Possessive Love
Antonio and the truth (New season Antonio &aurora)

3 months later.

It has been three months since Zeline returned with Kevin, they spent a lot of time together, such as traveling outside the city, even going on vacation to several countries, such as London, China and Japan. They also brought the children and accompanied by Lisa the assistant who was always beside her, Lisa also moved to Kevin's house the day after the arrival of Zeline.

Zeline was walking around the park behind her house, just so happened to be alone this morning, the children had gone to school accompanied by Lisa, while Kevin had just left for the office, he said, he left early in the morning because there was going to be a meeting.

Then Zeline sat on a rocking chair overlooking the red rose plant, which beside her was a lake, Kevin's private garden was sprawling. Zeline crumpled her body while closing her eyes, she took a deep breath letting the fresh air into her lungs, so she really enjoyed the morning. But suddenly, there was a maid who called out her name. Then Zeline opened her eyes, she saw the face of her maid named Vita, like she was confused.

"Your mistress, my sister is about to give birth, may I ask her permission to leave to send her?" asked Vita while half-bending, her temples were sweating.

"Of course, but why do you look so confused?" zeline replied curiously while watching her lowered maid instantly being asked. Then Zeline remembered, if this residential area is very rare there are taxis.

"Alright, come! I'm going to send your sister to the hospital" Zeline said with a smile, actually she could just ask Abra to go send Vita, but this time he wanted to watch the baby that would be born.

"Thank you madam, ttttaaaapi," said Vita while looking down, he stuttered because he felt sorry for his mistress.

"Easy! not much but, let's go now, point the way to your brother's place, after that we go to the nearest hospital." Zeline insisted, then he woke up from his seat, then took Vita's hand and then grasped it while walking towards the car garage. Zeline is very kind to all her maids, she considers them all like friends, she never once demeaned her maids.

Arriving at the car garage, Zeline asks Abra to send her to the residence of her sister from her maid, and really when they get on the car and drive to the place to be addressed.

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"I'm very grateful for the help of the lady, I don't know how to reply to her," Vita told Zeline, who was sitting in the waiting room with her, she was very grateful to the lady for helping her, it is rare to have an employer like Zeline.

"Together, it's only a small part of it," Zeline replied smiling as she clasped Vita's hand. Then he asked himself and walked to the toilet. But when he was about to turn into the toilet, Zeline was surprised by someone who suddenly appeared accidentally in front of him, the person was seen busy with observing the patient data he held. Then without a second thought Zeline approached the man, a man named Alice, a doctor and friend who used to help her give birth to the light of her eyes.

"Alice! long time no see do you still remember me?" greet Zeline, she stood up while waving her hands right in front of Alice. Seeing Alice looking at herself, she might be trying to remember something. "I'm Zeline, did you forget?" Zeline tries to remind Alice of herself.

"Zelines? are you really Zeline? your appearance is so different from before, how are you? since when did you come back to Rome?" Alice smiled with excitement then hugged Zeline, it has been a long time since they met. "Eh! let's just talk in my room, it's uncomfortable here." Alice then took Zeline to her room.

Upon arriving in the room, Alice lets Zeline sit down by the sofa next to her desk, then they sit together and exchange stories, so that they do not feel they spend an hour of time.

"Oh yeah, aren't you doing research in China? when did you get back from there? why didn't Antonio tell me about your return?" ask Zeline curiously.

"I'm sorry I don't understand the full extent of Zeline's story" Alice replied, her countenance looking sad as Zeline mentioned antonio's name.

Zeline was a little confused to see Alice's expression, then she told Alice everything, which Antonio had told her about them.

Alice looks silent after hearing Zeline's story, she suddenly remembered something that actually happened between them.

"Alice, are you okay?" Zeline asked, she was confused by Alice's expression.

