A SPECK OF LIGHT (Handle of Good-Loving Love)
12.Expression and Rejection

Like a song that says Sunday night is the time to visit a girlfriend. As of now Soldier had visited the house of Joseph's father to be in touch and certainly tried to take the heart of the mother of the two children and also the future mother of his children later.

Uh.

After an hour of playing with Satria and Sania finally the two children fell asleep as well. Sitting nervously in front of Joseph and Adzilla's father.

"Sir Adzilla."

"Yes." Yeah."

"I know it's too soon for you. But you should know, I've been in love with you ever since you were someone else's wife."

Adzilla heard it could only swallow the sakiva violently. His tongue was weak to answer the words of the soldiers.

Though far away he could guess if soon the Soldier would get closer to him, but he was unable to answer anything at this time.

It is not easy to accept new love after experiencing the failure of the household ark. Every woman would want to marry once in a lifetime but if destiny says otherwise then she will be more selective in choosing a partner.

"How can you fall in love with me when I'm someone's wife? even if we remember, we have no more interaction than the seller and the buyer."

The soldier nodded in confirming. "Sir, I'm sorry I was so excited to like my parents before the divorce. Really, that feeling is out of my control. Starting from looking at the empty gaze of the father when sitting alone makes me curious, the hurt look even though the father is laughing makes me want to protect and makes him really feel happy."

Sighing deeply and then daring to look at Joseph's father without hesitation.

"But you should know, even though I have fallen in love with my father. There was not the slightest intention of me seizing it from the Bari bang. Until I met Adzilla and the kids. Seeing Adzila's cheek flushed from the slap of Bang Bari, it really made my heart ache and more determined to win the heart of this beautiful father's son." added Askar again.

Don't ask how Adzilla feels right now. Indeed, he did not expect Soldiers to have more feelings for him when he was still a wife.

His heart branched increasingly confused to answer what. If asked if he has more feelings for soldiers. For four months Soldiers kept trying to melt his heart of course there was a result of the man's struggle.

"Son's Son. Honestly, as long as you play here, you often watch you. Not only did you approach the father's children, but you also approached the father's grandchildren. I like your way, but come back. The decision is with the father. Because he will live it" Joseph's father told Soldiers.

"And you have to remember, a father is no longer like a woman out there who only spends time courting, she's a widow who has two children. His responsibilities are many, not just material, but a negative stigma has been attached to him. Especially if you are with you. You're much younger, single youth, and pasfis are more established than us. If you're together, it's gonna be harder to get through the ordeal."

"Askar." call Adzilla finally made a sound after long enough to remain a listener.

"Yes." Yeah."

"I admit your treatment is so sweet to me and the kids. And I admit, my heart is starting to feel sorry for you. But, may I ask for some time to think again?"

Soldier had not yet answered, Adzilla had returned to voice. "Askar, my heart is still hurting. I'm still traumatized to reconnect with another man. Soldier, you're young. Love can be lost at any time. If I accept you, what about your family? what about your friends? can you stand up for me without having to disobey your family?"

Soldiers smiled and wanted to wipe away the tears that had run down Adzilla's cheeks but stopped because the woman shook her head in rejection.

"I understand. Everything you say is true, brother. I'll keep trying to convince you, reassure your father, and my family if I'm serious about my feelings."

Adzilla and Joseph's father agreed because so far they have received the treatment of soldiers.

"I'm sorry, As." There's a bad taste in Soldiers.

"No, brother, I understand. Your answer is not rejection but giving time. So when I say my feelings again, don't refuse."

Adzilla clucked at the soldier's meaningful smile for him.

"Whatever."

Feeling that the conversation was enough, Joseph's father went to the room leaving them in the living room.

"We're dating first, can't we?" goda Askar immediately got a plot from Adzilla making him laugh.

After saying that, Soldier came home and Adzilla drove him to the porch.

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumsalam, be careful."

Soldiers flinching still faithfully looking at the face of Adzilla made the master wrong behavior.

"I'm home."

❤️

TB