A SPECK OF LIGHT (Handle of Good-Loving Love)
6. New life

There is nothing more bitter than the bitterness of separation. The words goodbye seems real experienced by many people. Every meeting ends with a farewell.

Happiness is always accompanied by sadness that will come and go. Every day one can meet new people and part with old people. Sometimes not all meetings can give togetherness. Some even end in painful partings.

Who wants a divorce? Even celebrities who are rumored to do “kawin kirai” to increase popularity, it also does not deliberately choose divorce.

But the feeling of freedom will be experienced especially for women who feel unhappy in their marriage, for example due to domestic violence. Although victims of violence need professional help to heal their inner and physical wounds, the feeling of freedom will still be felt as happiness.

You should remember, women may feel the stress to fall at the beginning of their divorce, but after approximately 2 years women will be more responsible especially with their lives. Therefore, quite a lot of women who are financially successful or look more attractive from the physical side after a long divorce.

Adzilla remembered the words of Soldier. Where he and his two children were among the soldiers. At first Joseph's father thought Bari dropped Talak because he had an illicit relationship with Soldier, but after being explained then Joseph's father understood and even apologized to Soldier.

“Separation is not the end of life. But the first step is how strong we can continue this life without it."

Under the scorching sun, Adzilla came to the shops in the city district to find work. There is a sense of regret at heart why after graduation he immediately received a proposal from Bari so that he now has no work experience. Plus, having no close friends made it very difficult to find a job.

The sound of the Adhan indicates the time of Zuhur prayer has arrived. He did his motorcycle towards the city mosque. Park the motorbike, do not forget to insert the Curriculum Vitae job application into the motor box, close it and then lock the double.

Walk to the women's toilet for ablution and then enter the mosque to take the entrance provided by the mosque manager. After putting on the face quickly he stood up to take the front shaf.

After performing the zhuhur prayer, Adzilla was still sitting on the terrace of the mosque because he was still confused where to look for work. But because the contents of his head can not think anymore where to go he finally chose to go home because his two children are currently entrusted to Father Joseph.

During the trip, he thought about how the beginning of the introduction with Bari. Where at that time she was introduced her neighbors have now moved to another city with her husband.

In the past, Bari was not a stingy and calculating man. Not a romantic guy. But since that time where he came home with two large plastic bags containing his clothes and clothes Satria is still new to coincide with his mother-in-law has just come to visit.

"New child one but already spent my son's money. It's so good for your life."

Since that day, I don't know what her mother-in-law said to Bari made the man's attitude change completely to her. Shopping money for kitchen needs in allotments, money for personal needs he no longer gets.

Love that is so deep is slowly eroded into hatred in silence.

And this farewell? of course, he hoped that even if it had to result in his two children being separated from his father.

But, has Bari been close to his son? the answer is no.

...****...

"Assalamualaikum" said Adzilla when he arrived home.

"Getishalight."

"Worset."

Satria and Sania run towards him while greeting Adzilla. There is no happiness more happy than the joy of his two children.

"Any sister has eaten?" tanyanya invites Satria and Sania into the house.

"It."

"Where's grandfather?"

"Grandfather just went to the stall, ma." said Satria after that Adzilla's eldest son back to playing cars.

...****...

The next day after breakfast, Joseph's father prepared to drop off Satria's school.

"Zilla, you don't have to look for work anymore. Our money is still enough for Satria and Sania's school fees later." said Yusuf's father after wearing his jacket and taking the keys to the motorcycle.

Joseph's father approached and rubbed Adzilla's arm. "Don't talk about your ex-husband anymore. I've also asked Mr. Kades for help with your divorce."

Adzilla nodded. "Thank you, dad. What is Adzilla without a father."

Seeing that his father and eldest son had departed, he went inside the house to tidy up his dirty dishes and other homework.

...****...

With better gender equality for women, where women are able to take control of their lives and show independence and unexpected strength, young men realize that older women are more skilled at holding many responsibilities.

"Woy, bang Soldier. Why smile for yourself?" reprimand Reza saw his boss and best friend smiling at his phone.

"Nothing is."

"See what the hell, bang?" reza asked, leaning his head forward to see what the soldiers were looking at.

"This is a photo of my future son."

Reza. "A lot of confidence, sure he'll want to? sure you'll take it? sure you'd be satisfied with the same one that had put out two kids?" cecar Reza to Soldiers.

"You should know, women are more charming" Reza added.

"But widows are more seductive." said Soldier proudly making Reza glare.

"The wife of the man, woy."

Soldiers did not answer prefer to eat kolding that has been presented in front of their table. Do not know Reza if the woman who had attracted his attention was separated religiously.

Now he was sure to approach the widow of the two children especially the two children Adzilla was close to him.

Now it is just conquering the heart of its mother and its mother's family. He wanted to show that he was not only in love with Adzilla but with both the daughter and the woman's family.

Love is important in relationships, but love alone is not enough to choose a partner who will give you a long time or after marriage. Because, in marriage many things must be adjusted by the couple, including responsibility, commitment, economy and so on.

Soldiers know that, let alone the main factor of domestic quarrels is usually due to a weak economy.

That's why he tirelessly worked after graduating from High School. Because it is also aware, he is not from a family of people.

Starting from knowing Adzilla in talak, Soldiers increasingly improve themselves for the better.

Forcing himself to pray five times, this he did not only to attract the attention of Adzilla but, he had heard, "Impress yourself to pray five times until it becomes a habit."

Great character and good morals. Yes, Soldiers are very trying to change for that matter.

Knowledge of the Qur'an. Soldiers need a lot about that.

Need to know him. Soldiers felt it was necessary, so he was preparing to approach the widow of two children.

Good family descent. Sure, the soldiers can prove it.

Financially capable. Must be, Not arrogant. But Bari's month-long earnings, Adzilla's ex-husband. Can he can only count three days from the sale of kebabs and burgers.

Loving and gentle. Soldiers can guarantee, especially considering Adzilla's cheeks flushed due to the former Bari slap made her heart hurt.

❤️

TB