"Zeline, actually Antonio didn't tell you the truth" Alice replied with my eyes, looking sorrowfully at her eyes like a cloudy sky. "Me and Antonio have never been in a relationship, everything Antonio tells you is just a lie, actually I was the one who asked to be in a relationship with him, but he rejected me because you were still in his heart, and after that we never got in touch with each other again, nor have I been anywhere for the past four years," obviously Alice with a million sorrows in every word of her explanation, Antonio was her first love, yet she had gotten a direct rejection for a pretty obvious reason.

Zeline was surprised, as soon as she heard the explanation from Alice, her face paled, she tried to understand everything Alice said, unexpectedly until now Antonio still loves her, he said, and lied about her and Alice's relationship. "I'm sorry Alice, I don't know anything about any of this." Zeline

"Already, after all, it's over, I've forgotten Antonio as well as my love for him" Alice smiled.

Then, suddenly a Nurse knocked on the door and told Alice that there were patients who needed her treatment. Zeline, who heard it all, asked and walked back to the car, wanted to go home, reassuring her heart and mind after what she had heard from Alice.

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Loving you is the most beautiful thing in my life..

There's no need to pay it back, if you can't!

Let me enjoy the beauty.......

Until it disappears by itself..

Antonio was sitting in a private room, only he could enter the room, except for one of his trusted maids, who went there once a week, even then just to clean up the private room belonging to Antonio, his room dominates with gray, a symbol of color that has the meaning of sadness and indeterminate direction, just as he is now experiencing, the same as he is experiencing, there was nothing in the room, just a blank space filled with a gramaphone and a picture measuring 80×95cm, which was placed on the wall right in front of the chair.

Antonio plays a classic song of the past, then sits in a chair, he looks at the portrait that is deliberately kept facing right in front of his seat. Then he stared in a portrait that was very imprinted in his heart, the portrait when they were both in Piazza Navona, looked beautiful with a smile that they were filled with a person who still loved until now, he said, well the portrait is of him with Zeline, who happened to be wearing a dress color that matches the background of the waterfall trevi montain, which happened at that time, he gave a handwriting to the picture with the words "Let me love you" which is when the feeling in him is similar to that written in the pattern of clothes that he wears in the picture is "unforgettable".

Antonio closed his eyes, he seemed to be swept away in memory when he was with Zeline accompanied by music in the 90s, which has a very extraordinary love for him. But a moment later he woke up from his daydream.

"Stop everything Antonio, aren't you tired?" Said a woman named Aurora, she is a former lover of Kevin who is considered to have died before, he met first with Aurora during the Masquerade party, they were a dance partner at that time, they were a dance couple, and at that time he felt like being close to Aurora, because somehow his heart felt as if it was shaken during the meeting, but still could not beat his love for Zeline. A week after her move from Zeline's house, she tried to get close to Aurora, and from there they got closer, until Antonio brought Aurora to live together. They lived together in a mansion far from the capital. The mansion was a relic from his great-grandfather. Mansion with the theme of the houses of the nobles in the 80s was made as a place to go home from all the fatigue and stress that is natural.

"Who allowed you to enter my private Aurora's room?" Antonio asked Aurora, then got up and stood right in front of Aurora.

"There's nothing I don't know about you Antonio, including about this room," Aurora replied, before Antonio had told Aurora about himself, without exception, but he did not tell about the contents of Antonio's room that should not be touched by anyone, including himself.

"you are so presumptuous of Aurora, I must punish you for spoiling you too much" said Antonio as he brought his face closer to Aurora's face, when both hands clasped Aurora's hands.

"punish me? how about making me fall in love with you? that would be the biggest punishment for me, Antonio!" Aurora answered, closing their eyes, their foreheads touching each other, whether since when she began to love Antonio.

"I've told you, never love me Aurora, because I'm not mine, I can't be willing to repay you for love," antonio answered while letting go of his hand and away from Aurora as soon as he heard her words, as if he understood the meaning behind the words Aurora spoke.

