Possessive Love
Episode 48: You must forget

I give my blessing, for you who I really love in massalu”

Aurora was sitting quietly leaning her body on a sofa located in the family room, yes sitting facing a large window and high overlooking it with natural scenery in the form of trees and hills, he clutched both hands, he held her, I remember the incident last week when Antonio accompanied him to the shopping mall, from the beginning he went down the stairs to accompany him shopping, he often mentioned the name Zeline, it was very disturbing.

“Should I stop liking you? My heart is very happy when it gets your good treatment, but it hurts so much to see and hear another name in your speech and heart!” lirih Aurora spoke to herself as she closed her eyes, then she told the maid to open the window, she wanted to enjoy the wind, then he got up from his seat and stood by the window looking up at his head, closed his eyes and breathed fresh air from the trees while feeling the wind that hit his face. Then he was surprised because Antonio suddenly grabbed him, leaning his head on Aurora's shoulder.

“Can I ask you something?” antonio asked Aurora, breathing out at the nape of Aurora.

“Eheem..of course!” aurora answered while breaking away from Antonio's arms, then sat down in her seat. But Antonio pulled his hand and took him to walk towards a place, Aurora squinted but her steps followed Antonio, then they arrived at the rooftop, Aurora watches around and knows that Antonio's rooftop house is very beautiful equipped with a red sofa and a table, coupled with a gust of wind that blows his hair, elongation, with beautiful scenery calms the soul.

“I used to come here when my heart was screwed!” obviously Antonio did walk to the couch and then sat down.

“I think it's better than being in an empty room!” Sindir Aurora then walked towards Antonio and sat down beside him.

Antonio took a breath, then leaned back, his gaze fixed on the scene in front of him, his eyes focused on the swarm of birds perched on the tree.

“You want to ask what?” aurora said as she leaned her head against Antonio's shoulder.

“How do you easily forget Kevin?” Antonio replied, staring blankly in front of him, he always remembered the night when they went out together and met accidentally with Zeline and Kevin, he had time to observe Aurora's reaction at that time, his reaction was normal, he said, there was no feeling in his eyes when he was talking to Kevin.

Aurora held her head up, she fixed her seat, she was shocked by Antonio's question, then she looked at Antonio's handsome face, the face that was always smiling in front of everyone, but who would have thought that the person who always looked cheerful in front of everyone was a very hurt person, and only he knew how sad and sick Antonio was.

Then Aurora returned to face the front while looking at the view of the hills in front of her, he sighed and then said. “I didn't forget it, I just continued my life without him, forgetting for me it's very difficult Antonio is the only few people in the world who can do it, because the more we try to forget, the more we try to forget, the more we will always remember!”

“So, how max can you not forget how you feel about her? But why do you look so calm and like nothing ever happened between you when we met them last week?” Antonio asked, turning his face to Aurora.

Aurora smiles listening to Antonio, “For me, there are two types of forgetting, the first one is forgetting our feelings towards someone, and the second one is forgetting the memories of when we were with him, I don't know forgetting which one you asked, I didn't know, obviously I have forgotten my feelings for him, but my memories while with him are still attached to the memory.” Aurora replied the gaze turned into a blank stare, her nose and eyes reddened as she recalled her sweet memories with Kevin.“Kevin is a very nice guy, especially against people who love, he just looks cold and cruel from the outside, but actually Kevin is very fragile, more fragile than you!” continued.

Antonio was only speechless to hear Aurora's explanation, he tried to digest the max from Aurora's words.

“Everyone always asks me this question, but they don't know how I feel when asked something like this, I never even thought it would be like this, we used to love each other so much, she said, but after the accident, I was nowhere to be found, and everyone thought I was dead, but three months later I woke up in a lab, then I asked the man who had found me what had happened to me, and then he explained it and took me to the cemetery where my name and picture were written, I was so shocked that with my face being crushed in an accident, because I didn't want to have surgery, it took me years to wait for him to recover, it just so happened that the person who found me was an alchemist they were married but had no children, then they raised me as their child, and at that time my days became changed, every day I miss Kevin so much, but I don't have the courage to meet him because of my broken face, I always see him from afar and hear many stories of how devastated he was when he lost me, I even had a chance to see his grief reaction, but he was too far away for me to reach, then I had to follow my adoptive parents moving out of town, and that day was the last day I could see Kevin from kajauhan,” Aurora explained at length accompanied by tears in her every word, yes back to remembering the turmoil of many years ago. “Three years later, my face was back as usual, I was very happy and impatient to see Kevin, on my way to where I imagined how his reaction would be when I saw him standing in front of him, but after I got to his house I was very surprised, just like Kevin who was very surprised when he saw me suddenly in front of him, then I ran when I found out that the girl with him was Zeline his wife, Zeline, my hope and heart were so broken that Kevin chased me, he tried to calm me down and took me to a hotel, he explained everything to me, and told me that he had no feelings for me, I was so shocked, I couldn't accept the fact, I almost committed suicide, because I felt like I had no hope of living again, but she hugged me and woke me up, then I asked for a month of time to be with me, just with me, and yaa.. Of course he kept it, after a month had passed, then Kevin gave me a house, precisely the house was once the dream house of both of us, a house far from the noise of the city, and the, it was peaceful and there were only the two of us, but who would have thought that only I alone would occupy the house! I tried to accept the reality and explain everything to Zeline, then go home to live my days as I should, but one year later I found out about Zeline's death, and then I went downtown, wish I could cheer Kevin up and come back like I used to, but.”.

