A SPECK OF LIGHT (Handle of Good-Loving Love)
1. Adzilla Rahma and Bari Kesuma

"Bang, I'm asking for some shopping money. That yesterday Brother's love is over." pinta Adzilla was afraid of her husband, Bari.

"Money continues to know you, do not know find the money is not wasteful." jolted Bari make Adzilla terjankak surprise.

"The price of food is all on the rise bang, even the money that my brother loves is very less. Not to mention paying Satria's tutoring money." so Adzilla was scared. Satria Perdana Kesuma was the eldest son of Adzilla and Bari.

"Can you talk about anything other than money, money, and money? Whatever I love is always over. Ungrateful, thank God I still want to feed you." Bari snapped away from Adzilla's presence without giving him a penny.

Adzilla himself did not cry, he was used to the snapping, maki caci, spicy sentences from the husband.

Bari Kesuma, a tall 28-year-old man with mature brown skin. Working as a Lubrication Mechanic in Palm Oil Plant.

Not knowing how early Adzilla could receive a proposal from Bari. But for sure, Bari's nature and attitude changed 180° after marriage.

The love and affection she always got from her father she never got from her husband. A simple wish for her husband was never obtained.

Adzilla just wants to be taken to heaven together.

Adzilla just wants to be loved.

Adzilla just wants to be understood.

Adzilla just wants her husband to have time for her and her two children.

Adzilla just wants to be heard. You certainly know, a wife wants to share her thoughts and feelings with her partner and wants to be truly heard. A wife wants her husband not only to hear with the ears but also to listen with the heart.

But it was never obtained by Adzilla. Every time he started sharing his story with his husband, he always made a mock or a knock that he received.

Lastly, Adzilla only wants affection.

Sometimes Adzilla wonders, is it that hard to give what he wants?

What should be Kanti Utami, then her husband changed and obeyed her wishes?

Adzilla shook his head when he realized that it could damage the sanity that he had been keeping for 7 years. Let it be for the sake of her two children, she persists in this marriage of hellish taste.

Wanna free?

Hows it?

She is just a woman from a simple family.

"Ma, Satria is hungry." Adzilla's eldest son's whining makes his heart goosebumps.

"Well, there's only eggs, Satria will?" tanya Adzilla strengthened her heart.

Satria nodded. "On the omelette ketchup, Ma."

"Yes." Yeah."

This is the calmness of Adzilla. Both of his sons were very understanding. Not choosing food.

Adzilla walked into the kitchen, picked up an egg and broke it into a small bowl. He added a little flavoring then stirred until the yolk is mixed evenly.

Then he took a small cauldron, put it on the stove, then he took a bottle of cooking oil, in a little bulk there and then the stove was lit.

"Satria, where's Sania's sister?" ask Adzilla

Sania Dwi Kesuma is the name of Adzilla's second child, aged 2.

"At home uwak, Ma."

Adzilla handed him a plate of rice and an omelet half and half of which he would eat with his youngest child.

...****...

At night, as usual, the husband of Adzilla will go home at the earliest. And it will always be a habit to protest with what he cooks.

"Can't you cook anything other than eggs or tempeh?"

Adzilla. "Bang, 30 thousand mana money is enough for a good cook. Moreover, such money is also for children's pocket money. All on expensive."

Adzilla lowered her head as Bari snapped while pointing at him.

"Sorry very much."

"Sorry to know you. I don't know when your brain is working properly. I give you money every day."

Adzilla lowered her head while squeezing the negligee she was wearing. He was so afraid of such a loud voice. Whereas if calculated, almost every day Bari did this but every day also he felt the same fear.

Mom, Zilla kangen mom. Zilla wants to follow the mother, but how the children of Zilla. murmured Adzilla in the heart.

I heard Bari's rough breathing. It made Adzilla afraid. One that Bari never knew that he was so afraid of the sound of the snapping.

Adzilla Rahma is a woman who has good temperament, is gentle, jovial, and has sympathy and empathy for others.

But all is lost. He is no longer jolly, he is no longer sympathetic or empathetic to everyone who seems to need it around him.

How not? the treatment of the husband makes him a closed person and more silent. Even to the father, every time he saw the wrinkled face of the father, he did not want to complain about what happened to him.

But, deep down, he was eager to hold his father's body. Crying and complaining that his heart was hurt. His wounds continued to gap even the wound had widened never to be treated.

Really, he misses love and affection. Not like this, a very calculating husband and a family-in-law who does not like him.

It turns out true, if married is no longer a look that becomes superior value. No longer have much treasure.

But the husband's responsibility is the main one.

Responsibility for worship.

Responsibility happiness wife.

Responsibility for his children.

Responsibility for the burden of his family's life.

But that does not mean the responsibility is only to give money.

How does the man who is husband give money to the wife?

Calculations and calculations?

Or not to dispute the money given to the wife entirely?

Adzilla wants a husband who is not stingy and calculating like Bari, but fate brings him to a man like Bari.

Money in rations and in need of rest every day, always makes him think hard. How could? the price of the tree is getting higher.

If there is no leftover, then you must be ready to get a scuffle and scorn from her husband.

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TB

*Assalamualaikum,

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim*

*Hi mom's favorite.

Mother for this new novel again, it tells the household life in general yes.

Hopefully this is more booming than the previous novel huh.

There are no actors. It is as pure as our daily lives.

Where there's that stingy husband and his calculations.

There is also her husband ogah-ogahan same son and wife.

And one more. The leaning only occasionally we inflict when Adzilla is still the wife of people yes..

May we always be in the mercy of God. Down on his fortune,

and most importantly may we be healthy, happy, and remain sane*.