"You've loved her without any revenge Antonio, you've helped her get back together with other people, I'm sick of seeing you dissolved in the love you created yourself!" Tukas Aurora to Antonio, every day Antonio always spent time in this empty space, he felt sick of Antonio who continued to dissolve in love without retaliation.

"I'm not like you! Aurora was so persistent and abandoned her love. Love in my opinion is sacred, it does not involve ego and profit, it does not have to be possessed, it is felt." Antonio said as he looked deep as the waves of the ocean portrait himself with Zeline.

"Do you want to leave your life for love? wasting your precious time looking at inanimate objects, lingering daily in past memories? are you going to be Qays, a poet who went crazy for his own love?" Aurora answered while clutching Antonio's shoulder and forcibly flipping antonio's body and facing him.

"Enough for all that you've done, Antonio, and you need to remember, I'm not abandoning my love, but I'm letting my love go with the person he thinks he loves, why force the will if the one you love has forgotten you, "Aurora continues and then takes a breath.

"You don't understand the real meaning of Aurora's love, love isn't an easy thing you can just let go of, it's a matter of heart and feelings" Antonio replied, releasing Aurora's hand from his shoulder.

"Then love how did you max out? Antonio, I've asked you this question many times! have you never been interested in me at all? and never felt the love I had for even a moment?" Aurora asked as she stepped closer to Antonio, with a sharp gaze like the gaze of an archer aiming at his target.

Antonio was silent at once to hear Aurora's question, many times such a question was thrown at him, but still he could not answer it like a poet who had run out of words, he was silent for a moment, but still he could not answer it like a poet who had run out of words, his mind was trying to digest how Aurora was in his life.

"My answer is Antonio, is it to you that I am only a tool to witness your grief? what for you I only se....." said Aurora cut because suddenly antonio silenced his lips with a kiss that made him buy his eyes, yes very surprised, he was, antonio never touched her at all.

After giving a kiss to Aurora, Antonio looked at the face of Aurora who looked surprised, he did not know why. His heart moved his hands and body as if it was the answer to Aurora's question. Emotions that exist in him overflowed until he returned to kiss Aurora gave him a french kiss, linking his tongue and Aurora, until each other's saliva was washed away in a kiss.

Soon enough, Aurora regains consciousness and stops their kisses, then turns her face away from Antonio, pushing Antonio's body tightly around his waist. He tried to reorganize his breathing, his heart racing as if it could be heard from outside.

"You know what hurts more than waiting? It is love for someone who has never seen how much love you have," Aurora insists, leaving Antonio alone in her room, not knowing what the max of Antonio's kiss is, but for a moment it felt so enjoying the kiss.

"Antona! only a fool would not love a man like you" Aurora told herself, stepping into her room with tears she could not stop. Antonio is the perfect person in the eyes of everyone, with his good looks and hospitality and kindness, will make anyone fall in love with him, including himself, from the first time they met at the party, he felt a vibe of love growing within him as their two hands touched each other. And that's why he was willing when Antonio invited him to stay together, and after knowing more about Antonio and his stories, the feeling grew stronger, until unconscious, he said, his heart ached when he saw Antonio lamenting his love with others.

Upon reaching her room, Aurora sat at a dresser on the right side wall near her bed, looking at herself in the mirror while talking to herself.

"I understand the love you're maxing out Antonio! a love that even though he does not have it, but also happy to see him laugh freely with someone he loves, even though it is not us. And that kind of feeling that I felt when Kevin was with his lover, but that doesn't mean that I have to mourn the moments with him instead. Instead I have to find and continue my own story and be happy with the person who loves me!"

Antonio overhears Aurora's words when she knocks on the door of his room that is slightly open, not knowing what reason made him chase after Aurora who had left him, just like the reason why he invited Aurora to live in one house with him. Then he abandoned his intention to meet Aurora, and returned to his room, looking for the meaning of what was going on.