“Quite Aurora, don't continue it again!” Antonio said cutting Aurora's story, he could not bear to see Aurora continue the story, he could see an endless sadness in his eyes and tears.

Unlike Antonio, he felt guilty for accusing and thinking that Aurora had abandoned his love, he knew what Aurora felt, then he hugged Aurora and tried to calm her down, “I'm sorry okay! I have asked you something painful, and made you remember it again,” Antonio said as he kissed Aurora on the forehead and stroked her and held her tightly.

Aurora just fell silent without an answer, then tried to let go of Antonio's embrace, “What a difference you are with him, you have also made me feel that for the second time!” firmly Aurora while wiping the remaining tears around her eyes and face.

Antonio was shocked, he was silent without a word, he did not know what to answer, his tongue felt funny, he knew that Aurora liked him but did not know how to reply.

Not pain! While loving someone who loves someone else, try to win his heart, but ultimately find the same answer. And unfortunately have to feel it for the second time.

“It is not necessary to think too much about it, even if you and I just know each other, it may be that the feelings that exist for me are only temporary,” said Aurora yes trying to expel the tension between them, he said, and also do not want to be too forced Antonio to realize about his feelings, he is trying to forget his feelings towards Antonio, he does not want this feeling will later complicate it.

Then Aurora clenched her body while leaning against the sofa, she closed her eyes, enjoying the wind and the sound of birds chirping. And it didn't feel like he was asleep.

“Basic sleepyhead!” Antonio smiled as he looked at Aurora's beautiful face, then he grabbed Arora's head and leaned her on his shoulder, a moment later he saw the bright clouds turn cloudy and the wind was blowing louder, more and more, then he lifted Aurora's body and carried it ala bride style, yes will send Aurora who is sleeping fast to her room, yes do not want Aurora sick and catch a cold. After arriving at Aurora's room, then Antonio laid Aurora's body and covered her with a blanket, “Great sleep!” he said he kissed Aurora on the forehead, then stepped out of Aurora's room and shut the door.

“I'm sorry, it must be very painful right?” He said when the door was closed, he felt Aurora was very important to him but he did not want to start any relationship, “I really hope someday you can forget me!” he continued walking while putting both hands in his pants pocket.

Just in the afternoon Aurora woke up from her sleep, she was shocked when she opened her eyes, and found out she was already in her room, yes then squeaked her head, then tied her hair, and then, a moment later he heard a knock on the door from Maid, then he got out of bed and opened the door.

“Your phone has fallen asleep since last afternoon, it's time to eat!” Said maid.

“Alright! I will eat for a little while longer,” he answered while stretching his hands and shoulders, then the maids bowed and asked themselves from before him, then Aurora went back into his room, he wanted to take a shower first.

After finishing bathing and wearing clothes, he then walked to the dining room, then he asked Antonio to the maids, then the maids replied that Antonio had not eaten since, then he went looking for Antonio to his room, he knocked on the door repeatedly, then he tried to open it because the door was not locked, then he went into Antonio's room, but he did not find it there. Aurora then sighed, was she thinking about the moment Antonio was in silence? “Is he in that room again?” he thought then he walked into the empty room where Antonio always spent his time.

Aurora stopped her steps when she arrived at the door of Antonio's private room, apparently the guess was right, Antonio was inside, because he could hear the accompaniment of music that Antonio was turning from outside.

Aurora put her hand on the doorknob, “It seems that I should completely forget you,” she said as she closed her eyes lowered her head, then she took a step back, and flipped her body, he went away from Antonio's private room, didn't want to bother him. Then Aurora goes to the dining room, she will eat without Antonio.

After finishing eating, Aurora told the maid to take her cell phone in the room, a cell phone that is rarely used, can be said to be almost unused by her. Then the maid approached him and gave him her phone, then he grabbed it. Aurora smiles at her rose gold iPhone Xmax phone, then she opens the menu and starts downloading social media applications, such as Facebook, Instagram, Twitter and so on, then after completing the download do enter his old account, after completion, then yes upload his photo. As a result, ten minutes later, he got many likes and comments from his old friends, some asked for news and some asked him to meet for reonian.

It did not feel like two hours Aurora spent her time in front of the phone, it was unexpected to get a lot of word and followers are growing, Aurora was a social media flower, and her followers are all very idolizing her, both men and women, but because of Kevin's jealousy he became the official of all social media accounts. But now no more Kevin, and also yes want to forget Antonio as much as possible, where know in social media he met a soul mate who was destined for him.