Possessive Love

Possessive Love
Longed you


David hugged Aretha very tightly. How sad he was to know that the woman had to fight alone. In fact, when his life became a bet. He felt like a useless man. Let alone to give him spirit and strength, accompany him was not able, until the woman he loved so much also had to struggle to care for their baby alone. Just because of what? Just because of his stupidity.


He already imagined how very happy he would be, when welcoming a newborn into the world. However, all of that was simply wiped out, due to his stupidity. If only he had heard the words of Rangga, maybe it would not have happened like that. But what do you want to say? Rice has become porridge, no one can turn the clock. Everything has become His decree, and no one can prevent and hinder it.


Yet, still. That's very obvious. David was very sad to imagine everything that happened to his wife when he was not next to her. He could no longer hold haru. Finally, David who has been fairly strong, the pain can be weak, because of the power of love. How great his love for his wife, so that he could not imagine something that could make his wife cry and hurt.


"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" said David Parau without letting go of his arms from his wife's body.


Besides being sorry, he also missed the figure that for three weeks he could not embrace, even touch. He really misses her. It felt very reluctant to release the body from his embrace.


Missing you is the one thing that never makes me bored. In fact, even in a state of chaos and collusion, I still know and able to feel how big my miss is to you.—David Wijaya.


"You don't have to apologize, Mom. Being able to see you back as you were, really makes me happy. Thank you for coming back for me and for our children." Aretha began to drip a clear liquid that had filled the corner of her eyes.


Seeing you re-open your eyes was one thing I didn't expect. Although I had bad guess, but in reality the ordinances of God are different. God does always have a way to make us happy.—Aretha Chairani Grissham.


After a while the couple hugged each other, finally they stretched their bodies—saling release hugs, considering there were several other figures in the room who were watching their scenes.


They look at each other. A moment Aretha smiled ignorantly. "Mas, are you crying?" ask her with a soft tone.


As fast as lightning David turned his face in any direction. "No! How could I cry" David replied without looking at Aretha.


Aretha still did not want to lose. He followed wherever David was. "No. Look, there are tears on your cheeks, Mom. What was it if not crying?" aretha asked to tease her husband.


A moment of laughter broke in the room. It made David feel ashamed. Maybe he was humiliated by his wife, he thought.


Not wanting to be called crybaby, David still tried to deny and be elegant, as if what Aretha said was wrong.


"Where?" David immediately rubbed his cheeks and eyes. "Nothing, dear," he added in denial.


It is true what Aretha said. There were still a few tears lingering without David noticing. Really it made his pride as a strong man collapse instantly in front of his family. He did not want to look weak in front of anyone, especially in front of his own wife.


"It's been seen, it's still a lie" said Aretha still want to tease her husband, after a long time he missed such a moment.


"Oh, my head is dizzy! I think I need a break." David seemed to hold his head.


"Mas, what's wrong with you?" Aretha looked very panicked, then looked at the doctor who was still there. "Doctor?" He looked questioningly, as if asking for help.


Aretha was really afraid that David would feel pain again, which might be because his rest was disturbed, thus lowering his health condition.


David immediately poured his body back, making Aretha more panicked, but that was only David's reason to shift the subject.


"Let me check" the doctor said as he approached David. However, swiftly the man raised his hand, as a gesture to stop the doctor's intention.


"No need, Doc! I just need a little rest, maybe it will improve soon," David refused while rolling his eyes to the doctor who was immediately understood by the doctor.


The doctor smiled at the behavior of his patient. "All right, then I'll excuse you. Oh yeah, maybe someone can come into my room for a second?" tanyakanya.


"Let me just." Kris offered to go to the doctor's room. He knew what the doctor was going to say. What else if it wasn't about David's condition. And he needs to know that.


"All right" replied the doctor. Soon the doctor and nurse came out of the room.


"I'm sorry, Pa," said Aetha felt bad, because she should have been facing the doctor herself, but really she was very worried about David's condition at the time.


"It's okay, you're here with your husband." Chris understood that better. He knew very well that they needed time together, after a long time of not chatting with each other.


"Your mom and dad stay first, son," said Maria.


Kris and Maria came out of the room following the doctor who had gone before them.


"Mas .. You're okay, right?" ask Aretha.


It looks like both of his parents were watching while smiling. They began to approach his son-in-law, because it was not yet a chance to chat with his daughter-in-law. They are the same, missing David.


"Son David," call Anton.


"Battle, Mami?" David turned his head towards the two of them, then raised his body back up. A little smile appeared on his face.


"Are you okay, son? You just lie down if you feel dizzy," asked Anton to make sure.


"It's okay, Pi, I'm fine, thanks to the prayer of everything I can go back to how it was" replied David.


"Congratulations, son, you've been able to get through your critical period, papi it's a pleasure to see it." Kris patted the man's back.


"Thank you, Pi. I am also happy to be reunited with all of you" replied David Iirih. Instantly he lowered his head for a moment, then looked back at his papi-in-law. "Pi, Mi, I'm sorry for not being able to accompany Aretha at the time—"


"God! Don't regret it like that. It's not your fault. Everything has become the destiny of the Almighty. From here papi knows how great you two are. Papi is proud, very proud," cut Anton who immediately re-created the atmosphere of the day in the room.


"Thank you, Pi. Thank you for keeping Rere in my coma, too" replied David.


