A SPECK OF LIGHT (Handle of Good-Loving Love)
36. Sorry, As.

The night after returning home from the hospital, Joseph's father took Adzilla to speak. It's not usual that Joseph's father was serious. The two sat in front of the television.

"Zilla, tomorrow Soldier's coming home from the hospital, right?" ask Joseph's father.

"Yes dad."

"Are you going to see him at his rented house?" asked Joseph's father still with a serious look.

"Zilla doesn't know dad. Soldiers did ask but there is no way Zilla was there even though he brought the children, right? Zilla is afraid of slander."

Joseph's father breathed. "Tomorrow you'll get married."

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Adzilla was aghast looking directly at Joseph's father with a surprised face. "What do you mean?"

"Yes, I mean, you're getting married tomorrow so there's no more slander. I also saw how longing between the two of you had been separated for so long."

Adzilla bowed without responding to Joseph's father's words because he confirmed them all.

Because without anyone else knowing, every visit to the Hospital must be Soldier hugged him first even though in the end he was the one who released the hug first. It is because the arms of Soldier so make him comfortable and safe.

"But, dad. Isn't it too fast?" ask Adzilla.

"Is it good to delay kindness, son?" not answering back to asking

Adzilla. Suddenly nervousness immediately accompanied him. Rengan hemari accompanies her.

"Are the soldiers not going to change after marriage, father?"

Adzilla's question made Joseph's father embrace him from the side. "Dad was very sure that the soldiers would not change."

Adzilla just nodded. He went to the room after he had finished speaking to Joseph's father. Inside the room, he opened a closet staring at the white robe hanging inside there.

The clothes were deliberately sewn to the tailor for his marriage with Soldier first. But it has not been shown to Soldiers that their marriage should be canceled.

"It's our dream, but why am I so nervous? but this isn't my first."

Sighing repeatedly then Adzilla fix the blanket of his two children and then sleep.

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The invited guests had already returned except for Reza and his two other friends.

"There you go home." drive the soldier to make his friend cluck.

"We want to have dinner till night, As." replied Reza with a ruckus.

Joseph's father had brought Satria and Sania home. It seems that Adzilla Rahma's father understood that tonight is the night that awaited every couple who have just made a sacred promise.

While Hana is still talking to Adzilla, Heri in front of the house is engrossed with the game that is popular lately.

"Little dinner only. No one's staying over" said Soldier, increasingly making his three friends laugh.

"Whoa. How could you be the first night, As. Your hands are just like that." Reza's taunts made the Soldiers even more upset.

He also regretted why he had to ride his bike at high speed that night.

At dinner there has been no such interaction in the team between Soldier and Adzilla. They still look shy. Both of their heartbeats are so strong.

...****...

Everyone had gone home after dinner and helped clean up dirty dishes, roll up mats, and cite the mineral bottles strewn about.

Adzilla sat in the kitchen alone confused what to do. Soldiers are still in the bathroom. He had cleaned himself before and changed into a long-sleeved nightgown and the hijab still covered his head.

"Darling." call Soldier from the bathroom in the kitchen.

"I-iya." said Adzilla walking closer to the bathroom.

Her eyes were closed when the bathroom door opened.

...****...

In the bathroom, Soldier cursed himself for his carelessness so that he could not do anything himself including undressing himself.

Repeatedly neutralize the nervousness to ask for help to Adzilla who has become his legal wife.

"Darling." she called to open the bathroom door a little.

"D-yes."

"Why did it close so close his eyes?" ask Ask Soldier held a smile because he felt funny with Adzilla's behavior because he was not the first man in Adzilla's life, why should it be like that.

Her smile expanded to see Adzilla open her eyes. "Darling, please open the buttons on my shirt."

Adzilla just nodded and went into the bathroom. Did his wife not realize that she had entered the cage of a starving lion?

But remembering his left hand made him cluck making Adzilla look up at him. Ah, not the eyes of Adzilla he saw but the sensual lips of the woman.

I don't know why it makes them both nervous. Adzilla quickly unbuttoned her shirt and rushed out of the bathroom.

He just closed the door because he was so nervous. Soldiers stroked his chest and placed his palms on his chest.

"Geez my heart." he muttered and then immediately cleaned himself up.

Finish cleaning yourself and only wear shorts without wearing body coverings. Soldiers go looking for Adzilla in the kitchen. There is a sense of shame in not wearing a body cover in front of Adzilla even though it is used like this if you want to sleep.

Seems there is no Adzilla in the kitchen makes him ventured out of the bathroom about to go to the room.

"Astaghfirullah" said Askar and Adzilla along with it reverse the opposite body.

"As, why aren't you wearing clothes?" tanya Adzilla turned her back on the Soldiers.

Soldiers who also turned back Adzilla scratched the nape of the neck that did not itch feel confused to answer what.

"I'm used to sleeping like this, which. Keep it hard to wear your own clothes." he said.

Soldier throbs. Despite being so nervous and embarrassed, he ventured to turn around. Scrutinizing Adzilla's body from behind.

The body that often makes his mind traveling when the body is always wrapped in a very closed cloth.

"Remain in the kitchen again?" ask the Soldier still let Adzilla back him.

"You'll get some water to drink."

"Do you want me to go or what?"

Adzilla.

"Yes, I went to my room."

...***...

Soldiers and Adzilla were already in the room. But apparently the two are still reluctant to close their eyes. Still sitting leaning on the head of the bed with his mouth locked.

"Darling." he turned his head to the side staring at Adzilla who had just been staring at him.

His seat was tilted towards Adzilla. "Can I see you without the hijab?" ask Soldier slowly afraid Adzilla was offended.

Adzilla nodded with a sweet smile. "But will your love be diminished if I don't live up to your expectations?"

Soldier smiling. "Listen to me, every woman is beautiful and will be more charming when paid by her partner right? I'm not the kind of guy who wants his wife to look beautiful but doesn't think it costs him. Honey just say when you want to go to the salon or buy skincare with Sania."

"really? later it's just doang. What if my hair is curly and I want it in keratin? keratin expensive loh. Not yet her hair vitamins. What if my neck is not as white as my face? how did my stomach growl with two kids?"

"White injections, scrubs, body lotion there is a dear." said Soldier immediately pulled Adzilla's life makes the owner complain of pain.

Suddenly it became quiet when Soldier was holding Adzilla's hand and then in his kiss. "I can finally touch you halal, Zilla. Everything is like a dream. Even when I fell in love with you, who is still a wife status, I never expected to have you."

"As."

Soldiers stared at Adzilla then opened Adzilla's instant hijab. Black hair with Shin Ha Ri's hairstyle in the drama Bussines Proposal.

He also repaired Adzilla bangs to cover the forehead according to the hairstyle. No longer in accordance with expectations but more than thought. He once judged if Adzilla's hair was long and would be rolled if wearing a hijab. But behold, his wife was more fashionable behind her hijab.

"You look so beautiful with your ex-husband?" ask Soldier suddenly jealous.

But his smile rose as Adzilla shook her head. "I made my hair like this because I watched Korean dramas and my money was loved by my father."

The soldier did not answer choosing to tidy Adzilla's hair tucked behind the woman's lower earlobe."Never open your hijab in front of others. I'm jealous, baby. You're so perfect."

Soldier raised Adzilla's chin. The look they meet. He braved the thorns to kiss the forehead, both eyes, and down to the nose to the lips with the eyes closed.

When the two lips meet, their eyes are wide open. The light start of the kiss turned into a soft luma tan.

Till..

"Aww.g.."

"Sorry, As."

❤️

TB