut her lips.

"I'm still in your arms, my husband."

Soldiers kept smiling to hear Adzilla's call change since there was no mention of her name. Not dislike Adzilla calling his name alone, but it is not polite if the wife only calls the name of the husband by name.

Soldiers also feel bad to reprimand for keeping Adzilla's heart. Listen, from waking up Adzilla called Soldiers with 'pi' and 'husband'.

"My only one, stay with me no matter what. Be patient if someday we lack material, and rebuke me if you begin to lack my love and affection."

Still in Adzilla's arms nod. His eyes closed enjoying the fragrant perfume mixed with the body odor of Soldier that he had known since last night.

His head looked up at Soldier until time seemed to lead the two to get closer and the lips of the two met.

"Why is Mami's father?" tanya Satria stood in the doorway.

Spontaneous makes both of them stay away while wiping each other's lips because they are wet due to their saliva.

Sigh each other then throw away the face of any direction due to embarrassment in their child's pergoki.

"But, what was mama?" asked the good boy that year innocently.

"Enterprime.." The confused soldier had to answer what while glancing at Adzilla who was smiling.

"Abang, where's Sania's sister?" tanya Adzilla tried to divert the conversation.

"Mandy. I also want to take a shower." Satria just passed by making Soldier and Adzilla breathe a sigh of relief.

...****...

That afternoon at the city park. Susuk mentari alone there because they feel tired all day working.

At first he saw people there were ordinary until his eyes accidentally saw someone who was very hated him.

Do you believe that the bad guys were such good people? But his goodness was never appreciated, his goodness was never considered to exist, until whatever was owned was given away for free.

Yes, Mentari used to love so badly to someone that willingly his chastity was handed over to someone as proof of his love.

But look at that guy. After getting something very valuable on him instead left him with a humiliation that was so painful.

The man is so happy with other women that he is so afraid to be in a relationship with another man.

Actually, he approached Soldier yesterday because his heart was easy to care for Soldiers who were good to others.

And another reason he wanted to show the man that he could also get a better man than him.

Accidentally their eyes met. Really, those beautiful eyes that I adore so much but not now.

*I hate you.

❤️

TBC*