"Son, you're in good health .. don't make us anxious anymore" said Carmila, putting on her own expression.


"Yes, Mi. I must take care of my health." David again smiled at her. Fortunately, he had a family that loved him very much.


***


In the afternoon, Aretha was seen alone with David at the time. Both of his parents had already left first, because the mother was worried about the twins, so he decided to go home to see his two grandchildren accompanied by Maria. Meanwhile, Kris and Anton seemed to go to the office, because there were activities that could not be delayed that afternoon.


"Mas, since when did you come to your senses from the coma?" ask Aretha to David who was still in a lying position.ask Aretha curious.


"It was actually yesterday afternoon" replied David.


"Why did the new hospital tell me today?"


"Mas, you feel something?" ask Aretha to David who was still in a lying position.


David looked at his wife, before he responded to her question. "Yes," answered David briefly with flat experesion.


Aretha got up from her seat while putting on a panicked expression. "What, Mas? Let me call a doctor?" tanyanya wants to know.


"Hindu," David replied as he gave a smile that immediately made Aretha shrink back.


"Mas .. I'm serious," protested Aretha quietly as she landed her body back on the seat looking a little limp.


"I'm serious, honey," answered David as he reached for Aretha's hand. "I miss you" he added, staring intensely at the two chocolate beads, and then he kissed his wife's hand gently.


Aretha nodded her face while looking at her husband's actions at that moment. Not because he did not like to be treated sweetly by David, but he was upset because he was almost made a hanger. Because, whatever concerns David's health condition at that time, it really makes him feel excessive panic if until he knows that David's health condition suddenly decreases again.


"Why? You don't like it? You don't miss?" David seemed to widen his eyes, staring dislikely at Aretha's expression back then.


"That's not so, Mas ..," protested Aretha. "I asked seriously, I panicked. I can't see you like before. It's been, like, three weeks without you! Do not repeat again yes, Mas," he explained with a clear face.


David again smiled at her. It seemed that he was very happy to hear Aretha's statement at that time. At least he knew he meant a lot to his wife. "I'm sorry" he said, tightening his grip and kissing his wife's hand for a long time.


Aretha just smiled watching him. Whether he had to say what, there were clearly no words or sentences that deserved to describe his feelings at that time, other than 'Happy'.


Living the days without you is the hardest thing I've ever had. Even so much advice and hugs that strengthen me. But what does it mean if not you. Without you it makes me almost desperate. My heart is a mess, when your body can only touch and hold. However, without a word, jokes and laughter that have graced our days. I'm afraid! I was afraid that in the end you would leave. I'm afraid that in the end I'll lose you forever. You have put me in the most ruined position. Yes, that's how I went about my days without you. Enough's enough! Just once you make me anxious! Never repeat it again! Because I don't know how to be sincere.


"Never repeat, my mother!" aretha Pinta.


David smiled. "No way!" answer's sure.


"I'm afraid" said Aretha with teary eyes.


"No need to be afraid" David replied.


"Mas ...," call Aretha.


"Why, Honey?" asked David who was still faithful to hold the woman's hand.


"You didn't experience anything during the coma?" ask Aretha plain. I don't know what he wants to know. "For example, what's so strange?" coined.


David scrunched his forehead. "It's just your weird question" he replied.


"How weird? I'm just asking." Aretha looked confused.


"I was just dreaming" David told me.


"What dream are you, Mom?" aretha asked enthusiastically. He looked round his eyes full of questions.


I don't know what was in the woman's mind, so she was eager to know what the husband experienced during the coma.


"Why are you, honey?" david asked in wonder.


"Yes .. is okay. I just want to know what dream you had," replied Aretha. "You're not a weird dream, are you? For example dream meet angel pen—"


"Too many soap operas so this is it, nih!" cut David who immediately understands what the wife will say.


"They're making movies impossible without research, aren't they, Mas?" ask Aretha to make sure. "I'm sure they won't be arbitrary, definitely based on someone's experience" he explained while thinking.


"Yes, maybe you're right" said David.


"So?" Aretha was still waiting for David's answer.


"So what?"


"So what's your dream?"


David turned his face for a moment. "Oh my God .. Are you still curious?" tanyanya while looking at Aretha who was still waiting for an answer from her. "I'm not a weird dream, honey," she replied.


"What dream?"


"You" answered Aretha.


"Me?" ask Aretha.


"Yes, who else?" david replied that he was sure that the one in his dream during the coma was Aretha, not anyone. What's more, the angel of the lifethrower.


"Ouch! Suddenly my head got dizzy!" David seemed to hold his head, before Aretha managed to respond to his words.


"What's wrong with you, Mom?" Aretha got back up. Again panic.


"My head hurts a lot, baby," replied David who seemed to be clutching a part of his head, as if he really felt a pain in his head.


Aretha was panicking. "Mas, what the hell are you doing?" Aretha looked close to the man's face, then she held David's head in her confusion.


The cup!


Instantly a sweet kiss landed on Aretha's lips that suddenly made the woman peck in an instant. How very angry he is. In the midst of his fear, David still has a way to play tricks on him. However, he cannot be angry. Because, it is undeniable that he also feels happy with the sweet treatment of David which is always full of surprises.


They are still in the same position. Stare at each other with eyes that are equally locked. In fact, there was no movement of either pair of their eyelids.


"Again?" david asked, who immediately broke Aretha's daydream, just as the door of the room opened and a man appeared.